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well did I get up her !

i study, i shop, i clean, i walk, i bus it, i train it, i get excited always to be let down. just stop it and go get a life. how about i bully you !

i study, i shop, i clean, i walk, i bus it, i train it, i get excited always to be let down. just st...

I hate sarina russo, I want that woman punished. she is a spastic retarted ugly whore. bully mental case. seriously mentally ill woman!

I hate sarina russo, I want that woman punished. she is a spastic retarted ugly whore. bully mental ...

if I have to take on the queen I will if she thinks she is being funny abusing me or any of the royals pushing me with a spastic loser deadbeat like ken carey your gonna cop it. I have had enough of your insults and abuse since I was a little girl. one of you is behind me being abused and neglected and rejected and one of you is going to have to answer to the law and a judge about it. I won't kill you, I will make you answer candid clear questions and make you aware that no matter who you are you can't go around abusing little children getting them to do things you want them to do, going through their diary and using nlp getting them to live out things that bugsy and the others were doing to me, one of the royals has to be behind it. they have to be behind it. and they have to understand that my parents like me might respect royals for who they are but at the end of the day we don't have to tolerate your abuses or pushing a spastic loser deadbead like ken carey onto me and him raping me and other men trying to rape me as a child. your all going to pay for it. its not enough that diana is dead. i don't think she was behind it all. someone else was . hms melville should have been sunk with all those rapists losers in it. I don't have to take your abuse, or david bowies abuse or any stupid drug spoilt actor or pop stars abuse. I don't hae to tolerate royals dirty abuse spastic games that make no sense.

if I have to take on the queen I will if she thinks she is being funny abusing me or any of the roya...

body shamed for being fat or too thin! i was body shamed for losing too much weight after being over weight for a number of years and what made me want to lose weight in the first place was my health and one day i had a fright from heart pain so i went and lost a heap of weight, i had tried only 1 diet before that which didn't work, but to be body shamed for being too thin when i felt i was not too thin and i was not anorexic or bulimic, i was a lower then a size 10 sure but i looked and felt great. from that day on i started gaining weight again and then i would have to push it down again. but clearly after a number of body shaming expereinces while being thin. i started putting on weight with medication and illness. i started gaining weight out of getting no where, i started getting rejected in jobs and colleges just because i rejected some rude abusive men as friends, so they as a group punished me for being thin and wanted me fat again. then i thought well i wanted to be fat so people wouldn't be jealous of me anymore and men thinking i was vain and self sufficient as a thin woman. i was very sad rejected but i felt great in myself thin and i think a lot of people couldn't deal with that i had been the fat girl who lost weight and was saying "i want a new life that you bozos can't give me with your ruthless clowning around and acting like boofwits rather then mature genuine "marriagable men" i was a woman who was serious and they couldn't stand me standing on my own and begging the question to be answered as to why i was push out of places and denied the normal rights others take for granted. so being both thin and fat has shown me people will body shame you no matter what you are. even when i was a perfect weight for my height i was still labelled and body shamed yet i felt healthy and great in myself. i didn't know why i was being rejected from jobs i would get nicely dressed for and take in my resume of acheivements and be positive, i didn't know why i was never getting dates or flirts from men. i just stopped caring anyway but i would love to kick the assesholes of those people who did body shame me and make them feel low and underpriveledged as they ought to be as punishment for abusing me!

body shamed for being fat or too thin! i was body shamed for losing too much weight after being over...

i was accused of being a gym and exercise junkie and this bitch and her mother from a law firm and this dickhead started pushing in on my scene of friends and pushed me out! i can't believe this asshole would have the audacity to get in on such a small scene and take over and abuse me when i was enjoying my life minding my business and i just would never talk to this girl she looked so bitchy towards me so i never spoke or looked at her ever due to her mean face and i got the feeling she was put out i was working out in the ladies only small private gym when i found my place with friends and this bitch wrecked it all. she was a fat bummed germ bitch with a slut angela whore mother, poor little rich girl don't you dare feel sorry for that angela devil slut who became a professional in my scene on my time! in my way. i wanted her out of town. waster druggy whore!

i was accused of being a gym and exercise junkie and this bitch and her mother from a law firm and t...

i am a single woman who masturbates to porn. i feel disgusted afterwards and think "thank god that is over and done with" i really want a loving husband with a mature mind and soul and who loves to put detail into what they do and wants children and is refined and well educated, i am always re-educating myself and i long for a good man and career at the end we are all just human beings that need love over job titles and income brackets and bank accounts and name titles etc. i just wish i knew what is about me that pushes the men i like away, i am considering doing a complete expo-say and interviewing radom men business and all areas and getting them to critique me and i think i am tough enough to take the truth if its negative or positive. i just want some feedback. i don't get flirts and that is a form of feedback for women to access their attraction and skills, i never got feedback in jobs, just dead silence. it so silent its erry and creepy society stuff. has the whole world gone halloween but me?

i am a single woman who masturbates to porn. i feel disgusted afterwards and think "thank god that i...

