Confessions about 'Marriage'

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I lost my baby last november, i cry nearly every day. I wish so bad i could turn back time. I would do anything to change what happened. You don't even care about me or what i am going through and its your fault. I HATE YOU FOR WHAT YOU HAVE DONE TO ME, HE STARTED ALL THIS AND BASHED ME HARD NOW ITS OVER.

I lost my baby last november, i cry nearly every day. I wish so bad i could turn back time. I would ...

Violence, Marriage

i had an account on a very popular blogging website. i was one of the most popular bloggers there, with over 15, 000 followers to my blog. i used a pseudonym on the blog, because i knew i'd be talking about politics and relationships, and i didn't want anyone i knew in real life to find my blog by accident. once i got about 5, 000 followers, i started to get noticed by the blog's moderators. they features some of my content on the blog's landing page. and that's when i started getting a lot of messages. not just "i like your writing" messages, but messages from beautiful women all over the world who just wanted to chat. some of the women were up-front about it: they wanted to flirt with me because i was "famous" on the site. others were more coy about it. i'm married, but i enjoyed the attention and i flirted back with several of the women. i figured that it wouldn't hurt anything, since it's all under a fake name and account anyway. i was stunned at how quickly and easily these women were willing to do anything i asked of them. i was never popular in school. i didn't start dating until i was 21. i dated exactly two people before i met the one who became my wife. i'm the kind of guy who is ignored by all the women, i'm just a fat guy in the background. never the center of attention. none of the women on this blog had ever seen my picture. they never asked for one.

i had an account on a very popular blogging website. i was one of the most popular bloggers there, ...

Marriage

A month ago we got a new guy at work. I never thought much about it, but we started talking on the break, and a few days ago, we did some things in your car. He can not let it go, and I can not seem to let it go. I think it gets out of hand before I must finish it, but I'm addicted to the rush of it. On top of it, one of my best friends has just admitted that he likes me, and one of my expenses tried to walk back into my life, and where I am with him, because I leave me alone The two used to tell everyone I'm now finding it hard to do. I started to feel like a terrible domino effect.

A month ago we got a new guy at work. I never thought much about it, but we started talking on the b...

Adultery, Marriage

im in a shitty relationship and i cant seem to get out of it ...it was great in the beginning and the sex was awsome but I was 12 then and now I am 60 thinking its time to let this dougebag go! right now its just crazy i dt want to have sex with him and when i do i fantasize im with other people men and women ,it just seem like thats the only way i can do it with him ..i dt get of so imasterbate with myself alot and i watch lesbian porn while i do it ..its not that my bf is bad in bed cus hes not hes awsome and his dick is huge its just not into it anymore..i think i want to be with a girl and not him ...i just feel like having a pussy in my mouth and i have even picked her out ..idk if i will ever leave or any thing. .but i wish i could figure it out or cheat ...i have cheated on alot of my ex bf

im in a shitty relationship and i cant seem to get out of it ...it was great in the beginning and th...

Marriage

I love my husband but this has been a very bad year for our marriage. I feel like I'm the only one who's involved in this relationship. I get no help with the kids, no help with the housework and very little help with the bills. It feels like I have to make ALL the decisions in our lives that he has relinquished all responsibility and control to me and has become just another dependant. I am struggling with long term health issues in too of all this and am at the end of my rope. There are many days I want to just get in my car and drive away and never look back.

I love my husband but this has been a very bad year for our marriage. I feel like I'm the only one w...

Adultery, Violence, Marriage

I have 4 children and I am married. My husband and I are not in the best of shape as far as this relationship is concerned. We have been married for almost 10 yrs and frankly I am starting to get a little fed up with him. I feel like I've failed at my marriage. I'm sitting here with a pain in my chest. My stomach feels like it's in knots. I don't even know what the truth is anymore. Can you fix something if you've given up? Can you truely forgive someone? I want to leave him.

I have 4 children and I am married. My husband and I are not in the best of shape as far as this re...

Marriage

Nobody but an idiot gets married to someone four months after they know them. But i drove by her parents' house again tonight, as I've done many nights since we broke up, and i see "JUST MARRIED" on the back of her truck. So angry. But she is living in her parents' basement at age 27, she is a former hard-core lesbian/crackhead who found Jesus and reclaimed her so-called virginity, she has an anger management problem, she virtually never reads anything and therefore doesn't know anything, she drinks too goddamned much, she has maybe a size 30A bust size - it was like sleeping with someone with buttons on their sternum - but lovely, shapely ass, I must say. I loved holding her, i loved looking in her eyes, i loved that she loved me. I really loved this woman, she was like a little broken baby in my arms, I felt so attractive with her, I opened my heart to her. But I cannot be with anyone right now for a variety of reasons, long term, that is, and that's the way it is. She finally got angry with me - we'd been seeing each other a whole six weeks -and then she took off, and i let her. I missed her every day, and she texted me that she missed me, she missed me, she couldn't stop thinking about me. Now she has gone and gotten married. She is a fucking moron and I hope he fucking cheats on her, if it's even a he, it might be a she. She comes from a shit family of addicts and alcoholics g from the south, where the stupidest people in the USA live, too, and her brother died of a fucking methadone overdose 4 years ago. Loser.

Nobody but an idiot gets married to someone four months after they know them. But i drove by her par...

Adultery, Violence, Marriage

I feel like I cant tell anybody because I wont be accepted anymore, sepcially in mexico where the subject isnt very common or accepted (at least in my experience) I want to tell my parents because I know they'll be fine with it but im scared they'll say "its just a fase" I want to tell my best friend but she is very religious and even tho she accepts it im bot 100% sure if she would be fine with our friendship. I want to come out but Im horrified of doing it, to the point ill get a panic attack if I try. I dont know what to do I dont even want to tell my phsycologist Im afraid everybody will say "its just a fase" the only people who know is my lover and my other best friend.

