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Confessions about 'Hate'

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JAY IS WEALTHY TO HAVE A CAR AND HOUSE LIKE THAT. I MEAN I AM A SINGLE WOMAN NO KIDS AND ON A DISABILITY PENSION AND STUDYING AND WHERE DOES THIS FAT UGLY SLUT GET HER MONEY FROM IS MORE TO THE POINT!

JAY IS WEALTHY TO HAVE A CAR AND HOUSE LIKE THAT. I MEAN I AM A SINGLE WOMAN NO KIDS AND ON A DISABI...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

CAN YOU SEE ALL THESE PEOPLE ARE VERY CONTROLLING AND MANIPULATIVE PEOPLE THE MEDIA THE SPASTIC LOSER MOTHERS WHO ARE WHORES AND HAVE NOTHING TO HOLD THEIR HEADS UP OVER AND THE HETTY AND ALL HER BS. RIGHTEOUS CRAP WHEN SHE HAS DIRTY TRICKS IN HER OWN PAST. ITS ALL A JOKE, SURE JAY HAS TO BE AS BUTT UGLY AS THESE GUYS MOTHERS AND ACTUALLY MAKE TRACY GRIMSHAW LOOK A MODEL COMAPRED BUT WHAT A BUNCH OF ABSOLUT FUCKING IDIOTS. I HAD SOME MONGREL KID STALKING ME AND I REPORTED THE DIRTY LITTLE FUCKFACE TO POLICE AND BRAVEHEARTS AND I DON'T HAVE TIME TO LOOK AFTER OTHER PEOPLES SPROGS AND DIRTY MONGREL KIDS.

CAN YOU SEE ALL THESE PEOPLE ARE VERY CONTROLLING AND MANIPULATIVE PEOPLE THE MEDIA THE SPASTIC LOSE...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

AND TRACY GRIMSHAW IS A UGLY SLUT, OLD FAT LOUD MOUTH, ENTITLED SPOILT BRAT WITH NOT MUCH GOING FOR HER, AND THERE ARE OLDER AND OTHER YOUNGER AND PEOPLE WHO COULD DO HER JOB ANYWAY. SHE IS JUST A MOUTH AND TALKING HEAD WITH A FAT ASS ON A CHAIR WITH A BIG OPINION OF HERSELF AND JUST NEEDS A GOOD BASHING AND KICK UP HER UGLY FAT ASSHOLE.

AND TRACY GRIMSHAW IS A UGLY SLUT, OLD FAT LOUD MOUTH, ENTITLED SPOILT BRAT WITH NOT MUCH GOING FOR ...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

as a matter of fact joyce no one has told me I looke "re-dic" as that spoilt brat asshole chris lillyass! did I ever call you joyce a fat ugly sloby dog that deserved no love and didn't deserve denis? or tony? no! so stop your bullshit on me you spoilt slut, yeh I think your daughter is right now. but I never called you the abusive things like when I thin and young and pretty, prettier then you you told me no man would want me. you find excuses to insult and put me down joyce , much like anita and kelly and margie and the church did. , no people these days don't tell me I look re-dic they tell me I am very beautiful even with weight gain and a beautiful person for all I have been through and no love or husband by my side to help me. they say I am beautiful and graceious even after my cancer and lung problems and car accident and spinal and brain neuro issues and the people who like me say nice things about me, and told me to tell people "this is as broken as I can get and fair is fair step aside and allow me a life and love of my own!" that is what christain caring good people have said to me. "good on you for standing up to bullies and people who hurt you and make it clear to them we think your beautiful, we think your deserving, you love your body no matter what it is and you deserve more" that is what the people who care about me have said, so just stop the bullying right now. you got your day a few times allow others a fair go. you were never afraid to tell me how ugly, small, unexperienced sexually I was and how I was lacking in so many ways when I was gorgeous and thin and pretty and I never once said "gee your a ugly fat old slut joyce who has to bark like a dog" like you said to me. you have not been through cancer and wet brain and heart pain and lung pain and viruses that effect your lungs like I have, all alone without a husband all this time and no child and now 45" you have been a very spoilt over indulged jealous abusive evil witch of a woman joyce. stop your abuse right now whore dog! people told me you should be in jail for what you did to me. I want you to be forced to answer to a judge and court of law! I want all the bullies who have abused me including kelly and anita and heaps of people like ken and rsl and leigh morris to be forced to answer to a judge and court of law their disgraceful actions.

as a matter of fact joyce no one has told me I looke "re-dic" as that spoilt brat asshole chris lill...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

these young guys have moved in near us and ride motor bikes and I think they already have girlfriends cuz I seen a blond tall girl there but you know I like so many men, I don't care, I really like this businessman in europe but he is married and has 3 kids but he is so cute and my age and lovely european accent. anyway today my battenberg lace pieces came for a wedding dress - its quite pretty.

these young guys have moved in near us and ride motor bikes and I think they already have girlfriend...

