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When I'm home alone, I pretend that I'm friends with michbub and he's hanging out at my house. 17/m

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Me and my PE teacher My name is Stephanie and if you've read my previous confession, you'll understand some of the stuff. The other day my PE class did gymnastics and man, watching my PE teacher demonstrate was so hot. Then in the change room it was only a few of us left and she came in. The others had finished and I was alone. She asked if I was uncomfortable with her being, because I was in my underwear but I liked her being there. She took off her jacket and vest until she was just wearing her shirt, which really showed her body. Any of you who read my other confession will know I have a massive stomach fetish. The next thing is kinda weird but I think her stomach growled, because I heard a low noise and she looked kinda embarrassed. That is a turn on and I wanted to do two things. Touch myself and tell my PE teacher I have a crush on her. I really can't wait for when we do s** ED, her talking about the female body will really excite me.

Me and my PE teacher My name is Stephanie and if you've read my previous confession, you'll understa...

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Plan on cheating on my boyfriend tonight S with my boyfriend is good. Really good. But I want to be a gay s* tonight. I want to be someones s. I want him to pull my hair and spank me hard gay. I want to suck him up real well and while doing so I want him to have his d between my butt cheeks like I want his, d* f my b. I want him to do some homo fun. My boyfriends romantic. He's so ta-da. I couldn't tell him to bum my hair. He'd be like "Why?" So tonight I'm going to cheat on my boyfriend for the first time that we've been together for a year and I want him to choose the other gay lover from the our latest favorite gay bar. I'm excited and he wants to watch. I know who I'm going to cheat on him with the cannon. There's this guy that's been wating to f* me for sometime now. He's my bootty needed waxing b**. He'll do as I say if waxed.I know he'll f* me like the w**** I've been wanting to be. while my other gay lover watches. Don't get me wrong, I love my boyfriend but he wants this as much as I do. so its a win win and might be a threesome homo-mon-thing.

Plan on cheating on my boyfriend tonight S** with my boyfriend is good. Really good. But I want to ...

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I am so upset at friend who is staying with me. The friend of mine from high school (she's 38) recently moved back into town, and I have let her stay with me until she gets a job and her own place. We've been friends for years, though we haven't seen a lot of each other until recently. The problem that I'm having with my friend is that she dresses inappropriately around the house. I have a husband and a 18 year old son as well, so this bothers me. She wears shorts that nearly go up her rear, and tank tops that show her bra straps. She also likes to sunbathe out on the deck in a bikini, and doesn't have a problem if my son is around when doing so. In fact, they like to sit out together and surf facebook and stuff. The last straw was this weekend when I was doing laundry and noticed some white stains on some of her underwear in the hamper. Someone in the house is relieving himself on her clothes. I talked to my husband about this, but he told me to relax and chill out, that it is no big deal. I might be irrational, but I'm livid that my friend is dressing in a way that makes me think that the guys in the house are getting randy. I'm about ready to throw her ass out, but I don't want to ruin our friendship. I'm just p*****, I guess.

I am so upset at friend who is staying with me. The friend of mine from high school (she's 38) recen...

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I have been cutting for one year. My arm looks like it was mauled by a bear. I now have this wonderful boyfriend and he makes me so happy. I never cut anymore. The scars are still there and I always where long sleves. Today he asked me why don't I show my arms. I lied and said that I am always so cold. He says I am so beatiful and me showing my arms would make any man crazy. I really want to but I am afraid that he will think that I am crazy.

I have been cutting for one year. My arm looks like it was mauled by a bear. I now have this wonderf...

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when I go out at night I always act like I have had a few alcohol drinks and a bit high and swear and stumble and I haven't had any alcohol at all. I think I just pick it up from others who are with me who drink more then me.

when I go out at night I always act like I have had a few alcohol drinks and a bit high and swear an...

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Comming to work on drugs I had a horrible low paying job as an ambulance driver for a mental hospital when I was going to college nights. I had two co workers who were not worth a damn and who made a bad job overall much worse. One guy didn't show up on time, took more than the alotted time on break and left early. Sometimes he failed to even show up. The other guy was worse if thats possible. He had seven children living with him and his wife and he was trying to live off of our very horrible salary. One day the guy with the kids came in on some drug. He apparently got the idea that he was a sort of supernatural being and he wanted to start his own religion. He fancied himself "the black messiah" His religion was apparently based on free sexual love and drugs. One day he came to work and announced that he was never comming to work there again. Big loss. He was on the way to being fired anyway. When the summer rolled around I put in a two weeks notice and quit myself. I eventually got another better job but I never forgot those days.

Comming to work on drugs I had a horrible low paying job as an ambulance driver for a mental hospita...

