Confessions about 'Hate'

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tired and cranky out all day and all I want to lose weight and enjoy life more. have more in life and better friends etc. a real life with friends new house and new place and able to hurt and attack people without shame and the burden of punishment or anything. I have a right to attack anyone I like and get away with it. if I want to bash someone I should be allowed to.

tired and cranky out all day and all I want to lose weight and enjoy life more. have more in life an...

Pride, Hate

I hate spastic shirley little girly of 6 years old with her six year old mind and bullshit. retarted old slut bullying hag.

I hate spastic shirley little girly of 6 years old with her six year old mind and bullshit. retarted...

Abuse, Hate

as if this hopeless case like me could win the lotto or get a husband or job, those things to happen to other people but I am not allowed them. everyone else is allowed friends and husbands and jobs and cars and houses and holidays and weddings and kids but me. why am I alone in this abuse? why don't you have the abuse for a change!

as if this hopeless case like me could win the lotto or get a husband or job, those things to happen...

Abuse, Hate

all I smell is cat urine and this messy house. why would I want a clean house? why would I want a house of my own? why would I want a life of my own = all too late. what are you gonna do about it and get off your duffer and you were supposed to make it all happen for me. make people like me, make me feel welcome, make me pass courses to get jobs, make people give me all I wanted. what a waste of space you turned out to be. promising lies you fuck off chink whores.

all I smell is cat urine and this messy house. why would I want a clean house? why would I want a ho...

Hate

boring disappointing gold jewellery and didn't buy it. too chunky and gross.

Hate

went out walked around looked at shit in shops and drank shit tea and shit capinchucko coffees and was anoyed the whole time.

went out walked around looked at shit in shops and drank shit tea and shit capinchucko coffees and w...

Hate

can you see all the signs you put up are not for me mellow yellow sallow. fuck off and fuck a 20 year old chick and get gone user! I don't love you and never will, never could and never will. your only good for bashing and you will be attacked and murdered by my whole family if you come near me ken. fuck off loser!

can you see all the signs you put up are not for me mellow yellow sallow. fuck off and fuck a 20 yea...

Abuse, Hate

I am sick of garbage food, stale cold steamed vegetables and cold deli meats with gross sauces. yogurts and gross pastries - fast foods ! its like chuck.

I am sick of garbage food, stale cold steamed vegetables and cold deli meats with gross sauces. yogu...

Hate

food and fat make me angry at everyone.

Hate

I am angry for lack of the type of food I really need at the right time. not enough quality food presented well and I don't want chocolate anyway.

I am angry for lack of the type of food I really need at the right time. not enough quality food pre...

Hate

stick your sons cum up eyeballs no one cares spastic loser! how vial and stupid you are.

Hate

I have to put on an act to everyone that I am trying to believe life is good when I think its all shit and life is hell and I am depressed and not enjoying much at all.

I have to put on an act to everyone that I am trying to believe life is good when I think its all sh...

Hate

I always come home cranky after being out trying to enjoy myself. its coming home to shit that is annoying and annoying people and annoying phone calls that talk gabble foreigners who shit me off!

I always come home cranky after being out trying to enjoy myself. its coming home to shit that is an...

Hate

stop ringing here. I can't understand you - you stupid wingwong! fuck off. annoying me.

Hate

For 25 years I was my father's sex toy. From age 7 he used me sexually. Making me give him head. He took my virginity when I was 9, he demand sex several times a day. When my periods started my ass was fucked. He forced me do every disgusting sex act you can think of. Using my pussy, mouth and ass for what ever got him off. He passed me around to other men, made me fuck dogs and made me do porn to earn money turn me in to a BDSM slave. The worst part is he trained my body to always cum while doing these fucking things. It got to the point that no matter how he used me I began having squirting orgasms. One time in a mall I was 15 and looked at another boy, he pulled me aside and slapped hard several times and I came soaking my mini skirt. He never let me wear panties so my skirt was completely wet, then he made me walk to parking lot . I was so humiliated stand there waiting for the elevator I came again as he had trained me to be a bottom how craved humiliation. Last winter he died, and I was free. But at 33 I'm completely fuck up. I never went to high school or had friends. And have no family. I've tried sex with a dozen men since he died, but I can't cum or get wet. The bastard has made it impossible to cum without him. I hate him for making me this way. But I hate myself even more for wanting his touch again, for wanting to be abused by him for being a worthless slave in love with her master. Why did you have to die Daddy, I miss you so much.

For 25 years I was my father's sex toy. From age 7 he used me sexually. Making me give him head. He ...

Love, Lie, Abuse, Hate, Violence, Sex

today I pigged out on chocolate mouse and cholocate wafers with choc almonds on top and banana now I feel so guilty, the funny thing is I often don't like sweet things.

today I pigged out on chocolate mouse and cholocate wafers with choc almonds on top and banana now I...

Hate

I hate people who have abused me. I hate my neighbors and hope the suffer in hell someday soon for what they have done to me.

I hate people who have abused me. I hate my neighbors and hope the suffer in hell someday soon for w...

Abuse, Hate

to the person who wrote in chinese - " I have been masturbating, has been ten years, has been full of Buddha, he turned around and masturbating, I really do not know what I did during this decade. Tonight I masturbate, rubbing my penis injured, foreskin inflammation, scrotal eczema, kidney, dizziness ... diseases rushed me. God! I atheism itself, but why do I have something to ask God to repent, do I just afraid to die, I sincerely repent of my own fault, the Lord Buddha can forgive me. " Love , the Lie , Hate , Violence , Gay , Hacking , Stealing , Sex , you need to get help if you are hacking and abusing people cuz you will get caught.

to the person who wrote in chinese - " I have been masturbating, has been ten years, has been full ...

Hate, Hacking, Sex

the rapist ken is a likely suspect as a stalker. but then so is relatives like my brother or sister in law, cousins, neighbors, politicians who attacked some women and they know it could ruin his political career but we all know lammingtons are weird. something does not add up and I seen a link with his office, the women club and also sallys dental clinic she is a receptionist and nutrajerks products and saraleones and emma = link equals ruthless calculating stupid violent abusive people !

the rapist ken is a likely suspect as a stalker. but then so is relatives like my brother or sister ...

Abuse, Hate, Violence

I was not interested in the games those choirs and shirley anita kelly and margie were playing. I don't have time or interest in stupid senile peoples dumb disgusting deviant games. you are gonna get caught with your pants down and caught out for stalking and abuse. I know your are a bad person shirley and maybe that doctor is also. no doubt he may try to use his so called loose charm on women after the fact, after his abuse and games but he has a lot to prove to me that he is worthy of my time before I go gaga over him. I am not completely convinced that all is so nice there in those choirs and medical practice and games of abuse are going on. only time will show evidence if any. causation and link are rather explicit and too co-incidential to be just a radom mistake of shirley and anita, kelly and margie and something did not add up at all. all these people were up to no good and had altera motives and it looks like they were helping someone to abuse me and steal my clothing and things and these so called pretty men you have to watch them, some attractive men are out and out murdering killers and have no scruples at all. how do I know if davo or macb or someone code named phil/ricky was not a very dangerious handsome killer? I have to consider this before I trust as something did not add up. shirley made a mistake being in that choir when I joined something told me there was some game being plotted when john said "the year before 2 girls were competing in the choir and we are glad they have gone" and I knew then it had to be a similar plot or pattern of events. this person repeats their pattern of abuse in those choirs.

I was not interested in the games those choirs and shirley anita kelly and margie were playing. I do...

Pride, Murder, Abuse, Hate