Confessions about 'Bu'

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mum and dad have already talked to the bank accountants about me to be protected from my sister and her weirdo deli's as dad calls them, her "asshole mate, not soul mate" dad says they don't trust them. they and joyce and a group of doctors have been trying to kill me with witchcraft. I felt it when I went to see the gyno like there was black magic going on around there and he seen me as a complete door mat and someone was doing some kind of wicca activity and it had been going on for a while with all the viruses, infections and car accident and stopping me from having friends and jobs and a husband and children whoever the group is they have been at it for decades maybe as far back as 1973 or 74.

mum and dad have already talked to the bank accountants about me to be protected from my sister and ...

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i didn't try to kill myself, a ghost or a evil omen got inside of me to get me to put that fucking thing in my ear, I swear I never tried to kill myself someone around me got something to attack me several times. and I don't have to talk about it. I heard things the cats seen and heard things ghosty weird things I just can't talk about. I don't like it anyway.

i didn't try to kill myself, a ghost or a evil omen got inside of me to get me to put that fucking t...

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i have been waking up with a lot of fast heart racing beats which worries me deeply and other things I can't really talk about.

i have been waking up with a lot of fast heart racing beats which worries me deeply and other things...

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why I won't say much about things going on in the neighborhood is because you don't think I already could guess I need more vril regularly?

why I won't say much about things going on in the neighborhood is because you don't think I already ...

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I have had bad leg pain and i think I have a uti or something it comes and goes and I am sure I have been trying to pass a kidney stone for ages and so I drink a lot of fluids and I am always worried about my health like a fanatic in the last few years.

I have had bad leg pain and i think I have a uti or something it comes and goes and I am sure I have...

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I know I am not a racist because I get on with heaps of indian men and asian women and men and other people from other places. I try to be nice to everyone most of the time. I am like everyone else I have disagreements with different people regardless of their race or sex or religion etc. so don't label me something I am not.

I know I am not a racist because I get on with heaps of indian men and asian women and men and other...

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I was expecting to be liked by hospital staff and treated nicer. I was expecting to be liked and welcomed at the churches and choirs and treated nicely, I was expecting to be liked at the colleges I went to and the social clubs and the support groups where I was bullied, I was in, I mean all these years of bullying adds up to more and more evidence and I don't feel guilty at all anymore they I used to. some people know how to take then give all they give is insults and take every cent from you, every guy, every job, everything and its not the way I operate.

I was expecting to be liked by hospital staff and treated nicer. I was expecting to be liked and wel...

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number 1 stop comparing yourself with all these dirty ugly royals and pop star asshole and rich assholes who have nothing good to offer you at all. make it clear to them you don't want to know them that you are better then them and all these churches and stupid mental therapists who just want your money and these royals don't like you they are never going to like you or treat you right so ignore them absolutely as they have done to you. stop allowing your sister to abuse you and all her helpers. kick them up the ass back as much as possible because they are all fakers. forget these dumb little choirs and dumb little doctors and all these transinvestigation idiots. they put shit in your head to make you think they are all powerful when they are not! never will be! no matter what success you or they have they have no power over you at all by today deciding to never notice them ever again. as you said catherine- there is more to life than loving yourself, like working or doing something honest with integrity and its mighty unfortunate you have meet a lot of rather sad mad crazy people lacking in all those things you think you admire in them is actually not real and you will it for yourself one day; these lacking integrety people you have met and there are better people to meet then this scum lot.

number 1 stop comparing yourself with all these dirty ugly royals and pop star asshole and rich assh...

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this bullshit the caremilite nuns pull about your not worthy to say gods name or enter his house etc. and god serfices enough alone, is a load of crap. sorry but god is never been enough for me, god put us on earth to experience our life and my mum and dad said this penance crap with born again churches and catholic cum squats is not on! they said the catholics and the other churches can go shove it. these people are bullies mentally abusing me making up excuses and mum and dad don't support all these abuses and said they will tell them off.

this bullshit the caremilite nuns pull about your not worthy to say gods name or enter his house etc...

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my father said my therapists are overpaid and not doing enough to help me.

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I am a difficult person to please. but have you noticed just how much people and things and events never live up to what they used to anymore.

I am a difficult person to please. but have you noticed just how much people and things and events n...

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i am also a bit like my mum I don't like doctors who have to look up things, you know or you don't and you act a competent way and a lot of them today are not walking with a confident step I noticed.

i am also a bit like my mum I don't like doctors who have to look up things, you know or you don't a...

