Confessions about 'Violence'

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thankyou qc heather mover and shaker for abusing me sexually after joyce and katy did, thanks a lot. joyce say i have to thank abusive people I would prefer to have the cops on put them on trial to be honest for crimes against humanity and torture.

thankyou qc heather mover and shaker for abusing me sexually after joyce and katy did, thanks a lot...

Pride, Hate, Violence

I don't want a generic response, like, "I get you", or, "Hang Tough", because I my hatred is is much stronger than that. I hate my school. I hate everybody around me, and I want to break out on my own instead of being recognized for who my siblings are. Everybody thinks I'm some crazy freak, instead of what I want them to see me as, an intellectual who has great ideas, and an aspiring writer. I have no girlfriend, while everybody else has a partner, even some fat, 275 lb, double-chinned white guy gets a slim mulatto girl, for some reason! Anything I fucking want, I have to wait for it! if I want video games, I have to wait until I'm out of the house to have them! If I want to build a PC, Guess how long I have to wait? Fuck this shit, I hate every single one of these bastards, I can't wait to go to college, where I can finally be around people who actually have the same mindset as me, for once!

I don't want a generic response, like, "I get you", or, "Hang Tough", because I my hatred is is much...

Violence

Last September I made a vows to get away from everyone I knew. But everyday my heart grows distant away from my church, and all that used to matter to me -I guess being alone with your thoughts makes you shut down and live in a world where your numb and nothing can touch you or hurt you or get close to you . And I am caught up in spiteful thoughts hate actions. I am not acting as a real person should. And so many men that extend their arms for short lived with zero comfort. I can't get out on the pain. And for now I don't want to. I don't hear my conscience. I don't feel it either. I am so alone. the violence is cutting me apart.

Last September I made a vows to get away from everyone I knew. But everyday my heart grows distant a...

Abuse, Violence

My dad ruined so much of my life, abusing me verbally and physically until I moved out at 21. He is either in denial about it, or really doesn't remember it, but I despise him so much. My mom even stood up for me until I was 15, then he started to lay into her...so she stopped, and just let things happen. The last few years he's gone to therapy for depression. Nowadays he asks me constantly if he was a good father, and if he treated my sisters and I the way he should, and I don't have the strength to tell him he was an ass. Just when I had worked up the courage to confront him and join his therapy, he was diagnosed with Parkinson's. So I didn't. I feel like he deserves it, and hope he feels useless and helpless for the rest of his life. Maybe die early and give me a chance to repair my relationship with my mom. It makes me feel like a terrible person, but at the same time I'm happy he's getting his just rewards.

My dad ruined so much of my life, abusing me verbally and physically until I moved out at 21. He is ...

Hate, Violence

These days seem to blur together with only anger and sadness anymore my heart hurts and I want to cry constantly. My boyfriend is great and all...... but the thing is.....he's just so.... idk he's distant... we rarely talk we rarely get intimate...I take care of HIS kid all day every day without so much as a thank you baby I know he's not yours but you've been mommy to him for the past 10 months...it's like I don't even matter anymore... half the time I cry mself to sleep at night begging whatever force there is at work to just let me die already. I can't handle it. Every day I gind a new reason to say I hate myself, I hate my life, or I can't do anything right. I'm a fuck up. My own pain chokes me every night from the tears I cry and the ones that don't get to come out because I always have so many left. My heart physically aches every day I wake up because I know what's in store for me... dont get me wromg there are good days but they come few and far between...

These days seem to blur together with only anger and sadness anymore my heart hurts and I want to cr...

Violence

I live in a old piss pot smelly house with 2 other down and out hostel stay mentally ill aged people and a schitzophrenic lives in the other section of the halfway home well because we are all halfway to nowhere. she is crazy and violent and we just never look at each other only when we have to and I like it that ways her ass is so big and no tits and sometimes we have social nite here but we never ask her her medications make her violent.

I live in a old piss pot smelly house with 2 other down and out hostel stay mentally ill aged people...

Violence

I'm not depressed. My friends are. It's hard for me, to see them so sad. Sometimes I just wanna break down in tears because I don't know how to help. I just feel like they're gonna die and it will be my fault. Somebody help me. What can I say to them? I feel useless! Idon't have friends anymore because they can't stop gaming.

I'm not depressed. My friends are. It's hard for me, to see them so sad. Sometimes I just wanna brea...

