Confessions about 'Bu'

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even as spastic as I am even I with no medical knowledge had to remind the expert to do a thing before the surgery. I mean really. this silly man here couldn't even get it right as an expert. what is the world coming to? I ask.

even as spastic as I am even I with no medical knowledge had to remind the expert to do a thing befo...

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broke out in a arm rash from an infection or allergy and it looks ugly but because I am fat I like showing it off like a badge of honor my sores are loud and proud that shows my doctors are neglecting my needs and I am not healthy just because of fat acceptance and I need help and I am poor and need more income. never hide your flaws and ugly parts just love them. they don't define me but why look pretty when you feel awful fat ugly let people know ugly and sad you feel. can't use it against me!

broke out in a arm rash from an infection or allergy and it looks ugly but because I am fat I like s...

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dushan dushame dushame

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my family get into whiny yelling argumentative moods that are super annoying to put up with.

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we like we like to farty!

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I date a fat ugly girl cause she lets me touch and fuck her 9 year old daughter.

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therapist elissa always has a answer for everything like "oh but people didn't holiday that much when we were kids" bullshit they didn't. I had friends in my class that went away for holidays every year some went over seas as well some went into state but I am sick of hearing all these excuses of how I should not have wanted for more. cuz its crap. not going to fall for the catholic psycho mumbo jumbo therapy talk again. we didn't travel cuz we were poor but there were heaps of families that bloody well did travel and have holidays and I know it. even at the state school and catholic schools some of my friends would go to Disneyland for xmas and I am sick of playing this "that was the time no one did anything" bullshit. save your bs for someone else who wants to swallow it honey. its just another form of abuse expecting me to once again play down any card of "how about me time! starting" she don't want me in a job or study she don't want me in a group or with a man. she just want me knitting shit. well I can't even remember how to knit and I don't want to. just cuz you are a grandma and great grandma don't put me in your bracket.

therapist elissa always has a answer for everything like "oh but people didn't holiday that much whe...

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I want to move from here and live somewhere else like europe. I am sick of here. I can't take the heat.

I want to move from here and live somewhere else like europe. I am sick of here. I can't take the he...

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you can easy see why our hearts are not there.

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I was in a bar when a fight broke out I was talking to a guy I'd met and he hd just got back from the Gulf war. There was a commotion going on in the bar and two patrons went outside to fight. It was bad fight as they were both p* off at each other to the point of being murderous. The guy I had been talking to said he was going to breat it up but I warned him not to. Both guys were p* and it looked like they were trying to kill each other. He ignored my advice and he tried to pull them apart. One of them pulled a knife and stabbed him in the heart. I ran back inside the bar and the police were on their way. I knew the guy I ad met was dead by his eyes and the huge amount of blood the patrons were trying in vain to stop. The guy with the knife ran but we got his tag number. The other guy didn't try to leave. I was in court with five other witnesses and I didn't have to testify. I was never called on but the guy with the knife was sentenced to fifteen years in state prison. It was a hard fifteen which means no parole. The bar owner was the main witness and his testimony was all that was needed. I had already made a statement to the police and it is on record. I feel bad for the soldier who had lived through the war only to be murdered in a stupid alcohol fueled fight as soon as he got home. I wish he had listened to me.

I was in a bar when a fight broke out I was talking to a guy I'd met and he hd just got back from th...

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the ghost that won't Posted Jan 25, 2018 by anonymous | let me be pretty or go and party is taunting and threatening me again. yeh. It sounds nuts but its true. Someone make it stop, I have experienced this stuff and I know some people don't believe in it at all. But I have felt things and experienced events or things people say that lead me to believe they are demon possessed. someone recently said something to me that made me think "how did you know that?" there is no way she could know that. I need to check other explanations first but its made me consider this field of life more.ghosts and paranormal i got the spooks last night in my dreams, I was opening my eyes and I thought I could see and feel shadow man figure in my bedroom and this must of happened about 3 or 4 times and it was a struggle to keep my eyes open I was so tired from medication. later on I woke up and my computer screen was black but it was not off so I turned it off. still I woke up later and felt the ghosty shadow person there but decided to lay on my back to get a better view of it. fell asleep again. then later I woke up and my bedside lamp was on. I have no idea how it got on if I turned it on during my sleep I have no memory of it. but when I woke in a panic realising it was on I started to question did I see someone really or not, could they have turned a lamp on, could a ghost turn it on? I turned it off and layed down again and i got off to sleep. but what a strange night. it felt like something some strange presence had been in the room running out when ever I woke up, it was menacing and wicked. it was playing games.once again woke up to believing a being alive or ghost was in the hallway and this was seriously disturbing and seems to happen more when I have seen relative whose husband died a number of years ago. really sick of it. one thing if its friendly but not a meany and certainly don't want burglary break ins in the house. it definitely felt like a male energy anyway.

the ghost that won't Posted Jan 25, 2018 by anonymous | let me be pretty or go and party is tauntin...

