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Is this super weird...? I hope I can convey this in a way where no one will take it the wrong way, and it's probably going to be a long read, so buckle up for a waste of your time. ok so I have this non-sexual "fetish" for stomachs (I'm a straight teen female). And I try to look up similar 'cases' of this kind of s* but it's almost ALWAYS only a thing guys have and it IS sexual for them. And it's really hard to find information/input on things that aren't extremely f* up like fetishes for s* like weight gain, inflation, ...vore cringe..., and stuff like that. I'm not into fat. I'm not into balloons. I'm definitely not into being eaten alive. And what I do like isn't sexual somehow... I don't understand it, either. So this is the weird(er) part: If I'm just laying down or going to sleep or something, something where I'm doing Nothing, I'll imagine this boy I have a crush on having a stomach ache (yeah it's f* up and idk what my problem is) and then me helping him feel better...like wtf. But I don't get aroused or anything and none of it is ever about s. Maybe I just like the feeling of taking care of someone...? But why is it only for stomach issues? And I hate, hate, HATE stomach related things in real life unless it's with a guy I'm attracted to. Like my feelings are like this: people burping- HATE it, People touching their stomachs in ways that would suggest a stomach ache- HATE it, people simply using words like "belly/tummy"/even "stomach" - hate it, Vomiting - terrified, and, (excluding vomiting because I've never seen him do that and it would still probably freak me out), yet I like to see those things applied to that guy for some reason. Like how once he said his stomach was hurting him in class and the teacher asked him what was wrong and some other kid described it as, "his tummy hurts" and I thought that that was ..cute? For some reason?? I'm still not sure how to word what I feel when I think/hear of him feeling like that. Also, as mentioned before, I HATE hearing people burp and I don't know why. But another weird thing is that I never hated it when I heard him do it.. I didn't really Like/love it or anything because I still think that's pretty weird even for me but still. And getting back to the stomach ache thing - of course I don't want him to be in pain but for some reason I get a good yet non-sexual feeling when that idea is in my head or if he actually has one in real life. It makes me want to touch his stomach or kind of rub it a certain way that would make him feel good and extra comfortable or relaxed, kind of like a back rub. I just think seeing him feel really good (again, besides sexually), especially after feeling sick, would be really cute and endearing, I guess. Even just hearing him say something like "my tummy hurts/my belly hurts" would give me that feeling that makes me want to say "aww." But I'm also still a hypocrite when it comes to reading about what people call "stomach ache fetishes" because it weird me out to read stuff like that, probably because it's not Exactly how I feel...a lot of hypocrisy going on lol. So yeah, that's basically all I can think to say about it. I know it's obviously unusual, but I wanted to know if it's like EXTREMELY f*** up or something like that in your opinion. Thanks

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My wife and I have been married for several years and we still get along. I love having s with her and she with me. We don't have any kids, so life is still fun having s whenever and wherever we want. Sometimes we stop into the adult store and look for anything new or strange they may have gotten in. We have picked up some odd toys, like c* suckers, p strokers, and electric shocking vibrators. Most of the time the new toy does what it's supposed to and keeps are s life interesting. The last several months that we have stopped in, they haven't had anything new. I asked my wife what we're going to do if they have ran out of ideas and there are no new toys. She jokingly said that she'd just have to use a real human p** as a new d. She caught me off guard, so I just laughed and said ok. Not thinking any more about it, I just put the comment out of my head and moved on. Several weeks later I came home on a Friday night after work and found my wife sitting there with some guy I had never met. She introduced him and said she met him at the local supermarket. I shook his hand and offered him a cold beer. He accepted and we moved out back to the patio. We all three sat around the table drinking and talking for about an hour. That's when my wife laid a bombshell on me. She said so you remember several weeks ago when I said I wanted a human d and you said ok? Well this guy is the human d that I want. What do you think? I was shocked and didn't know what to say. I asked her if she really wanted to f* another guy, and she said well only if you'll let me baby. I couldn't very well say no, and truth be told, it was getting me hard. I told her that if she wanted to f* him she could, but only with me. She agreed and we all three headed for the bed room. Once there this guy was quick to undress, and my wife was even quicker to take his c* into her mouth. She started sucking him like there was no tomorrow. She sucked and rubbed his b** as he slipped his c* in and out of her mouth. Several minutes later my wife stood up and stripped her cloths off. This guy then pushed her onto the bed and dove head first into her nice little p**. He lapped at her p as he tonge f* her and bit at her c. I have never seen my wife move like she moved that night. She then grabbed him and demanded that he f her. He crawled up on top of her and within seconds he was b deep in her p f** her like she was a two bit w. She screamed in pleasure with every thrust he made as his b slapped her on the ass. As quickly as they had started, they both finished with one finally thrust he shot his load deep inside her. It happened so fast that I didn't even take my own cloths off. I just stood there shocked by the fact that my wife just f* another man in front of me. The both got up and he put his clothes back on. My wife walked over to me, kissed me, and said she was going to take a shower. He shook my hand again and then left. Later that night, my wife came on to me and we headed for the bed room. I took my clothes off and my wife dropped to the floor and started sucking my c*. After several minutes she stood up and took her clothes off. I pushed her on the bed and began eating her p** like my life depended on it. She was moving and screaming the same way she had earlier. Then she grabbed me and demanded that I f* her harder and better than the other guy. My d* got so hard, I slammed it in her p and f* her like a two bit w. It was the best s either of us has had. Afterward my wife asked me if I had fun. Of course I did, I answered. She said good, because I'm never f**** anyone other than you again. That was the first, last, and only time I will f* another guy.

