Confessions about 'Hate'

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I have accepted I feel guilty no matter what I eat. every mouthful I feel guilty about for years now. I feel guilty for eating, my selfish needs, I feel guilty needing to use a toilet, I feel guilty about wanting love. sorry, I am not supposed to think I am good enough for a job or house or man, but I do feel good enough for decades, sorry if you didn't notice or tried to turn things around to suit your own dirty ass!

I have accepted I feel guilty no matter what I eat. every mouthful I feel guilty about for years now...

Hate

I didn't want to eat much meat for dinner, I ate the salads and just a bit of pork and had a half a mango and eggnog and berries with oat flakes. lunch I just had chicken and left over mediterainian baked vegitables and breakfast I deliberately ate less oats and chai seeds and coconut but I feel like I spoilt the exercise cuz I had a small piece of chocolate. I am trying to give up sugar and I don't believe these people who are even against fruit sugars so you can't eat fruit. you can't eat grains on paleo, you can't eat anything but veg, but I don't know with weight gain or loss what the answer is, the body does what it needs to, to live. I am sick of this fat. I want to throw it at others meanly.

I didn't want to eat much meat for dinner, I ate the salads and just a bit of pork and had a half a ...

Hate

I can't stand bonny - what a idiot ! she is an abusive mother like stephanie, the guest come over but if they only knew what the neighbors hear her abusing her kids so much they would stay away.

I can't stand bonny - what a idiot ! she is an abusive mother like stephanie, the guest come over bu...

Abuse, Hate

i can see the game dirty don is playing on me, this guy is bad news and a asshole poke for his whore kuds, kids

i can see the game dirty don is playing on me, this guy is bad news and a asshole poke for his whore...

Abuse, Hate

I hate don ! asshole if ever one was born. son of a whore.

Abuse, Hate

I enjoy seeing my family stumble around their squaller!

Abuse, Hate

my mother enjoys that people won't help my needs to be met all these years and how they have harmed me

my mother enjoys that people won't help my needs to be met all these years and how they have harmed ...

Abuse, Hate

my life sucked the day I met you yanking yourself against all the furniture like a dirty slob and the site of you sickened me even as a child with that creepy blonde hair and satanic blue eyes.

my life sucked the day I met you yanking yourself against all the furniture like a dirty slob and th...

Hate

stupid people are nice, clever people are violent and mean. its the only to be a winner.

Hate

I come from the spastic family of hopeless stupid genes and losers of retard mind and unwelcomed company. its not that we are bad or evil infact that is the problem we are too nice and it works against us.

I come from the spastic family of hopeless stupid genes and losers of retard mind and unwelcomed com...

Hate

I am a dumb ass bum loser compared to your special beautiful clever family of achievers, shame you didn't allow others to achieve and the effort your family go to ruin others lifes how do you find the time to excell so much ? that is the greatest mystery, but I guess bullying works for most of the time, I should be one myself.

I am a dumb ass bum loser compared to your special beautiful clever family of achievers, shame you d...

Abuse, Hate

the cycle of a shitty awful life let down and disappointed over and over and so sick of giving when I don't get much back.

the cycle of a shitty awful life let down and disappointed over and over and so sick of giving when ...

Hate

I cant stand other peoples confessions on here they make me sick.

Hate

I feel awful that I ate sugar again today, even fruit sugar is risky I have been told. oh god when will these sins stop on my eating and cravings.

I feel awful that I ate sugar again today, even fruit sugar is risky I have been told. oh god when w...

Pride, Hate

fuck yo sinners.

Hate

I keep putting off having a blood test. I struggle dealing with having needles in the vein and don't trust nurses and doctors much.

I keep putting off having a blood test. I struggle dealing with having needles in the vein and don't...

Hate

I have a un-natural fear of men in situations that I can't explain and I just didn't trust him straight away I was imagining him making me dig my grave and try to kill me when he said "I will surprise you" I text back and said no don't I don't think my heart and health could handle the stress of it." and I just couldn't go I rang a friend and she said no, don't trust him he is wrong for you so I didn't bother. I am square and more worried about my health then sexually impressing a man.

I have a un-natural fear of men in situations that I can't explain and I just didn't trust him strai...

Hate

you must be the loneliest fart in a pickle bottle sucked in and can't escape your problems.

Hate

I can't go back to that vet again yesterday was shockingly expensive.

Hate

people say I am wasting away my life on the net, I study just about every day or at night if I go out during the day. I have no social life and no friends that is true because my counsellor told me to dump them all when they were hurting my feelings so much. what else can I do with life? I can't force myself on people and make people employ me or like me. I don't know how to make drugs or how to do hacking or even make a webpage even though I have done some units in college in that crap, I don't know how to earn a living which I think is pretty disgusting and not the person I intended to be. I can't make men date me! I can't make them ask me out for sex or dinner or movies or whatever. I just don't know what else to do, what is wrong with me? am I bad for wanting love and employment and studying? is that the new bad ? these days cuz I don't know what is anymore. I don't know how people date and I don't do texting and talk shit street slang that much. I genuinly like people and I made all these xmas things and feel like giving them away. i would feel better if I was allowed to feel normal sometimes.

people say I am wasting away my life on the net, I study just about every day or at night if I go ou...

Pride, Hate