Confessions about 'Hate'

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went to this shitty old place yesterday I mean Coo is not much of a place. yuk I hate the place.

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go like yourself dirty pedo gay losers. your dirty scum.

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he goes "well that didn't work" and the little black shit hands over its ass and ears and I said "well of cause we won't work for you", little shit.

he goes "well that didn't work" and the little black shit hands over its ass and ears and I said "we...

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like my dad expected me to go running after taxiride band again. and I said I gave up on those guys ages ago. after that night I was talking to tim and some woman came up and slapped in across the face hard screaming right in front of me and jason was backstage going on about some woman liking dick, and I actually can't remember one fucking happy time with them, it was exciting for a while but soon worn thin I was depressed the whole time from 1999-2003 when I seen them, i mean was it it that great without a real boyfriend, no. it was only and sweaty and all the girls just pushed me around cuz I was thin and short. not worth the bother or effort at all. it should have been a lot more fun but I was so sad after my grandmothers death and illnesses and rick and katy and then grandfather died I was upset. I mean I have always got through all my illnesses and sadness greiving alone, no fucker ever hangs around to give a shit about my feelings and needs. and the ones like rus or ken who do are complete fucking yobo idiots I won't tolerate anymore. I am not the only party poozer fun wowzer of the family my sister and father and mother are complete fun wowzers, no one has fun here. emotional joy and fun is something I might have expereienced once or twice, maybe even back in 1999 once around tr ? who knows I wouldn't I avoid acknowledging my emotions at the best of times. love, joy, life of your own, independance, friends, liberty freedom, what ever the bloody hell those things are supposed to mean? its just a state of mind. oh yeh one night there was so much dope around the night club i had martini and was bombed out looking at the star ceiling for ages with relatives.

like my dad expected me to go running after taxiride band again. and I said I gave up on those guys ...

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I hate this job. working here sux.

Abuse, Hate

YOU ARE A FUCKING SPASTIC RETARD WITH YOUR CLUTZY SPASTIC HANDS THE WAY YOU THROW THINGS AROUND AND PUSH AND SHOVE CUTLERY AND CHINA AND YOUR STOMPING AND DUNCING ACT. SOMEONE PUT A BULLET IN ITS HEAD. ITS USELESS GOOD FOR NOTHING RETARD SPASTIC . I HATE HIS WHINGING MOANING GROANING COMPLAINING OLD WOMAN VOICE, IT CAN'T WORK AND KEPT A FAMILY SO IT SHOULD BE PUT DOWN.

YOU ARE A FUCKING SPASTIC RETARD WITH YOUR CLUTZY SPASTIC HANDS THE WAY YOU THROW THINGS AROUND AND ...

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my father is a retard, a spastic a complete fucking idiot loser, a hopeless loss, useless in everyway possible, he has no idea what the fuck he is doing with anything. he wrecks everything good we have. no one can tell him anything. he is so forcing and demanding and then wonders why things break. he kept bending and bashing at pipes and wrecked the dishwasher, now he has wrecked the sink he has wrecked the toilet down stairs, chairs, doorknobs, anything, he wrecks everything.

my father is a retard, a spastic a complete fucking idiot loser, a hopeless loss, useless in everywa...

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this morning we woke up to the kitchen tap spurting water and a busted water pipe, I knew that would happen because my father turns on and off taps so heavy handed, it was leaking a lot over the last 3 weeks and getting worse. this is what I mean by this spastic wrecking things in the house and has no idea how to fix it, and no money to fix it. my expensive furniture is getting damaged because of this spastic father - I wish someone would put a bullet in my fathers head... useless retarted fool.

this morning we woke up to the kitchen tap spurting water and a busted water pipe, I knew that would...

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I have to be tested for all the hepatitis group illnesses and I keep putting off the blood test. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FrJqLB07zC8 so the wedding dress I bought has a look to it that is a cross between a satin collared white shirt long sleeve with a large bow to the side that is rather 1940s looking to me, and I want to place over the skirt a lace creamy ivory shade so its a cross between this video at counter 1.22 and 2.02 and with a long veil and I have a very victorian lace dress that I would definately where some long pale cami dress under it in ivory and it has a floral lace trim long veil both very pretty. I only hope if I can't wear them some one wonderful can make justice of the dresses as they deserve but I still hope that person secretly is me! lol.....i do have some pride even for a well known martyr of enjoyment and love, well I am not really I just have never found any man good enough who will play the part I want him to play. they try to or think they are and they are not, they do stupid yobo things and the opposite of what I am about.

I have to be tested for all the hepatitis group illnesses and I keep putting off the blood test. htt...

Pride, Hate

ah, she creates a fuss about nothing!

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sorry to hear about your hairy ass older daddy nightmare sarina how old is he your 65 so he would have to be 90, she's obviously Italian/spainish/greek/south american mediterainians apes to have hairy thick cunt hair removed their partners can't find the genitals its so black and long its obligatory for those races to shave and wax ass!

sorry to hear about your hairy ass older daddy nightmare sarina how old is he your 65 so he would ha...

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i don't know what she is doing with that fire alarm going off all the time out there but its stupid what ever it is.

i don't know what she is doing with that fire alarm going off all the time out there but its stupid ...

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I hate this dust bowl of a gin camp wild west Mississippi city I live in.

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good try saddie! it doesn't wash however!

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i am using the ear drops and worried about the bills because I am flat busted broke after the vet and had to help pay for that. I am angry I never wanted to be living like this no husband, no job, no children, no one to care about me. I am feeling like when will I ever feel like "ah, I am finally allowed to get married and have a child" by everyone. they have allowed me to have a marriage to some decent man rather then a bloody idiot. yeh you would yell and get angry! i am an angry person. like I said to the nuns last year, one day my anger might go away when I get what I want then it will definately go away! til them I can't guarantee much.

i am using the ear drops and worried about the bills because I am flat busted broke after the vet an...

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one day my anger might go away. I told the nuns at the convent!

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genital mutilation!

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yeh and I forgot to mention the chest and heart pain and swallowen feeling having trouble breathing at times ... trying to study no money how a complete shambles, my father and mother always arguing, not enough money to do this and that that needs fixing. I mean how can I smile and be nice to people when people in this neighborhood have expressed such hate for me for decades anyway.

yeh and I forgot to mention the chest and heart pain and swallowen feeling having trouble breathing ...

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I found inderal a hard drug to handle that overall made me rather weak and it was not pleasant at all. I didn't like being on it for the whole time I took it and certain other medications I would not recomend either, doctors make a difference and finding good ones today is hard.

I found inderal a hard drug to handle that overall made me rather weak and it was not pleasant at al...

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what brutus has to understand is I am not interested in him. I don't want him in my life. I don't want to know him at all. he fucked things up for me and DO. you fucking dickhead. and I reported the guy who looked like ken there to police. get the message fuck off! and stop wrecking the relationships I want, you have a wife brutus and it aint me, just like ken has a wife and it aint me. so bugger off. stop getting involved in my affairs of the heart or it will kill you!

what brutus has to understand is I am not interested in him. I don't want him in my life. I don't wa...

Pride, Hate