Confessions about 'Adultery'

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Dear Jake, I confess. When I first met you in 2010, I didn't think you would mean so much to me. Actually, I only had eyes for your friend, James. But as we became better friends, I found out relationship growing and becoming something beautiful. You are a really funny guy, and always a barrel of laughs. I can't even begin to count the amount of times we were kicked out of our drama theatre room for giggling or hitting each other. We always had our antics. Especially that night we spun around in the rain for ten minutes straight before falling over and debating between each other what "It's Complicated" meant for a relationship status on Facebook. I'm glad that I got to be with you that year. I really liked you. And I felt really privliged to have that same feeling be returned by someone two years older than me. I got to meet people I had never met before, and became friends with so many of them. You changed me from the shy little grade nine girl, into the out-going, slap stick confident girl that I am now. You introduced me to the gaming world, and trolling. You brought me to 5Jan and stayed up with me for hours talking. You even wrote a poem for me in Shakespearian language, translated to Italian because we both loved them so much, I still quote that today! When we broke up, I felt the relationship had kindled to a barely dwindling fire. I wasn't surprised. We didn't talk for months, but I still saw you every day and I missed you. When we started talking again, I was so happy I danced around my room for ages. In 2011, we became a couple again and you meant more to me than a shiny pokemon! I can never forget the rainy days we spent watching wave watching at the beach, or the times I would trip you running to the bus if you tried tackling me. I could hide in your senior's jacket for ages, it was so warm from your body heat. And our nights were just as exciting as our days as we stayed awake Skyping and playing your Xbox. I even convinced you to make me a sandwich! And you had told me it was OK, because you thought we were meant to be together anyway. When we split up the second time, I could barely refrain from crying. And I remember the last thing you said to me, "Of course we can be friends." Yeah, well that didn't work out. And for the next 11 months that you hated me, ignored me, dissed me, shunned me, swore at me, mocked me and otherwise made my life a living h, my parents split up and Dad moved 12 hours away and my grandfather died of terminal cancer. Not good, and you made that worse by getting your friends to gang up and bully me. Even my own friends were so scared around them, that they stopped hanging around me. Life had gone completely downhill, and I felt it couldn't get worse. Then my family was accused of sexually abusing a little girl we had never even met before, my friend was charged and jailed for rape and my best friend moved to a different country. I recited the eulogy at my grandfather's funeral and packed my Dad's stuff up into the removalist truck, all whilst receiving hate messages and bullying threats from your friends. I remember, the first night in the year that I hadn't cried myself to sleep, I was awake watching a movie with Neil Patrick Harris, one of OUR favourite actors, and I wore a real smile and laughed with my heart. You weren't even on my mind. But then James rang, and he told me to stay the f away from you, and so he declared that we were no longer friends, until OUR situation was through. I didn't watch the rest of the movie, I went straight to bed. By December, it had been eight months since we had first stopped talking. And by God, did I miss you. I loved you the entire time that you had slaughtered me with this bullshit that I dealt with day in and out. I knew that 2011 was by far, the worst year of my life, so far. I had lied to friends on numerous occassions saying that I had no feeling for you whatsoever, other than hatred, pity and regret. Really, it was love, regret and sadness. Thank God by then you had stopped abusing me. But when graduation came around, I knew it was my last time to see you. I knew it was going to be a horrible, life changing moment for me. I stood at the back of the crowd, smile on my face, waving to the many friends I had made over the years thanks to you. It was sad to see them go, but I promsied myself months ago, I wouldn't cry. I couldn't spot your face in the marching crowd anywhere. I wasn't sure I wanted to, but no matter where we were, I could always pick your face from the crowd. You were at the very back. And now, I wonder if it were purposeful. I held on tightly to my best friend's hand in fear of what you could say or do to me, or maybe that you may be the one to make me finally cry in front of everyone. Hundreds were already crying, but I had vowed I wouldn't. Not in front of the entire school, which I still had to attend for grade 11 and 12. When I looked up, you were staring at me, and you had a kind of sadness