Confessions about 'Hate'

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I decided to swear more and have a potty mouth now and then, to avoid cancer and illness. they say swearing is good for your health. I don't really like swearing and its a sign of being abused and terrets syndrom. I just call it "being real" I don't feel that I have to so proper to say it like it is rather then glossing it over! and I have heard that just as many "ladies" do swear and no one likes someone who is too perfect.? well, I am just being real when I am down right "Bloody angry and flabigastered and shocked by the audacity of some and their behavior and the dismissle of the human rights of people and womens rights, that I don't have to put up with I do think conservative with some things and enviro and working class with other things and dry conservative old these days . I have turned on a lot of my thoughts about certain things about gay marriage etc, because I like "common bloody sense" and there are some things I am not going to be lady like about and others I am... I still believe that no society like the rsl has the right to abuse entrants raising money for their charities and should never be treated as common whores and I might be old fashioned to say that I feel leigh morris as the co-ordinator should have done a better job, when my aunty was in miss australia and when my dad was a miss australia judge it was certain uncommon for a woman to not be chaperoned by parents or older relative male or aunty for that matter in "debutant or coming out season" in older times and I am sorry but I still think that the ships party should have been a little more snappy and sharp and there is no point of inviting guests on board for abuse, when to be honest a formal dinner and dance and door prizes would have raised more money for all the girls who wanted to participate in it. and I am not going to tolerate someone like a creepy loser like ken carey with nothing going for him and drunken swilling and abuse; its completely immoral what he did, my mother and father a lot of people have agreed with me about this only an very rude person would say that ships behavior and leigh morris advice and nonsense that night was normal. I said I was ill I said I didn't want to go because I had taken strong medication and she was bullying me to go. I am not going to tolerate people treating me with this bullying anymore. my parents and my doctors have said I deserve better!!!!

I decided to swear more and have a potty mouth now and then, to avoid cancer and illness. they say s...

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um! if its real abuse sexual trauma etc the kids don't enjoy it. sometimes people hide hurt or anger out of embarrasement and shaming about expressing those feelings.

um! if its real abuse sexual trauma etc the kids don't enjoy it. sometimes people hide hurt or ange...

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do not disobey me again. or I will attack this mongrel catholic abusive church already you have all failed me and therefoer you have failed god!

do not disobey me again. or I will attack this mongrel catholic abusive church already you have all ...

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do your understand that the answer to ken carey and the fergusons will always be NO. I don't want to know these users! abusers. if this navy user was so great he wouldn't have raped me, he would have found a husband for me by now and stopped his abuse. I am not louise and I am not tolerating nick van eedes bullshit. do I make myself clear. when did this spastic ken carey ever get off his cunthole to talk to my family and explain why he raped me and drugged me and why he did not help me when i had a stroke, why he has not helped me and its clear he can not have ever loved me and if he said he does we all know its a lie! because if he did he would have acted on it sooner. I don't like him, my parents don't like him. they don't want to know ken carey at all. no one in my family wants to know him, he should be punished. I want the law to punish him and leigh morris for their actions and that navy ship hms mevlivlle ! and rls for allowin this disgrace to go on. so get the message it is never changing and tell cuntface louise doonan dudley to stop stealing the businessmen and medical men I like please. we are not like ugly bitchy mental special louise or brigette here!

do your understand that the answer to ken carey and the fergusons will always be NO. I don't want to...

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enough is enough! if you treat me like I am spastic i will tell you you are a spastic. enough is enough losers! I am a great person people tell me. and you stop your lies your bullshit, other people can see joyce is insane. either agree with a honest and genuine serious person or go with the idiots and stop abusing me cuz i am not taking it anymore!

enough is enough! if you treat me like I am spastic i will tell you you are a spastic. enough is eno...

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i resent idiots being incontrol fucking up the lives of people. i don't apologize for what I say about joyce and these disgusting groups of people who allow children to be abused. they are the idiots, and their locker room culture of needing to win. you have to have principles and values or your nothing!

i resent idiots being incontrol fucking up the lives of people. i don't apologize for what I say abo...

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their catholic nuns monastry jail they won't let me be a nun but won't let me marry and have children and i am 45 and sick of this. i dropped out of university law degree 3 times due to nervous breakdown from rape and attacks and assaults and i heard a famous actor next door being attacked and i know things about royals and catholics and police and govt i could hurt a lot of them and i have - jim elder former premier found out what it is like to be on the end of an neglected woman. i am trying to embarrase you i am born into the brehon judge family and royals and this is what happens when people abuse women. !!!! learn the lesson!!! til you get it right!!!!! signed catherine!https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FUl90mAb9vA

their catholic nuns monastry jail they won't let me be a nun but won't let me marry and have childre...

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avoid chaos witches - they are out there.