I am sick of this lifestyle. I tell my mother everything I did as a kid and she said I should not feel guilty for what happened at all. I confide a lot in my parents and my dad always gave me good advice, may you never meet a friend on the way down. but i think it should be on the way up because some people that make out they are your friends really fuck up your life fuck up your love life, fuck up your career and job life and they have no morals for what they do,it is just jealousy= like joyce she was jealous of me from day 1 and I was too naive to see it. but she was the lesson I didn't need to learn, she was someone elses lesson that went the wrong way, just like i am someone some academics theises on morality and child sexual abuse - I wrote one myself, but i was this criminologists experiement as a child got wrong.

I am sick of this lifestyle. I tell my mother everything I did as a kid and she said I should not fe...

why do nice guys suddenly go stupid when you tell them you like them they play games unreliable, make fun of everything trying to impress you with their clown talents or so called maturity over porn and masturbation and sex but deep down they are impressed by money only not even looks matter to them.

why do nice guys suddenly go stupid when you tell them you like them they play games unreliable, mak...

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i have never had a bed/sex ego about me, I was always reserved and shy about that but talked more about dates, haivng a fun time dancing and kissing and talk about careers and babies and what matters yet they got bored of me. so I decided to do it back to a lot of men and play a male boofoon clown at them when I hit 27 rejected over and over see how they like it back. next stop is to threaten to murder someone for a man like a grrl lesbot did to me. this woman tried to run me over in her car for this american guy, is that normal? joyce said it was normal that some women go crazy when in love, so maybe that is where I went wrong uh?

i have never had a bed/sex ego about me, I was always reserved and shy about that but talked more ab...

i need more money.

i am sick of studying workplace health and safety and teaching without a teacher, so far I have done floristry, art, heaps of therapy diplomas, business and accounting software i fell behind in some things and design and programming and other courses plus a degree I am struggling to find time to do it all. and I can't stand courses that are set out confusing and baffle me. I rarely give myself a day off but have been since I had surgical thing done. and I am sick of studying without a teacher. I am sick of teaching myself everything.

i am sick of studying workplace health and safety and teaching without a teacher, so far I have done...

my therapist and doctor told me to be abusive to women who have kids and careers and husbands to make it clear that they can stop their airs and graces around me and I deserve as much as these whore murdering slutties! who sprongling produce mindless breeding! and I want to attack all women to get out of my way over men i like ! other women bashed me I should have the right to bash other women back and anyone who gets in my way. and I don't like people like that wanker actor low life rich bitchling! baldwin from usa. people making out I am like trump when its clear i am not i am a woman who has been attacked and battered and abused by women and male rapists and pedophiles and i am sick of bozo lowlife men getting in my way when i mean business and will attack! my therapist and doctor told me to verbally embarrase any woman or men who has more then me!

my therapist and doctor told me to be abusive to women who have kids and careers and husbands to mak...

I can't stand the competition of young women around me, I am a mature woman with lots of education and i don't want some child lover i think its vulgar. I want the law to come in because I am 45 and I can't stand the competition anymore of younger sluttty whores stealing my limelight all the time or old cougar slut whores getting in my way! some of these women murder for husbands and sex, you guys need to be aware of the fact that its likely your wife and girlfriends from your past could have murdered for you. dob them in. I had a dickhead try to murder all the men around me I liked and i dobbed the bastards in to the cops.

I can't stand the competition of young women around me, I am a mature woman with lots of education a...

that righteous scotish blonde fat crippled slut who is so selfish with her son and all the men these women have and freeloading off australia, stealing men from other women. hetty would be the ring leader of stealing men from prettier better women then herself and look at all their money???? selfish spoilt brats the whole lot of them. even tracy grimshaw the whore dog! these people don't deserve their jobs and partners and lives.

that righteous scotish blonde fat crippled slut who is so selfish with her son and all the men thes...

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sorry to tell you this drew and your scotish crippled loser teenager acting mother with all the hardware around the face with rings in the eyebrows rather a childish stunt and she must feel one lucky punk ! but the pair of you look like homosexual transexuals to me. it is in the genetic disposition look at the boy george facial features of both and the ring in the ear and you all look a ugly pathetic dirty site of scum! that j looks like a fucking spasitc but look at you all, where do you all get your money from rich bitches with sprongling mongrel kids and weddings!!!! I hate you all! and if i want to be jealous of every woman around me attack them for having a husband and baby and career i can and there is nothing anyone can do about it. I even attack men now.

sorry to tell you this drew and your scotish crippled loser teenager acting mother with all the hard...

I know I will never see ken again and thank god, he was ugly creepy smelt like a sewer and had no personality. he was a married man and had nothing good to offer me. he was selfish because a better man would have introduced me to some single men and not acted the pathetic way he did.

I know I will never see ken again and thank god, he was ugly creepy smelt like a sewer and had no pe...

very ill overnight from that diet stuff or food poisoning at the beach. yuk.

anyway the bottom line is a doctor can never date a patient, past patient or present, its against the law. end of story. so its a waste of time even bothering to like this dude so I like this euro guy business successful man and heaps of others. I have to have some man to admire. that is just me and I think I have found it in db. again. and in jt and a few others I can't mention names.

anyway the bottom line is a doctor can never date a patient, past patient or present, its against th...