Confessions about 'Bu'

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there is some person around here with a machine making annoying sounds it goes for ages here, like a old dialysis machine or a something strange not a washing machine its as long its just every day but the noise is similar like this screeching sound it will go on for hours and days and nights in the neighborhood. I think they want to get rid of us and we want to go but we can't afford to move to a better place yet https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pzp2t48Fm6E

there is some person around here with a machine making annoying sounds it goes for ages here, like a...

Abuse, Hate

while i was away on holidays i got some free samples orders for products and not one came and yet my sister sites about her products and i am wondering if she stole them when i mentioned the company name she went on and changed the subject and still the law note book is missing with my story plots basically written out about a haunting with hives and also other stuff about a cup i have and now she wants my cup and i won't give it to her. i still think she is a sneak and while i was away she went through some of my products and perfumes i know she did cuz i noticed a bottle missing and then she replaced it with the same one saying "oh i bought a new one and don't like it now" yeh sure. i am wanting for the my college law note book cuz i had all my legal cases down and don't want to lose it. she is such a bitch. she didn't even buy one person in the family a christmas present but bought herself a heap of products and site about it. typical of the mental witch.i am sure she is a witch beyond evil. i have to just put it down to her mental illness but she is such a using bitchy demonic thing, no class no politeness at home towards family for decades this rude mean ass bitch all the time if only someone would see it. she refused a gift from me and she refused a free cruise ticket even like everything i have is shit to her, its her way of putting me down. but mum says it is inside her and i told my doctor i don't like being mean but i have to be sometimes copy her back at her or to others because my sister gets people to bully me and she tried to kill me a few times. people who been around her they know what evil she is like. that is why she can't stay with any man or any friend. she so evil.

while i was away on holidays i got some free samples orders for products and not one came and yet my...

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so I complained at the hair dressors that they did not do a job worth over $145.00 when i had to remind the dumb purple hair dumb bum to do a massage and she was so rude like as if she was angry at me and hardly smiled thankfully another better hairdressor took over and she had red hair and seemed to be a better manager at everything. but the money was not worth the quality. not content and they didnt like me complaining to their manager but stuff it. they just have a terrible attitude and i don't want to go to other hair salons near me as they are weird and she talks and cuts hair next thing you know your near minus a wallet and any body hair t all with her she talks all the time. so where do i go for good service? quality shit. service disappointing and over all feeling "get me out of here" most hair salons I go to.

so I complained at the hair dressors that they did not do a job worth over $145.00 when i had to rem...

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and i don't want germs on me from other people thats another reason i push people away now. i have a lowered immune system now.

and i don't want germs on me from other people thats another reason i push people away now. i have a...

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i push people away cuz i have no money and i still have too much to catch up and too much to still learn. all these lessons in I have to do before i am good enough. and like rick said "without a job no woman like you can marry i wouldn't consider going out with you til you had it all together with a job and perfect" simple as that and HE IS AMERICAN SO IT HAS TO BE RIGHT AND CORRECT!

i push people away cuz i have no money and i still have too much to catch up and too much to still l...

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i would advise anyone to think twice about having the vasodilators drugs nitrate/nitrovasodilator the ambulance give you cuz it caused me to have a stroke later, it was a nightmare, the migraine comes over you in seconds, pink lady tests in hospital they do for heart attack you feel like your gonna die from choking. its like your whole mouth swells up and you think you will swallow your tongue but I have had a phobia about since a kid and choking phobias among other phobias like swallowing, now I can actually swallow two tablets at a time which is a big step forward for me. and I gag every dam time the doctors check my throat I usually tell them now before hand so they know and apologise its just something due to being attacked as a child with a sharp instrument down my throat and i can't help it. but when you need it you don't care, you take anything.

i would advise anyone to think twice about having the vasodilators drugs nitrate/nitrovasodilator th...

