Confessions about 'Violence'

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yeh satan wants you living in the past and afraid and depressed and feeling hurt and abused and threated, that is when you know its devil talk coming from bad sources, because the lord and jesus wants us all walking in the now and positive light. til the abusers stop abusing me then I will stop reporting and dobbing them all in. when you stop devil talking I will stop ! the more you abuse the more I will tell people what you are and your gang stalking. stop making every confession your own personal issue!

yeh satan wants you living in the past and afraid and depressed and feeling hurt and abused and thre...

Violence

probably one of those scowns or dirty margaret from uk with her snotty job act or some weirdo freak nut from russos or joyce or carey gang satanic crowd or a mental case relative who won't go get mental help and has been stalking.. any ways police are now monitoring all the sites i go on and complain about stalkers who abuse me. we have had enough. get lost! we told police we are taking the incest talk as a threat of violence and death threat, because people are only ever talking dead or life over you I was told at the church. well, we all know what russo joyce ken and a few others were talking some evil dirty stuff.

probably one of those scowns or dirty margaret from uk with her snotty job act or some weirdo freak ...

Violence

someone has been on this site constantly just writing "incest" it feels like its projectionary at other uses - ie using suggestibility as a threat that they will force incest relationships onto me or other website users and I don't like it. I find this offensive and threatening and dangerous and evil in nature rather then a confession and my mother does not like the tone of it and wants me to report it. also someone on noteful.com keeps talking about having sex with their daughter as baby while stoned, and its disturbing and upsetting. can someone stop these people because its evil and satanic in nature. they should be locked away or have professional criminal mental help. please stop these gang stalkers from stalking and abusing with their nlp terrorism abuse. good christain honest people like me getting help for being sexually abused as children don't need this bullying, so I am taking this as a threat and calling the police on you. grow up fuck off. stop projecting and explain yourself otherwise we are reporting you as gang abuse as a threat and stalker. you need mental help.

someone has been on this site constantly just writing "incest" it feels like its projectionary at ot...

Violence

In the same day, I had sex with a 19yo girl and a 45yo woman. The girl is in one of my college classs. The woman is a teacher of mine. This wasn't the first time. They don't know about one another. I broke it off with both of them because my conscience overcame my libido. Still, I'll never forget when I broke the condom with my nail and emptied my balls into my teacher. The 19yo girl was different; she never asked for a condom, and I enjoyed being the first and only man to cum in her young pussy. She didn't enjoy swallowing, but I made her do it anyway (her first time). I made her give her anal virginity to me. Finally, I talked her into fucking another man just to please me. I used to choke her and make her call me Daddy as I filled her with my seed. She swore she would spread her legs for me whenever I wanted, even if she got married in future. I'm considering going back to her. She used to wait in bed, naked, at the specified time; I would enter her home, undress, and fuck her without saying a word. She says she loves me; I know she does, because she fucks other men when I tell her to. (We still talk...) I know I'm a monster. I just don't care.

In the same day, I had sex with a 19yo girl and a 45yo woman. The girl is in one of my college class...

Adultery, Love, Abuse, Violence, Sex

its an illusion in your mind k. because we knew each other so shortly I spent all up about 3 a half days with you in total and I knew we were not suited for each other. you can't make a relationship out of 1 weekend and a day and half and 1 evening. I have not been reaching out for you you made it clear to me you had a wife and I couldn't wait for you get the hell out. what made you even think i would cry over you leaving? my god. you made it sound like you were doing me some favor getting me to hop on a plane and go to melborne cuz i never been on a plane before. yeh right. you were thinking of you. I never enjoyed the sex at all. I felt taken advantage of you gave me alcohol ontop of heavy medications and never asked me did I want kisses and romance from you in the car, I never wanted to get into that van with you after the party that was all leigh pushing for that not me. I don't know how to get the message clear to you I never loved you. you told me you would never leave your wife i never wanted you to leave her, I never wanted you. i didn't want to hook up with you in the van, yeh you offered to drive me home but then you didn't you sneaky gamered and got someone else to drive and got in the back with me, if I had known that was gonna happen I would have said "absolutely no way" I was drunk, I had drink on top of heavy medications, I didn't know what I was doing. I didn't want you. then when we met up at the hotel a few days later I thought we were going to look around the city no sex, you pushed and pressurised me to go to your room I thought you were going to introduce me to william but you didn't. you gave me alcohol once again ontop of heavy medications, you never asked me was I on medications or my mental health, you never asked me :"do you want sex?" I didn't want sex from you. then you couldn't wait to get rid of me when I collapsed afterwards, you pushed me out the door of a cab at a train station when someone should have rang an abulance for me. you then made a point of pursuing me for a number of months to cover your tracks with your mates helping you and you convinced me to go to melborne - once again I hoped you would introduce me to someone a single man, but you didn't, the sex was awful. I hated your semen in me, I hated the smell of you and your breath and then pushy sexual dominations of you. the first time you were violent I hated that. you turned sex into a dirty ball thing, I wanted to be with a man I got to know and date who would ask me out regularly for a few months before sex. then you and a few others tried to push frank on me and i couldnt do that. I had been on so many strong medications after you made me violently ill I didn't want to risk giving him a std, no one would listen in 2002 that you were just one big mistake, I tried to tell a few people. see it how you like but I never enjoyed it.I never loved you. you said you never loved me. and you know who I do love now, the doctor, a prince, a actor, a guy I seen in the city who was hot. I have a lot to give some nice man who is willing to treat me well. I might be a bit chubby but I can lose weight with sex with someone I do love. i can have a baby and lose weight. this is a waste of my time everyday I am forced into this empty lie hanging around waitinf for you to let go ! we are never gonna be anything k. move on. go back to watch ever it was that kept you happy all those years you never cared less then. just fuck off, I hope you find a super model young chck but its not me. I have no idea what makes ken think I am reaching out to him because I am not. I never loved ken carey.