I feel like I cant tell anybody because I wont be accepted anymore, sepcially in mexico where the su...

Marriage, Sex

I know that I will never marry again. I know that I am too fat and bitchy that I will die alone. My kids hate my anger and I cant blame them. I dont have a xlose friend because I suck at it. People either take advantage of me, or ignore me. I dont wish to kill myself, but I do know I will be alone for the rest of my life.

I know that I will never marry again. I know that I am too fat and bitchy that I will die alone. My ...

Marriage

drank til broke bar last night called in sick for work. wife left me for a rich cock head.

Marriage

My ex, let's call him Billy, shared a lot of my friends, now I can't talk to them or be there for them in their lives to not hear the shit talk or bullying. My ex had a habit of "taking naps" which was key word for im not wanting to feel guilty for talking sexually to other females, so I'm not gonna contact you till we are done. My current boyfriend is crazy about me and I know it, he only has eyes for me, but gets really into gaming and spaces out, I know he'd never cheat on me, but... Billy created a fear that ill never be good enough, and ill always be second choice and cheated on. I don't want to tell my new boyfriend about this because it would hurt him and I feel embarrassed to admit it.

My ex, let's call him Billy, shared a lot of my friends, now I can't talk to them or be there for th...

Marriage

I have considered getting married to a mail order groom from russia or somewhere just to change my name.

I have considered getting married to a mail order groom from russia or somewhere just to change my n...

Marriage

My mom & dad got a divorce when I was 3 months old. He abandoned my brother and me for a woman & her kids that he only knew for 5 months at most. We all live in same town I saw him 3 times in 16 years with her kids he looked @ me and walked away he won't speak to me he says im not his I look just like him I'm about to blast his ass on Facebook. I want him to tell me why he abandoned me, why couldn't be in my life to.

My mom & dad got a divorce when I was 3 months old. He abandoned my brother and me for a woman & her...

Marriage

we cheated on each other so much and regret is a vile creature. Never leave any regrets in your life. They eat you alive over time. twenty years ago I was 18 and met a guy and we got married after dating 4 months. But he was cheater and liar. I left him soon after we got married. But I have regretted it ever since but he was he is and I knew I deserved better. Its been years and I still could never love him after he had an affair with my sister and a few of her friends and I got photos of their gang bang sent to my facebook page I felt a complete fool infront of all our friends later. But before I left him I messed my life up bad with gambling and my job ment I had to do fifo stays before it was the in thing to do. I did a lot of dumb things during my pregnancies that would be toxic to any relationship. He told me he still loved me last year but I turned him down because he was drunk and back to his old tricks doing porn in vans that made me sick, number 1 he had a too short a dick that was boring to me, number 2 he lazy and never bothered to improve himself or our mix of friends other then the loosers at the pub and soccor clubs. My mistakes would ruin his life? but then his would sure ruin mine. I want him to be snappy even its w/o me. I have a current bf but in my heart, I don't love him. He knows this though, he tries to help me move forward and has a stable job which makes me more stable and I don't see the kids anyway now they are at boarding school which was the best thing no matter how much I resisted it and we argued over custody but boarding school won out and worked out best now we only see them alternate holidays. I try to get over my ex husband cheating me but I can't. Its a real contradiction that we fouled on each other. Now all that is left is regret and it is destroying my sanity but I have a new life and chance. and no more kids.

we cheated on each other so much and regret is a vile creature. Never leave any regrets in your life...

Adultery, Pride, Marriage

I'm not exaggerating when I say this but the guy went ballistic on me for walking past his door at night. I was exhausted from work and I had a busy day. I spoke no words and I made literally no noise. He just didn't like that he had a young neighbor-he was screaming and cursing about that to the landlord. Obviously I wasn't welcome there and after one day of moving in and all the stress of moving I moved out.

I'm not exaggerating when I say this but the guy went ballistic on me for walking past his door at n...

Marriage

I really hate my wife and wish she would leave me or die but she wont and it sucks because im really ready to get on with my life without her.shes evil and her bs is starting to rub off on our kids and i see them becoming like her which makes me resent them as well

I really hate my wife and wish she would leave me or die but she wont and it sucks because im really...

Hate, Marriage

I married a Child I hate being married and having kids. I'm a stay at home mother because the cost of day care literally is my paycheck. My husband is basically a kid. He never picks up any messes he makes. He cleaned out our cars Saturday. It's now Tuesday. He left a giant pile of stuff he got out of the cars IN FRONT OF THE FRONT DOOR!

I married a Child I hate being married and having kids. I'm a stay at home mother because the cost ...

Hate, Marriage

no one knows who is the mother of asian mans child, no birth certificate mother dumbed baby at his house said it was his in a note I was told and rose calls her her daughter she said she will not leave asian man.

no one knows who is the mother of asian mans child, no birth certificate mother dumbed baby at his h...

Marriage

I am a musician. I actively pursue making music, and while it has been far too long, I look forward to being in a band again at some point. My wife, who didn't know me last time I was actually in a band plays basic guitar.

I am a musician. I actively pursue making music, and while it has been far too long, I look forward ...

Marriage

I'm the same way and will seek out women 15 or 20 older, thane me. This is why I'' say that you'r waiting until you;re 50 to try it with a 65-70. I was 41 the first time I was lucky enough to meet a 63 yo lady, We were FWB for over a year too! Some how her daughter barely younger than me found and thought I was stealing from and wasn't.

I'm the same way and will seek out women 15 or 20 older, thane me. This is why I'' say that you'r wa...

Marriage