Confessions about 'Lie'

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Several years ago I began dating Linda who lived a few houses away from mine.We were both devorced and I had no kids but she had a daughter Kerri who was around 17 at the time. Both Linda and I like the booze and on weekends smoke weed. The sex is good and I would have to say we over did it most of the time with the nudity in front of each other. There were times when Kerri saw us naked and a number of times a few of her girlfriends also did. There were many times when both Linda and I were pasted out on the sofa without knowing Kerri and perhaps one or two of her friends had come in. I don't know how many times Linda and I apoligized for it and Kerri was always upset with us mainly when one of her friends also saw us. As time went on Kerri was less offended by it and would tell us we had no morals. As it worked out 11 months ago Linda and Kerri moved into my house mainly for financial reasons. Things are not much different and our nudity and drinking seemed to soften Kerri's opinion of us. She never complains about seeing me naked anymore and by my own admission I like her seeing me naked and expose myself to her many times each week. Linda knows about some of it but not to the extent that Kerri does see my privates. I do wear a robe around the house most nights but never tie it and never have anything else on, I get erctions often knowing Kerri is looking at my penis. I'm convinced Kerri thinks I am drunk when this happens but most of the time I am sober enough to know what I am doing. There are three of her girlfriends who have been here frequently while in my robe who I intentionally expose myself to. Theres been numerous occasions when Linda is either in bed or on the sofa sleeping while I am in the recliner. Its usually on weekends and when I hear Kerri and one or more of her friends come in I purposely open my legs exposing everything to them. I can hear them whisper and giggle while looking at me and try to fight off having an erection. They are all 19 and 20 now and they still come in mostly late on Saturday nights and sometimes Fridays. Before they moved in with me I can honestly say I never intentionally exposed myself. Now I do it every chance I get and get excited doing it. For almost six months now I lay in that recliner when they come in and have taken off the robe. I spread my legs apart as I lay there completely naked and Kerri never mentions it anymore either to Linda or me. When Kerri sees me anked its norrmally upstairs where I am naked all the time after work. When I come out of the bathroom I never have anything on and even Linda knows the way I am anymore. I have lost whatever mdesty I ever had and don't regret it one bit.

Several years ago I began dating Linda who lived a few houses away from mine.We were both devorced a...

Lie

I miss ZOMBIE. Where are you Zombie? I miss ZOMBIE. Where are you Zombie?

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With and Without a warning He entered my life without a warning. He observed the kind of woman I am without a warning. He began looking for me without a warning. He began going everywhere I went to without a warning. He watched every step I took without a warning. He saved me from others' negativity without a warning. He entered my life at the right time without a warning. Unknowingly I knew I was being watched with a warning. Unknowingly I saw a figure with a warning. Unknowingly I felt his presence everywhere I went with a warning. Unknowingly he left, but I still feel his presence with a warning. Unknowingly I don't feel alone when I am with a warning. Knowingly, I know he's still watching me. Knowingly, I know he still cares about me. Knowingly, I know he's protecting me. With and without the warning, I might have met the one. (PS: I just want to let him know this isn't going to be easy for us. Many people are interfering and it would be better to begin "us" with love. I don't want you to lose hope either:)

With and Without a warning He entered my life without a warning. He observed the kind of woman I am...