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the witchcraft attacks seem to get worse when the neighbors moved in over the road and got worse again when the neighbors moved in next door. and bunnypoeta threatening to kill me and attack me and abuse me. I woke up that something was going to happen and I seen things I can't explain but bunnypoeta does know wicca. he is into some satanic practices and he made me ill. disgusting person, not even a human being. vial animalism and mental depravity and he has this effect on others of negative evil energies he sends out when anyone is near him. its really repulsive.

the witchcraft attacks seem to get worse when the neighbors moved in over the road and got worse aga...

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I don't like the police here anymore. we were bought up not to trust the police here in queensland with the fitzgerald enquiry and I attended a few court cases with those enquiries. but after one police officer said to me "I don't care about your vagina" that was offensive to me because I had had surgery there and diagnosed with a auto immune disorder and I was raped and abused. I don't like the police officers here. they are awful disrespectful. the women ones a rude and the men are weird in the police force. they are all weirdos. probably all up to corruption again. I don't trust them at all. they are part of the problem. I don't respect them anymore like I don't respect doctors anymore or royals or celebrities and I think I am better and know more about some things they do. half of them have no idea of what they are doing. I just don't rescpect churches and people the same way I used to as well. I don't respect people in general after being bullied off facebook and other places and hackers stealing purchases and things on me. I don't have respect for people, politicians or anyone really but I am over 40 its about time I had a ego and thought up myself and see faults in others more then in myself. I don't like australians at all. I want to get out of this thilthy dirty country of shit. they are all shit people. there is no way to get ahead here that is why I want to leave australia and never come back.

I don't like the police here anymore. we were bought up not to trust the police here in queensland w...

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the ghostly stuff was happening in 1988 and 1990 and these events of being raped anually were happening in 1990 after the car accident and I know I seen my door move. that event happened before I met ken who date raped me. so I am able to separate the two. even at a college I experienced a strange event of like a shadow walker. then I got sick. I knew a ghost or entity did not want me at that campus and I know why. because someone was there they didn't want me to meet! I am sick of people stopping me finding the jobs and love and money I need to live. stop the suffering and abuse. just stop it. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LFMuLqZ1zaU

the ghostly stuff was happening in 1988 and 1990 and these events of being raped anually were happen...

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I have experienced some weird stuff, knocking on walls before deaths in family, someone invisible breaking into my bedroom, drunks turning up at door steps saying kids were on our roof, drunk men wanting to burn signs on our fence. doors slamming when no one is there. a ghosty image at the door a invisible image walking through a glass door and moving a table cloth as it went past. the cats have seen it too. tapping on windows at night and scratching noises in a corner of the room, even as a child other events. the worst was a night a friend was over an light bulbs exploded . and more. I have a healthy skepticism but then I can't explain things I know I have experienced. I just want to find someone who will believe me and take it seriously and help me. I have felt since we moved to this house a presence that would rape me but nothing was there when I woke up and usually I woke up chocking. this was even when I was a virign. other people even say that they feel something in this house is holding me back from finding love and work . I blame the town and because my grandfather won a first prize lotto and they think we are so rich we want or need for nothing not even love or friends or work and activities and we are not rich. it was over 30 years ago. it was not my money it was my grandfathers money. I was studying at university like I am again now. but I just want someone to believe me and help me. not make this ghost thing worse like doret did. doret was of no help to me at all. nor was joyce. I need someone who is honest and not full of bs because hauntings and ghosts and paranornal events do happen. I wish there was another way to explain this with science I know I am not crazy because others have experienced it too and so have my cats. how can we all be wrong. my mother is more of a skeptic but when I was sick my dad heard the growling noises too. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O2Rs6lilj24 I literally had to hide all photos of all relatives who have died and even my pets that I love more then anything that died to remove a feeling of awful fear and dread. I would advise anyone to remove photos etc like that. I often cleanse the house with incense but we just want all the curses and spirits that abusing us to go away and leave us alone. I don't mind the good ones the casper's the friendly ghost ones but I don't think there are too many of them. I know what I sense in my gut feeling. Its just a vibe that I can tell when things are going on and I am sick of it. we just want our lives back. I should have been a beautiful bride by now. I should have graduated by now, I should own a house and investments and a career by now. I should have had children by now. I should have travelled more by now. I just want the evil energies to go away. I don't like ken or rick or the people who harmed me. I owe them nothing. I owe no one anything. we are sick of these spirits of evil the neighbors did. we are tired of all this crap. we never asked for this.

