Confessions about 'Hate'

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isn't time I was allowed to start living my dreams that me feel loved and joyful and graceous and being treated nicer, its always me who has been the "NICE" person with my sister and brother dishing out abuse and they get all their needs met but me, for once , for once in my life I would like someone with some brains and heart on my side for a change! for a nice bright new change ! it might cause me a heart attack to find love yet with some man, and I am sick of living like this. sick sick sick sick sick of this lifestyle.

isn't time I was allowed to start living my dreams that me feel loved and joyful and graceous and be...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

I shouldn't have to wait for my parents to die or for me to die for that matter before I am allowed to marry and have a real marriage as god intended. I am getting sick of this bullshit rubbish of the world. its about time you got head out of donut and into some work or step aside and allow someone else a go at doing a better job! or being a better wife then you can be.

I shouldn't have to wait for my parents to die or for me to die for that matter before I am allowed ...

Abuse, Hate

I don't want to marry black men. I have nothing against them as people I just don't want a black husband. that is it.

I don't want to marry black men. I have nothing against them as people I just don't want a black hus...

Abuse, Hate

I tried this starter kit of dr aspects skin care that is supposed to be for allergic skin and its not great I have found better products for cheaper, big disappointment given the cost of it.

I tried this starter kit of dr aspects skin care that is supposed to be for allergic skin and its no...

Hate

if I can't have rights why should gay people, I am not gay. I don't want gay people around me either.

if I can't have rights why should gay people, I am not gay. I don't want gay people around me either...

Abuse, Hate

gay rights is a non issue against real stories like diseases and medical research issues and other serious things , gay rights is really low on the scale of importance and relevence when there is joblessness, homelessness, victims of crime (as I am one, there is very little support for victims of serious crime), even the enviro issues rate higher importance to me. why hasn't anyone upped the importance of disability women being allowed to marry !!!!! or find work. I mean what do these stupid rich lazy selfish poofters want and hope to gain wearing wedding dresses and having designer babies copying dirty asshole ricky martin and elton scum jon. get real about important things. if peopple turn their back and put under the carpet minds about abuse and disability and illness and enviroment - the way I see it getting married could be more of a handicap to the poofters then they think and just wait til all the gay rapes and gay marriage violence comes out and frauding for money with gays starts, and their kids accuse them of abuse. if I have to find a man on my own with no help, I have had no social or friends help or relatives help to gain employment or marriage or even find friends so - the world just sees it as "survive the best way you can and if you can't find any guy or any job your bad luck your lazy, too bad! " I don't want to see poofters in churches wearing better wedding dresses then me! getting more love and money then me, they can afford the designer babies I can't. I just don't think all this is fair on people like me, I don't know what I was expected or supposed to do years ago. I was shy and I didn't like being sexually bullied around and games that made no sense to me. I am a very logical person so I don't see the relevence of gay marriage weighed up against other more important issues. love has never been this worlds priority. what a joke. love! like I said when they help me get what I want then I might help them get what they want. but certainly not before I am satsified. I deserve more and I have suffered longer and more. I have more rights then stupid gay rubbish non-sense. its disgusting! they are scum, they should be culled and murdered off. kill the poofters I say!

gay rights is a non issue against real stories like diseases and medical research issues and other s...