Abuse, Hate

I can't understand bzzzzzz who gets herself involved in what someone might have done 30 years ago that she can not prove happened and people are stupid to stick their neck out to attack others they barely know over an issue that has nothing to do with them, I have never asked anyone so far to fight my battles. this is what I couldn't understand the mental disorder that joyce poorter had and bec helping katey - I think bec is a idiot for sticking her neck out to help a drug addict spoilt violent hooker like katey to get with rick. and I bet she was getting anything on bec to attack her later as well. I told bzzzzzzzzzzz to mind your own bzzzzzzzzzzzness! meddling gossiping trouble making mental brat with a mental disorder, I could never imagine being like joyce and these people needing to teach everyone a lesson it would be a mental disorder, my doctor said joyce had more serious mental disorders then she was letting on with multiple personality and her violent way rough way she talked about "people needing kicks up the bum" all the time, that is bushy redneck talk! she had no right doing that to me as some weirdo guise of therapy because its not.

I can't understand bzzzzzz who gets herself involved in what someone might have done 30 years ago th...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

my older sister just literally wore me out trying to prop her up for her 1st husband and even before all the make up and hair styling, I did for her dates and night clubbing. no one ever did that for me I had to pay a professional I really couldn't afford because I have never had a sister who wanted me to look pretty for a guy or help me. like I learnt about that stuff but I only want to do it on men now. I don't want to do it on women because no one helped me.

my older sister just literally wore me out trying to prop her up for her 1st husband and even before...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

I don't want any friends, I have not had a real friend ever, everytime I thought I did have a real female friend or male friend they hurt me and abused me and let me down over other men I liked. so I am not trusting anymore!

I don't want any friends, I have not had a real friend ever, everytime I thought I did have a real f...

Abuse, Hate

I want a hot boyfriend in a cool sports car to take me away for a holiday for halloween without calling me a dog or ugly as! etc.

I want a hot boyfriend in a cool sports car to take me away for a holiday for halloween without call...

Abuse, Hate

I want to win the lotto cuz I can't work or find a husband, I literally don't know what my skills are anymore. if your not gay, no married, not have kids and no car or not a drug addict or not have a obvious disability your a no one, there is no such thing as equality. so these poofters crying and gutzaching about bs - seriously try crying over cancer or back injuries or physical pain rather then dirty sexual gender non-sense! I was abused as a child I get no equality at all. other relatives but me won lotto! what is equality got to do with anything in this world. you take it from one to give to someone else. its not like its "a given" forever! there will never be equality in this world for all. hetrosexual nice white girls are the least equal of all people. you have to be a bitch and dog and asshole to get anything!

I want to win the lotto cuz I can't work or find a husband, I literally don't know what my skills ar...

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I want to go to a holiday resort for halloween to get away from here but I can't afford it. these people have spooked me out ages ago with their occult stuff. literally the smells of human flesh burning making me want to vomit!

I want to go to a holiday resort for halloween to get away from here but I can't afford it. these pe...

Abuse, Hate

the crazed clown (aga, s.kings IT) at the door with a electric saw thing is just not funny in this city ! I just get so afraid now around halloween because a few years ago a psycho group in my street took it too far and wanted to burn signs outside at our fence, then there was chanting and candles and nonsense that upset me.

the crazed clown (aga, s.kings IT) at the door with a electric saw thing is just not funny in this c...

Abuse, Hate

whoever keeps coming on here going on about incest- get over it. I was told to get over it. you just have to realise your responsible for what you feel and think and if someone tells you to get over it get over it. that was what doret told me to get over it all so I did what the whore wanted but I am not anymore. I know I was the victim of terrible incest as was my sister and father and younger cousins. you just have to find a way to get past it and move on because I can't feel guilty about it or anything. since being ill I will not feel guilty about anything I say or do anymore.

whoever keeps coming on here going on about incest- get over it. I was told to get over it. you just...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

i told the catholic church my cousin patrick who sexually assaulted me when I was a child has been trying to murder me, I never did a thing to his mongrel slut of a mother. I don't know why they all hated me so much as a little child. they are all nutcases and mentally ill and love abusing, they are evil killers. that is the word for my cousins. blood thursty dirty animals rapists and killers. they never liked me and used me, I think my cousin patrick is a complete satanic occultist and I always did like my second cousin patrick better, he was a lovely looking baby as well but patrick and louise and steven were bought up very very selfish kids and abusive kids. they have been trying to murder me! I told the catholic church that ! patrick and all of them are to blame for a lot of things.

i told the catholic church my cousin patrick who sexually assaulted me when I was a child has been t...