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I have had this experience a few times even without sex when I had a mastoid infection and I had to take a lot of anitibiotics and antifungal oral fluids, antihistomines and anti-infamatories to reduce swelling they affect the stomach and I didn't sleep for a straight 5 weeks lucky to get a hour or 30 mins sleep for 5 weeks most nights and I would have to pump up on water because of the sodium potassium pump problems and also serriton and they were doing dozens of ct scans and mri's on my brain and body i woke one night chocking and another night i had a minor stroke but I had a few of them before after being raped and also minor faints as a child after eating glass by accident some how it founds its way into the stuffed capsicums and I asked my doctor to test me for everything from stds, to hepatitis, tetanus, cancer and i even wanted another test for ms, mad cow, and ebola at some point and thyroid as well. i have already been told i have ms, its strange sensation with wet brain syndrome and I even wanted my doctor to test for encephalitis, I would have had a spinal fluid test if they had of asked even, I knew something was wrong with my brain and it was not just chemicals it was infection and then mri's showed a brain vein narrowing disorder and that i did at some point have a stroke. i wanted to be tested for brainstem diseases and huntingtons, tb of the ear and labyrinthitis, glandula fever, etc cuz i got a walking pneumonia at the same time, and https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ga85sSRpWRQ, I couldn't drink milk for a good 7-8 months and everynight i had to play a Russian roulette with water and veins turning to burning wood and the dehydration and those stupid potassium tablets near killed me. I hardly ate, i couldn't eat salt even just some saline from nasal spray would dehydrate me and I had arguments with neurologists and was getting cranky at the bastards over brain scans. then all the cardio problems started up again. pathological levels of bp up and done and i knew something was wrong with the sodium/potasium pump with water in and out of cells. it took a good 3 years to be able to sweat it main parts of my body due to the kidney and spleen damage from allergic reactions to antibiotics that were the doctors fault cuz she would not listen and look at past records. i know the tablets that work best for me. I have been on very very strong duo and triple forte style antibiotics 2 or more at the same time after i was raped and even before that with liver fluke infection. I knew i had health issues that doctors were ignoring and i still know it.

I have had this experience a few times even without sex when I had a mastoid infection and I had to ...

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one day i will tell someone about all the ghost experiences i have had, someone who believes and some people are going to get a shock, the unbelievers sometimes even get forced into believing like my mum, she don't talk about it much, but i pick up more or at least i admit more of what i pick up with ghost experiences. no one around me believes and i don't want to sound crazy so i only talk to people who believe i had to call some spiritual healers about a few things and they told me others go through this and i am not alone in the experiences.

one day i will tell someone about all the ghost experiences i have had, someone who believes and som...

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my advice is to white women is don't fck the black bastards no matter what. they will take you down. dad says it too, so does mum. I don't fall for it and won't tolerate wicca people around me. i can sniff the bastards out anywhere since i was kid the bastards have been trying to kill me. next time they try they will get caught out.

my advice is to white women is don't fck the black bastards no matter what. they will take you down....