Abuse, Hate

you want my honest opinion about poofters and gay scum marrying legally, its a joke, they are not equal. they are taking away and infringing on my rights and poofterism is not normal. I hate the sight of all that non-sense. I will never support gay marriage the older I am getting the more harsh I am getting because people have been to me. if the gays supported my cause more so that I can get married to a hot rich man who I can like and have children and job and equality as a single disability women then I might support the dirty poofters and lesodogs, but the way I see it what Shorten says is stupid, it might be the century it is - and there are more important issues then a bunch of poofters marry and having babies. like its also 2017 and people are still dying of serious illnesses and other peoples rights are being infringed every day. they can't express themselves or have love - those who are on welfare or disability, isolated and ignored by society for NOT BEING GAY, who long to be married and have children like me, we just long to be normal. so if my rights are neglected why should some poofter be able to marry and wear my wedding dress when I have not been allowed to, its almost as if there is some reverse minimalistic mumbo-jumbo going on - the weirder you are they seem to think they have more rights, the dirty vulgar manner that gay people talks is sickening. and I now regret deeply in 1997 saying that having kids or being a good person was not about sexuality because for some stupid reason people took that to mean I wanted the pendulum to swing right around so no hetro singles were marrying and having babies and that is not what I meant at all. I have since made the decision that gay people should be allowed to have kids, it will mess up the children. I have rights and I am more important than a bunch of dirty poofters. so if they don't support my issues like being a victim of child sexual abuse and wanting a husband and child and my special wedding day I will not support the dirty poofters and lesodogs, I have female people I admire that does not mean I want to fuck them, I want a men for that and a decent one ! not the scum I had before. not helping others til others help me! not forgiving others til others forgive me!

you want my honest opinion about poofters and gay scum marrying legally, its a joke, they are not eq...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

life is passing me by and all I have is myself to hold on to there has never been anyone good enough to hold on to, some hang around and annoy me til I tell them piss off. I told everyone to piss off when I got really sick and well I have stopped now I tell them all to just fuck off and die already! when I was sick no one cared anyway. all these hangers on never gave a toss when I was sick or hurting they just dragged me down and I had to get rid of them. I think I have got rid of everyone good and bad in my life because they just never live up to what I expect out of them. no one has ever lived up to my needs or met my needs. so I just do, I have learnt to go without and make do with no one. and I am not a jolly person only youth made me look that because I was stupid enough to believe that some how it would all work out and I would meet some nice man in my 20s and I would get that nice job somewhere but now I realise that I had nothing to offer a job or person and this town has never had a thing good to offer me. the people are just complet scuz!

life is passing me by and all I have is myself to hold on to there has never been anyone good enough...

Abuse, Hate

I am not a nurse not even a qualified carer or anything like that and don't intend to be. I certainly am not a dirty lazy doctor or lazy police officer either. never underestimate the laziness of police or doctors to end a case. seriously no I could never be shits like them. I have really no definition! and like it that way.

I am not a nurse not even a qualified carer or anything like that and don't intend to be. I certain...

Hate

I was accused of being a gym junkie - yeh right sure. 1hourx 3 days a week for 6 years yeh that is really serious addiction shit that is. thanks sarina fuckso- russo hitler whore! you're gonna get paid back for that abuse one day you ugly dog. you disgust me you degrepit foul manbeast whore dog! !! your so ugly!

I was accused of being a gym junkie - yeh right sure. 1hourx 3 days a week for 6 years yeh that is r...

Abuse, Hate

no body wants you around ken, you already have been told to go drop dead on top of a bomb. so can leigh morris drop dead I hope she id dead, she looked dead to me even when I knew her like joyce. joyce was the walking dead- that spastic holehead was the walking dead of them all and ugly and a dirty leso mental abuser slang! it was dead alright!

no body wants you around ken, you already have been told to go drop dead on top of a bomb. so can le...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

I refuse to interact with other students or anyone. I just don't want to talk to other people because I have a rendetta and hate and want revenge on everyone around me. I live on hate. if my sister and other people abuse I take it out on others now, they do it to me so I do it back to everyone! learn the lesson!

I refuse to interact with other students or anyone. I just don't want to talk to other people becaus...

Abuse, Hate

tell macbeths little gangbang bullies to stop abusing me too, our family do not want him near us ever again. we don't like that dirty satanic animal vomit bucket, I hated that fool english old loser at that college dirty karl I could tell he was trouble. ugly old boring and rude.

tell macbeths little gangbang bullies to stop abusing me too, our family do not want him near us eve...

