Confessions about 'Hate'

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russel and i used to get together to commiserate our burdens and pain and sorrows going for long walks at night or day. but seriously I can see it now, my pitiful life falling down, I was not allowed to wear pink as a child because my older sister was the only girl in the family - I mean really crazy stuff. so she has had marriages after marrigae and she has a kid and my brother has kids and married and I can see me hobbling down the aile at 90 and having my first baby via surogate at the age of 96 or something. I won't even want to be bothered about a good fuck by then flat out now, I used to want a romance and sex life and babies and the world around me stole that part of my life from me. so I think they should be held accountable for it and made to answer and be punished.

russel and i used to get together to commiserate our burdens and pain and sorrows going for long wa...

Abuse, Hate

I don't want to know ricky martin and jason singh/taxiride and miles from nowhere and some of these guys I knew as a child. but to be honest they are shits. I still am fraught for words, at the person who stole my "philospher and his magic stone" novel idea that became harry potter and other songs and lyrics I wrote similar to sexyback and so on. it just feels like a stealer stealing my life my dreams my income my identity, my intentions that were supposed to be good.

I don't want to know ricky martin and jason singh/taxiride and miles from nowhere and some of these ...

Abuse, Hate

people have to earn my shit in front of my face, i want to see you suffer infront of my face if you want my shit. thats what you get for being so nice lord. that what you get for being too nice to people who are abusive https://www.youtube.com/watch? v=diYAc7gB-0A I wanted to be in a caring good relationship not living this lie!

people have to earn my shit in front of my face, i want to see you suffer infront of my face if you ...

Abuse, Hate

my mother won't stop shopping and buying, the doctor wangkas attitude was just shop don't worry about your house or career or having a marriage or husband or going on a holiday or having children or a real life just keep shopping, its not normal.... don't worry about having a baby because you couldn't handle the pain like lisa the asian can, you couldn't do a job in pharmacy or legal you couldn't do this job in this or that is all I ever heard from people! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ce6z7WmBSYo

my mother won't stop shopping and buying, the doctor wangkas attitude was just shop don't worry abou...

Hate

I would get to the checkout and start shaking literally and heart racing at the idea of having to swipe my card and I didn't really want to spend. I literally gave up study because everywhere I went even when i had cancer I was bullied, even when i had several mini strokes and mini heart attacks I was bullied, at the hospital, colleges in brisbane and tafe and I blame david bowie for most of that, the man is a complete demon ass hole for what he and his whores did to me and same with charlie sheen and his that slut melanie vettel and sabstine the race car driver where bullying me the whole time, not one person ever cared about me, that i was raped, or bashed and so on. no one real friend for ages then the friends I made just abused me last year and they were fakers, I could never have a friend like kelly or anita or lisa really those churches were so hurtful unhelpful - whatever people give to me they always take and never give genuinely with some compassionate care or heart. all my life this has been my life. our house is like being buried alive, I was buying things to renovate and we have white ants eating the house out and i have no bedroom my room is sky high of clothing and rubble and crockery, perfume and its stuff that came too late to me, like everything in my life. everything has always come too late, no one cares deliberately to the point they wear me out with everything. its been that way with relationships and I wanted to be a mother and married when I was 23 I was at university and spent most of my time studying judges decisions and legal cases and loved it but then people started telling me, oh no this is not you. you need to do xyz but not law not motherhood not be loved. sorry if I don't understand. so I went shopping and it shut the bastards up! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QuKzXssnjEg

I would get to the checkout and start shaking literally and heart racing at the idea of having to sw...

Hate

dinner I am having a vegemite toast and a milk drink and that is all because my stupid old bag mother is copying my grandmother with rubbish food like campie meat lately and rubbish miniscule meals and I am supposed to pretend we can afford a cruise to make sluts happy when we can't, I can't even afford to see my doctors half the time, if I went to every doctors appointment I would have no money ever for clothing and I shop mostly in 2nd hand op shops for clothing gaining weight and clothes don't fit me and I am not giving them to anyone that won't earn them right infront of my face!!!! I wouldn't even give my dog to eat let alone a person.

dinner I am having a vegemite toast and a milk drink and that is all because my stupid old bag mothe...

