Confessions about 'Marriage'

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totally understand where you are coming from. People can be the worst of all species. the best revenge however is success. I would push myself t succeed and then cut them out for good. remember, just because someone is related to you, whether a mother, father, brother or sister, does not mean you have to keep them for life. life is hard as it is without parasites. why make it more complicated.

totally understand where you are coming from. People can be the worst of all species. the best reven...

Marriage

I have been in a 15 year relationship and I have cheated the entire time. I used to sell my body while in this relationship and I told him I only cheated once. I make him feel extremely guilty about his revenge sex. And I had a std for life that I never tell anyone about.

I have been in a 15 year relationship and I have cheated the entire time. I used to sell my body whi...

Marriage, Sex

I have been in a 10 year plus relationship in love with another man the whole time. The other man doesn't know and I stalk him on social media everywhere to see if he is in a relationship yet

I have been in a 10 year plus relationship in love with another man the whole time. The other man do...

Marriage

My husband won't have do a thing in the house or out with me. No matter what excuse he uses ( he's tired, he's sore, there's no time), all I ever hear is, "You're not good enough". Cheating on him gives me what I need to stay with him until our kids graduate from high school. I had almost forgotten how good sex with another person can feel.

My husband won't have do a thing in the house or out with me. No matter what excuse he uses ( he's t...

Marriage

We had a couple over for the weekend. On Saturday morning, when my wife went out to an early breakfast meeting, and he was reading the paper - I slipped into the guest bedroom and fucked his wife (he knows). Later the girls went out, and I gave him a blowjob to show my gratitude. My wife doesn't know anything happened.

We had a couple over for the weekend. On Saturday morning, when my wife went out to an early breakfa...

Marriage

I want a divorce. My marriage offers me nothing. My wife had an affair and got pregnant while going through the immigration process. I hate being a step parent to my wife's mistake. I hate it. The wife has made no attempt to better herself in 7 years being here, constant nags me about seeing other people, world sucky hours ... hate her. want her to die.

I want a divorce. My marriage offers me nothing. My wife had an affair and got pregnant while going ...

Marriage

my say I do cut myself. I do regret doing it, but I cant stop. my mum doesn't now. no one except for my best friend knows about me cutting. I try my best to hide it, turns out its harder then I thought. I have been cutting since I was in year 9, the reason was because I was getting cyber bullied from the people in my school. they told me to "cut deeper", "kill your self", "it will be a better place without you". I started to think that they was right and tried committing suicide at least 7 times, but it always failed. teachers started to realise that there was something wrong with me. then the police got involved I didn't know what to do. I am now in year 10 and I still cut but things are much better in school now. I still have my moments but I have come to realise that "i am only human". thank you

my say I do cut myself. I do regret doing it, but I cant stop. my mum doesn't now. no one except ...

Marriage, Blasphemy, Sex

I want to leave and never come back. I really want to start a new life completely independent. I want to feel in control for once....I want to be the person making my decisions and deciding whether or not they are good or bad. I JUST WANT TO LEAVE A NOTE AND DISAPPEAR FOR A FEW YEARS......I've always wanted to go to japan. I'd like to experience it's culture...but getting there is so expensive. I still want to leave.

I want to leave and never come back. I really want to start a new life completely independent. I wan...

Marriage

I sit and watch things that remind me of all the things I wish I could do. All those things that are life goals and dreams and letting the past seep in and destroy it. 'not good enough' 'failure' 'worthless' 'untalented' I let it poison it and I let my dreams shatter so instead of going for them I kill them every time the longing to work towards them gets too strong, Cause I can't face being good at something. I can't accept praise that isn't superficial. My real talents all feel plastic when people see them and so I keep them a secret. It hurts and I don't know how to help myself anymore. That's my secret that I am talented but refuse to use it cause I am self-sabotaging. I am so sorry self.

I sit and watch things that remind me of all the things I wish I could do. All those things that are...

Marriage

Today I woke up with a sudden realization that I have not acheved any of the things in life that I wanted to do. I wanted to be a cheerleader. I wanted to play sax in band. I wanted to have good grades. I wanted to go to State with my best friend. Instead of all of that, I didn't register into highschool until 10th grade, I didn't put any effort into getting in band because the director said it would be hard work, I always went to cheerleader try outs but never had the guts to participate, I let my friends do my homework and I almost failed the 11th grade, and instead of going to state I attended a 2 year college that's only a 15 minute drive from here. Really sad part is that I didn't finish my 1st year of college and I lied to everyone about it. Now I'm pregnant with a guy who has already cheated on me with a perfect redhead within our 2 year long relationship. I want a complete do over. I hate my life.

Today I woke up with a sudden realization that I have not acheved any of the things in life that I w...

