Confessions about 'Hate'

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"i take tablets for the rest of my life" clem replies "oh well you're buggered them! your bloody buggered"

"i take tablets for the rest of my life" clem replies "oh well you're buggered them! your bloody bug...

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love and sex, I said "i'm too bloody old for that bloody stupid rubbish!" act like clem and think like clem! "reglion - bloody rubbish" alcohol- "bloody rubbish", "tv and parties" - "bloody rubbish"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! old age is a curse!

love and sex, I said "i'm too bloody old for that bloody stupid rubbish!" act like clem and think li...

Abuse, Hate

and what did your asian ancestors do and who did they murder and kill years ago and centuries ago?

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dirty asian lisa bitch selfish spoilt brat niggar selfish ass nothing special about your black ass! don't take out on me what burty did go take it out on him and his kids not me.

dirty asian lisa bitch selfish spoilt brat niggar selfish ass nothing special about your black ass! ...

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i like the way your so negative and critical of your family and marriages. but others were right about you lisa, just because your marriage and pregnancies have pain and hard for you does mean they will be for every one, you do speak very deliberately negative do abuse white women to save your sorry black ass! and your dirty asian games of power children of the sun conquer the world with our "pity me stories" and black ass!

i like the way your so negative and critical of your family and marriages. but others were right abo...

Abuse, Hate

i feel pity for people who have the burden of children, they constantly tell me having kids is hell for them. they are hard to look after, to feed and clothe and education, to put up with. they tell me that over and over whenever I said "well why did you bother then?" then don't ever have a answer cuz they are too selfish and spastic. I laugh at their games. 'oh having a baby is painful' only an asian chingy dog can do that sort of pain. well let them have dozens and be babymills pregnant all the time and have 13 kids in their marriage like white women did back centuries ago. let that bastards breed their guts out that is all the fuckers can do. so let them do what they can only do and their bullshit. lets just laugh at them.

i feel pity for people who have the burden of children, they constantly tell me having kids is hell ...

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i don't want children at all now. not my kids not someone else's little mogrel kids either. I just don't give a dam anymore. i have been saved others pain !

i don't want children at all now. not my kids not someone else's little mogrel kids either. I just d...

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i am sick of not having access to credit, I don't own a credit card, I have learnt to make do on a disability pension but so sick of it. before that I made do on unemployment which was less then the pension. before that I made do on austudy at university which was less then even the unemployment. fucking sick of this discrimination and being bashed and ignored.

i am sick of not having access to credit, I don't own a credit card, I have learnt to make do on a d...

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australian men are useless and the system is against people like me who didn't get the help quick enough when we were abused as kids, the only people marrying and getting degrees and buying are the arabs, indians and black foreginers here in australia, white trash australians are getting nowhere and white men don't want to marry white single women unless your perfect in every way and as soon as your not your gone! replaced. that is life here, there is no hope in australia for me to have a future. I have to go somewhere else to find a future.

australian men are useless and the system is against people like me who didn't get the help quick en...

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I know I will have go overseas to find a husband or job because there is no future here for me in australia.

I know I will have go overseas to find a husband or job because there is no future here for me in au...

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nothing here in my life is ever going to work out nothing ever does so why should it now? its always the worst outcome. no point trying to think otherwise. nothing good will come of life here.

nothing here in my life is ever going to work out nothing ever does so why should it now? its always...

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the problem is these witchcraft people trying to attack me or my pets. its them abusing my pets or me when I am sick. these dirty satanics and witchcraft native tribes when I don't want to know them they try to punish me by making me sick of my pets and stopping my career and things with their witchcraft and shenanigans! that is why I don't trust a lot of churches now because there are a lot of fake christains and satanisc there abusing people. i want them to stop it.

the problem is these witchcraft people trying to attack me or my pets. its them abusing my pets or m...

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i have been worried for weeks now that my cat has something serious wrong with him. I just hope he hasn't- anything associated to me or with me is naturally omenized I think anything I love or like is damaged. nothing comes good for free in this hatefilled world here.

i have been worried for weeks now that my cat has something serious wrong with him. I just hope he h...

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I am grateful to have never married and had children now. I think everyone who abused me must have done me a big favor they were so jealous they couldn't bare to see me look a beautiful young bride. but that will come back them or their kids or kids kids. life is funny like that.

I am grateful to have never married and had children now. I think everyone who abused me must have d...

