Confessions about 'Hate'

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don't trust her don't trust just don't trust most people they are all rippoffs

Abuse, Hate

christina has been spreading lies about me after my things so I called police and blocked them.

Abuse, Hate

oh well st mary;s caatholics got me burnt as a child and they should have been sued for it. sunburning their students we were just kids and that fogggot hell depressing abusive school was so catholic attacking, the teachers were all scum. not one was a true christain. all they did was grog! like pigs. they should be sued for causing me sunburn as a child so many times. don't tell me they care about their kids in those schools because they didn't/ they don't.

oh well st mary;s caatholics got me burnt as a child and they should have been sued for it. sunburni...

Abuse, Hate

after yesterdays abuse from secretsanulled.com saying if I didn't take this cruise I would be left at home to look after two ugly old parents and wipe their asses and never find a husband and all this bullshit about how cuztona and emoley are so mental and abusive my mother is seriously considering cutting off our internet connection foreveer and having nothing more to do with any one, she and my dad don't want to socialise with others because they feel so hurt and embarrased by the way I have been abused and stalked and got no help from police and doctors other services. so it makes it hard for me to trust people ever again. and I agre with my mother the internet is killing people and causing mental illness all due to a few very dangerious nutters who spoil it for others, have your "remote paradise"like the movie but don't think I want to be murdered off over a loser like you barneybill! you have no idea what your doing. shame really but your hopeless. the internet provides no services that are real they are all fake, unhelpful and they are powerless. all govt offices and politicans are powerless to help their community and individuals I hear it every day and when i was working for the miniscule time that I did work. the internet does not provide people jobs, or social groups and real networks, you won't find love fucking a screen, or talking to someone who is not even a real name or person on most fb and other dating sites that constantly block me if they are free so I can't even talk to the men who send me messages so what is the point. there is no value in something that actually abuses and does not support you making income, friends or love, or invites out, we just want to move from this dirty old hole of brisbane, it is the biggest hovelsville hell on earth. I hate the place, I hate the people I have everything about brisbane and I never chose to be born in this poophole town of shit people.

after yesterdays abuse from secretsanulled.com saying if I didn't take this cruise I would be left a...

Abuse, Hate, Stealing

no one respects anyones boundaries in brisbane that is the problem. too many people deliberately ruined parties for children at our house with their german dirty sex romps stealing the show when it was kids time and not their time, but they have sex all the time one german whore fucked every man and stole everyones boyfriend and she abused me over and over and over again, she stole my sisters boyfriend and was screwing him , she has kids to other men as well she fucked my cousins, then took it out on me, she fucked her own cousins boyfriends and everyone was sick of her fucking men in public at parties ruining little kids birthday parties all the time at their houses. they got sick of her coming over to their house as a guest and stealing the party and friends and men and she would always end up having open sex romps in the yard or in bedrooms and she didn't care who she hurt and its always the excuse her father sucided - she was probably the cause of him suiciding, she sexually abused me and my sister and all she talked about was sex all the time. and her mother was worse.

no one respects anyones boundaries in brisbane that is the problem. too many people deliberately rui...

Hate

fuck off liar karen. everyone calls you a liar.

Abuse, Hate

do you understand I was ill with viruses and middle ear infections and the car accidents and nervous breakdowns that no one would help me with. ??? she never once helped me, joyce never once lived up to the standard I expected her to. no wonder tony left her how did he ever live with her or even love her. how the hell could anyone love that nutcase??? it just isn't normal.

do you understand I was ill with viruses and middle ear infections and the car accidents and nervous...

Hate

I don't understand what these people want from me. I am sick of being expected to guess so much and they not living up to my needs and wishes. few people ever have lived up to my needs that is the whole problem here! one poorter hole causing all the trouble.

I don't understand what these people want from me. I am sick of being expected to guess so much and ...

Abuse, Hate

and I don't smoke, I only ever bumpuffed and play acted doing that for a party or camera with a friend never ever been a smoker. I can not breath that shit into my lungs I can't even walk past someone who smokes it makes me sick.

and I don't smoke, I only ever bumpuffed and play acted doing that for a party or camera with a frie...

Abuse, Hate

I don't drink alcohol that much. I could count about 5 times or less I have been really drunk, the rest is an act. I would say I have drank alcohol in all my 45 years about maybe 30 days at the most, I have only ever gone to night clubs a dozen (that is 12 times) between 1992- 2004. lucky to ratio to about 1 a year if you look at it that way. I don't even like champagne and wine and I dislike rum and brandy and all those drinks even more. I have always prefered just plain old water, even as a child, or sometimes an orange juice i liked a lot or tea they were my main vices as a child and teen and young adult. I never or rarely excess in anything. and always been a health conscious person and never a emo or suicidal person. so stop gaming me with your bull!

I don't drink alcohol that much. I could count about 5 times or less I have been really drunk, the r...

Hate

i can't eat too much pshyllium I get choking from it, I can't eat much dough and breads I get constipation from them - white bread and corn flakes I can't eat them, sough dough bread I can't eat, pizza I can't eat scones I can't eat too much of I get similar things. I can't eat too much fats and meats. I have to watch my sodium levels with my medications, I have often low blood pressure since having what felt like a heart attack but we are supposed to preent it was not a heart attack because the hopsital wouldn't tell the truth it it came up and slammed them and bashed them into telling the truth anyway. I don't believe the hospital records and pathology, its just science and science is not alway good science!

i can't eat too much pshyllium I get choking from it, I can't eat much dough and breads I get consti...