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joyce attacked me every chance she got calling me a dog and little lovey and backwards and other rubbish she went on with at me that I had to be a prostitute and acting insane. she was so butchy-bitchy and my doctor feels its un-natural she had such a fixation on me to be abusing me that was making her attack me and something mentally inside of her that needed serious mental criminal insanity help, that she would act out her jealousies on a younger woman when she had it all more then me, he said she had it in for me and knew what she was doing and was just plain evil and crazy with a personality disorder. he said she is the bad person who didn't listen and its all due to her not doing her job right that my life when down because she was not helping me she is abusing me over and over. how many others ? well i have met a few who have told me about their stories with her violent mouth and her multiple personality disorder trying to steal their lives telling them to leave and get out of marriages and jobs and study and home with parents and never see them again, and none of it made any sense at all to my doctor.

joyce attacked me every chance she got calling me a dog and little lovey and backwards and other rub...

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if anyone thinks bisexual marriages and going to swingers parties and using a broom in your wedding ceremony is normal you can go join the idiots because I am not tolerating this bs anymore about this crap. I am not going to tolerate people telling me this is normal my doctor doesn't think its normal other people I spoke to about this so called therapist say its not normal and logical intelligence tells you it is not normal behavior, nor is having sex with other bisexual clients and the crap she was saying to me to abuse me. I can't believe this woman got away with this rubbish, all based on absolute lie of photos of some mock porn thing that my mother was never involved in, she was too bloody catholic and too business as a govt departmental manager of a number of branches young to wreck her career with that rubbish that has to have been done by rich abusive satanic media people who have been trying to harm me like all the govt and police who knew that pedo was abusing me and did nothing. I hold them accountable for everything. I don't like the catholic church much anymore as much as I believe religion is a good thing but I can't support the lies and the abuse on me. I wish someone with some power would act like a man and stand up for the truth rather then bullshit!

if anyone thinks bisexual marriages and going to swingers parties and using a broom in your wedding ...

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i had to dob this mongrel kid into police for stalking me and he was getting in the way of me meeting men my own age and the men I liked - russel did much the same thing to me as well, pushing off any competition he could men that I liked and prefered the company of, and then he was going around saying stupid things. these guys are idiots. I wanted to be married to a lawyer because I was studying law or married to a doctor or someone with more class and style then this 14 year old child called lauchylee or russell. its a bloody insult. how do these people have the audacity? russel was kicked out of the army for dishonorable discharge and i know what he did, its all been a bunch of lies that mongrel shit in my life and other losers like ken. seriously I do deserve better company! and don't you forget it!

i had to dob this mongrel kid into police for stalking me and he was getting in the way of me meetin...

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some people are just born bad and joyce and bowie were extremely abusive towards me, I have nothing good to say about them they basicly steal lives. they stole my life from me, they stole my future, they stole my past even. she needed to be pitied so she even stole my abuse issues and its all lies because how can a woman have a phobia disorder suddenly heal to do what this liar multiple personality disordered mental case joyce was doing, her bisexual lifestyle and weird marriage, her need to marry with witches broom sticks sound very satanic occult to me and un-natural. she was always poisoning all her clients marriages and families wanting to break up as many families and marriages as she could, breaking up careers and education, she wanted her clients with nothing. all the black ones were allowed be princesses but the ones like me who were going to university she wanted in the gutter and you can clearly see that woman has no morals and makes no sense. a raving ratbag looneybin. a pedophile protector and aider and abetting a pedo and more. never helping me as a victim of a pedo or assault, which tells you how mentally ill this woman is. my doctor has said out right she is a crack pot, and he is glad I reported her for abuse. it takes a lot of courage to report people in power who are abusive- this woman literally killed off my lovelife, and my human rights and my seed! my right to bear children and be an educated woman that is what angers my doctor so much about this woman, most of her clients never get better to have love or marriage because she is so jealous of them, you would think it should be the opposite that she would want them to be succesful and married to someone they love etc rather then raped. you would think she would want them to have education and go on to success to prove her ability and success record which doesn't look that good at all. with her insults and satanic abuse and her verbal violence week in and week out how could you get better, to fit into her critera of "the worthy" you had to be either dirt poor or thilthy rich and not much inbetween, she has the weirdest concept of right and wrong and needing to teach lessons all the time must be so draining on her and its not therapy my doctor said its just not normal behavior at all.

some people are just born bad and joyce and bowie were extremely abusive towards me, I have nothing ...

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i want someone to stop that isabella going around making up lies about me, that skanky dirty lil'bit child was a mongrel dirty child out of control with a spastic mentally ill lesbian mulitple personality skanky whore swingers party whore mother nutcase who was raping her clients in everyway she could. you stop your lies and bullshit. your a dirty skanky ugly mongrel liar pants on fire family. she will rob you blind and leave you hung like she does to all her husbands. don't trust mother and daughter poorter!

i want someone to stop that isabella going around making up lies about me, that skanky dirty lil'bit...

