Confessions about 'General'

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It was really hard for me when my friend cindy died of cancer. she came and told me and mum she had gone and bought a dress to bury her in and it was just too much for me. I cried when rhonda died even, I lost a few people I liked and I am so sorry I am not that strong to carry it all.

It was really hard for me when my friend cindy died of cancer. she came and told me and mum she had ...

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My Mother drives me crazy, she rang to the college expensive one they sacrifice money for me, she tells me all the time like as if I am supposed to weep and bend over for them. What a suck-bitch she is with this to explain my away time and teachers pet whimpy straw-ur! "When our daughter Jary told us you were ill and would miss work, we were understandably upset, but we are thankful that your absence will be only for a few days. You have been Jary's favorite (and in our opinion best) teacher. Jary has been ill herself last year and missed a lot of class time with her asthma and its been costly to us, but will be back next year to repeat year 9 and We hope that you will take her again. She and some of the other students are making get-well cards for you over xmas. We, too, would like to wish you a speedy recovery. Jary has promised to "learn real hard" while your substitute is teaching. Please delighted to have our Best wishes and our daughter back for 2019. yaha yahaa, yaha!" did we have to bump into them over my college break really! party over! wounded pride actually!

My Mother drives me crazy, she rang to the college expensive one they sacrifice money for me, she te...

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My boss was pretty good to me today, she said "I have read and analyzed your proposal to provide on-site child care to employees of Doe Companies. I was impressed by your statistics on the higher retention rates for executives in companies with such facilities. I have recommended to the Board that they approve your proposal." I just want a promotion.

My boss was pretty good to me today, she said "I have read and analyzed your proposal to provide on-...

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I know we are scheduled to see the next game together, but my mother is coming for a visit the same weekend so I will have to cancel this time. I do look forward to the homecoming game with you the following week.

I know we are scheduled to see the next game together, but my mother is coming for a visit the same...

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she doesn't know how cute she looks asleep leaning on my clothes. :)

she doesn't know how cute she looks asleep leaning on my clothes. :)

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she needs to listen more about the seriousness she passes off some things and I feel like a liar or imposter if only she seen the mess of the house and the clutter its not normal and It will only get worse. someone from lifeline over xmas told me to do that when I rang I told the man how my dad broke the pantry door and just kept drinking and let it hang til me and mum took it off. and he has about 12 empty sorbelene bottles he refuses to throw out and that is only a small part of it. I have to back to my doctor over the bladder pain as one gp said it could be a tumor causing this? it worries me and I am in pain and I think I need to make her understand the seriousness of some issues she is passing off like dads drinking and bullying and how his hoarding and my shopping addictions have to be dealt with. we never talk about that and the shame i feel over it or my weight. i have great plans and then great intentions that always go sour and the guilt trippers turn up to play in my head of "oh your so like this person then you know etc" and it doesn't help to just shoot the breeze when its a serious issue apart from the bullying. my fears are that we have had people break n entering and now my parents are going away and I feel afraid for the house to not be occupied but for me I am afraid to be here alone for break and enter fears and should i go or not or what? I can't trust anyone and fear someone breaking in when we are not there. there my issues right now. its all scattered over the place but I wrote them down and make a plan how to handle each thing.

she needs to listen more about the seriousness she passes off some things and I feel like a liar or ...

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its an on going thing. it feels like persecution, that sounds dramatic I guess or paranoia but I have expereinced bullying and people felt the need to attack me and punish me over minor things and even a gang tried to kill me because we had a pedo in the family who is now dead, they took it out on me. I have told the support group at Al Annon about some of it not a lot. Its embarrasing and I was abused myself by him and so was my dad but all the same this gang of stalkers decided to attack me. sorry about my spelling. yes, I live in fear a lot. I don't know how to talk about it to people I know. they make out I over react. like hell I do. more like under-react. I see the wood for the trees don't worry! I keep records.I am not too prideful to tell either.

its an on going thing. it feels like persecution, that sounds dramatic I guess or paranoia but I hav...

