Confessions about 'Bu'

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my mother was used to having her clothing custom privately made for her as a career woman in govt management and she did a fashion design course and made her own clothing as well one was a red dress in 1940s design with a bow in the empire waist and a little bolero she made it her self and she made some of my clothes and my sisters graduation satin dress and she taught me to make clothing but I have forgotten a lot. I used to have confidence at sewing on the old 1970s singer sewing machine but I have no confidence at the new one we bought a few years ago. mum can draw up draft patterns from scratch she is very good at calculating that but we occasionally had a few laughs at our mistakes as well.

my mother was used to having her clothing custom privately made for her as a career woman in govt ma...

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I also bought a vintage oroton scarf but I do that a lot, I bought my mum vintage Givenchy scarfs and handbag and perfumes. Its been a god awful addiction I did overcome.

I also bought a vintage oroton scarf but I do that a lot, I bought my mum vintage Givenchy scarfs an...

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I just got back from the shop to get food for the cats and my back is aching so bad I just have to give in and take some pain killers. sorry god but its just too much when hips and back are aching with slip disc and gangolion cysts. that is when I could easy go a needle in the back.

I just got back from the shop to get food for the cats and my back is aching so bad I just have to g...

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I wish I knew a real man. real income. real friends. being welcome. I can't remember the last time I felt welcome genuinely!

I wish I knew a real man. real income. real friends. being welcome. I can't remember the last time I...

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I hate leaving my cats - they are all I really have. no one else really loves or cares and I guess that is how it will always be, it will never change. my life never changes for the better, I am too old now to believe it could. its all too late now. everything always comes too late to me and its thrown at me thanklessly as well, which is insulting. and usually its rubbish and not quality compared to everyone elses life.

I hate leaving my cats - they are all I really have. no one else really loves or cares and I guess t...

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ever since the stitches in the vagainal area its been painful on and off, with sharp pains at times. byopsies concern me and results as always seem weird, I guess I have to go back soon and then it will be internal tests and blood in the urine issues I just worry ever since the gp said he was worried about a tumor in the bladder and I am worried about tumors everywhere, from head to foot. I wish I knew why I can't seem to find a normal man. I have wondered should I go overseas to find one , why do they act like bozo clowns rather then a real man!

ever since the stitches in the vagainal area its been painful on and off, with sharp pains at times....

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we can't afford this cruise I just can't see it happening. we never go anywhere and to be honest. I really want to go with a boyfriend/husband not with my parents. I know it sounds selfish but I just am sick of people expecting me to pay for their house to be fixed, their furniture, their this their that. what about what I want!... that is what this nurse said to me... she said you are a great person for all you been through you have to be selfish now. my doctor said you have probably left it too late to have kids, my heart tells me that too with its pulpitations, and the more time goes on the lack of a marriage and baby has made the anxiety and pulpitations worse. I never wanted to be in this situation. I wanted a career and husband ages ago. its only joyce and sarina russo who have been plotting against me and my neighbors - if they would stop plotting against me I would have had more out of life. they know what they did! they have to live with what they did to me!

we can't afford this cruise I just can't see it happening. we never go anywhere and to be honest. I ...

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it gutses into fatty bacon every morning like a bloody pig and all these take away foods, courtney can't cook but she can fuck a dog ? it makes no sense that any man could prefer this over someone like me who is single and genuine and honest and not a whore.

it gutses into fatty bacon every morning like a bloody pig and all these take away foods, courtney c...

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i hate my dirty neighbors wives and daughers whoring on me stealing men. I wish someone would stop this already. they tried to kill me halloween 2014 these girls been riding older cock that was supposed to be for me and they were under age some of these fat dogs and their mothers are out whoring. I want someone to stop the abuse. its gone too far. dad told them ages ago you have gone too far and making my daughter upset and sick now stop it.

i hate my dirty neighbors wives and daughers whoring on me stealing men. I wish someone would stop t...