Hate

my niece was a mental child even my brothers wife's brother said she was mentally disturbed. mum and dad said they don't want to know her at all or my brother and his whore wife who has poisonsed the family- I knew she was trouble from the moment she walked in the house and my parents want nothing to do with her. she is evil demonic and a asshole bitch!!!!!! my parents barely speak to my brother because of the mental family and their mental customs in their spastic secretive evil family. the wife looks like a buffalo tall big husband basher and she is crazy spoilt literally as a child my parents never liked her once she started abusing me and my sister, mum said she noticed her picking on us and abusing us and then saying things to stop communication between my brother and our family and I said to mum john is two faced and a liar and asshole and mum said there might be more corupt reasons why they don't want us around and they have more skeltons and troublemaking in their own past and backyard then they want us to know about and neither of them are squeaky clean. they thought they were so mature going around egging people in cars they are violent rude and arrogant and they have no religion and I have said to my mother I no longer have a brother or cousins anymore, mum and dad want nothing to do with any of them!

my niece was a mental child even my brothers wife's brother said she was mentally disturbed. mum and...

Hate

my honest advice to people don't talk about child sexual abuse you have suffered because people will only attack you. I was attacked over it and gang mentality of kicking a small animal with when its down or has a limp is a true thing. its hard to understand for caring sensitive christain people to imagine this concept but a lot of people are like this. a lot more in main stream then you think a lot lot more in the gay community as well. everyone today wants to hurt someone who has been abused and hurt for fun even doctors and professionals who ought to be cut off from practice in medical and legal etc who do this. there is a evil mentality around today. don't even talk about child sexual abuse or incest or rape because no one is going to feel more sorry for you then yourself ! no one will care. so the world is a very abusive violent place for most disability people we just don't want to know or care about you anyway! is the general norm in the world about victims of violence and crime. i feel that way about druggies, working people ans everyone myself now! i just dont care about you and will attack you !

my honest advice to people don't talk about child sexual abuse you have suffered because people will...

Hate

I seen rick sexually assault other men and his verbal abuse was inexcussable, no normal man acts like that. he has a serious mental disturbance that I would say boarders on a dangerous level. katy sexually assaulted me as well she also physically assaulted me, I don't know why these evil stupid drug addicts were abusing me but they were nutters. evil selfish spoilt brats over indulged and no nothing of hardship, serious illness or genuine spiritedness and no ability to show genuine care for people. I have nothing nice to say about them or bec who was a dangerous obese witch who stole things out of my handbag which were none of her business. imaging a teacher and a student like bec going through someones handbag during a morning tea/lunch break while I left it at my chair in the lecture hall as others did? imagine what disturbed mental minds would do such a thing and their trickery abuse and satanic actions that mad no sense.

I seen rick sexually assault other men and his verbal abuse was inexcussable, no normal man acts lik...

Hate

sounds like the meeting was a waste of time, two no-shows and 9 turned up and took off with their products for free and bought up and I know they won't pay and cancel all the orders. just wait and see nutriskanks.

sounds like the meeting was a waste of time, two no-shows and 9 turned up and took off with their pr...

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I have done that but they need more evidence. I have considered doing a complete "honeytrap" on him with some friends and family, he is a serious serial sex offender and he will commit crime again. I am going to have a better life soon and find true love because I am a good christain woman and I will be getting married and k is just going to have to bugger off!

I have done that but they need more evidence. I have considered doing a complete "honeytrap" on him ...

Hate

this is not a confession this is a rant. public toilet doors that don't close properly and no room to move in cubicals and outside, making space where there is none!

this is not a confession this is a rant. public toilet doors that don't close properly and no room t...

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fuck of incest stalker satanic gang stalker. fuck off or I am contacting police to investigate you you are criminally insane incest is not cool, lots of families have been abused with this and go get help so stop pushing your games on the rest of the people on this site. your annoying childish and mentally ill criminally insane, if you like incest its not our problem. I will report you!

fuck of incest stalker satanic gang stalker. fuck off or I am contacting police to investigate you y...

Hate

yeh fuck off incest looney. go get help! fuck off, if you keep it up I am reporting you to police for stalking and abuse. last warning idiot. or I am calling police and cyber investigation - you need specialised criminally insane mental help.

yeh fuck off incest looney. go get help! fuck off, if you keep it up I am reporting you to police fo...

Hate

fuck off with your incest, inflict it on some one else no one here wants your incest. so fuck off lunatic retard. fuck off devil abnormal moron fuck off no one wants your incest relationship. I don't want it, my family here don't want you, no one wants your incest save it for someone who wants it. your not welcome here. go get professional help insane criminal mental loser!!!!!

fuck off with your incest, inflict it on some one else no one here wants your incest. so fuck off lu...

