Confessions about 'Hate'

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when I was 28 I gave my real virginity to a female doctor who fisted me doing an internal vaginal examination and she never asked me if i was a virgin so I was pretty tight down there and bleed and she also did a pregnancy test I just let her think whatever she was thinking seeing she never asked. I had felt like i was raped the previous weekend by rick and katy attacking me anyway and I wanted to punish myself for getting mixed up with such a loser crowd and them gang bashing me so i just went along with things til i decided to dig my heals in and anyway I knew later i did the wrong thing but I had been carrying around the v thing for too long and seeing no quality guy ever asked my father to date me I thought I will pay you all back. later I could cry assault as well and got pity and then again with the date rape which i never wanted never intended for that to take place, but I use to my advantage everyway I can because I am a woman, I just have to like all women do!

when I was 28 I gave my real virginity to a female doctor who fisted me doing an internal vaginal ex...

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my older sister incest me as a child and so did other relatives. I don't know what to do.

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i pushed every man I like onto another bitchy bitch bitch! I just had too much pride I guess.

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its so true people who are more interested in helping others and interested in others rather then themselves are the happiest people. if you focus on your incest issues you will never be happy or loved or liked. stop talking about, stop thinking about, get involved in other peoples lives and help others so you can be grateful for what you do have is what you will find. that is why I hav pushed fat spastic ugly bitches to men I like to teach them all lessons. people often do get a shock when I give them what they want and then they wonder why? I do...

its so true people who are more interested in helping others and interested in others rather then th...

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i told gloria off for her "excuse excuses" email and I said "I expected better from a professional teacher like you, I have just had cancer surgery and immune disorder issues and just don't you start on with rude titles on emails at me bitch, with excuses excuses, if its good enough for other mongrels to have them I am allowed to to!" why is it when its me ill or abused its no big deal but someone else its like a paper cut is a heart attack, so my mum and doctor said "well I am glad you told her off and stood up for yourself and don't let her pull that abuse on you" if others are assholes and allowed compasion then so am I and I am going to be more nasty now. I should dish out the abuse people have done to me on everyone i can and be like joyce and kelly and anita gossupy shirl and dr fuckface go around teaching everyone lessons everywhwere. anyone i get my hands on literally.

i told gloria off for her "excuse excuses" email and I said "I expected better from a professional t...

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please incest spastic loser learn your lesson and move on from this site your not welcome here. we don't have to tolerate your dirty incest bs. find a site of your own. make one of your own just fuck off and die! cuntface.

please incest spastic loser learn your lesson and move on from this site your not welcome here. we d...

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I am past needing ego status things, I don't have a need to drive cars or men or anything! unlike other manipulative control freaks like joyce or anita and kelly who are complete fucking idiots.

I am past needing ego status things, I don't have a need to drive cars or men or anything! unlike ot...

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i don't need hot cars to support my ego like some weak egoed people do! I need nothing! nothing! I don't even want friends or anything from anyone. I am completely free, unchained to anything!

i don't need hot cars to support my ego like some weak egoed people do! I need nothing! nothing! I ...

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just because you haven't done such a good job yourself raising a child and obviously he is no man to marry someone like that doesn't mean you have a right to walk over people you crimple selfish bitch from england. I mean for you it should be like winning the lotto to have a son so you don't need anything more of anything ok!

just because you haven't done such a good job yourself raising a child and obviously he is no man to...

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hetty teddy, bugger hetty teddy who should be passed on to old pastures, a old cow past her prime stopping other younger or disadvantaged unemployed in having a voice and job and look at the money and the houses these so called mothers have? don't look too poor to me, and spoilt over active vaginas that have had enough time to push them on and bring in others who don't have kids and allow them a go please. step aside whores!

hetty teddy, bugger hetty teddy who should be passed on to old pastures, a old cow past her prime st...

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i don't know how to love. but i know how to insult so don't push me bitch boy!

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i don't know how to love. but i know how to insult so don't push me bitch boy!

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treveor i worked for the podiartist was expecting me to have a crush on him, it was so funny i used to look up at him pretending as if i did a few times cuz i was bored really, but i mean would in their right mind could love a person who looks at feet all day and one eyed purple people eater bitch of a man. its sort of like that fucking loser gyno, i mean all he is a wanker poofter who thinks he is some possy look up cunts all day and full of bullshit really. these fuck nuts making cd after cd can't yell and be verbally as insulting as me, like that gyno must have a raw ass by now anyway. loser! easiest asshole dickhead it insult out, the fake game of "oh if you need an emergency I can fit you in" then spastic simplton shirley temple the widddle grrrrrrrrrrrrl lolita all of what? 65 trying to play little lolita makes me sick. spastic whore what a retarted leziaban gossup slut she is. that spuzzybung hair and fat ass and anita and her twisted deformity and sorry I just don't hang out with deformed and retarted people who abuse. I only like mixing with up people cuz I get too despressed around other people. and my therapist said I am not less of a person that I can't stand being arround those people i too much of it in my childhood and if people had of considered my feelings I would have receiptricated but they failed to meet the guildlines and deadlines I specified clearly! I am all about fine print these days.

treveor i worked for the podiartist was expecting me to have a crush on him, it was so funny i used ...