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I am torn between loyalty and independence. I've been with my fiancé for over 5 years now. Almost 2 years ago, we moved in together and in April, he proposed and I said yes. But there's another guy (isn't there always?) who's been my best friend since before I even met my current fiancé. I've always found him attractive, but never thought I had a chance; he's very flirty, so I took his advances as him just flirting, harmlessly and meaninglessly, until the next pretty girl walked in the room. Then, one night just a few months before my fiancé first asked me out, we kissed. He told me he'd wanted to for awhile, but I still passed it off as his hormones going nuts. With this in mind, I figured pursuing a relationship with him would end in disaster, and we'd lose our friendship, so we agreed to just stay friends. But things were awkward between us after that; for my part, he was pursuing a relationship with a girl I'd known since kindergarten, and neither liked nor trusted one bit. Yet we continued to flirt, even after I began going out with my fiancé. He'll, not just flirt - we played Grope Tag. Guess how you play that? In my fiance's car, even on his couch with him sleeping next to us. I figured nothing was ever coming of it anyway, so what did it matter? It was just us goofing around with each other. I never questioned my original assertion: I was just entertaining him until the Next Best Thing. Then, a few months ago, he asked me why we never dated. Recently, I answered him - he never asked out. The conversation that followed shook the foundations of what I'd originally based my current relationship on: I had no chance with him, so I went out with the guy I knew I had one with. And now my engagement is in the toilet, anyway; my fiance's proven himself to be nothing more than a large child sometimes, and expects me to give in to him. Yet I feel like I get nothing in return: the s hasn't been as satisfying as it could be for awhile, and I feel like a housewife now because no matter how many times I ask/nag/yell at him that I will not pick up his socks, or his dishes, or wash the towels HE uses up, I just get a sigh or a groan of frustration. Sometimes, he does it begrudgingly, but I can feel the wall of our relationship cracking every time. Even better, when we moved in together, we moved an hour away from our hometown, family, and friends. He works graveyard shift at a gas station most nights, so I don't see him often. We're both miserable in this situation, and want to move back closer to home. For awhile, I've been telling myself when we move back, things will get easier. But is really our location that's ruining us, or just us? To top it all off, my fiancé LOVES to make plans for the future, which I'm cool with - to an extent. But now he keeps trying to rope me into situations I feel I have no say in. He wants to start a funeral home, but it has to family-owned in our state, so guess who would have to manage the place? He finds a house for sale, and immediately says I'll love it, we're checking it out this week. I could say this is because I'm a control freak, but really it's just because I'm more independent than he is. He was mostly raised by an overly-doting mother who spoiled the s* out of him; I was raised in a broken family, so mostly raised myself. I've always found people who can't do things for themselves frustrating, but now that such a person is nearly the only one I have left, I feel like my life is for him. He would say otherwise - he doesn't care if I go out with friends, or am unexplainably absent from the house. But such things would've gotten him dumped right quick anyway; he never told me where he goes in life, so must I. I'm so confused. Do I abandon a relationship I've out so much work into, or just keep giving it all till I have nothing left? Do I take a chance with my best friend, 5 years later? I WANT to, so badly. He has a habit of turning me on, and (subconsciously?) I return the favor. It makes feel dirty, and guilty. Yet, I still have the same worry; am I just entertaining him, for now? Probably. But at this point, I don't care. I'd sleep with him the first moment we had alone, I confess, even if it led nowhere; I doubt it would ruin our friendship now; we've been too open with each other about everything else. I know it would ruin my relationship with my fiancé; his biggest fear is that I'll get bored of him. Now I have, but I can't stand to tell him and crush his spirit. I started to look to astrology, hoping to find something like, "Give things due time, and they'll work out". Instead, I find no good news for my relationship, but far too much enticement when I matched mine and my friend's signs. It was, in fact, quite scary, saying mine and my friend's love can go unacknowledged for years - which it was - but that mine and my fiance's relationship is based only illusions (his perfected illusion of me, no doubt; that I will always be there to take care of him, that I will never leave him, that I am capable of returning such deep emotions I find I cannot understand). I don't know what to do. I'm so confused. I want to go back in time and tell myself to just go for it, ask my friend out, it will be worth it. Instead, I took the cowardly path, and am paying for it dearly now.