Violence

I am tired of my "friends" making decisions for me, and I am stupid enough to actually do as they say. If I make poor decisions, it is my choice. I appreciate their concern, but they take it overboard. If I don't do things their way, they tell me they're done with me. But in reality I am the one done with their shit. To top it off I am never anyone's first choice. I am never the one people want. I am just scraps. I am used by many, and treated like crap by others. I am vulnerable, lost. I cant help it, I am weak. I understand that at times we have to make wise decisions, but what about when we are mistaken? Why is it so difficult for some to forgive us? It doesn't matter, in term they are just temporary. Everything is temporary but their violence has to go.

I am tired of my "friends" making decisions for me, and I am stupid enough to actually do as they sa...

Abuse, Hate, Violence

I've had many friends and I give them everything. I gave my love, my money, my attention, my food, my home for them to sleep, my everything. All I asked for back was their love and they broke my heart over and over. I'm the person who loves and they reject me. I don't have a single friend who shows me off like they do to the others, I don't get any gifts, I don't get any food when I forget money, I don't even get a hug. All I want is for at least someone to cherish me and love me back. It's truly so heartbreaking to live my life when I feel rejected. I just want what everyone seems to have.

I've had many friends and I give them everything. I gave my love, my money, my attention, my food, m...

Pride, Violence

I've had many friends and I give them everything. I gave my love, my money, my attention, my food, my home for them to sleep, my everything. All I asked for back was their love and they broke my heart over and over. I'm the person who loves and they reject me. I don't have a single friend who shows me off like they do to the others, I don't get any gifts, I don't get any food when I forget money, I don't even get a hug. All I want is for at least someone to cherish me and love me back. It's truly so heartbreaking to live my life when I feel rejected. I just want what everyone seems to have.

I've had many friends and I give them everything. I gave my love, my money, my attention, my food, m...

Pride, Violence

I've had many friends and I give them everything. I gave my love, my money, my attention, my food, my home for them to sleep, my everything. All I asked for back was their love and they broke my heart over and over. I'm the person who loves and they reject me. I don't have a single friend who shows me off like they do to the others, I don't get any gifts, I don't get any food when I forget money, I don't even get a hug. All I want is for at least someone to cherish me and love me back. It's truly so heartbreaking to live my life when I feel rejected. I just want what everyone seems to have.

I've had many friends and I give them everything. I gave my love, my money, my attention, my food, m...

Pride, Violence

I'm Tired and sick that he beats on me , and I wish that he he had faith, that I am the good woman he fell in love with. And on the flip side, He is lucky I dont fight back. Because small kids in the house. If he he doesnt learn to love me, I could hate him, he beats me up,... just had to take two weeks off work because I was ashamed.......to show up with black eyes. Two weeeks! That is how long it takes for it to go away.

I'm Tired and sick that he beats on me , and I wish that he he had faith, that I am the good woman h...

Abuse, Hate, Violence

I'm Tired and sick that he beats on me , and I wish that he he had faith, that I am the good woman he fell in love with. And on the flip side, He is lucky I dont fight back. Because small kids in the house. If he he doesnt learn to love me, I could hate him, he beats me up,... just had to take two weeks off work because I was ashamed.......to show up with black eyes. Two weeeks! That is how long it takes for it to go away.

I'm Tired and sick that he beats on me , and I wish that he he had faith, that I am the good woman h...

Abuse, Hate, Violence

if you don't give me what I paid for pon who gonna cop it with a snap trap.

Violence

Happy Thanksgiving, remember not to eat too much, it all equals FAT!

Violence

some of these fessins take days to pop up

Violence

I confess being a normal person that doesn't care about bullshits like religion

Pride, Love, Lie, Abuse, Hate, Violence, Gay, Hacking, Stealing, Blasphemy, Sex

since meeting these filipenos our lives have been put on hold and in a mess getting worse and made to feel less as if they are better and I am sick of being made to feel less or like I am white trash compared to these groups of people. they are very bullying in hidden secretive ways and passive aggressive and other times outrageously directly aggressive and extremly violent in words and things they do and I am sick of being made to feel I am not good enough for a white man when I see myself as white and i have very fair skin and light features and I am getting sick of this insult.

since meeting these filipenos our lives have been put on hold and in a mess getting worse and made t...

Violence

I demand people ban from this site who are demonic satanic.

Violence

you have no team against devil gang stalkers, not against this god right here with me. so move on!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

you have no team against devil gang stalkers, not against this god right here with me. so move on!!!...

Violence