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I am sick of the games and competition for everything in this world, jobs, study, love, life, its all gone too far a long time ago.

I am sick of the games and competition for everything in this world, jobs, study, love, life, its al...

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my right foot often goes numb around the pinky toe and top of foot when we go out and when I sit on the train my tailbone can be so painful when I stand up. its been worse this year but a few years ago it was shocking. I got regular cramps in the legs cuz of infection and my legs and lungs were so weak. I had to have physio on my lungs a few times to cough it out and it was hell. then when I had the tetanus needle i got well, what felt like how i think wet brain would feel. its terrifying the sinuses in the brain were crazy. I don't ever want to go through it ever again. its a nightmere all from infection, so I take olive leaf oil and garlic horseradish and c capsules and make my mum take them, i take a few different tonics.

my right foot often goes numb around the pinky toe and top of foot when we go out and when I sit on ...

Pride, Hate

it hurts and its confusing when people tell you "your not allowed to like this prince or that pop star or actor or that sports person or that businessmen or that doctor etc" its confusing why are some girls allowed to put posters up of their favourite star or teacher or and yet I am not, as if I am some lesbian and I not allowed to show want for romance or love, because asian lisa said "being love and marrying turns you away from your relationship with god"???? confusing? because some people feel more the presence of god by being in a marriage or inlove, and certainly having a baby, like to me a baby is like a gift from god, like my pets, I mean if I did have an abortion or miscarriage after I was raped with all the medications I was on and the over heavy period I had, to be honest I am glad because it would not have felt like it was from god, or through love. I am sick of people telling who I am allowed to like and who I am not allowed to like. don't look at him, don't ask for help, stop looking to be rescued to the point when i was bashed going to university i felt too lame and shamed, too coward and like i was weak if i had told the police officer that was sitting near me in the train that day that I had just been assaulted, I didn't want to tell because I was embarrased I would burst into tears about being bashed or that I would be looking to be rescued asking for help, It was a waste of time going to joyce about the pedo she never took it seriously right from day 1. just would not let me talk about it at all. that was confusing.

it hurts and its confusing when people tell you "your not allowed to like this prince or that pop st...

Pride, Hate

someone was saying to me all the time "stop reaching out" when I bought pictures of prince harry and then they stole the art work on the site as well, and this has happened to me a few times over some guys, people saying this or trying to push me away from single guys i know personally. I don't understand why some people are so bullying over love because it does not make you love them more. the more russel and ken and other men did that to me, made me hate them all the more and people warned me that rusell would abuse me and as for ken I don't want him, i never wanted the deadbeat loser!... I was after a better man and i blame the rsl and navy for that. I should sue the navy and rsl quest for allowing that to happen. these idiots deciding who was best for me and they had no idea of my needs and ken and russel were doing everything wrong. but most men I meet do everything wrong and have no idea how to impress me or make me like them. I think most men are stupid. the nice ones are in the city too.

someone was saying to me all the time "stop reaching out" when I bought pictures of prince harry and...

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i think when you have been abused by certain cultures it makes it hard cus you tend to judge all of them then, but I didn't like asian lisas bullying at me, saying "stop asking god for a husband etc babies are painful marriage is hard" its so negative like what she was really saying is "I don't think you deserve those things" and who is she? a number of people said she had no right doing that to me.

i think when you have been abused by certain cultures it makes it hard cus you tend to judge all of ...

Pride, Hate

I am feeling more and more turned off asians, blacks, arabs, indians and all these other cultures like native types, which is not like me, I was always willing to embrace change and be nice but now I just find them somewhat abusive and bullying and so so demanding ruining white womens lives. they don't want to know about that but why can't they all just marry their own kind so white women had husbands? I am considering travelling abroard to find a white husband from overseas, I just don't trust these other cultures anymore. I think they are evil. they take jobs, homes and education and men and they should be forced to mix with their own cultures and not this mulicultural rubbish, it does not work. multiculturalism and embracing diversity does not work, I had a number of abusive men from parkistan and iran and india and new zealand etc being abusive towards me, and south americans. they are not ment to be as sophisticated and classy cultured as us white people. they were savagers, it is not the white mans burden to give up his white wife and kids or white culture to help these other cultures who are taking over and spoiling social values on white women. that is how I think now. I just don't like some asian spoilt bratty women and their sexual lusty abuses on white culture. mixing genes is wrong. time will prove me right as always.

I am feeling more and more turned off asians, blacks, arabs, indians and all these other cultures li...

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