its an illusion in your mind k. because we knew each other so shortly I spent all up about 3 a half ...

Violence

I am a 32 year old man, who has been fighting my desire for men all my life. I never had been with a man. I even got married to a woman who prefers anal sex. My 40 year old boss, took me on a business trip, and slipped Molly into my drink on the second night. I woke up the next morning in his bed. My face and ass were covered with dryed cum. He had had gay sex with me. He came out of shower and said check your phone smiling at me. I found videos of us having sex. The first one was me stripping for him, and the on my hands and knees going to him. I begged him for cock. Then it shows me blowing him. There were 4 more videos, 3 of him fucking my ass and one of me jerking off into my hand and eating my own cum. He said your my sex bitch now, and will fuck and suck him on demand or my wife gets the videos. For the last 4 months, I've been his cum dump. Blow jobs under his desk during the day. At night he basically rapes me bent over his desk. I don't want to be gay this way. I want a man to love me and be gentle, not taken like dog. Worst if all his cock is 9 inches and I cum while he ass fucks me.

I am a 32 year old man, who has been fighting my desire for men all my life. I never had been with ...

Lie, Abuse, Violence, Gay, Marriage, Sex

I've been at fat girl all my life. When I was only seven I weighed 120 pounds. Unfortunately for me a lot of it was in my tits, I could wearing a C-cup bra. Also my mother was only 14 when she had me and was very bad drunk who drank herself to death by the time I was 12. At age 4 my father and 3 half brothers from his first wife were regularly molesting me at night. And with my huge tits they had me naked most of the time. Sucking them and fingering me all the time. Dad was the worst, he finally took my virginity at 7. I had been giving them all head each night for years. My oldest brother had used me anally since age 8. When I was 11 the four of them started all fucking me bareback every night. Finally at 14 they knocked me up. As all 4 of them came in each night, I didn't know who was the father. From age 14 until 20, I was pregnant 5 times and had all girls. I never went to high school, by 22, dad and my brothers had mostly forgot about me and had started on my daughters. I would mostly grabbed by the hair and forced to give head and swallow. Then pushed away like I was a whore. The oldest girl was 8 and the youngest 2. Dad took them and my brothers the other 3. Then one day, all 4 of them attacked me at once, they gang raped me for a day. In a drunken and drug fueled attack, they used their cocks, dildos, and a baseball bat rapeing me over and over, even when i passed out. Then they dumped me on the floor, I was bleeding from my pussy and ass. By that point, they were passed out from all the drugs and booze. I knew i had only one chance. I was in agony but showered and dressed. I stole the 40k in cash dad had from selling drugs. And my late mother documents I could pass for her in fact. I took their car keys. I also stole their cell phones and computers sell. I cut the houses phone line. And took off in one car, which I dumped in another state. I cried as I drove away knowing my girls would face what I had and be cintinue to be used for sex. But I knew I would die if I stayed. 25 years have passed now. I live a Western state, with a great man and a wonderful daughter we adopted. We live off the grid and limited internet access. I'm writing this at an internet café, in a town 70 miles from our home. He thinks I'm 61, but I'm only 49. I still have nightmares of that old life and what my children had to do. I wonder did that animal of father impregnate his own grandchildren? Did my half brother do the same to their daughters. I'll never know, I covered my tracks very well. Changed my looks lost weight and dyed my hair brown. Living quietly has given me the peace and protection I needed.

I've been at fat girl all my life. When I was only seven I weighed 120 pounds. Unfortunately for me ...

Abuse, Hate, Violence, Stealing, Sex

I need a drink and a walk of fresh air after that.

Violence

For 25 years I was my father's sex toy. From age 7 he used me sexually. Making me give him head. He took my virginity when I was 9, he demand sex several times a day. When my periods started my ass was fucked. He forced me do every disgusting sex act you can think of. Using my pussy, mouth and ass for what ever got him off. He passed me around to other men, made me fuck dogs and made me do porn to earn money turn me in to a BDSM slave. The worst part is he trained my body to always cum while doing these fucking things. It got to the point that no matter how he used me I began having squirting orgasms. One time in a mall I was 15 and looked at another boy, he pulled me aside and slapped hard several times and I came soaking my mini skirt. He never let me wear panties so my skirt was completely wet, then he made me walk to parking lot . I was so humiliated stand there waiting for the elevator I came again as he had trained me to be a bottom how craved humiliation. Last winter he died, and I was free. But at 33 I'm completely fuck up. I never went to high school or had friends. And have no family. I've tried sex with a dozen men since he died, but I can't cum or get wet. The bastard has made it impossible to cum without him. I hate him for making me this way. But I hate myself even more for wanting his touch again, for wanting to be abused by him for being a worthless slave in love with her master. Why did you have to die Daddy, I miss you so much.

