Confessions about 'Hate'

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if I want to go to exercise gym or to workshop or out I am not having anyone tell me what to do least of all brutus. go shove it baker brutus!

if I want to go to exercise gym or to workshop or out I am not having anyone tell me what to do leas...

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brutus next door yells out at the kids in the pool "get away from her " at the boy to the girl. shame they didn't think about the pedo actor that was doing things to her as well. I mean, that dickhead led me on and I told him I liked him and he fucked every other women in this street. so he can fuck off ! infact that whole family can fuck off. I can't stand courtney the way she gets young men she services for prostitution to park outside our house and stealing men from me. loud sex on trampolines is vulgar.

brutus next door yells out at the kids in the pool "get away from her " at the boy to the girl. sham...

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why is the glare really hurting my eyes today?

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I am sick of stupid people doing role play bs

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I wondered why my gp wanted me on inderal but he said he was worried about the white and red blood cells in my urine and risk of bladder cancer and I was more worried about having mastoid ear cancer after so many ear infections and all the MRI's I had on my brain and back disc from the car accident etc. but inderal has to used with another drug to work for cancer.

I wondered why my gp wanted me on inderal but he said he was worried about the white and red blood c...

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I hate inderal beta blocker, but I did read it is used for fighting cancer if its mixed with another drug. cayene pepper tinture would be better for heart pain.

I hate inderal beta blocker, but I did read it is used for fighting cancer if its mixed with another...

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nothing prepares you for the massive headache you get in an ambulance from Nitroglycerin spray they put under your tongue and that god awful pink lady that made me have an allergic reaction and my tongue and wipe pipe swelled I don't think I would encourage anyone to have it heart pain where your bent over in angony is hell night after night from medications and fighting an infection in the ear and brain and all I tried ciprmil and all I could see was some way out nazi movie with all these planes landing and I didn't want to die i felt like I was slipping into a coma and I didn't sleep for literally 5 weeks i might of had about a bit of sleep each night then the infection was crazy and then all the vaccines that really effected my synaps and nurons in the brain. I said I can't take this drug I can literally feel my neurons firing its awful. i hate that mediction ciprimil. i will not take it.

nothing prepares you for the massive headache you get in an ambulance from Nitroglycerin spray they ...

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by morning I am desperate to get the alprazalam into my system because of the heart blood overload and either racing or just feeling my heart is not pumping but I rarely take more then my doze prescribed, like the day I had to take my cat to the vet and he was sick I just took an extra one, originally I was prescribed them to stop the choking sensation from the other ssris but to be honest I like the stuff, its effective at a low doze for me. I'd rather be off any medications but I know I need them right now. it took a lot to convince me and the doctors forced me and convinced me to take them and it helped with the wet feeling but I don't want to go through that again. but certain pharmaceutical companies generics are better than others without a doubt. I take a baby doze and only started them 3 years ago. before that it was other antidepressants. I just worry about my liver and my heart. the ambulance bought me in one night with bracicardia which is more painful and scary but I wouldn't accept the morphine- i guess I should have my sister said it makes her heart race maybe I should have taken it but I was scared it would kill me. but tachycardia is just as frightening most days.

by morning I am desperate to get the alprazalam into my system because of the heart blood overload a...

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last few weeks I have had heart and chest pain and headaches a lot. I wondered if it was because of the change on medication company - some generics are not all made equal, and I wondered if the cider vinegar was effecting the medication levels cuz it will detox the liver to the point you can give it to people for overdose reverse so I was just wondering if its kind of messing around with my medication levels then that is causing more heart and chest pain like withdrawal. I need to take my medications fairly consistant hours to avoid the heart racing withdrawal discomfort. I hate the feeling. I really would rather be exercising more but it is hard to do that and study as well sometimes.

last few weeks I have had heart and chest pain and headaches a lot. I wondered if it was because of ...

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I am really struggling through everything I am trying to do and the cost of course fees. I want to go back to university in a way but the cost frightens me. I don't want study debts.

I am really struggling through everything I am trying to do and the cost of course fees. I want to g...

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i often walk to the shop or around the house without panties and bra and just wear a t-shirt and shorts or dress etc. i find underwear annoying and struggling to the body. a nuisance !

i often walk to the shop or around the house without panties and bra and just wear a t-shirt and sho...

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i ate sweet cookies there goes the diet

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I need a ddd bra or something. I often avoid bras. so long as I am well deodorantised i don't care.

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I just findished my intro to nursing units with antamony and physiology and now doing legal work at the same time. I study law work in nursing, I study nursing I work in legal admin. is this weird or what?

I just findished my intro to nursing units with antamony and physiology and now doing legal work at ...

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if you don't want me to yell don't make me angry I get back ache and headaches a lot and if you get me in a mood I will yell when I am sick. people don't understand what I have gone through. I don't just take things now, I am a grumpy person who will up and abuse and yell at literally anyone. when I am sick all I care about is survival. nothing else.

if you don't want me to yell don't make me angry I get back ache and headaches a lot and if you get ...

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i am sick of these little tablets getting lost. I take them out of the bubble case or whateve and they can get lost so easily and I get so annoyed when they fall into the bed or somewhere they are so small I prefer the larger version ones anyway.

i am sick of these little tablets getting lost. I take them out of the bubble case or whateve and th...

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sure I eat more protein now at breakfast I love chai seeds a lot and what I get annoyed with is how weavals are in a lot of food now in shops and they now tell people to put everything like flour and oats in the freezer for a few days to kill them before using it. you shouldn't have to, weavals were never a issue like this is shop food years ago. like I feel like writing to the companies and complaining. it is not good enough.

sure I eat more protein now at breakfast I love chai seeds a lot and what I get annoyed with is how ...

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i have had enough abuse out of you ricky martin and pop stars who abused me. I don't have to tolerate your crap.

i have had enough abuse out of you ricky martin and pop stars who abused me. I don't have to tolerat...

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you keep that cripple whore with her son away from me. you are a stupid mother who should never had kids, your a evil woman with hardware in the face, your a corrupt women full of sin and evil. bugger off old crippled slut! you won the kiddy lotto having a baby so get out of the way you don't need anything since you have a child. I will teach you a lesson you get out of my way whore. bugger off fat dog marrying whoring stupid women. all you women on a current affair are senile stupid sexual women, you dont know what its like to nearly die. you have no idea whats head of you.

you keep that cripple whore with her son away from me. you are a stupid mother who should never had ...

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you get out of my way a current affair assholes, your nutcases with shame and sin. your mad people. no one wants to be around nutters like you. I have no sympathy for you or fast foward and dumb comedians who are abusing mass communities out in the world with so called humor that literally ruin victims lives. people should never make money out of their sins and abuses on others.

you get out of my way a current affair assholes, your nutcases with shame and sin. your mad people. ...

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