Hate

i can't drink much green tea because I get internal bum bleeds from it - it delates and raising bp. so I can't have a lot of it.

i can't drink much green tea because I get internal bum bleeds from it - it delates and raising bp. ...

Hate

even when I was thin - I was not a swim suit binkni person, I just don't like it. its not my scene, like even to wear a sarong is hell for me. and morally I just feel its wrong to even bother accepting this offer. I am not that easy to buy. I really don't feel morally comfortable about the whole thing. its not even like I will find any man who could love me. I was never good enough when I was younger, why would it change now. as if it could? it never does, people never treat me good enough. nothing ever works out for me in my life anyway. everything is just too late. I can't have a baby now. I don't believe a word my doctors tell me to be honest I don't think I am as healthy as they make out. I just play their game they want me to but - where is the job? where is the husband I was supposed to have 25 years ago? where was all the fun that I was supposed to have when I could enjoy it and now I am too old too sick and too hatefilled and untrusting of anyone anyway. a real man if he really loved me, he would come to my door and have the balls to show himself and and not put me through suffering always questioning - is he out to murder me? another set up for excitment to lead to bitter disappointment? when is the next insult from where around this place? I expect people to get off their ass and do, not plot and puzzle but its all about the NOW to me. I was forced to settle for less and everyone else can too! I have not enjoyed live in over 30 years. don't fucking try to game me! I can't help it if I think like a cop, its just how I am. I am never relaxed ever.

even when I was thin - I was not a swim suit binkni person, I just don't like it. its not my scene, ...

Abuse, Hate

I don't like boats, I don't like being in water like the sea, I get sea sick badly on a ferris wheel let alone a cruise, I have to take medication to stop vomiting because of middle ear problems, I get sun burnt badly so I won't be about to go out in the deck much because I can't bare the look of the flaming water and the fear of the ship sinking, I can't stand the smell of the sea, I hate everything rocking. I just like being with real friends and eating out lean, I can't stand the sight of my relatives and most of my family. I have no friends and no husband and no boyfriend, no one likes me because of one dead beat loser who raped me and I am over it. I went and got medical help, I don't want the scam artist near me again. I even prefer planes over cruises anywhere we go my mother or father or both will have to come with me because I don't trust anyone but them and my doctors and police unless I take the ones who care about me with me what if I get sick and have heart problems or ear or other problems? I always seem to want to be around a good doctor or police officer who seen me professionally to feel safe and if I get sick will help me if I need something. I don't trust anyone else. I want to enjoy a holiday but its no fun with all the problems, what about my cats, I can't leave them here with anyone incase they will harm them, I can't trust my sister alone and my dad is not likely to go anyway because he always complains and my sister spoils everything anyway. we are a broken family where things can not be fixed all thanks to fuckface pooorter holehead.

I don't like boats, I don't like being in water like the sea, I get sea sick badly on a ferris wheel...

Abuse, Hate

today I have blisters over my arms and back I wish I could see my doctor but I am afraid he will get angry at me over the sunburn. last night I just got some towels and soaked them and put them in the freezer over night to freeze up to use today, over night I got some face masks I had with a enzeyme and just put all of them on my body where I could over night to soak it up. the frankinsence and myrh are good for anti cancer so I hope this works. I just can't believe this has happen in like 15 mins in the sun and what annoyed me was these 3 arab/italian guys were getting around the park near the jetty with this toy drone that came over us, and up to us. it just felt un-nerving really.

today I have blisters over my arms and back I wish I could see my doctor but I am afraid he will get...

Hate

I am struggling with the basic stuff like the maths in my nutrition and medical maths for pharmacy, I don't know why I get the formulars but I struggle. I don't hate the work I hate the struggle.

I am struggling with the basic stuff like the maths in my nutrition and medical maths for pharmacy, ...

Hate

I am thinking about being lesbian even though it disgusts me, because I can't trust anyone. its not me to be gay but I don't have 1 man I can trust. I wish I did. my pride has been hurt too much and all the death threats and games I don't understand.

I am thinking about being lesbian even though it disgusts me, because I can't trust anyone. its not ...

Pride, Hate

I am never looking at a man ever again particularly a few and I am inlove with a young women who is getting married and I am a older women, what the hell should I do? I love her she is so pretty and I can't see me ever marrying or finding love or having children, so I wish I could get with this girl which it sounds crazy she is about 20 years younger then me but I just woke up and realised nothing is ever again going to work right for me and there is no point trying to make it work. I love her. and its a difficult situation to be in but life is not going to go how I want it to. my pride is too wounded and I even am considering not going on the internet ever again for anything. its a useless thing that helps no one get jobs or relationships or friends. who is the internet really helping ? no one.

I am never looking at a man ever again particularly a few and I am inlove with a young women who is ...

Pride, Hate

we are thinking about a refund for the deal on the cruises, we are just too old and its never going to happen. as if we can afford all that without jobs for the last 35 years. its a joke. its a complete and utter joke and insult really.

we are thinking about a refund for the deal on the cruises, we are just too old and its never going ...

Hate

this site sickens me, I like my confessions I don't want other people talking on here. all they do is talk rubbish and its abuse on others who are on the site with real problems.

this site sickens me, I like my confessions I don't want other people talking on here. all they do i...

Abuse, Hate