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dear audi, looks like we have a bit of comedian here, who thinks to the person who keeps going on about incest- my best advice to you is "just get over it!" if someone wants to teach you a lesson you LEARN IT AND THEN YOU MOVE ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=61vhcA8jiGk people told me this now I am telling you. you black bastard! people have their eyes on you! on ya way! ya black bastard incest town crier self pitier!

dear audi, looks like we have a bit of comedian here, who thinks to the person who keeps going on ab...

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do i look like a woman who has got time to watch googlebox and other tv rubbish? all I do is study and go to exhibit shows and collect vintage goods.

do i look like a woman who has got time to watch googlebox and other tv rubbish? all I do is study a...

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you;re very impatient. hmm? wtf? sorry deaf, hear and say what? hmmm? I am 45 not 14 , I am a mature sophisticated woman with real life experiences as my new therapist says, "you have real life experiences compared to those childish spoilt brats and some men prefer women like you and your beautiful with all your courses and vintage colothing and style" they tell me!

you;re very impatient. hmm? wtf? sorry deaf, hear and say what? hmmm? I am 45 not 14 , I am a mature...

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and what sin did thee committ to be deliberately bankrupt and punished with your purse sown up for all the lies and dirty and rapes and games you were playing mary? not so perfect yourself yet quick to abuse, you started on me when i was just 6, stealing through diary pages i wonder who that heap of lard dung was dr breathweight fat ass? yeh probably and smugsy-bugsy hmm, con artists. fake doctors degrees and don't know real work if it feel on top of them.

and what sin did thee committ to be deliberately bankrupt and punished with your purse sown up for a...

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I WROTE TO THE GOVT ABOUT WHAT DO YOU HAVE TO DO TO BE IN THE SPECIAL CLUB OF BREEDING CLASS HOOKERS AT WELOPT FAM PRAC AND OTHER PLACES? THE WAY THEY FUSS AND FUCK AFTER THESE UNEDUCATED FAT SLOBBY TEENS AND OLD SLUTS ON THE PILL THAT LOOK AND ACT LIKE MEN AT NUTRIJUNK ETC. WITH THEIR CARS AND KIDS AND THIN SICKLY UGLY WRINKLED BODIES AND SAGGING ASSES AND BIRTHED OUT HUGE BLACK HOLE CUNTS AFTER BABY AFTER BABY. AND LIKE THEY WALK AROUND SO LIKE "OH GOD AM I SPECIAL, HAVE PRAM HAVE BABY, WILL SUCK" ATTITUDE SO COMMON AND THESE DOCTORS FUSSING AFTER THEM LIKE THEY ARE SOMETHING SPECIAL THEY ARE JUST HOOKER WHORES MINDLESS BREEDING WHORES SPOILT OVER INDULDGED AND WHO NEED BASHINGS AND KICKS UP THE BUM AND A JOYCE IN THEIR LIVE AND A KATY AND A FEW VIOLENT MEN AND ABUSIVE WOMEN. THEY LOOK LIKE ABSOLUTE DOGS COMMON SLUTS AND IF I WANT TO BE INSANELY JEALOUS AND ENVIOUS OF EVERY WOMAN AROUND ME WHO HAS MORE THEN ME I WILL AND SAY INSULTING RUDE THINGS AND SHAME AND EMARASS THEM INTO STEPPING ASIDE FOR OTHERS WHO DON'T HAVE WHAT THEY HAVE. MY FATHER STEPPED ASIDE FOR OTHERS IN JOBS TO ROTATE JOBS FOR WHROES AND IN COMMUNITY THINGS AND I THINK MORE JOBS AND PEOPLE SHOULD LEARN THEY HAVE TO MOVE AND STEP ASIDE TO MAKE LIKE MORE FAIR FOR PEOPLE WHO DON'T HAVE HUSBANDS AND KIDS ETC. THEY HAVE TO BE MADE TO FEEL GUILTY. MY THERAPIST TOLD ME TO MAKE SALLY FEEL GUILTY AND MAKE IT CLEAR TO THAT MANCHILD GRUNT ALCOHOLIC OLD BAG THAT SHE HAS NO RIGHT LAUGHING AT ME AND I AM MORE BEAUTIFUL THEN HER IN ALL WAYS AND DESERVE MORE THEN HER, SHE HAS HAD TOO MUCH MEN AND SEX AND KIDS AND NEEDS TO LEARN REJECTION AND FAILURE MORE. MY THERAPIST TOLD ME TO ATTACK HER VERBALLY OVER HER SELFISHNESS. MY DOCTOR TOLD ME TO VERBALLY ABUSE HER AND TO STOP HER SPEAKING FOR ME OVER MEN WHEN SHE NEEDS TO LEARN SOME HOME TRUTHS, I HAVE NOT HAD A MAN IN DECADES MYSELF AND I HAVE NO CHILDREN AND SHE NEEDS TO LEARN TO HELP OTHERS BEFORE HELPING HERSELF AND HER CUNTHOLE THAT MUST BE AS BIG AS THE BLACKHOLE ITSSELF LIKE JOYCE SHE HAS A CUNT THE SIZE OF THE SPOT ON JUPITER! AND A VIOLENT VIOCIOUS ABUSIVE MOUTH THE SAME TO MATCH. IF ONLY I HAD THE CONFIDENCE TO ABUSE AND GET PAID TO ABUSE THE WAY SHE DID AND SHE MUST THINK SHE IS SO CLEVER BUT I JUST SEE A VIOLENT ANIMAL WITH RUTHLESS CRUEL HEART, SHE IS A BLACKHEARTED EVIL WOMAN OF DIRTY SIN GOD WILL PUNISH AND I AM NOT THE LIAR SHE IS. OH MY GOD. THAT WOMAN IS A LIAR LIKE NO OTHER.