in your eye. You looked away, but one of your friends pushed you toward me. My heart stopped. You pushed through the thick crowd to get to me, right at the back, where I should've been hidden from view, and believe me, you caught a lot of people's attention. Everyone turned to watch us, expecting a dramatic romantic departure, most of them not even knowing about us or our past. Then you flipped me off and said, "F* you B, bye-bye." And you quickly ran off. I turned to my best friend and smiled. "Well, wasn't that lovely?" I asked him. He stared at me for a moment then smiled too. "Yeah totally." I burst into tears. I don't think I had ever cried harder, or so painfully before. Not even when my grandfather died, or my Dad moved away, not when I was questioned by police or I found out my friend was a rapist. My best friend chased you out of the school, and almost had you, by the back of your school blouse, but the teachers ripped him off of you, but he got to keep a chunk of your formal uniform. He held me as I cried when I found him. But I was so grateful for him, if only his anger would subside. That night, the shock of the event got to me, and as my best friend hugged me arond the waist like you used to, I felt a wave of sickness rush over me as I almost blacked out. I don't know why, but I know that's not normal. In January, I still, surprisingly loved you. I didn't cry over you anymore, and rarely thought about you, but I meant someone. His name is Jak. Which is so close to Jake. He was amazing, and a real genuine gentlemen. Too bad the feeling wasn't mutual. I never saw Jak after that, and I still thought about you. As far as friends and family were concerned, I didn't like or love anyone. My parents insisted my best friend and I were meant to be, but I only recently found out, really my Dad thought it would always be you, but you disappointed him. I was shocked too. On your 18th birthday, in March, I tried one last feeble shot at messaging you, wishing you a happy birthday. You had gotten a tattoo done on your left arm of the Skyrim logo, a game we both knew and loved. We talked about that for a while, and a lot more. I was surprised that you were actually responding to me, and in a nice manner, not abusive. When we linked our Skype accounts we talked even more frequently. Whenever possible, we would video call and talk until 5am, telling the other, "No you hang up first." I was really happy to be back on your good side, but never could I confess I still passionately loved and missed you. Nor did you know about my sleepless nights and horrible studying habits, and how life had gone down the drain. Heck, I even considered suicide once, but was too cowardly to go through with it. It felt even worse since my mother refused to let me see a shrink for the entire year I begged her, telling me I was fine and I would deal. I guess I became addicted to my depression and sadness of loss over you. It was like you were literally dead and gone, and I wasn't coping like someone should. Even then I knew I was insane. And one day, I had burst into tears, screaming that I deal with too much, I handle too much. Why did I have to nurse depressed 40 year olds? Why did I have to have the dying grandfather? Where was my Dad in all this? Where was my old friend who I had trusted? Where were you? I hadn't known, as I exploded that day, that you were in the room beside me, watching as I clutched my own head, crying my eyes out, a headache and misery bringing me to my knees that all I could mutter was, "I deal with too much." Even my best friend was scared to approach me. And you just walked past and laughed at me, sitting on the path, beneath your feet. By God, my best friend wanted to kill you. Literally. But now, in April we're talking again. Funny how that is. No one hates you for what you did to me, now. But only because I always forgave you instantly. Now that we talk so often, I believe that you want me back in your life. Especially since you always fight to keep the conversation going, or go out of your way to call me or ask to see me. And it's only been two weeks. Mitch, your best friend told me last night that HE had told you to be nice to me. So you hadn't come to your senses and grown up now that your 18. You had your many months younger friend tell you off for being such a d* and so you decided enough was enough. Well, good for you. And you can send me all the hearts, winky-faces and smileys in the world, but no matter what you say or do, I'm not going to send you an explicit picture of myself. Call me boring, call me old-fashioned. But 1. I don't trust the internet with that. 2. You really think I TRULY trust you again? But thank you Jake, for letting me keep the necklace you gave me almost two years ago. I know you wanted it back, and I just can't find it, yet, but thanks for letting me keep it anyway, you know it meant the world to me, and I think that's why you wanted it back. I wish you were online tonight, I have something to show you. Truly Love, Forever and Always- Harley.