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I have had bird flu, swine flu working at the doctor's surgery and a bat peed on me from work when i was doing research work with a research company so I was told volunteering at the hospital might not be good for me if I have health issues or emotional issues and a nice office job or retail or hospital pharmacy would be better for me or something completely different. I have had a lot of illness these weird viruses making me ill and people doing witchcraft satanic abuse on me. I know some people don't want to believe its true and I can't talk about the mastoid and middle ear and heart issues and thankfully the surgery in the vaginal area was not as bad around the eardrum being cut open and all the blood that fell into the roof of my mouth. I know someone was trying to kill me. I didn't feel a thing from the anastetic til I got home. i never felt the needle in my ear but later that night I was sluring my words and ambulance said it might have been anasethic and but the heart pain was outrageous. I knew my heart was slowing down so many times and it is painful, when my grandfather died I had a lung thing and when i was working at the pharmacy I had to work when really sick and not one asshole has bothered to think of my romantic or sexual or social and financial or health needs.

I have had bird flu, swine flu working at the doctor's surgery and a bat peed on me from work when i...

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don't you dam well start on me or get in my way over a man you spoilt little bitch. or I will go you. I am not afraid to up and bash and scream down any bastard neighbors or poorters and so on. so don't you dam well start on me after the vaginal surgery and stitches i have had i will attack anybody! who starts picking on me!!!!

don't you dam well start on me or get in my way over a man you spoilt little bitch. or I will go you...

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ginger nut and tea for breakfast cuz I am so ill in the stomach. last night I just had a cup a soup cuz it was all I could handle with this bug.

ginger nut and tea for breakfast cuz I am so ill in the stomach. last night I just had a cup a soup ...

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I have a tendancy to swear when I am super angery at everything, like I bottle it up for ages then I do a complete dumbie spit with life in everyway, like its "I want to through in this job, I am sick of study, f this and f that I nearly got run over due to this stupid b! giving me cheek who should know better. I can really express it at times. I don't feel bad being passionate about somethings and expressing myself rather then holding it all in, other times, I just hold everything in like after I was bashed or raped and I never expressed a feeling til I got home and cried alone and ranted and raved. like it took over 2 hours to get home before I told someone I was bashed or raped etc. it took years before I told an outside family member I was raped or molested, i held all that in for so long, covering it up for so long and I must have covered it up pretty well. I can't believe not one teacher didn't pick up something was not right the bruises from him hitting me or burn marks, the other things, the bed wetting and nightmares the sleep paralysis and night terrors and traumas I still go through and insomnia at times. the wacky creative rapid bouts and manic moments of love that disipates to zero nothing ...??? the stiff upper lip infront of everyone then behind closed doors a sigh and shrug off the world behind and scream now n then,

I have a tendancy to swear when I am super angery at everything, like I bottle it up for ages then I...

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my grandmother used to rant and rave for hours piss drunk every night and my dad does it as well. mumbling and yelling away to himself my grandmother would bow at my grandfather and say "there is your dinner sir!" but it was said like sa! really sacasticly and moody. then she would bow like a japanese servant at everyone. and she would start "that bloody bee, .... that bloody bee," then it would be "dear little robbie, robbie robbie robbie" then it would be the opposite, then it was like "those two bloody girls won't do a thing bloody mongrel kids," then the opposite "lovely sweet girls " or "I'll get that bloody rp after you c g. I will get that g w on to you you bastard" "those bloody bastard neighbors, that harlot walking in my house want to pick a fight with me hey sir! well don't you start and I won't have any backchat out of anyone" give that to me you don't know what you 're doing you bloody idiot you will kill yourself with that" and take a pair of blunt sicssors off you working on craft etc, you could not win. it would go on and on and on and on for hours. these rants and ravings and you had to sit there and not cough fart, faint or hicup or move. this went on afternoons with her brother their arguing over alchol and the car or work then at night it was over my grandfather and the neighbor my grandmother thought he was having an affair with and they were flat out either one them managing a fuck between them! let alone a serious fuck to save the day. seriously it used to drive us mental. now I have my mum and dad to replace them doing the same thing and my older sister rose is a hundred if not a million times worse, and she will bash men, hit them over the head with brooms and attack me, her friends rarely see her bitchy side she saves that for me later after she has tolerated hours of their shit then she will take it out on me, bash me, abuse and bully me and dad she had a scr eaming arguemnt all day last year at melborne cup over nothing. driving my father mental doing these weird niggra black talk calling herself allans miarah cary and other fucking rubbish wanting to go off to filipena whore land. I can't tolerate it so i don't talk to her anymore nor does dad.

my grandmother used to rant and rave for hours piss drunk every night and my dad does it as well. mu...

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when I get down I just focus on my projects and study and work or exercise or developing my stength back from serious illness. I just put my all into my pets as I don't have children, or husband and I still have a fashionpassion I guess !

when I get down I just focus on my projects and study and work or exercise or developing my stength ...

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i don't think a college or any other page you have open has a right to know what other pages you are looking at the same time. that is a breach of privacy completely.

i don't think a college or any other page you have open has a right to know what other pages you are...

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