Lie

I'm married to "Janet", a 35 year old Filipina, for 14 years. We have three kids. I'm white, 51, and she's 35.She's very attractive. She gives massages to friends and family fairy often and is so good at it that she makes enough to use for food shopping, etc. without having to work 40 hours a week. She almost always does them in our house, using our guest room for it, sometimes on vacation for relatives we're visiting and nothing weird has ever happened until last weekend. I worked on Saturday and came home early to find her 29 year old cousin, "Annette", in our backyard watching her two kids and our three kids, all are under 12, in our pool. I asked her where "Janet" was and she replied that she was giving her 33 year old husband, "Brian", a massage. She offered me some food and I told her thanks and that I'd eat after saying hello to them. I didn't realize at the time but "Annette" really wanted me to stay outside and eat. I walked down the hall to our guest room, heard music and saw the room was lit by candles, and that the door was slightly open. I started to open it and, without either noticing me at all, saw "Janet" standing to the side of "Brian" as he laid on her massage mat on the bed on his back. She was topless and in her thong underwear and facing towards me. They were engaged in a conversation and "Janet" had been giggling. She was masturbating "Brian" with her right hand and rubbing oil on his chest with her left. I could see a few things right off the bat: 1) "Brian" also had his right hand on my wife's ass tugging at her thong. 2)"Brian" was fondling Janet's tits with his other hand at that moment. 3) "Brian" had a penis like an elephant trunk.It must've been at least 10 inches long and very thick. Then,as my wife was stroking Brian's penis, she looked at him and said "You like?" and he nodded his head. I watched "Janet" lean over and begin performing oral sex on him. Brian then strokes her hair, brushing it away from her face, and I swear he clearly whispered something about "fucking you real good today" and "Janet" going "Ummmm hmmm" with his cock in her mouth. "Janet" took her mouth off his cock for a moment and kissed him on his lips. I swear I heard it. I swear I saw it. I'm positive. Then "Janet" went back to work on Brian's cock and he pulled her thong underwear down. He was caressing her ass and then I swear I saw his hand go between her thighs. Then I clearly heard him say "I wanna see that face while you suck my cock" and he brushed her hair away. I was in such stunned disbelief that I walked out and back to the pool area. I sat down and "Annette" began talking to me but all I could do was respond with head movements or one word answers. She must've known I was rattled. "Brian" and "Janet" have always gotten along well but I never suspected a thing. About 30 minutes later "Janet" and "Brian" came out to the pool area. "Oh hi!" she said and kissed my cheek and began asking me about my day. "Brian" sat down and said "Awesome massage Janet! Thanks!" and began eating. I noticed that "Janet" didn't have her wedding ring on. "Brian" had his on. After they left I confronted "Janet" about it and told her exactly what I saw. Her response was that she "wasn't having sex" with "Brian". She was just doing that to relieve his stress because "Annette" asked her to and was paying her. I was dumbfounded and asked what the hell she was talking about. Janet replied that "Annette" has some sort of vaginal pain issue and sex is extremely painful for her. She hates having sex apparently.Her and "Brian" have been married seven years and he's been getting very frustrated with lack of sex with her. She's worried he'll leave her. Janet says that they both massaged "Brian" one day and she taught "Annette" how to give him a blowjob but "Brian" thinks she's awful at it and prefers "Janet" to give them to him."Janet" told me "Annette don't like to do that for him". My wife claims that "Annette" gives her $50 a week for two massages/blowjobs for her husband. I asked her "Don't you consider that adultery?!?!/!" and "Janet" replied "No, because we're not having sex." and I'm like "A blowjob is sex!!!" and she says over and over "It's not". I asked her if she'd ever had sex with "Brian" and she said no but I informed her that he looked pretty comfortable grabhandling her ass in there and she said "Oh, he just likes to look at that and touch it, we never had sex" and I'm finding it very difficult to believe her. So I went to "Annette" one day and told her that our spouses were having an affair and she breaks down and tells me exactly what my wife told me. She said she was afraid he was going to leave her and it was her idea. When I asked her why she thought "Janet" would do it she said because "She used to do that all the time in Manila" before she came here. My wife was a blowjob girl in a dance hall she tells me. Then she says it's ok with her if he's having sex with "Janet" as long as her & "Brian" stay married. "I don't wanna know what they're doing in there as long as he's happy and still loves me!" she says to me as she is crying. I'm in total shock over this and I'm pretty damned sure "Janet", my wife, is fucking him and I'm the only one angry about it or ashamed.

I'm married to "Janet", a 35 year old Filipina, for 14 years. We have three kids. I'm white, 51, and...

Love, Lie

I'm in love with my coach I am madly in love with my coach. i have never been attracted to older men but through maturity i am not able to relate to guys in my set. My coach is attractive, smart, strong willed, ambitious, sexy and not to mention seperated (from wife). I fantasize about him every day. I wish we could be together but he wants to remain professional in fornt of the team. he wants to maintain the respect of the team but why should anything come between true love? We share mutual feelings but that one obstacle is in the way. I dont care to be with anyone else but him. please help! Mature answers only

I'm in love with my coach I am madly in love with my coach. i have never been attracted to older me...

Lie

they are confuse with my behaviour as I was 15 years old , and i feel strange with my parents behaviour , sometimes i will be very happy and kind and after that i will be very rude . sometimes i will be very friendly but after that i will be a loner, but I've fallen in love with a 17 year old at 12 years ago we are steady since then and I lie to my parents.

they are confuse with my behaviour as I was 15 years old , and i feel strange with my parents behavi...

Lie

Is she cheating? Over the past months my wife has shown concerning signs of cheating. Hip and thigh bruises a few times, suds increase in mobile data and insomnia getting up in the night. I have confronted her and she believes I am just projecting my own fears. Do women ever confess? How would I know if she is cheating?

Is she cheating? Over the past months my wife has shown concerning signs of cheating. Hip and thigh...

Adultery, Lie, Marriage

I was shopping online today for a pair of Sanuk's, I've been told they are the MOST comfortable shoes ever. The two pairs I found to buy didn't have the arch that is the key to their comfort. I am going to buy them. Style over comfort.