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the denist was like what the f has happened to inside your mouth its all burnted and blistered, I said hot fucking food and too hot servered tea. like a few months ago I went off at a waister politely but I still let them know I was put out it took so long for the desserts to come out, that were ordered with the tea and coffee, I was polite but I said look we have been waiting here nearly an 1hour this is stupid, i have not been back there cuz I swear the dickhead there overcharged me.

the denist was like what the f has happened to inside your mouth its all burnted and blistered, I sa...

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I think it gave saria russo a powerful sexual thrill she could decide who got to be sexual beings if they had jobs they did and if they didnt get jobs which some she made sure didn't they were not allowed me sexual. don't you think that sounds like a crazy woman with too much power. and the way she got that arab bastard from her mongrel breed to say shit at me... and yet it was you who did wrong sarina "you did wrong" you did wrong" like a chingchong!

I think it gave saria russo a powerful sexual thrill she could decide who got to be sexual beings if...

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my mum always taught me "just because its famous doesn't mean it aint dangerous" !!! about people...

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it sounded like the person over the road was shot with something I mean I started to wonder was this their idea of entertainment or for real? like I said to mum if any of them start abusing me again I am going to confront them. like I hate my neighbors, I just hate her so much, I do not trust them. I don't like them. I just think they kill and play evil games as their fun. look some people murder for fun. I know its hard to understand if you are not like that yourself. but some people even doctors and ambulance they are not the good guys. they represent evil and killing some of them. that is all I am going to say about them. you can't trust just because they say to or cuz they wear a uniform or whatever, I found doctors either over exadurate or they minimilize and they think the majority of their patients are idiots, they don't really care about you as a person, your just money to them. that is it.

it sounded like the person over the road was shot with something I mean I started to wonder was this...

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you know like in rake talking to david- trust me, that little jury of 3 queen and william and kate or whoever, have heard all the bullshit out. naturally they will see anyone they want as a loooser and laugh at them and to them we are worse then pathetic. I mean seriously give me a break, look at that priest and what a retard he thought I was he was trying hard to pull the wool at me, I thought the hide of you. I wanted to see a priest ages ago like 15 years ago when I was sick and no one wanted to know. ricky had to wreck everything has he always does for dear fucking poverty shits in south america bunch of cunts. they are evil breed of germs not even people. anway, this fucking preist had this tude like "you want to give something back to the church" ? not really , they never gave me much but insults and put downs the whole time I was at school there. so no, I thought the hide of you to expect me as a single never been married, never had a job, don't own a house no friends or boyfriend, no ego to flaunt around with genuine friends like other women I see with their hubby and bubby being so loved and cared about and fussed after and their egos on high! their egos are their orgasms lets face it. and I am like, no! I am jealous so so so so jealous of all of them sluts you helped get nice husbands, what was your critera anyway to fit in here in this hell whole church anway? see that is why I call catholics "dirty little cum squats" that is all the females are tauht to be they play evil for sex and power and that ring on their finger and they will earn every penny of it when all their friends backstab them as most usually do somewhere.

you know like in rake talking to david- trust me, that little jury of 3 queen and william and kate o...

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my cats are so pathetic I never allow them outside and they don't like being out anyway. no one else could love them like this. I know people see me as pathetic and my pets and parents as pathetic and looosssssssseers. and we are.

my cats are so pathetic I never allow them outside and they don't like being out anyway. no one else...

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so so so, like like like, omg, really cool, oh, I am sick of hearing them go on with bullshit.

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I have a persian gray cat who is a looser of a cat she had back surgery. she is so pathetic the way she walks is so scared of everything, I have a ragdoll he is pathetic all of my pets are like me pathetic. but only I could love them, no one else could love the pathetic and give up as much as I have for pathetic looosers of this world. yeh I told this black niggar teacher to go shove it and I made his black assed race feel better then me, I mean it orignially was ment as a joke a rabbling of morning papers but bowie or dickhead ricky or some fuckhole took it too seriously and actually thought I really ment it all. like as if? and I can see why prince william saw me as a complete loooser joke and him and leigh morris had a bet to get me raped by a ugly fat married tattooed bald retard I never could love if I tried to. I have no doubt they all went home laughing layed eggs in their underwear princess kate must have layed eggs in bra laughing over it, as if she could be anyones friend? what a joke!

I have a persian gray cat who is a looser of a cat she had back surgery. she is so pathetic the way ...

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