Marriage

Where do I even start? My life had been chaos ever since I left my husband, a year ago, but that's another story. My current boyfriend doesn't know I'm married, we've been living together for almost a year. He also doesn't know I've been sleeping with my boss. He also doesn't know I've been talking to someone I met online 2 years ago, or that I've been talking about getting back together with my husband. I know it's all bad and all selfish and all destructive. I know it stems from my lack of self-confidence and a need to feel wanted. None of it is fulfilling. I feel more empty now than I ever have. Sometimes I wonder what it will take for me to finally just be happy with myself? Until I can learn to love myself I know I will continue on with my unfulfilling search. On top of it all my anxiety is at a 10 and my bulimia is raging. Everything I'm confessing is everything I hate. But I obviously hate myself or else I wouldn't be engaging in any of it.

Where do I even start? My life had been chaos ever since I left my husband, a year ago, but that's a...

Marriage

Im 20 years old today, Im divorced, unemployed, and living with my parents...I have no one to share this occasion with, I have wasted my life

Im 20 years old today, Im divorced, unemployed, and living with my parents...I have no one to share ...

Marriage

If you ever want to tape that budget mneteig with your wife, I'd love to hear it. We've tried it, and honestly, my husband and I communicate so differently, it's difficult. I'm an accountant, he's an artist. Neither of us is wrong' in our money perspectives, just think about it differently. It makes it difficult and usually ends with me taking charge of it and him not being invovled, which is frustrating because he never knows when we run out of money and I feel responsible

If you ever want to tape that budget mneteig with your wife, I'd love to hear it. We've tried it, an...

Marriage

ho there I am 19 I want a divorce. My marriages have offered me nothing I got married too young. My wife had an affair and got pregnant while going through the immigration process in africa. I hate being a step parent to my wife's mistake. I hate it.

ho there I am 19 I want a divorce. My marriages have offered me nothing I got married too young. My...

Marriage

getting married and they are building a house there, and my mother wants me to go with them. I've lived in Pennsylvania my entire life and my whole future for college is completely screwed up. I have to leave behind my family in Ohio, not only that but my 6 and 8 year old sisters. I'm excited for a new start and all, getting to decorate my own bedroom for the first time, but I'll be in a place I don't know, that I won't fit in, and that I don't know anything about. I don't know how I feel anymore and I have no friends to talk to about this. I guess that's a good thing since I won't be leaving any of those behind.

getting married and they are building a house there, and my mother wants me to go with them. I've l...

Marriage

I hate living with my current housemates who are also my friends :( They are great as people. But they are the dumbest, laziest people I know. They never use their heads, the are so freakin careless with things that aren't there's, I have to live like a freakin maid to have a semi clean house. I'm a newly wed and should have to live like this. But for the sake of them not losing money, or being inconvenienced we decided to do them a favour. BIG regret. I can't stand to look at them anymore. I can't stand the sound of their voice. I get even more furious when I can even have fun in the bedroom because of the paper thin walls.. I hate that I can't even cook and enjoy a nice meal with my husband, because one of them eats like a horse, and it's a battle to get your fair share. I am SICK of it. I HATE this stuation. Feels really UNFAIR. I wish they would rack off and get their own place. NOT like they can't afford it anyways! They just want to save their own money while we have to cover all the costs! THE SUCK BUTT! GET OUT OF MY HOUSE! GET THE HINT! WE WANT OUR OWN SPACE!!! you can still be our friends... JUST GET OUT!

I hate living with my current housemates who are also my friends :( They are great as people. But th...

Marriage

losing interest in life. feeling like ending my life. only reason for delay is that i as of now am indebted and need to refund an amount of Rs.2,00,000/- + interst (although i have not been asked for it) to one of my very intimate friend who has always been helpful to me in every situation not only monetary in nature but in every situation. My soul wouldn't rest in peace if i die without paying off the loan amount.

losing interest in life. feeling like ending my life. only reason for delay is that i as of now am i...

Marriage

Im so twisted up inside. I was just told yesterday night that someone slept with my girlfriend before I met her but the thing is that it still hurts and I feel I want to beat him to death, the monsters were trying to take over and I was so close to snapping y am I so angry and sad. its eating me alive. I feel like im worthless, it hurts so much, crying doesnt feel like is enough

Im so twisted up inside. I was just told yesterday night that someone slept with my girlfriend befor...

Marriage

I have never gotten over the feeling that I am a worthless piece of shit and I have the constant need to be useful or endearing in some way to the people I meet. If I fail to do this, I feel as if I failed myself. I have no passions. I have no drive for anything. I went into my degree partially that I knew my job security would be solidified and mostly because it was some form of self-validation for myself. Like I might be able to be finally of some worth to someone and be able to slip out of their life just as easily. I don't really care about them. I just care that I was helpful. I am a selfish piece of shit. There's nothing really special here. I just hate myself. I just wanted to tell someone that

I have never gotten over the feeling that I am a worthless piece of shit and I have the constant nee...

Marriage

I'm 35, and the best sex I continue to have is with my mother. We started when I was 15 and she was only 35. I've been with a lot of women, but with mom I last longer and cum harder than with anyone else. We usually can go for 40 minutes before I cum. The thought of filler her cunt with my cum gets me super hard. We gave two daughters and got married in Vegas when I was 20. We have different last names so no one questioned us. God mom pussy is still so tight!

I'm 35, and the best sex I continue to have is with my mother. We started when I was 15 and she was ...

Love, Marriage, Sex