I was shopping online today for a pair of Sanuk's, I've been told they are the MOST comfortable shoe...

Lie

i am 29 years old, i am talented artistically and have a good job. i make good money...but every year that goes by i become more neurotic...party too much and accrue all of these irrational fears... eg. penis size that for some reason i think is tiny even though every girl i have ever been with is satisfied... i used to be very self assured ...almost cocky, i never feared talking to women or anything like that...but now...i do i dont understand...ive tried therapy and that just confused me more i have to get to the bottom of all of this hopefully i get better

i am 29 years old, i am talented artistically and have a good job. i make good money...but every yea...

Lie

My first confession... So the last year has been very stressful. I got a new job and i loved it at firstvut now im not so sure...my boss is a total b** and to top it all off im not sure about anything anymore. How can you tell if your friends just dont like you anymore...i dont have anyone to talk to at all my friends would rather talk about them and their problems and when i talk about mine they just sit there. I love my family but i cant talk to them either...the things going on in my mind would scare them. I dont think about killing people, i just think why was i given this life to live. Why has my life been one giant f* up. Im 20 years old and never even been kissed. I cant talk to guys without freaking the f*** out. Im straight but yet i freak when a guy talks to me and i alway seem to attract the ones that are crerpy looking and that are 20 years older than i am. Im not a tiny girl im about 260 but at times i feel good with my body and other times i dont. Thid is my first time posting stuff like this on the internet and i just want to get everything out...

My first confession... So the last year has been very stressful. I got a new job and i loved it at f...

Lie, Abuse

Is he still into drugs? Do you have any reason to suspect that he is? If at any point in time you have reason to suspect that he could be, then you need to take action since he might still be involved and you'll need your friends around you to help you make the right decision, whatever it might be. But if he isn't, then your friends just don't need to know. Oh sure, you should probably tell your closest bud (the one that you'd take a bullet for) because they're the person who is most likely to understand why you held back, but the rest? Nah. It's not really deceiving as much as it's just that they don't need to know all of the dirty laundry. I'm sure that they have things that they've never told you or your hubby, things that you'd probably judge them on as well.

Is he still into drugs? Do you have any reason to suspect that he is? If at any point in time you ha...

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I had sex with my girlfriends mother and her mother is so much better in bed then my girlfriend

Adultery, Love, Lie, Blasphemy, Sex

I'm faking it... I'm not a lesbian. The only reason I look and act like one, and tell everyone that I am, is so that when men aren't sexually attracted to me, I don't have to feel bad.

I'm faking it... I'm not a lesbian. The only reason I look and act like one, and tell everyone that...

Lie, Gay

I Feel Neglected... Lately, I have been feeling neglected by my parents. I try my best at everything, but whenever I s**** up, they yell at me. Whenever I have friends over, they complain, and whenever I go out, they complain. Every time I tell them about something, they ignore me. Also, my parents work the night shift, and so I'm home alone all night with my little brother and grandma. If someone were to break into the house, no one could protect us. I also feel like they never have time for me. Sometimes I wish that my family could be normal, but it's not. They work all night, and sleep all day. I only see my parents about four hours a day, and they get two days off a week. The only place I feel safe at is school, because I know there are people there to protect me, and my friends always listen to me. I just need to get this out.

I Feel Neglected... Lately, I have been feeling neglected by my parents. I try my best at everything...

Lie

I know this Is long. Please. Just read and comment with you opinions If youd loke. I may be irrational. But she is theshittiest person I've ever met. You are such a stupid b. And I hope you go nowhere in life. I wouldn't be surprised at ALL if you don't. You are impulsive. Lazy. Moronic. Annoying with your stupid valley girl speech. You have the most massive bipolar flipouts I've ever seen. And your procrastination is sickening. I can't believe we made it two years as friends. You are a horrible person. 'christian'? Bull f s. I am not Christian but I hate how much of a hypocrite you can be. Why you suck and are a bad person: you are 17. You introduced me to weed. Got me in a bunch of s my boyfriend hated.. he hates your guts. You've been to jail for stealing ugly s* from JcPennys. You get mad at every F**** thing and just ignore me like I'm not even there. What the f* is that called. You got drunk and let a random guy at a party f* you on a sink.. then came crying to me.. worried you were pregnant because he didnt use a condom.. you fool around with gross boys. Your definition of having fun is 'lets go party and get drunk' You're needy. SelfCentered. And define everyone as '(insert what you do with them)buddy' for instance... Party buddy Smoke buddy Sleep over buddy F* buddy Drinking buddy Bus buddy Ugggggh I could go on and on. I HATE THE MOST.. How you think you have the worst problems and you hate your mom. And say you hate your life. And you're so pooor. Awww. You just bought a 40 dollar skirt. I've never spent more than 20 dollars on anything. And your mom buys you s* all the time. I have to buy ALL of my everything. Then you complain about your job at pacsun.. b.. you're getting paid to be there. Shut the f* up. (then there's another job that we both have.. as clowns.. and I'm way better.. she's been working a year longer than me.. and I make double what she makes. Our boss loves me.. and talks s* behind my friends back.. saying shes forgetful etc.) But.. with her good fortune.. she hasn't been fired.. or anything. Anyways! I hate how you play it off.. everyone thinks you're a goody goody. And.. they say they like you.. and.. you're pretty.. just whatever. It p* me off. And when someone says I'm pretty.. then you get irritated I can tell. I sort of hope you burn in H*.. or get hit by a car.. but then people will feel sorry for you.. maybe your mom will lose her job and you'll really know what its like to be poor. YOUR MOM ACCUSED ME OF STEALING HER PILLS... that was you. I don't even touch that s***. Ha... and I didn't cause before I hi.g out with you. It sort of became habit. Thank you for listening.