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I hate my neighbors. courtney fucks any man like trick or treaters, actors she services men and gets them to park cars outside our house , chris her husband is a creepy boofy loser, donna over the road goes on regular whore trips alone where she is fucking everything like a fat dog, she calls herself the lonely kinky but very married woman with kids who have kids and gets unneeded pity. these whores in this street are savages and animals and murderers. I had to make complaints they were going too far stealing men from me over the last 20 years and its gone too far. their kids even have stolen men on me that are too old for them. you can see their dirty little game. but they are so ugly! how do they manage it? I am not interested in chris or micheal or donnas idiot husband peter. these women are scum and should be made to stop this abuse, one time they threw mud and eggs at a window of our house and the girls were getting older men to pimp and ride them around like whores, one gave a blow job to a guy outside our house and I thought this is going too far, getting men to pick them up outside our house and then all the loud sex on trampolines. we are being tortured by these depraved sick mental bullying abusive people. and she even had a hide to put a sleazy letter showing off her job in our letter box as if its some miss hollywood, and we took offence to it, we are not their friends.

I hate my neighbors. courtney fucks any man like trick or treaters, actors she services men and gets...

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when you love someone or something you have to be careful with it! didn't anyone tell you that!

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I am so sick of these randy hooker whores who make out they are single sex scared and shy and lonely and abused and then I find out they have had cock after cock husbands and its never enough for these cheap hoes to say enough is enough of being on a cock carousel and they get married over and over and shack up all the time and their lives are nothing like mine. these women are seriously cock savy and know how to manipulated to get cock and have no price value on it and will go down for the lowest common denominator they can! when I am not like that. these sluts annoy me, they will make out "oh who needs a man anyway hey? I haven't had sex in absolutely years" and its all bs. try decades hon! your being knocked up all the time on the side, on the sly foxin around with your dirties in car parks during night swaggers. and you want me to believe your bs that your some innocent virgin mary when I can tell your a sexual maniac who gets plenty! don't lie cuz people know what you are. the men you shag with do talk and tell and you can tell just looking at a woman if she is getting cock or just had a baby. make no mistake about that. its just little things they do, the walk, the talk, the wink, the smile that looks sly, you can tell. you can tell if your brain is cluey enough.

I am so sick of these randy hooker whores who make out they are single sex scared and shy and lonely...

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i think halloween should be banned I don't like this satanic pranks and laughs its evil and causes mental illness and people with depression and mental illness upset and deep depression, but when you think about it what is the difference with christains handing out jesus dying on the cross rubbish. what do christans give kids at halloween? dying man on a cross lammingtons or some crown of thorns made of spagettii ? its still so depressing. people dying kicking the bucket is all I heard about at the born again church, they were on and on and on about people kicking the bucket and jesus died on the cross kicking the bucket so ghually creepy church causes depression and mental illness and morbidity about self sacrifice and people dying all the time. Its morbid. I actually thing that is abuse, we were not exposed to that at school, but these born again churches over enphasise the death of jesus and the whole hoax about jesus, cuz i am christain but i still don't really believe jesus was the real son of god, and none of it really makes a lot of sense. I just go along with mass things for other factors really.

i think halloween should be banned I don't like this satanic pranks and laughs its evil and causes m...

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I confess being a normal person that doesn't care about bullshits like religion

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princess kate and all those royal women are ugly dogs whores. all these super models are ugly whores. selfish ugly dogs. spoilt and need to learn how to see others get love. I am sick of all these people walking over me and I am not tolerating it anymore. they are all users!

princess kate and all those royal women are ugly dogs whores. all these super models are ugly whores...

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I can't join this womens group because I can't stand the way they do up stuff for women with new babies, I have never been allowed to be a mother and it would only upset me around all that just insulting really!

I can't join this womens group because I can't stand the way they do up stuff for women with new bab...

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I am sick of these people who stalk me. just give it up please. if you have something to say come to my face and house and say it or get.

I am sick of these people who stalk me. just give it up please. if you have something to say come to...

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my finance teacher is hard to understand sometimes.

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I never liked or loved ken. I really really hope that deadbeat loser moves on to some whorey dog blonde model from hollywood or vegas but I can't be the person he wants. I am not that person. I never liked one day or minute with him. sad but completely true!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I never liked or loved ken. I really really hope that deadbeat loser moves on to some whorey dog blo...

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I don't know what your idea of helping others is dirty des (the mans man, she honestly thought by hanging around my aunty who won millions in lotto would make her win lotto she was such a user bitch anyway! she was trying to push all these losers old farts on to me and loser bald blacks I don't like) anna-maria and that loser of a church scumbags, most of them are mental meglomaniacs at the church, but your idea of helping someone is mental.

I don't know what your idea of helping others is dirty des (the mans man, she honestly thought by ha...

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