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book to read "Dark secrets part 2" What to you do when there's no room for honesty?

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I've never been in love with anyone I've never been in love with anyone, i've never even kissed a guy before. Every time i see some one with a boyfriend i automaticly try to find the girls faults and think why the guy is not with me, or any guy is not with me. i dont know how to find a boyfriend. i think im too short, to ugly... 3 times i've tried to kill my self, with out anyone knowing.. (taking lots of pills) i cut my stomach so no one see's because i never wear anything that shows my stomach. I seem happy to people around me, but i feel really angry all the time.. i often think of killing people, and i am obsessed with serial killers and horror movies. i like older male actors, (thats not really a problem but people think it is weird).. i would call the childrens help line but i think my promblem is not seriouse enough... compared to people being abused or whatever any comments will help

I've never been in love with anyone I've never been in love with anyone, i've never even kissed a gu...

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What it's like to be ugly I have always known I was ugly. From the time I was an infant not one person spared me. No one failed to remind me of all I lacked. After I was born, my grandmother used to say my nose looked like it had been run over by a train. She and father used to say my eyes were too squinty, too small, too Asian. By school age, I was too dark skinned and reminded to stay indoors. I rebelled! I cherished my childhood in the sun. I discovered running and it gave me a sense of freedom and happines nothing else could. My father, grandmother, and the extended family would often complain about my darkened skin. Whenever I took a bath, I would scrub myself raw to wipe away the guilt and shame. On a usual trip to school, I experienced the first remark about my appearance from another student. He was a few years older and Korean. He was desperately trying to impress the American girl that sat beside me. So he announced I was ugly and he would never want me. He emphasised how she was more his taste. I was 9 years old. I was far too immature to understand the gravity of his words back then. However, it did make me feel very small. By the time I turned 11, school took my father's place in regular taunts. The children never let me forget how hideous I was. I tried to be logical about it. I reasoned with myself that it didn't matter how I looked. "I've come to school to for an education not for a fashion show!" Unfortunately, even other girls proceeded to humiliate me in the P.E. change rooms. While I have always been classified as underweight, somehow, I was deemed fat in this very change room. For the first time in my life, I went home and stared at myself in the mirror. I took a long hard look to prove to myself there's no way I was fat. I pulled at ever bit of skin I had. I could not understand why everyone called me ugly. How could I stop it? Could I even help how I looked? How could I change? Why was I cursed with this face and this body? These questions raced through my mind. I told myself to accept my fate. Besides no medical professional would agree to any cosmetic procedures on a preteen. I ate my own weight in chocolate that day and threw up from overeating. I never had a food binge again. But I discovered eating made me feel safe and secure. Ugly and fat were routinely hurled at me from boys well into secondary school. Along with colourful phrases such as "eww" and "gross". I'm not sure why I was subjected to all these rejections given I never made any advances or overtures. I had zero interest in anyone. My standing theory is other people would tease whatever boy took pity on me. Even if we were innocently playing chess, someone would insinuate there were ulterior motives. The boy would immediatrly recoil and rattle off a slew of insults. One of my worst memories to date would be that of a university friend. I finally thought I had managed to find decent friends. I grew comfortable and came to peace. One evening, we had decided to go out for sushi. A mutual friend made the mistake in calling this friend by my name. She was incredulous. The mutual friend tried to explain we were both around the same height, weight, and had the same hair colour. She proceeded to say there was absolutely no way she looked like me and that it was insulting that anyone could ever mistake us for one another. I was devastated. At the time, she was my closest friend. I naively assumed she thought well of me. I did the most pathetic thing possible and told her if it had been the other way around I would have been happy. I walked away from that "friendship" over some other unspeakable things. Lately, I've been seeing someone- my first real boyfriend. About a week ago he reminded me why I should have remained single. Who could ever love me? After all, I'm ugly. During a heated argument he decided to put my physical defects on full display. Everything from my hair, eyes, nose, teeth, to my private parts. Objectively, I don't think there's anything wrong with me. I think I'm average. However, due to society's exacting standards on women, it would be impossible for me to be considered remotely attractive. Tonight, I made a vow to myself. I have decided to be alone. I am never going to be intimate with anyone ever again. I do not want to be haunted by these memories anymore. I don't want to have crippling fear and anxiety that comes with trying to be considered attractive to others. I don't want to be judged by my appearance only to be debased at a later date. This would be implausible in the dating game and in relationships. I wish to be free of these restraints and at peace with myself. I might by ugly to others but at least I can be happy alone. Thank you for taking the time to read.

What it's like to be ugly I have always known I was ugly. From the time I was an infant not one pers...