Dear Jake, I confess. When I first met you in 2010, I didn't think you would mean so much to me. Ac...

Adultery, Violence, Gay, Marriage

I am ready to quit! I have 4 children and I am married. My husband and I are not in the best of shape as far as this relationship is concerned. We have been married for almost 10 yrs and frankly I am starting to get a little fed up with him. It seems as though this marriage has been all about him. Every decision every move all about him and then when things go wrong financially like they are now, he blames it on me not havig a job! I had a nice paying job before he got his second promotion and we moved. we were doing fine when he got the first promotion and then 3 months later he got another one, (without even considering my feels or thoughts as usual.) He makes a decision to move us again. I did not say anything I just made the most of it and now here we are again struggling financially. I do not want to move back home and live with my father in law like we were before all the moving took place and besides his family just don't like me because I won't let them run my household. So now we are back to the here and now and that is my marriage. I am tired of this emotional roller coaster that Iam being put on with him and when I try to talk to him about it he turns it around like Idone something wrong and says, "then leave that is what you want to do anyway." and I never said anything about leaving. He blames me for not getting along with his family and he always looks over what they do to me. I tell him that I prefer not to be around them too long because they do and say little sneaky things that he never sees. We are financially exhausted and this move has proved to be an utter flop! but I don't say anything because he frustrates me and with the possibility of any argument I might just pack up and go. I am at my wits end and I can't even cry anymore. My life is just not like I expected and I am stuck and can't fix it. I struggle to get out of bed every morning and if it were not for my kids I probably would have left him a long time ago....I love him but I can't handle all this pressure.....I am so bogged down with responsibility and trying to stay above water that I feel so isolated. No one understands me so I don't tell anyone how I feel I just stay to myself and try to find a focus....It is so hard sometimes I don't want to wake up from sleeping with my eyes wide open because I am afraid that change will come in an instant and I might miss it......I am so tired I want my life back before all of this.....Iwant everything to be back to normal for me.....I want to pick up my dreams and goals where I left them and begin again........I want so much

I am ready to quit! I have 4 children and I am married. My husband and I are not in the best of shap...

Adultery, Marriage

My wife at home thinks I'm reconciling with her, while I'm still madly in love with my girlfriend who is visiting the old Randland. Wish I was with her and don't like the thought of going home. How much does a same-day flight to Paris cost?

My wife at home thinks I'm reconciling with her, while I'm still madly in love with my girlfriend wh...

Adultery, Murder, Marriage

Told my wife she can have s with someone else My wife goes away this weekend for a few days with her tennis club. There's a guy there who I know fancies the pants off my wife and would jump at the chance to s* her. I just play along with it cause I don't consider him a threat. On the last night the rooms get swapped around as some are going home early and this guys room is one of them and he's alone that night. He's already joked to others my wife can share with him which I found out about. I've just said to my wife listen why don't you give him a treat, suduce him and you can s* him if you want !!! She looked at me and said are you serious ? I said listen if it's just for some fun why not make his weekend for him !!!! She laughed and said your crazy but if that's how you feel I might do !!! So this weekend my wife might be getting naked with another guy and s***** him and I'm turned on by the fact it might happen. I'll let you know what happens !!! Am I weird thinking like this or am I right thinking does it really matter sometimes if she does or doesn't so long as no one gets hurt !!

Told my wife she can have s** with someone else My wife goes away this weekend for a few days with ...

Adultery, Gay, Marriage

dana ...hasn't called me, or returned my calls, for two months. We have talked regularly for two years, daily for at least two of those years. I always wanted him to write a song about me, but he never did. Only his last girlfriend. I love him.

dana ...hasn't called me, or returned my calls, for two months. We have talked regularly for two ye...

Adultery, Marriage

i cant stand this pain. everything i cant stand this pain. everything inside of me just wants to break into pieces. i look at people.smiling, happy. with friends and living their life, like theres no tomorrow. i wish i could be them. be happy, with myself. i sit here, thinking that these people are better than me. knowing they are. that im nothing compared to them. i pray that life will get better, and ill finally be able to live in my own skin. its been 5 years. i want to die. im nothing. i hate myself.

i cant stand this pain. everything i cant stand this pain. everything inside of me just wants to br...