Murder, Abuse, Hate

if anita and other have won fights over me that is because they are more violent and hatefilled and evil and abusive unlike me. but you know they are making me more and more like them if that is any consultation to them I can learn to be as bitchy, rude, violent, backstabbing and murdering as them! anita and that doctor are cold blooded murderers like my neighbors. i can tell you that out right. so long as they can live with knowing I know that about them.

if anita and other have won fights over me that is because they are more violent and hatefilled and ...

Abuse, Hate

anita goes on with this rubbish about "oh we won the fight over catherine" I mean this is the bs I have to put up with like in my street with donna and next door and these churches. they had a moral victory over an abused child and raped woman, neglected woman. and I am bored by the way the rsl and navy and ken and leigh are so adimant they are didn't act dishorabley - it might be the the present era but that does not mean morals should be put down and mum is personally offended that leigh treated us quest entrants like whores on a navy ship and I didn't want to go. I was ill I told the simple woman that I can't help it if she had a chip on her shoulder about her husband leaving her I didn't want him! stupid woman! its not business like or professional the way she was allowing girls to be violated and the drinking and her stupid smurking at people like she is so clever the rest of us are stupid cuz she has a job with the rsl. they were abusive. mum and dad said "we paid to be abused!we paid to be assaulted once more" and why????

anita goes on with this rubbish about "oh we won the fight over catherine" I mean this is the bs I h...

Abuse, Hate

why do people get so offended by the word spastic? people used to call me spastic as a child, my relatives and other kids and I just used to make it into a joke really. it hurt sometimes but to be honest it is a real word in the dictionary to describe a illness. suddenly people put a slur on the word like gay, its a word in the dictionary to describe a feeling. what the hell is wrong with people? they used to it the spastic appeal or society, so why do people act like oh its so nasty. have you seen how abusive anita treats people who have disability ? she does not treat people equally and she is highly abusive as is her pathetic whore friend the doctors receptionist and he is just as abusive and narscistic when there are better men out there then him? there are lot of men better then him there are lots of better doctors then him.

why do people get so offended by the word spastic? people used to call me spastic as a child, my rel...

Abuse, Hate

what I don't understand with anita is why didn't she just say "thankyou for offering to help with the sausage sizzles and fundraising but just keep doing the singing and if you don't want to do a solo (cuz there was heaps of better people then me who could have that was obvious) or I will place you where you won't feel uncomfortable on stage, when I did public speaking lessons my tutor worked with me to boast up my confidence to do my speach that I thought I could never do but I did, all anita had to say was a few nice words she should not have asked me over to her house and their childish non-sense they were going on with, they had already chosen their dash sponsors so why did she lie to me as some game? why not just be honest and open, and that was what I didn't like also about mary in the psychology. I will not lie about things, I never felt comfortable with ken and that whole situation I was pushed into by leigh and my mum and dad said "don't let that ever happen to you ever again" make it clear to people your not there to be abused not by dirty doctors or dirty priests who have some hidden agendas and fake hearts fake everything but their wallets and skull duggery. yeh anita gets help to write her music she supposedity makes it all to sound deliberately sickly fake "matey" bs! that she can not live up to as a human because she is so evil. but when you have a son of slut bastard useless ill moraled doctor or some other fake man in the middle of it you have trouble. at least anita can't say I didn't help her and her illness - my family have had spine abifita but that doesn't mean she has to be such a pig! there is a way of speaking to someone. she could have just said "I am sorry you are going through this, just keep coming to choir" she went on with all these lies about "I know some of you are having terrible abuse family problems but does she know how bad it is, how violent my sister and father and mother have been to me at times. she makes out she cares infront of people but she doesn't its all about ego and money with her. but like I said she can't say I didn't help her with royalty companions and compliements to their singing birdy! who is not so nice at all. a very nasty witch around a heap of bitches. that is why I complained in that receptionist whores ear because she has everything all these poeple have everything! I wish I could be so selfish.

what I don't understand with anita is why didn't she just say "thankyou for offering to help with th...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

what is disappointing about my life and I see this in my dad, and mum, I think that life just doesn't live up to everything that you were lead to believe it would be, like I really wanted to married by 23 or 25 I thought I would be a good mother and I have become everything I didn't want to be, but what others wanted for me, not what my mum wanted for me. I think she wanted me to find a nice man but because of my fathers unemployment we always felt outside of society.

what is disappointing about my life and I see this in my dad, and mum, I think that life just doesn'...

Hate

so I have another 12-20 rosebud chocolate stems for the breast cancer fashion show and I haven't even eatten them. or used sally's or nutrijunks shit either. I have shit from here shit from there. people think they can make up for their abuse by material things which deeply offense me.

so I have another 12-20 rosebud chocolate stems for the breast cancer fashion show and I haven't eve...

Abuse, Hate