For 25 years I was my father's sex toy. From age 7 he used me sexually. Making me give him head. He ...

Love, Lie, Abuse, Hate, Violence, Sex

the rapist ken is a likely suspect as a stalker. but then so is relatives like my brother or sister in law, cousins, neighbors, politicians who attacked some women and they know it could ruin his political career but we all know lammingtons are weird. something does not add up and I seen a link with his office, the women club and also sallys dental clinic she is a receptionist and nutrajerks products and saraleones and emma = link equals ruthless calculating stupid violent abusive people !

the rapist ken is a likely suspect as a stalker. but then so is relatives like my brother or sister ...

Abuse, Hate, Violence

I am sick of the way he talks so sexually dirty and he thinks he can abuse anyone he wants. I just don't like that attitude.

I am sick of the way he talks so sexually dirty and he thinks he can abuse anyone he wants. I just d...

Abuse, Hate, Violence

I need a proper teacher. whatever happened to the mongrels- did they all go on strike or too lazy to work? I am sick of teaching myself everything and the attitudes of people. I don't have to be a niggar when I am white just to make some black bastards feel good - they are a ruthless evil lot they are. I wouldn't apologize for saying they are all scum shit. they even attacked me when I fell and were attacking me like a punch of cabbies. I did nothing to the scums. and that dog took 7-10 weeks to get back to me she was so stupid at that college. stupid indian whore. I used to be polite to them til a few were abusing me and I don't forgive the mongrel scamming scums. they take everything too far and think they are better then everyone. why can't they just stay in their own country and stop coming over to our country taking opportunities from us. we don't owe them anything and they don't care about us. they are so violent.

I need a proper teacher. whatever happened to the mongrels- did they all go on strike or too lazy to...

Pride, Abuse, Hate, Violence

I am going to ask my mum to come in the surgery room with me when I have this done. only cuz I want to know what and where they are cutting- they are my genitals. I don't want to give my private parts to perranas and I have had enough of dumb things that have near killed me. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IJNR2EpS0jw

I am going to ask my mum to come in the surgery room with me when I have this done. only cuz I want ...

Pride, Abuse, Hate, Violence

I have a diary of all my appointments and events but after the news a few weeks ago about more skin cancer I just lost all focus on what was going on around me. forgot appointments and I go to see a skin cancer doctor a lot and I knew something was wrong for a long time. the gyno said the vaginal itch is definately not in my imagination. its embarasing and I just feel more persecuted and abused really. I did enough vaginal cutting on my self as self punishment as a child for the sexual abuse- this is just adding to the hurt and feelings of always being punished that somehow it was all my fault- but a therapist today told me its normal to go through this upset and fear. I have to do what ever treatment I can to heal and get better. I hate neddles I am scared of having to go through vaginal reconstructive surgery due to skin cancer and abnormal cells that showed up and I am just praying that it won't be so bad as all that or have to go that far. - what did I ever do to deserve all this? as a child of 4? what little girl of 4 looks for this abuse and neglect and harshness because I never did. I don't understand why I have never been really loved how I wanted to be loved. I wanted children and marriage so badly. I was just afraid to make a move fear of being attacked and bashed. I long to have a normal healthy sex life and love life, a love of my own! I don't understand what god does this to children? its making me question my faith and not that I could turn to satanism, I never could, even I used to laugh at some of those comedy things and other times I would cry because they actually werent funny for the real victims of it.

I have a diary of all my appointments and events but after the news a few weeks ago about more skin ...

Pride, Abuse, Violence, Sex

should I trust him with the juicer?

Violence

my neighbors chooks are running around our yard on roads and I think they should look after them better and from cars and dogs and dangerous people

my neighbors chooks are running around our yard on roads and I think they should look after them bet...

Violence

i don't forgive you, there I said it.

Violence

confieso que he asesinado a 5 padres y 3 niños

Violence

I have infected 12 people with HIV so far. 4 being young boys and a young girl. Its always one time fuck I make sure I breed them and charge them up deep. It feels so evil but so exciting.

I have infected 12 people with HIV so far. 4 being young boys and a young girl. Its always one time ...

Adultery, Pride, Murder, Love, Lie, Abuse, Hate, Violence, Gay, Stealing, Marriage, Sex

I am groomed my son to have sex with me. I make him suckle my nipples when we are cuddling at bedtime. Last weekend I let him try some meth which I always take and he took the bait. My fantasy finally achieved. I'm separated from his mother. Meth is the best. My son is 10.

I am groomed my son to have sex with me. I make him suckle my nipples when we are cuddling at bedtim...

Adultery, Pride, Love, Lie, Abuse, Violence, Gay, Marriage, Sex