I have experienced some weird stuff, knocking on walls before deaths in family, someone invisible br...

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my neighbors are into all this satanic crowleyist concept of life. I don't understand it and I don't want to know about it or them I just want to get away from the bastards so I can live again.

my neighbors are into all this satanic crowleyist concept of life. I don't understand it and I don't...

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Mir helfen. Bitte. ein Jahr diese Halloweener gag Kerle explodierte die Zahl der Briefkästen auf der Straße - es ist nicht lustig. Tun Sie Drogen wurden in den Werften und Parks in der Nähe und malte die gruseligen Film Ghost über einen Zaun und wo Probleme verursacht, die Straße hinauf, Hexerei und böse Dinge und unten. Ich meine, im wahrsten Sinne des Wortes um Geister der Toten. Ich weiß nicht, wie Sie es waren, aber es waren Kinder auf unserem Dach und dieses alte, betrunkene kam zu meinem Fenster eine Nacht und sagte es mir. Ich war so erschrocken, weil ich wußte, daß jemand draußen war und meine Eltern schliefen, aber meine Katze gehört Ihnen. Sie waren alle auf Drogen mich traurig. eine Nacht wollten sie ein Zeichen auf unseren Zaun zu brennen und es war die Hölle für Jahre, was sie auf der Straße tun. Das tote Tier, das in einer Tasche wurde auf das Licht nach einer Halloween mich fertig und machte mich so krank und Angst von Wicca Menschen in meiner Nachbarschaft. Sie sind einfach nur wahnsinnig böse Leute hier. gerissen sneaky und schmutzig. Ich hoffe, jemand anderes ist die Spionage auf Sie. wird und seine Bande waren schrecklich hier, aber es waren andere nur als böse. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vw9U5DnvsJw sie mich rufen würde, dumm, verrückt zu sprechen, wenn wir die Geschäfte hatte und Senden wieder, wie wir sie benutzen könnte wie mit ihrem Werkzeug und andere eklige Sachen, die nicht lustig ist. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jgfT2ZPJRHM https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zrw7D-YXlo0 es tun willst du gehen? Der laute Sex auf https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=woYaXZo0y6U tramoplines mit Kindern und dieses Mädchen auf und ab sprang Nachts mit einer Taschenlampe, um diese alten Kerl zu kommen Sex mit ihr zu haben, und es war laut, zeigen Sie, dass Sex, an den Punkt hatte ich die Fenster für einige selbst preseration und Bescheidenheit zu schließen und auch, weil sie alle der Dope rauchen wurden in unserem Windows war in der Nacht kommen Sie müssen wurden Beleuchtung bon Brände mit Schmiere auf tippen. Ernst unwirklich. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LLRsWdVNKes gab es eine Menge Hexerei was sie taten, daß ich noch nicht einmal verstehen, aber einige Tage wollen, schätze ich. Aber ich denke, daß die Mädchen einen guten Schlag in die verdiente Gesicht für das Diebstahl von einem Mann in seinem 40s von mir nicht, dass ich ihn jetzt wollen. Aber es war beleidigend, dass sie und ihre Mutter mich so missbraucht und die hexerei Material, sie taten es mich krank gemacht. Wirklich aus meinem Magen möchten Sie den Geruch von verbranntem Fleisch zu Erbrechen. Mir helfen.

Mir helfen. Bitte. ein Jahr diese Halloweener gag Kerle explodierte die Zahl der Briefkästen auf der...

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my neighbors are crowelists satanic occult activists.they sometimes go from room to room turning on and off lights in their house copying me which room I am in and worse. people wonder why we want to move but its because they are so evil.

my neighbors are crowelists satanic occult activists.they sometimes go from room to room turning on ...

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neighbors trying to do crowley manifests of noises and events when I was ill tells you were their brains are at. god I hate them and want to get away from them they are so evil. fakest Christians out.

neighbors trying to do crowley manifests of noises and events when I was ill tells you were their br...

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australians are not interested in the usa superbowl so stop trying to hype it up on the news considering that the stupid game has been running for decades and no one here has ever given a frig and never will give a frig about the stupid game. america is shit. that is why they are here making australia shit for australians. that is all they do anywhere they go.

australians are not interested in the usa superbowl so stop trying to hype it up on the news conside...

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