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I am so worried about my cat, he meows and lets me pat him and he is not in serious discomfort but I am worried all the same. I am the one with heart pain worried about him.

I am so worried about my cat, he meows and lets me pat him and he is not in serious discomfort but I...

Hate

i think joyce won't be happy til she has me pathetic abusive mess like her as some wacko councellor, and she probably is thinking with that witchy cackle "I want that girl saying "I seen the light and got out of QLD" because she said it to me about Victoria. but my life is not about her its about me not about what joyce wants its about what I want for me..., that is what my doctors keep telling me.

i think joyce won't be happy til she has me pathetic abusive mess like her as some wacko councellor,...

Pride, Hate

i think joyce won't be happy til she has me pathetic abusive mess like her as some wacko councellor, and she probably is thinking with that witchy cackle "I want that girl saying "I seen the light and got out of QLD" because she said it to me about Victoria. but my life is not about her its about me not about what joyce wants its about what I want for me..., that is what my doctors keep telling me.

i think joyce won't be happy til she has me pathetic abusive mess like her as some wacko councellor,...

Pride, Hate

i think joyce won't be happy til she has me pathetic abusive mess like her as some wacko councellor, and she probably is thinking with that witchy cackle "I want that girl saying "I seen the light and got out of QLD" because she said it to me about Victoria. but my life is not about her its about me not about what joyce wants its about what I want for me..., that is what my doctors keep telling me.

i think joyce won't be happy til she has me pathetic abusive mess like her as some wacko councellor,...

Pride, Hate

sometimes I want to tell the police a lot more that at the time I can't thing of. I don't know if it would help to talk to a woman police officer about certain issues cuz some of them are not as caring as the males. I am trying not to get too upset about things with halloween or stalking and this hacker. I just really want a normal love life and don't understand why things a messed up. I am glad I do have a few police officers that do care enough about me. I just don't break down and cry in front of them about everything that terrorifies me and I didn't even when I reported the date rape. its just like "well its all matter of a fact" but when I am alone I am upset. its like when I was sick the ambulance got a lady to come around and calm me who was a nurse and the dept manager contacted the hospital and my gp find out what they could do for me if 3 letters couldn't admit me but right now my sodium and potasium levels are ok its more heart palpitations with these other generic tablets. but I don't want any terrorist threats at me I mean I could talk myself blue in the face to the police about the fear of bunnyp and churches with witches or things upsetting me. but I have no conclusive proof, with cyber crime and forensic hacking you would think they could investigate who is stalking me on pages?

sometimes I want to tell the police a lot more that at the time I can't thing of. I don't know if it...

Pride, Hate

I am very worried about my black cat simeon he threw up a few times today and I offered him some food he usually likes and he didn't want it and threw up again. I am so worried. I have to take him to the vet in the morning so I really hope he will be ok overnight or I will have to go to one of the pet hospitals in a taxi. I can't bare it when he gets like this. he does appear to be an allergy cat which is a problem of finding out what the allergy is. he shouldn't be eating dry food and he doesn't like it much but if he is really hungry he will eat it and then get sick. I don't know what to do other then to wait and watch and call the vet if he gets worse. I can't cope with this I am literally having heart palpitations worrying and panicing.

I am very worried about my black cat simeon he threw up a few times today and I offered him some foo...

Hate

my life and home is disorganised and I hate living like this. I just hate it. its not me.

my life and home is disorganised and I hate living like this. I just hate it. its not me.

Hate

my father wrecks things with his anger, he pushes things and shoves things like when washing up or packing the dishwasher when it was working - and he broke it with his slamming and bashing into things. he slams doors on microwave and he used to wreck radios and recorders and he chips classes and cups or chairs and flopps down on chairs then the springs break. he does abnoromal things. there is all this anger in him the way he eats with cultery or on the phone or closing draws and even the taps, he screws them off so tight the washers and rubbers break. I don't think its normal.

my father wrecks things with his anger, he pushes things and shoves things like when washing up or p...