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i won't be at the hands of "lives stinking KA thief" mum doesn't believe but she will, everyone will believe in wicca soon. they laughed at me when i said it and they will get a shock when i am proven scientifically right about people who do their witchypoo games on others. Lyrics ► Artists: P ► Prefab Sprout ► Cars And Girls ► Cars And Girls Lyrics Languages Hot lyrics Lorde Royals Lorde OneRepublic Counting Stars OneRepublic Pitbull Timber Pitbull Eminem The Monster Eminem Miley Cyrus Wrecking Ball Miley Cyrus Katy Perry Roar Katy Perry Featured lyrics Forevermore Side A Uptown Funk Mark Ronson FourFiveSeconds Rihanna Love Me Harder Ariana Grande Lips Are Moving Meghan Trainor Freedom! Pharrell Williams Infinity Mariah Carey Style Taylor Swift Love Me Like You Do Ellie Goulding Shots Imagine Dragons Prefab Sprout – Cars And Girls Lyrics Brucie dreams life's a highway too many roads bypass my way Or they never begin. Innocence coming to grief At the hands of life - Stinkin' car thief, that's my concept of sin Does heaven wait all heavenly over the next horizon? But look at us now, quit driving, some things hurt more much more than cars and girls. Just look at us now, start counting, what adds up the way it did when we were young? Look at us now, quit driving, some things hurt much more than cars and girls. Life's a drive through a dust bowl, what's it do, do to a young soul We are deeply concerned, someone stops for directions, Something responds deep in our engines, we have all been burned Will heaven wait all heavenly over the next horizon? But look at us now, quit driving, some things hurt more much more than cars and girls. Just look at us now, start counting, what adds up the way it did when we were young? Look at us now, quit driving, some things hurt much more than cars and girls. Little boy got a hot rod, thinks it makes him some kind of new God Well this is one race he won't win, Cause life's no cruise with a cool chick Too many folks feelin' car sick, but it never pulls in. Brucie's thoughts - Pretty streamers - Guess this world needs it's dreamers may they never wake up. But look at us now, quit driving, some things hurt more much more than cars and girls. Just look at us now, start counting, what adds up the way it did when we were young? Look at us now, quit driving, some things hurt much more than cars and girls. But look at us now, quit driving, some things hurt more much more than cars and girls. Just look at us now, start counting, what adds up the way it did when we were young? Look at us now, quit driving, some things hurt much more than cars and girls. Songwriters: PADDY MCALOON Cars And Girls lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC

i won't be at the hands of "lives stinking KA thief" mum doesn't believe but she will, everyone wil...

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some black people are evil and know witchcraft. I got sunburnt out for like 15-30mins locally and yet at sea not as bad and I still blame these mediterainian portugese/mexican lot that know green magic. they burnt me and they were annoying me that day. I feel an evil about their presence don't trust the animals, they have no sexual self control, all sexual animals. fck at the drop of a hat the bastards.

some black people are evil and know witchcraft. I got sunburnt out for like 15-30mins locally and ye...

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its a real bugger my mum and dad got hearing aids, i am supposed to have one but like mum has said, being deaf as some true adventages and deaf people take in very selective things so whose the winner, peace is peace, i have had ear infections from having to listen to so much bullshit of other peoples all my life no wonder i prefer deafness. but yeh i have to be more careful what side i am on them when i can get away with being completely rude to people. now and then i enjoy being rude to people. i was considering being rude to godfearing good old virginia, a slag who was so self righteous and biggotted towards me and so full of self pity and yet this mongrel old thing had lived in a few countries, got a degree or two and been married at least once (OH HOW THE ONLY THE PERFECT CAN BE ALLOWED TO WEAR A WEDDING DRESS, OR IS IT THE IMPERFECT IN WEDDING DRESSES THESE DAYS! AND IT HAD A SON, AND JOBS AND OWNED PROPERTY AND YET IT STILL EXPECTED MORE OUT OF LIFE, LIKE MY SHARE AS WELL AS HER SHARE, I HAVE NO HUSBAND, NO DEGREE. I NEVER BEEN MARRIED, I DON'T OWN A CAR OR HOUSE, I NEVER BEEN OVERSEAS , BUT OUR HEARTS WERE SUPPOSED TO BLEED AND BLEED AND BLEEED FOR THIS OLD SHITBAG WOMAN FULL OF SELFISHNESS, GOT TOO MUCH TOO SOON SYNDROME. LIFE AND ALL ITS GLORY EGO TRIMMINGS COME TOO QUICKLY TO A HORRIBLE OLD BITCH OF A WOMAN, OR MAN BEAST. I HATE THAT MONGREL WOMAN THE SHIT , THE EVIL SHIT THAT MONGREL THING SAID TO ME. THE YEARS SHE HAD ME CRYING MYSELF TO SLEEP TELLING ME I SHOULD NEVER BE A MOTHER CUZ ANYONE WHO HAS BEEN SEXUALLY ABUSED AS KIDS ARE MORE LIKELY TO ABUSE KIDS THEMSELVES. AND SHIT LIKE "OH, EVEN PEOPLE WHO DID DISCLOSE AND WERE WARNED HAVE SUFFERED WORSE THEN YOU" - YEH THANKS DIRTY DOGFCKER! ONE DAY GOD IS GOING PUNISH YOU FOR ALL YOU DID LIKE JOYCE DID. SO NOW I SEE PEOPLE ALL AROUND ME GETTING EVERYTHING TOO SOON. AND I SCOFF AND I'M NOT SO NICE TO MOST OF THEM OR I ONLY NICE TO GET WHAT I CAN OUT OF THEM, I JUST USE SOME PEOPLE LIKE WHO I STUDY AND WORK WITH. YOU JUST USE THE GUTS OUT OF THEM FOR ALL YOU CAN. I HATE THEM ALL ANYWAY NEVER HAD ONE GOOD BOSS EVER WHO WAS NICE AND TREATED ME RIGHT.