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Want a baby SO badly I want to have another baby in a crazy way. And I want a boy like my life depended on it, but I will never, ever tell my husband that. We have been trying for only 8 months but our first baby was an accident after we'd been told we would never have children, which is why this is so incredibly heartbreaking. What if we can't have anymore children? Can I be happy with one beautiful daughter? Shouldn't I be glad that we were fortunate to have her? Why do I ache so badly to conceive again and why do I long for a baby boy?

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Family is over rated I have 3 brothers and 2 sisters between the 6 of us there are four different fathers I never met my real dad. I was the big secret his wife and children never knew about I was molested by my older brother and sister when i was 7 or so. my mother was very abusive and use to beat me with extension cords,and belts..all the f**** time. My step dad was the only dad I ever knew. since early 1970s..very smart guy, family guy . always helping people out with diffrent projects on there houses in 1989 he shot himself in the head, over his fathers grave.in walpole mass, cause he got busted raping woman, he was raping woman for almost 8 years that we know of..they branded him The loverslane rapist he destoyed any sense of family i ever had.it was like a tornado came down and f* my world..My oldest brother died in prison from liver disease he was in for life for shooting a cops father in tecomha washington, he use to run with the outlaws. my oldest sister turned to prostitution at the age of 15,my step dad had also bean raping her. my second brother is in jail also ..for molesting little girls, he has been a scumbag loser all his life my youngest brother won 50 thousand dollars on the lottery..never offered me a dime.now he a habitual gambler and spend thousands a month, and he is a crack head. I have nothing bad to say about my younger sister she has had to endore so much she is a wonderful mother,when she was younger she tried to kill herself after finding out what her dad was doing( she was only 11) Me????? I ran like h* from my family and never turned back! got married, had a wonderful Daughter and son My son had very serious medical issues, after 10 years of surgeries, he was finally out of the woods, he got killed in a bus accident in west virginia...in 2002 he was only 10 I miss him I have a wonderful grandson,she named him after me..if my daughter ever knew about my Family, I,m afraid she would be Horrified, thats why I can never tell her ..The h*** I have seen.....

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Karma has bitten one of our local racists I'm a Swedish woman and in my hometown there was a local man who had a nasty reputation as being racist. He would get drunk at the local bar and then go on wild shouting tirades whenever a non white person appeared on the television. So flash forward to present times. My sister works as a nurse at the hospital back home and she informed me recently that she just helped to deliver the guy's sixth black grandchild. His daughter is blonde of course and she married an African muslim man.

Karma has bitten one of our local racists I'm a Swedish woman and in my hometown there was a local m...

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One time i was playing with green unicorns... and my mom saw me

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Crossdressing I wear stockings and suspenders I'm a boy and it feels so normal and I wear panties and a bra I feel like wearing it make me look gay the way the panties feel against me feels so good any help/advice on how I can just feel normal and how I can wear panties in school

Crossdressing I wear stockings and suspenders I'm a boy and it feels so normal and I wear panties an...

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Heres just one reason to hate religion I was at work when this short ugly wimp of a boy came to me with his usual holier than thou attitude. He told me that he would never marry a divorced woman. Well every woman in my family was divorced and remarried. I felt insulted because no woman of any description in her right mind would want to marry someone as short and ugly as he was. He argued with me and his signature saying after someone disagreed with him was "you just keep thinking like that". I could have killed his little scrawny ass but I didn't want to lose my job and I just left the little a****. Yes its in bible that your not supposed to marry a divorced woman. The bible also talks about talking snakes and jackasses and other unbelievable nonsense that no one in their right mind would believe happened. Is there anything good about your religion other than the promise of some vague paradise after death? Either that or a similarly vague eternal H* that this kind just loving all forgivine god has in store for non christians? I doubt if I'd like Heaven if it was populated by wimps like the a****** in my story. I'm glad I'm an atheist.