I know this Is long. Please. Just read and comment with you opinions If youd loke. I may be irration...

Lie

yeh, I still know what you halloween '14

Adultery, Murder, Lie, Abuse, Hate, Violence, Gay, Stealing, Blasphemy, Sex

I will begin by explaining the concept of what a tulpa is. A tulpa is sort of like an imaginary friend. Only you can see it, feel it, or hear it. Only difference is that it has its own conscience. It is more life like. Now let me tell you about Anna. She was my tulpa. I grew so attached to her that I had to get rid of her. I began to love her so much I was being pulled into a world of fantasy. Everyday seemed fake. I had to get out. I got rid of Anna but I still love her. I am trying everything now to bring her back. Not as a tulpa anymore, that isn't enough. I need her back as flesh and blood. I am dabbling in metaphysics, psionics, magicks, praying, wishing on every star. I know this will work. I can't lose hope. I just need some help from you guys. Please help me out. It would mean so much to me. Please, leave a comment. Let me know you are there for me. Give me hope. That's all I can ask for in this situation.

I will begin by explaining the concept of what a tulpa is. A tulpa is sort of like an imaginary frie...

Lie

Dear Zac and i feel so sad... i know thay i cannot watch things like this and it just makes me feel bad. I wanna change things out there, do something to make everyone in the world happy, and it soubds so silly and i know this is impossible and thats why i aint supposed to see movies like Dear Zac, I'm really sad but i'm so dumb that i totally ignore it and i end up feeling like crap...

Dear Zac and i feel so sad... i know thay i cannot watch things like this and it just makes me feel...

Lie

My friend is dating a manager at where My friend is dating a manager at where she works, and I used to. She doesn't want people to know at work, but I went in and said I was so happy for her... and she got (understandably) p*****... even though no one heard, which I made sure of. Is this something that will blow over? Should I keep appologizing or back down and give her space?

My friend is dating a manager at where My friend is dating a manager at where she works, and I used ...

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Someone recently passed away and i've been feeling so sad because of this, but the weird part is that, i wasn't close to that person at all, i didn't know anything about him other than his name and what he did for a living, yet my heart feels heavy and somewhat guilty. It almost feels as if i lost someone that was so close to my heart, like we knew each other for a very long time, i have this weird need to tell him that i love him, not like in a romantic way, but as if him and i have been long lost best friends, even though his is gone from this world i have to say "i love you, you did well my friend." I feel the need to look at his pictures and videos, and when i do that, i feel so happy but so sad at the same time, and strangely enough, we were similar in personalities from what i have been finding out about him. Isn't it funny how life works? I knew who he was and what he did for a living but never felt the need to be closer to him or get to know him for that matter, but when i found out what had happen and the reason why it happend, i started crying nonstop pretty much til this day, but i have this weird feeling that i knew this person for years. The first time i saw him i said to myself, haven't i seen you before because you look really familiar? And a big smile appeared on my face, and i continued with my life as usual never thought that the next time i would hear from him would be because of his life ending in such a sad way. I just wanna know why my heart feels so heavy when i never knew this person well enough or was close to him but yet a strange feeling of knowing him for ages always comes to me, but i wasn't there for him. Is it stupid to feel so sad for someone that i didn't really now? I keep grabbing my pillow and hugging it so tight in my arms as if it was him, as if he could feel it, i know that he wont feel it because he is gone but i keep trying to convince myself that somehow he would, so stupid right?

Someone recently passed away and i've been feeling so sad because of this, but the weird part is tha...

Lie, Blasphemy