Adultery, Marriage

Obsessing About the Past My wife and I have been married for three years. We work for the same company, and initially met while working on a project together about four years ago. She is very caring, loving, and our s life is fantastic. She is highly orgasmic, and I love making love to her. I also truly believe that she has been faithful to me the whole time we have been together. Well, until last week everything was great. While enjoying a bottle of wine and watching a situation comedy, the topic on the television turned to having threesomes. I nonchalantly asked my wife if she had ever partaken in one. She replied, “You really want to know?” I said yes. Well, she proceeded to state that she indeed had been in one before, about a year before we started seeing each other. Ok, I thought, no problem, because it was before we were together. I could also deal with the fact that the threesome in question was a MMF scenario, with her pleasing two guys. She also admitted that the experience was lovely and hot, although she stated that she would never do it again. Now here is the problem: one of the guys with whom she had the threesome is not only one of my current co-workers, but is the guy who sits in the cube next to me. F-A. It couldn’t be some anonymous dude from some anonymous place, but rather the guy who f works next to me. Now every time I see him, I have visions of him f my wife doggy, blowing his creamy load into her p (all while she is in the throes of a howling o*), while his buddy is on the other end jerking out a load on my wife’s face. I can’t get this image out of my head. I know it is wrong to hold this matter against my wife (it was before we were together, after all), but it is getting damn hard to go to work and concentrate on anything else, when I work next to the man who has experienced working over my wife in a raunchy threeway. I feel “retroactively cuckolded,” although I know that is irrational. Does anyone have any ideas on how to stop obsessing about this and move beyond this issue?

Obsessing About the Past My wife and I have been married for three years. We work for the same comp...

Adultery, Marriage

Cheated on my wife In 2007 i went out with some friends to a bar, after a few drinks some of us decided to head to a club. I had already had several drinks by the time we got to the club. Over the previous few weeks my wife and I had been arguing a lot and I was feeling pretty fed up by this point. At the club I met this hot young blonde chick, I bought her some drinks and before long we started kissing. At the end of the evening she asked me to come back to her flat, I jumped into a cab with her at which point she shoved my hand down the back of her skirt! Once we got back to her flat on thing led to another and well I'll leave the details to your imagination. Anyway the next day I left her flat and I felt pretty guilty but now I'm not and feel proud that at almost 40 I managed to screw a chick 20 years younger than me!

Cheated on my wife In 2007 i went out with some friends to a bar, after a few drinks some of us dec...

Adultery, Marriage

My wofe was treated like s* growing up I married a woman who is a great wife and mother. She works hard and helps me provide for our family. We have a lovely son and daughter. My wife was the product of an unsuccessful relationship. Her mother married another man who resented my future wifes presence. All of her childhood she was second fiddle in the family as the man and my wifes mother favored their two other children. She was told she would have to leave the house at age 18. Ok my daughter graduated high school and she joined the army not knowing what else to do. That is where I met her. We married and after our hitch was up we both got jobs and settled down. I got an education on the GI bill as did she. We eventually had two children. In the meantime her mother wants to get in touch with her again. It seems both of her other children are alcoholic and drug addicts in and out of jail and rehab facilities. Her hubby lets them live in his house and they are making my wifes mothers life pure H. She depends on her husband for her support so she can't divorce him. I also suspect hes abusive. So here she is wanting to be a part of my wifes life again. I told her that if it was left up to me I;d say no. I told her that she was responsible for the situation between her and her daughter. My mother told her that she could visit only under supervision as she didn't want her mother to completely bond with our children. The lady began crying and hung up the phone. A few minutes later the phone rang again and my wifes mothers husband was on the line asking what the H was wrong with his wife. I said "Your whats wrong with her you stupid ignorant hick". I told him what scum I thought he was and that if he wasn't such a stupid old hillbilly of a redneck j* I'd beat the s*** out of him. I told him that if either of his white trash children ever darkened my door they would live to regret it. He said something stupid and I hung up on him. I didn't hear what he had to say as I hung up in mid sentence. Needless to say he didn't bother us again. I'm twentyfive years younger than him and half a head taller. My wifes mother hasn't shown up yet and I hope she never does again.

My wofe was treated like s*** growing up I married a woman who is a great wife and mother. She work...