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hmm, men and bitches fake show pony repertoire \\it means- a stock of plays, dances, or items that a company or a performer knows or is prepared to perform. synonyms: collection, stock, range, repertory the whole body of items which are regularly performed.a stock of skills or types of behavior that a person habitually uses. it would be nice to meet a man who has genuine charm and class and not a asshole side and who can actually put words right. like words do mostly come easy to me, sometimes not and so I try to give men the benefit of the doubt that maybe they really can't express how they really feel about a woman to a woman due their lack of maturity and their bold male bravdo they go on with but its never charming. jordon was the same, so was rick and so was dr and its strange. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qLGcAo5i7H8&list=RDqLGcAo5i7H8&start_radio=1 i mean why do they bother to flirt to let you down all the time since I was a child men did this to me. other men in my teens that i liked. all the men i hated wouldn't get the hint to fuck off quickly like russel and ken and keith and wayne, peter etc. i never liked them, never loved them. they had no charm and i didn't care that they had no charm but it hurts when the ones you like have no charm and sweet care. rick used to do some very seductive sweet things no man has ever done to me ever. same with jordan and dr and politician or cop. why do men i like do that?

hmm, men and bitches fake show pony repertoire \\it means- a stock of plays, dances, or items that...

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hmm, men and bitches fake show pony repertoire like the fake ass charm of the politican and his fake play up to kids all part of the fake game he plays like they all do too, its already has a new bimbo blonde squeeze, my former boss would called her a complete useless bimbet. it means- a stock of plays, dances, or items that a company or a performer knows or is prepared to perform. synonyms: collection, stock, range, repertory the whole body of items which are regularly performed.a stock of skills or types of behavior that a person habitually uses. it would be nice to meet a man who has genuine charm and class and not a asshole side and who can actually put words right. like words do mostly come easy to me, sometimes not and so I try to give men the benefit of the doubt that maybe they really can't express how they really feel about a woman to a woman due their lack of maturity and their bold male bravado they go on with but its never charming. jordan was the same, so was rick and so was dr and its strange. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qLGcAo5i7H8&list=RDqLGcAo5i7H8&start_radio=1 i mean why do they bother to flirt to let you down all the time since I was a child men did this to me. other men in my teens that i liked. all the men i hated wouldn't get the hint to fuck off quickly like Russel and peter, ken and Keith and Wayne. i never liked them, never loved them. they had no charm and i didn't care that they had no charm but it hurts when the ones you like have no charm and sweet care. rick used to do some very seductive sweet things no man has ever done to me ever. same with jordan and dr and mr politician. why do men i like do that? thanks for ruining my life and stopping me from having the love, money and education graduation and house and marriage etc. just thanks a lot. so sick of it and i have still never owned a credit card in my life and i am near 50. what does that tell you about the world?

hmm, men and bitches fake show pony repertoire like the fake ass charm of the politican and his fake...

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I hate being a mom I f hate being a mom. I love my child with all my heart but I wasn't ready for this. The person I had the baby with said he'd be there every step of the way and now I'm stuck doing this alone. I can't pee alone, eat, sleep, bathe f none of that. I can't go anywhere and I'm a f stay at home mom because my child's father wasn't going to take off work to watch her and no one else could and I didn't have the money to put her in daycare. I'm starting to hate my child's father. We don't even f live together because he would rather be a roommate with his friend than to share responsibility of having this child. He thinks because he brings diapers every now and again that he's a "parent". He drops by and leaves. He gets a break and some freedom. I'm here 24/7. It drives me crazy because I have no outlet. Before I was a parent I was just graduating from college and on my own. I don't regret my child but I regret who I had it with and the time period I did. I would've had her when I was a lot older and more stable. I'm living with my mother with no car, no job and I'm f 23. I got postpartum depression after I had my baby and they immediately put me on antidepressants that do nothing. I picture myself just running away in the middle of the night and leaving everything all behind but my child needs a mother. She's almost a year old and time can't go fast enough. I just want her to grow up already. The baby phase has been nothing but h*. She came out a preemie and had bad colic and could barely eat. She didn't sleep and still doesn't now. Her father thinks he has it so f****** hard just working at Walmart for a couple hours and coming home. The difference with us is I don't get a break. I have to do this everyday nonstop with ZERO help. I have emotional break downs constantly and just want to end it all. I feel like a failure and I did my life all wrong. I'm so disappointed in myself and I cry everyday about it. I feel so guilty because when I first found out I was pregnant by my child's father I immediately wanted an abortion or go for adoption because he wasn't responsible at all. I still think about it now and always wonder,"What if?" I love my child and I'm happy she is here but I feel like I'm really drowning. I always wonder did I miss out on my life having my child so early. The rest of my friends are living it up and I'm home being a mom....alone.