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so I have learnt some software systems for work etc and most of them never used, now there is all these new ones taking over in admin. I am so frustrated I have been doing Opera PMS and I sat the freakin exam 2 times and failed. Its a hard exam. My course teacher didn't provide us with a manual, oh, no, we had to go find it for ourselves. I just want easy exams. I am sick of complications. I have to take heaps of dam notes and you know what, probably never dam use the system ever in any job. I know most people who do courses never work in what they study. Its just murphy's rule. Life is laughing at you. PMS pre-mongr-syndrome! I got enough mongr in me to be a cop! you bringing it out in me every day when things don't go good for me. You want to be careful what monster you create in me! and that is a warning!

so I have learnt some software systems for work etc and most of them never used, now there is all th...

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I have plenty of the Mongr in me to be a cop! People have bought it out in me in the last decades really good like. you know I can hurl it too and take a few fights. man to man right and left !

I have plenty of the Mongr in me to be a cop! People have bought it out in me in the last decades re...

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effluents tmi ;( effluents too many!

effluents tmi ;( effluents too many!

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I love underage girls

I love underage girls

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I have a itchy crutch. like I want to orgasm all the time. I want sex a lot since I was young. how do you get into this action? being an inquisitive boy I want to know?

I have a itchy crutch. like I want to orgasm all the time. I want sex a lot since I was young. how d...

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I'm being abused by two guys, who are brothers, that I went to high school with. Its been going on for almost a year and yet I continue to go to their house every Saturday night. Its hard to justify but I withstand the abuse because of the total sexual satisfaction of it. They insist on undressing me and once naked I am in a state of arousal for hours. How I orgasm so often while being completely humiliated I don't know. There isn't a sexual act that they haven't done to me at one time or another. I am dominated by them and being screwed as I suck the other one. I am subjected to anal sex with them and the way sex toys and vibrators are used on me is so embarrassing yet I still have continuous orgasms. I am spanked by them each time and have had intercourse in every position possible. I lay there as they take turns penetrating both my vagina and rectum with a pair of vibrators. When they do this they have me sucking their penis. Its degrading but I don't even complain when they ejaculate on my body and in my mouth. When I wake up Sunday mornings these guys make me breakfast not letting me dress after my shower. Before I go home I either give both oral sex or at least masturbate them. They treat me like a piece of meat but I just keep going back. What is wrong with me that I let these guys take advantage of me. As bad as they treat me sometimes I orgasm more with them than I have ever done any other time. I suppose being humiliated by them has something to do with the way I get aroused. They spank me every week and I never had anyone spank me naked before. I must be crazy because my butt is black and blue when they are done. They don't do this a lot but they have jerked off putting their penis between my breasts and purposely cum in my face. I never have told them to stop doing anything and they never ask if anything is ok. So I am the one who is a fool.

I'm being abused by two guys, who are brothers, that I went to high school with. Its been going on ...

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wetting the bed is no big deal, she doe s it all the time but its coming between us.

wetting the bed is no big deal, she doe s it all the time but its coming between us.

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does anyone else know the meaning of depression like I do? depressed lifestyle and life, I just want a good change.

does anyone else know the meaning of depression like I do? depressed lifestyle and life, I just wan...

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I am finding it hard to get through the day and often all I want to do is sleep , because , well, things been so bad now since I dropped out of nursing training, well assisting workshops. I didn't plan to have poor relationship or business with them. I couldn't help getting ill. Still now I have heart problems and chest problems and caused the asthma to feel worse.

I am finding it hard to get through the day and often all I want to do is sleep , because , well, th...

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dooo year!

dooo year!

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woaha, I am spending nye sitting on a can by the fires!

woaha, I am spending nye sitting on a can by the fires!

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People who use "&" as a replacement for "and" on sites other than Twitter should be banned from writing why do people go on abt spelling mistakes when some is confessing?when im surfing this site anything on the internet, as well as people who think the word for one female is "women" i use a mobile n it takes long to spell properly.what makes people climb the wall abt the spellings? and people who don't put spaces between paragraphs why do people go on abt spelling in their message board posts (unless they're talking about more than one topic in said post).

People who use "&" as a replacement for "and" on sites other than Twitter should be banned from writ...

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met up with Mr M again for a secret night out, at least the sex is great !

met up with Mr M again for a secret night out, at least the sex is great !

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