Adultery, Marriage

Flashing Bean.I am an attractive 37 year old woman with a good figure and have always enjoyed men looking at me. After I shower in the mornings, I usually put on my skirt and air my p** while having breakfast and put my panties on last. About a month ago I was having breakfast and then realised - S!! Daylight saving started today and I was running an hour late. I rushed out the door without thinking about anything but getting to work. The guy sitting across from me on the bus was looking up my skirt and I thought, who cares, he can stare at my panties all day for all I care. After about 20 minutes of him hardly blinking, I thought what an idiot. THEN IT HIT ME!! NO PANITES!! I was so embarrased I got off at the next stop and rang work to tell them I wasn't coming in. I turned around and the perv was standing behind me with a big smile on his face. Before I could say p off he came up and wispered he wants me to suck his c* and pointed to it. It was bulging and I have to admit it was an impressive bulge. I pretened to resist but thought what the heck. I grabbed his hand and led him to a laneway next to a restaurant, knelt down it took out his monster. F* I was going down on him like I never had before. His k* was so big I could barely fit it in my mouth at first. He blew a huge load in my mouth in a matter of minutes and I drank it down. Since then I rarely wear panties on public transport but have yet to have another guy so game to follow me. Come on guys, make a move. I'll suck any guy off who has the guts to walk up and ask me. I get wet every time I catch someone perving but they always look away when I make eye contact. Remember guys, you look, you ask and I suck.

Flashing Bean.I am an attractive 37 year old woman with a good figure and have always enjoyed men lo...

Adultery, Sex

Got even with my evil, cheating wife She's a cheating b, but I'm still here because of my two kids. I caught her cheating on me several times, each time she begged for forgiveness, then went on and still f* the other guy. My revenge? I now have three children with two other women.

Got even with my evil, cheating wife She's a cheating b****, but I'm still here because of my two k...

Adultery, Gay, Marriage

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Adultery, Gay, Blasphemy, Sex

Sweet revenge My wife cheated on me and I took revenge by fucking her sister and then her mother. (seperate). They felt pity for me and I took advance and talked them into bed with me. The sister in law is devorced and my mother in law is a widow for many years. The sister in law don't wan to repeat this because of her sister but the mother in law told me she didn't regret and hopes for more in future.

Sweet revenge My wife cheated on me and I took revenge by fucking her sister and then her mother. ...

Adultery, Sex

I really got messed up- weekend. I am a married woman (14 years) and I don't love my husband with all my heart or any of it. He is a good man like weak and badass and we should have a really good relationship as we are so similar weak badass. I have cheated on him many times and he has cheated on me. I got screwed up last weekend and got drunk with some girlfriends. I had sex with a complete stranger in the parking lot of a bar. I have an idea why I did it as home marrieed life and kids of 5 and 16 and 23 are so boring to me so why i picked this guy of all the people was revenge sex on Tumblr as well.He lives down the street from us ( he is married) ---I am so not sorry I did it--- he did my 23-year-old 8 years ago he said on Tumblr and his wife does my husband and boys the only one they hasnt done is 5 but in a few it will n already is looking fox like, so at least we have some groove codes here

I really got messed up- weekend. I am a married woman (14 years) and I don't love my husband with al...

Adultery, Sex

Evil Mojo We all see movies where people are bewitched or possessed,but this does happen in real people and people will do it to other people.You would think of this being in the caribbeans or new orleans,but most of it happens in the mountains in the eastern parts of the usa.How they do it is this:They find some poor kid,man,woman or whomever they choose and get em down physically and mentally,they use poison and oppression to get them in this condition.They do unspeakable evils to the persons body and mind. Try to steal from them and own them.But what is required of the people who do this to people is costly on their souls.So if you get the spirits to do this,it will cost you dearly eternally.There is people who can steal other peoples brains or thoughts like downloading from a server or something.So if you ever go to mountainous areas stay healthy,rested, and right with the lord(which you should anyways) or they will make you their next victim.

Evil Mojo We all see movies where people are bewitched or possessed,but this does happen in real p...

Adultery, Hate, Violence

i need to confess and say that i don't apparently ring my wife's bell anymore. i pulled out all of the stops and booked a long weekend getaway for memorial day weekend in a secluded cabin so we could unwind with no stress or worries about the kids, jobs or other obligations. when we arrived earlier today, she told me straight up that she wasn't in the mood for any intimacy this weekend. she hasn't been in the mood for months now and when we did get intimate a couple of months ago she just laid there motionless and expressionless. she refers to it as "gettting your business taken care of." i wish it were "our business." i've even gotten suspicious that there may be someone else but either she's very good at hiding all traces of an affair or she has just lost all interest in me. i miss her emotionally as well as physically.

i need to confess and say that i don't apparently ring my wife's bell anymore. i pulled out all of t...