Abuse, Hate

its annoying when people do things and you don't even know and then they expect you to know and say thanks and you don't even know what they did anyway? or if it helped? I mean a lot of people have done a lot of negative abusive things to me, I couldn't thank them for and I find it insulting of them to expect me to thank them for abusing me when its not helping at all. are you stupid or just plain rude !

its annoying when people do things and you don't even know and then they expect you to know and say ...

Hate

you haven't got a clue of what you are doing have you?

you haven't got a clue of what you are doing have you?

Hate

positive psychology is a good idea I mean joyce was all negative psychology, feeding the depression anxeity and panic and confusion rather then talking about stuff.

positive psychology is a good idea I mean joyce was all negative psychology, feeding the depression ...

Abuse, Hate

I am so relieved today, my bowls have been like bad lately on and off cuz of this detox thing I am on. and I watch a lot of dr eric berg and barbara o'neil at a health retreat cuz I want to go through a complete detox process for weight issues and my heart and my has thyroid issues and diabetites and blood preasure and cholestrol issues and takes medications and I have to be aware of it. I went off the hormone replacement therapy because I could not hack it, it did help ease period pain and I think might have lost a bit of weight on it but l was sick every other day with it. the only benefit I can see with it is sure the period pain for the first 24-48 hours was not as intense. but your near vomitting every day anyway. I have server back pain anyway and learnt to live with pain, but the heart palpitations are the worst feeling or feeling struggle to breathe. etc. since I had this vaginal byopsy I feel even more afraid to even consider sex. for the last 4 years I just can't even handle insertion feeling don't use tampons ever and there is a lot of issues for me, my spine and this occasional gritty feeling and chunch sound in my neck is unpleasant and worries me a lot. I go through fear of cancers since 2 ladies I knew had back cancer and died I was upset when they died and cried a lot and then I had always been scared of issuues of bone cancer since the car accident when i was 19 and all these middle ear infections and heart issues on and off. people wonder why you become so paranoid, fear, anxeity and panic disorder is a very debilitating thing. some days are a struggle to believe I will be ok in 5 or 10 years and I want to live a long life and I have always been health conscious and only ever drank small or occasional night out binge alcohol for a short while anyway. its not something my body could cope with even when I was young so I just didn't do it a lot. but yeh I have been told I am a hypochondriac and technically that is true...a person who is abnormally anxious about their health but with good reason to be that way after what I went through.

I am so relieved today, my bowls have been like bad lately on and off cuz of this detox thing I am o...

Pride, Hate

I am sick of people wrecking all my good things, good feelings, good health I used to have, good clothes and belongings. I am not tolerating it anymore.

I am sick of people wrecking all my good things, good feelings, good health I used to have, good clo...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

i actually hate the feeling of that green oasis floristy stuff, its gritty, and messy.

i actually hate the feeling of that green oasis floristy stuff, its gritty, and messy.

Hate

get that maori donga abusive freak off my back I know one of them is doing satanic witchcraft on me. I can tell. stop it.

get that maori donga abusive freak off my back I know one of them is doing satanic witchcraft on me....

Abuse, Hate

i don't understand men who abuse and expect you to like them afterwards. don't make any sense.

i don't understand men who abuse and expect you to like them afterwards. don't make any sense.

Hate

i don't have to take some guys shit for his love, that doctor is a nutcase and I shouldn't have to put up with the crazy behavior. I don't have time for mens shit. bozo clowning around by men annoys me.

i don't have to take some guys shit for his love, that doctor is a nutcase and I shouldn't have to p...

Hate

they all get their jollies off watching hearing seeing knowing I am being abused. that is the truth about cousins and joyce and church!

they all get their jollies off watching hearing seeing knowing I am being abused. that is the truth ...

Hate

when will I be loved?

when will I be loved?

Pride, Hate

this random hacker keeps stalking me blocking me on any pages I put into favourites and I am so sick of the abuse. its lame stalking, childishness and criminally sick.

this random hacker keeps stalking me blocking me on any pages I put into favourites and I am so sick...

Abuse, Hate