Heres just one reason to hate religion I was at work when this short ugly wimp of a boy came to me w...

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I have a neighbor who goes out with a friend of hers all the time - I mean 24/7 partying and looking for guys. They leave their little kids alone all the time. One girl is fat and wears leggings, trust me, she ain't gettin laid anytime soon YUCK! So when you godzillas finally figure out you ain't gonna land a man and all you have left are your kids and your old and FATTER. I guarantee your kids aren't going to be there for you. You b****** are terrible mothers

I have a neighbor who goes out with a friend of hers all the time - I mean 24/7 partying and lookin...

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I am almost at the end of my teenage years and single. Up till now, I only had one relation, which is over now (not because of me, but my boyfriend who was interested in his 'best friend' and the girl is now his girlfriend as expected). He lived far away and it was not possible to meet every month. I loved him too much. During the middle of our relationship, I felt a little less wanted by him. He seemed to be more interested in his best friend. I was so overflown with hormones I couldn't help myself. I wanted him so badly. I wanted him to notice me, my body. But his skinny beautiful best friend always seemed to top it. He even called me fat in various ways but ended up saying he liked it soft and chubby. (I'm not fat just chubby 36-30-36) I could not help my urges so one day I opened an account in one of the adlt social networking sites. I clicked nd*s and uploaded them there. I was showered with compliments and somehow I felt a bit happy that people desired me. They made me feel like I was beautiful. I had no intentions of any one night stands though.Nor was I interested in replying to all those msgs with d**k pictutes asking me for my number. I just read compliments and felt happy. I did not cheat on my guy by any other means. But was I actually cheating? I don't know but I feel guilty. Honestly I could never think of anyone other than him. He was in my head all the time. Then oneday a guy in this adlt site texted me. For some reason I felt like replying and for the first time actually had a chat with someone. At first he was sxting but then he suddenly wrote "you're not what you seem like. You are a good girl. What are you doing here?" we started talking. He was depressed and he used to share his problems with me. He started falling in love with me even though he never saw my face. We didnot send nds to each other, rather we had descent talk on life and personal matters. I felt a sense of pity for him. He pleaded for my love. But I warned him innumerous times that I cannot be with him that it is not possible. I did not have feelings for him just wanted to help him get out of his depression. But the more I tried to help, the more it got worse. He even made me say "I love you" to him though I did not want to. All the time I was thinking of my boyfriend and thinking by myself that I'm not cheating- I don't have feelings for this guy and my boy is all I want and I love him. And I really meant it. But this online guy, I felt so bad for him. Then one day I decided I had to leave. I had to go away or his life would be ruined. The online guy was rejecting every other girl for me,he just wanted me desperately and it wasn't possible. I felt I was doing wrong to both- my boyfriend and this online guy. So I left. I saw his mails, yearning for me to talk and I deleted the email id. I abandoned the account on the ad*lt networking site. I simply vanished from his life and concentrated on my boyfriend. It's been 2 years, I just hope he has moved on. I wish I could tell him my real name and we could be friends. He was a nice guy. But I never felt attracted to anyone other than my boyfriend. Was I really cheating? It's eating me inside. He is my ex now, but I still wonder, is it acceptable whatever I did? Offcourse not acceptable since I never had the guts to confess this to him and never will. I feel very guilty not being able to tell this to anyone. Helping a guy out of depression only to throw him back into another. I really am a s***** girl. But there was nothing I could have done for this.The online guy was way older than me we had 9 years of age difference. But it is not about the age, I belong in a conservative family and I knew we can't be together. Moreover I never had feelings for him, was helping him just like a friend but anonymously.

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I sort of love my scars. I have a lot. I don't see why I should stop.

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I saw a black gang member get punished for leaving the gang