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another night this drunk guy turns up on the steps and my window in my bedroom was open and I said "who is there? and he said there were kids up on our roof. and I didn't see or hear any and he was obviously drunk, I was terrified. its not normal for this sort of thing and to be honest I want protection from all this. its too upsetting and all the break ins that were going on and the nights someone broke into the house was very terrifying. I want a husband to protect me, I am sick of the church saying to me "stop asking god for a husband" fuck you ! I deserve a husband as much as any woman. so you can just stop your bullying abuse torture games or I will report you again!

another night this drunk guy turns up on the steps and my window in my bedroom was open and I said "...

Abuse, Hate

i hate to tell you that these black women are savagers, taking away white womens rights. treating us like white trash and its gone too far. I am sick of black woman walking over me. its being a outrage with all this sexual bling ding-a-ling stuff. i am sick of it, and this statement does not reflect against good black women but I am sick of this whole witchery abuse and lack of respect.

i hate to tell you that these black women are savagers, taking away white womens rights. treating us...

Abuse, Hate

if you value your sanity and your life avoid that chaos witch sarina russo. cuz she is a born trouble maker I seen her ruin a lot of peoples careers and health. she has a lot to answer to. she is not mentally normal in the mind either. she has hidden evil agendas and she is so male whore in her ways she has tortured, and should be hung like mussolini. she would look prettier dead that way too. she is so evil. she has a criminal background and all her businesses are linked to criminal activities and she is a social engineer satanic operative torturing a lot of abuse victims and she is not so clean herself.

if you value your sanity and your life avoid that chaos witch sarina russo. cuz she is a born troubl...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

sarina russo was enjoying abusing people and ruining careers, anita was enjoying abusing people for her own ends so was dirty smelly kelly the dwarf whore spastic who should have been thrown in a witches brew for her games and dirty deeds, I am done being abused by crazy people who make no sense and have mental issues and disorders they always need to be fuckobjects winning cock and bullying. I don't have to like that mongrel melissa on tv either she is evil. she is satanicly evil and selfish manipulative abusive woman. you can see the shame on her face every night on tv, just like all these other people. you can see the shame in everything they do, and they need to convince themselves they are so right. but I know the truth about them all. and that includes my relatives, they forget I know their dirty secrets and mum and dad have said that is why my brother and his wife don't want us around because they are up do dirty business and their kids have been for ages. that daughter of theirs was clearly raving mad making up lies about people everywhere mum said. why did my mother know that about her and her lying about certain people doing things. how did my mum know all of that? and other people were saying she was a selfish spoilt brat and my brother is and the wife was other people were saying it to me about them behind their backs at the wedding and before that and after. I am not going to name persons they know who they are.

sarina russo was enjoying abusing people and ruining careers, anita was enjoying abusing people for ...

Hate

people could look at my gait and think I am somewhat male, I have had a weird walk for ages since the car accident in my teens and even before with spina bifita in the family and spinal disorders and sciatica and what I call non-paralysising form of polo which a lot of people don't want to believe exists. I don't care what people think of me all my family have had spazy walks so I don't give a curry tart what people think I know I am a woman, my doctors know I am, and seriously I don't care about transgender people at all. they have a right to their medical privacy so leave it at that. I am more concerned about my own health and cancer risks and beating it all and focusing on the better things in life and its all about me getting healthier and better and I am sick of being bullied around. I know I wanted to be a mother and I hate everyone who has wrong me in that reguard, you have wrong me and let me down and failed me at motherhood and marriage and I know we are all being socialially engineered and nlp abuse is rife if only someone sensible would listen and just believe just open your mind to the fact witchcraft and voodoo is real and so many people like me are victims of it, we don't know who or why is behind it stopped from having husbands and children is a evil corrupt abusive thing to do to someone you all gonna face your god and your devil for it too! mark my words your all gonna pay for this... doing this to me you mongrel bastards, I have done nothing that bad to anyone to deserve this, and get off your poopy potty and grow up and take responsibility and stop bullying sarina russo ugly whore bully lesbian trying to make little replicas of her cuntface self, but I am nothing like that spastic ugly mental violent bratty whore dog. your god is gonna be their for punishing and judging you and have wronged me so there fore you have wronged god and failed god.

people could look at my gait and think I am somewhat male, I have had a weird walk for ages since th...

Pride, Abuse, Hate