Abuse, Hate

I have made it clear that doctor is to stay away from me and my family or else. my mother and father don't like him and we don't want him near us. we are not going on this silly cruise. I don't even want to go! I am not a fun person to be around I am too set in my ways to allow fun into my life. I don't like fun I have don't even remember the last time I had fun. its got to be at least 30 years or maybe never?

I have made it clear that doctor is to stay away from me and my family or else. my mother and father...

Abuse, Hate

I don't want to be around scum I just want to move from here. I've never liked living here ever.

Hate

kelly told me "don't you dare forgive or apologise to anita " so I don't. I won't ever apologise to anyone ever again as a matter of fact and I AM ALWAYS RIGHT. FEW PEOPLE ARE AS RIGHT ABOUT EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE AS ME. CUZ I DON'T ALLOW MY EMOTIONS AND MY DESIRES TO RULE ME. I DON'T LEAD WITH THE HEART OR THE GENITALS. I LEAD WITH THE HEAD AND ANGRY EYES. LOOK AT EVERYONE STERN AND MEAN AND COLD AND HARD LIKE THEY ARE UP TO SOMETHING. AND WHEN I SMILE ITS ALL FAKE.

kelly told me "don't you dare forgive or apologise to anita " so I don't. I won't ever apologise to ...

Abuse, Hate

I have never been in love ever, my cousins told me "your heart is a useless organ" and "no one cares" well I won't love and I won't care til people learn to treat me how I want to be treated. I have hate in me, hate hate hate for the way I have been abused. I can hate and look down at scum. just because they rich or royal don't mean it aint scum! or above reproach and sin and murder!

I have never been in love ever, my cousins told me "your heart is a useless organ" and "no one cares...

Abuse, Hate

you should know me well enough by now to know I am certaintaly NOT the flattering kind or the loving kind of person. I never trust anyone and so far no one has given me reason to trust them, I just regreat that I was vulnerable and let down my guard to trusted people I shouldn't have like joyce and rick and russell and ken and frank and a heap of colleges and simple whore sally! and that whore emma - that thing sure as hell doesn't walk in beauty like the night and is evil if you ask me. you had me fooled for a little while like anna-maria and those pathetic whiney painbreed-breeding sinsoul churches but I am not the loving or forgiving or flattering kind! you should you know that by now, once bitteten never forget! and I never forgive like my sister and mother and father- we are a family who do not forgive others! like rose said, she said it right! this dirty old scum lapping slime licking bum shit town has never done me a good or right ever. why should I save the dirty cunt city hole it is! all scum around here! the only one who is not scum is perfect me! when your perfect your alone, but you don't have to love for anyone or anything!

you should know me well enough by now to know I am certaintaly NOT the flattering kind or the loving...

Abuse, Hate

over the back today a woman was screaming. they have these big toy ships and fire engines and they party hard a lot. they have a boat and I don't how the knife and tackle box got in our yard, it sat in the front yard for 2 weeks and we threw it out. I wish I had remembered and given it to the police - it does feel strange, what would someone want to put that in our front yard? I didn't like it or feel safe so I made them move it for fear of being stabbed by someone next door or over the road, they are all crazy. party and drink a lot and reve up motor bikes and cars and kill for all I know. it proves someone has been trespassing in the yard. if you ask me I don't trust this neighborhood. like the movie don't trust the b)!tiches- male and female) in apartment (or lot) 23, is my motto here.

over the back today a woman was screaming. they have these big toy ships and fire engines and they p...

Abuse, Hate

do you always get what you want do you? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5hy3Ba46wEc https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gckBQ1PWjrs&t=64s https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YyJGwBJg41I https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5pdl32t4vgU "itty bitty problems or fat ass problems?" morally I couldn't do this without complete security and esurenace of cia and fbi safety and I certain don't want some user whatever they are ... I mean really go away! because I need a real man who wants to love me my way. not their way.

do you always get what you want do you? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5hy3Ba46wEc https://www.y...

Pride, Abuse, Hate