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My neighbor 'RUMA' was a CHUBBY GIRL & She was near by 8 years Older than me. My age was 9 and we always play together. But soon after few months, She started cheating in every game we played. But whenever I protest, She just use Her Strength and pushed me back and then She run away. But 1 day I have had enough and I started quarreling with Her. And few time later we started fighting, in the beginning I fought well & I punched Her , bite Her and pulled Her hair but soon all changes. After fighting for 5 to 6 minutes I started losing and She Fought with Her Full Stamina & Strength. She punched me on my belly and then on my nose, and I fell down on the floor. And then we started rollin fight, and i tried my best to push Her down and Sit on Her. But I couldn't and instead slowly She used Her Full Strength and Pushed me down on the floor and holds tight my both hands on the floor. By holding my hands down She came on Top of me and Straight Sat on middle of my Stomach & Chest. Then slowly She Sat her Full Weight on me , started slapping me. After slapping for many times , She stops and then She goes back and She Sat on my Stomach with Her full Weight. At first i tried to get Her off me, but She was too Heavy for me to move Her an inch and I finally gave up and let Her Sit on me. She remain Sat on Top of my Belly, and asked for apology. But I didn't answer and She remain Sat. After almost an hour or less I couldn't breathe , and so She leave my Stomach and Sat on top of my Chest. HER WEIGHT was unbearable but She remain Sat on top of my Chest. I let Her Sit for almost half an hour, then I couldn't take HER FULL WEIGHT ON TOP OF MY CHEST anymore and I apologised. And so finally She released me and stood up of my Chest. But after this , She did this same thing to me for many years. And after few years She got married and soon She had a child. Now I'm 17 at that time and She was 26 years old married Woman. And 1 day I called Her in my house and She came alone . After talking to Her for few times, I asked Her to wrestle with me. But She didn't want to fight, meanwhile I'm anxiously waiting to take my REVENGE. So I started first and and slowly we started fighting as we did before. And after 5 minutes I pushed Her down on my bed and Sat on Her Belly with my Full Weight. And also remember it was first time that I Sat on Her, because before time She always Sat on me. And now for few minutes She tried Her best to fight back, but She lost Her Energy & Strength and finally She gave up and let me Sit on Her Belly. So I remain Sat on top of Her Stomach for 20 minutes and suddenly Her husband's phone call came in Her mobile. So She asked me to get off, but I didn't and She started talking with Her husband while I'm Sitting on top of Her Stomach. Then I Sat on Her B**** for more 30 minutes. And She was under my Full Weight for 3 hours on that day. And since then She never came to my house any more. I TOOK MY REVENGE .. !! and I regret that now.

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WOULD LOVE TO MURDER MY STARING NEIGHBOR

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You think... You are the only thing i am holding onto in this world. it feels like no one cares anymore not family or friends you gave me the hope to push forward just a little longer. without you i am as good as dead. And im sure thats exactly what will happen

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I hate my dads wife more than anyone else on the planet This is quite long so if you don’t wanna read something that’s like an article then I don’t suggest reading this whole thing, but if you want to, that’s cool too Mostly just writing this because in a way I need to get all this stuff out, I know it sounds dumb but yeah

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My "25 Secrets" A big Facebook note is now posting your "secrets" so your friends can see them. Here are mine. 25 Facts You Probably Didn’t Know About Me 1. I am addicted to Tetris: I've had dreams about it. 2. I love music more than people. 3. I have no true friends. 4. I am stronger than everyone I know because of my Eating Disorder. 5. My feet are always cold. 6. No one has ever seen “inside” me. 7. Every joy and pain has been analyzed. 8. I truly love popcorn and grapefruit. 9. Sitting in a clean room with everything in perfect order is orgasmic. 10. I am scared no one thinks I’m attractive. 11. I love debating ethical issues more than watching any movie or TV show. 12. I am very gullible. 13. I love heights and small spaces. 14. I have no one who loves me enough to care about this. 15. No one tags me in photos or writes on my wall… I cannot connect with my peers. 16. I’m scared of potato chips, fries, pizza, etc. 17. Making paper snowflakes calms me down. 18. I’m a trash picker. 19. I am a compulsive recycler and feel a little sick when others don’t. 20. I want to disappear. I honestly think I could. Only my family would notice me missing. They wouldn’t really miss me. They would miss the idea of me. 21. My biggest dream is to fall so deeply and painfully in love that I can show someone these secrets and not feel ashamed. 22. I want to live for my work, and truly truly love what I do. 23. I believe in Post-It Notes ®, microwave popcorn, cute skirts, cardigans, lip balm, desk lamps, Conan O’Brien, France, minty gum, lonely heroines, Andrew McMahon, vibrators, falling asleep while reading, electric blankets, cats, Amazon.com, and Oldies radio stations. 24. I don’t believe in God, abortion, Starbucks, Chinese food, round-tip scissors, crappy pencils, Wonder bread, black pepper, paisley, horrible child names, gab rags, E!, MTV, smiley faces, manicures, poufy dresses, naturally thin people, role playing games, group therapy, and anti-depressants. 25. I don’t believe I’ll ever tell anyone I know 95% of this.

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