I hate being a mom I f****** hate being a mom. I love my child with all my heart but I wasn't ready ...

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Eating disorders and selfharm I always think of starting to selfharm but then I think that it's a stupid thing to do other times I'm close to it. Help I feel like an awful parent Since my husband left me to raise 4 kids alone, I feel like I am failing. I barely make ends meet and can't give them what their friends have. I work a lot and never have energy to do things with them. I am lucky to get dinner at night and know I need to make healthier meals. I just want to give them to someone who could raise them better because I am so tired and stressed. I love them very much and they deserve better

Eating disorders and selfharm I always think of starting to selfharm but then I think that it's a st...

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Hear me out Ok so I am a teenager in her late teens and well my life is crap so far well my dad messed up our relationship when I was 3 and stalked me and my mom then she got a boyfriend he became my stepdad and abused us all the way he verbally abused me and physically abused my mom as in punching kicking etc it went on for a few years until he assaulted my sibling. I have an aunt/uncle (can't say which sorry) who is always competitive it is so f**** annoying my mom won't even come out of her stupid touchscreen retarded p of a phone we barely talk anymore an my Nan is the only person who really understands me I love her she is my rock oh and to be honest we are poor I only have 3 pants for myself to wear when my stupid mom goes out 2 times a month ad stays in a hotel with her boyfriend oh and forgot to mention I found her having s when I was young SCARRED FOR LIFE

Hear me out Ok so I am a teenager in her late teens and well my life is crap so far well my dad mess...

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Nothing matters to me anymore I feel alone.. :(

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I'm married, love my husband to bits. Lastnight I had s with a girl, and because I didn't want to hide anything from him I told him the girl came on to me in my sleep. I lied. He's not mad at me he's mad at her. I love him so much he's a good man. I met a homeless scary man at the bus stop.He talked to me and gave me his number. Just to play I called him and things turned serious to the point of meeting him. We got a room and I can swear on everything I love that the s was SUPER good... I feel kind of bad for going so low but I am glad to have tasted the best man ever. then I'm going to s her again next week. She made me o* 3 times and her v*** is so fat I love to taste it. Am I cheating?

I'm married, love my husband to bits. Lastnight I had s** with a girl, and because I didn't want to ...

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I'm Indonesian who living in Malaysia. I living Malaysia since 10 year old. Now I in university. BTW, Malaysia is very unwelcoming to foreigners and international students. I feel happy when I was young. First time when I come to Malaysia I thought everything is good. Teachers are good, and I was able to make local friends. But I never realize that Malaysia is actually very BAD TO FOREIGNERS. And now, I already be a university student and I realize, Malaysia is F RUDE AND UNWELCOMING TO FOREIGNERS AND INTERNATIONAL STUDENTS. My parents keep telling me that I need to earn my own money, so that I still finding part time jobs. But nobody wants to hiring me, because I'M A FOREIGNER. They keep saying "MALAYSIAN ONLY" and not wanna hiring me. I even ever saw a f shop that hiring a vacancy but they f say "NO FOREIGNERS". What the f* man??? I'M NOT A TERRORIST OR CRIMINALS. I just wanna work here. Because Malaysia and Indonesia use same MALAY LANGUAGE I have no problem to speaking in Malay. But they keep reject me. I have friends from Bangladesh and Nigeria. They also finding part time job but no one wanna hiring them, too. We are just a ordinary foreigner, NEITHER TERRORIST NOR CRIMINALS. But Malaysia is just F** LIKE THIS. Think before, those F MALAYSIANS if you at least come to our country or else go to abroad CAN YOU BEHAVE LIKE THIS? What do you feel if THEY REJECTED YOU BECAUSE YOU ARE JUST A FOREIGNERS IN THAT COUNTRY? Why you always like this? LIKE F S? Do you know that YOU F MALAYSIA'S BEHAVIOR IS LIKE A N*? THAT NOT SUIT FOR 21ST CENTURY? Let's boycott Malaysia. We should boycott and against this F**** S* FASCIST COUNTRY THAT HATE FOREIGNERS. SEE WHAT WILL HAPPENED. Later MALAYSIANS ARE THE ONE WHO WILL BE DAMAGED. BETTER WATCH OUT. We, proud to be as foreigners, F** DISLIKE YOU, MALAYSHITA. B.

I'm Indonesian who living in Malaysia. I living Malaysia since 10 year old. Now I in university. BT...

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"go suck somethings fuck a million miles away from me" is what I should have told all men, if I had any sense years ago.

"go suck somethings fuck a million miles away from me" is what I should have told all men, if I had ...

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