Adultery, Marriage

Goes to leave me stranded but im the unreasonable one! So yesterday, me hubby and step daughter got kicked up by a friend to visit another friend. On the way we stopped at services. As we got out the car, hubby takes step daughters hand and marches off. I comment, jovially, with "and he's off again " (he's always marching off and leaving me behind) and he snaps at me about how he's trying to get his daughter out of the road (she's 10 and it was a car park) so I say back, in an irritated time now, that he doesn't have to march to do it. He stopped, looks at the sky, rolls his eyes and then this conversation happens H- "do you want to go home? " M-(thinking what the hell has happened) "if you want me to..?" H-"fuck off then" He then walked in to the services with step daughter and friend and left me. I walk off wondering what the hell I'm going to do and trying to figure out how the hell I get home. 20 mins later I see them walk out and head to the car. 5 mins after that hubby comes over and says "are you off then?" And I say "when I can figure outa way to get home" and he says "fine, fuck you" and walks away again! I go after him and say wtf, we have a small argument but he tells me to get in the car. Obviously as we're at friends we can't really discuss further but later in the day when we're alone he asks me why I seemin a shitty mood! So I say about the services and it turns out that I was the out of order one and him going to leave me there was perfectly reasonable and not over-reacting at all!! So the 2 comments I made where way out of line (!?) but him telling me to fuck off and going to leave me stranded was nothing and I shouldn't still be pissed about it, especially as it was my fault!!! 😡😡

Goes to leave me stranded but im the unreasonable one! So yesterday, me hubby and step daughter got...

Adultery, Marriage

YOU THINK HE'S A DECENT CHAPPIE And everyone who follows him was just like okay, whatever, that's your opinion, man, it's not like he's taking a giant steaming shit on the planet or anything. AND I DON'T GET IT BECAUSE THAT FUCKING BROKE MY HEART OKAY I THOUGHT HE WAS A DECENT GUY, A LITTLE DUMB BUT NICE, AND HERE HE GOES AND BASICALLY SAYS THE ANTICHRIST HIMSELF IS 'JUST A PERSON' FUCK YOU SEAN, YOU DUMPSTER FIRE. HOW DOES NO ONE ELSE CARE ABOUT THIS????? HOW DOES NO ONE ELSE SEE WHAT A HORRIBLE THING THAT IS TO THINK?????? H O W D I D H E N O T L O S E H A L F H I S F O L L O W E R S ?????

YOU THINK HE'S A DECENT CHAPPIE And everyone who follows him was just like okay, whatever, that's yo...

Adultery

I need advice !! Help please That moment when you realize the person you love is slowly becoming the person you left , I left my ex to find better I thought I did . Fucking fooled again

I need advice !! Help please That moment when you realize the person you love is slowly becoming t...

Adultery, Marriage

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Adultery, Pride, Murder, Love, Lie, Abuse, Hate, Violence, Gay, Hacking, Stealing, Marriage, Blasphemy, Sex

Confessions about 'Adultery'

My wife at home thinks I'm reconciling with her, while I'm still madly in love with my girlfriend who is visiting the old Randland. Wish I was with her and don't like the thought of going home. How much does a same-day flight to Paris cost?

dana ...hasn't called me, or returned my calls, for two months. We have talked regularly for two years, daily for at least two of those years. I always wanted him to write a song about me, but he never did. Only his last girlfriend. I love him.

Got even with my evil, cheating wife She's a cheating b****, but I'm still here because of my two kids. I caught her cheating on me several times, each time she begged for forgiveness, then went on and still f***** the other guy. My revenge? I now have three children with two other women.

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I need advice !! Help please That moment when you realize the person you love is slowly becoming the person you left , I left my ex to find better I thought I did . Fucking fooled again

scrupulousity

Got even with my evil, cheating wife She's a cheating b, but I'm still here because of my two kids. I caught her cheating on me several times, each time she begged for forgiveness, then went on and still f* the other guy. My revenge? I now have three children with two other women.