I WROTE TO THE GOVT ABOUT WHAT DO YOU HAVE TO DO TO BE IN THE SPECIAL CLUB OF BREEDING CLASS HOOKERS...

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IF I COULD I WOULD WRAP THAT HETTY JOHNSONS UGLY WIRE SCARFACED HEAD WITH BARB WIRE, I HATE THAT DOG! HATE HER SO MUCH AND INSANELY JEALOUS OF HER BEING TREATED LIKE THE EXPERT ON ALL THINGS PEDOPHILE WHEN MANY VICTIMS ARE THE TRUE EXPERTS. AND IF WE WANT TO BE INSANELY JEALOUS OF RICH PEOPLE AND SLUT WHORE DOGS WITH JOBS AND HUSBANDS AND KIDS WE WILL BE! WE WERE DENIED AND I CAN SPEAK ANYWAY I LIKE TO PEOPLE SINCE I HAD CANCER AND WETBRAIN AND LUNG VIRUS PROBLEMS. I SHOULD TAKE IT OUT ON EVERYONE WHO HAS MORE THEN ME AROUND ME INFACT. AND I AM GOING TO RUN WITH IT MAKE NO MISTAKE ABOUT IT. I AM CHASING THAT FUCKING CAR CALLED DB! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ohSNeQ70VsY HE SEEN ME GIVE THE FINGER TO SOMEONE WHO TRIED AND SEEN ME FALL OVER TO RUN ME OVER AND WE ARE AIMING FOR THE HIGHEST WE CAN! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZgPI9cvLuV0 I AM CHASING IT AND AIMING FOR THE TOP ALRIGHT AND PEOPLE CAN GET OUT OF THE WAY - OLD LUXUARY CAN GET OUT OF MY WAY! AND I AM LEADING IT WITH A FEW IN USA! I DECLARED MY INTENT TO MY NEPHEW AND I MEAN IT ! DB! I MAKE SENSE OVER EVERYONE ELSE!!!!

IF I COULD I WOULD WRAP THAT HETTY JOHNSONS UGLY WIRE SCARFACED HEAD WITH BARB WIRE, I HATE THAT DOG...

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I RANG POLICE AND PARLIMENTARY OFFICERS AND PEOPLE AND CHURCHES ABOUT THIS MONGREL 15 YEAR OLD WHO WAS DEMANDING NUDE PHOTOS AND SEX FROM ME AND I TOLD HIM TO GO FIND GIRLS HIS OWN AGE AND HANG OUT WHERE NICE GIRLS ARE AND WAIT FOR THE RIGHT PERFECT GIRL. I TOLD HIM IF HE REALLY WANTS A OLDER WOMAN HANG OUT AT A MOVIE THEATRE OR NIGHTCLUB OUTSIDE AND PICK UP THERE OR HANG AROUND CAFES AND TALK TO STAFF AT SHOPS OR GIRLS AT PLACES LIKE SPORT AND THINGS. I DON'T WANT SOME CREEPY MONGREL CHILD IN MY PANTS AND I TOLD HIM TO GO FIND A GIRL HIS OWN AGE. AND I THINK POLICE SHOULD KICK HIM AND HIS GUARDIANS WHOEVER LOOKS AFTER THE KID UP THE ASSHOLE, I MEAN THAT SORT OF KID WOULD BE NO CHILD OF MINE I TELL YOU NOW!

I RANG POLICE AND PARLIMENTARY OFFICERS AND PEOPLE AND CHURCHES ABOUT THIS MONGREL 15 YEAR OLD WHO W...

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