its a real bugger my mum and dad got hearing aids, i am supposed to have one but like mum has said, ...

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someone tried to kill me!

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it took me 3 years to sweat properly after my near death experience https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cTLTG4FTNBQ

it took me 3 years to sweat properly after my near death experience https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=...

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i had to pay for a holiday we should have had when we were kids like other kids i knew at school. that is how i see it. i could say more too. we deserved this house and should have had it as kids. i blame others for that.

i had to pay for a holiday we should have had when we were kids like other kids i knew at school. th...

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i copy joyce now, i like being mean to people i think don't deserve all they have.

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it was painful to me to have to put a legal proper vote in this year. I like to call them all fckers and c8nts and selfish and evil and bad people and got too much too soon and getting too much too easily with degrees and marriages and kids, houses and kids, bunch of dirty c8nts. how I hate them. and i ignored the loser i even voted for. he is such a stupid prick! like most of the police i see don't have the iq i have. you see them they have no idea what they are about. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A_1QGLecIwM&index=13&list=RDMMEsuRgxsd6bk

it was painful to me to have to put a legal proper vote in this year. I like to call them all fckers...

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god its painful to be halfway nice to people.

Abuse, Hate, Blasphemy

this dumb dogbitch comes up to me and going on as to if i think i will go to heaven and crapping on at me with her bullshit, the cunts just read pages word for word and have no idea of the meaning and if you talk about another part of the bible they haven't studied it that week to know and you confuse them. I have debates with them often and I still believe i am right, if there is a god it has to be scientifically proven and there is no scientific proof that jesus lived or was worth all this hullabaloo, and its not that i am any christain or anti god, but a lot of the bible and jesus teachings are so contradictory and make no sense. and i said to mum I don't want to talk to biblebashing so called do-gooders when you put them to their word they don't follow threw which tells you something about their true christianity anyway. they can't bare debate and reasonable principles about religion and i don't want to know about death and refuse to acknowledge any form of death around me or about me, I just don't want to talk about it at all and so what? god is a terrorist. when you have had a near death experience you know it is true. god is a terrorist. and jesus was a confusing wanker. lets face the truth of their bullshit! there aint no god there is nothing at death.

this dumb dogbitch comes up to me and going on as to if i think i will go to heaven and crapping on ...

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i don't feel guilty for surviving death after i heard what some rich famous cunts got up to, they deserve death in eternal hell and compared to them, I am a saint. compared to the faggot scum married whores and bastard men and old hags and their witchypoo games and young scum, I am a saint, if god prefers the prostitutes and criminals and murders and arsonists and over me well god don't want to come complaining to me, cuz the bible is a complete bucket of shit and heaps of gospels were taken out and found later and its all a load of fucking shit!

i don't feel guilty for surviving death after i heard what some rich famous cunts got up to, they de...

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