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I dont know why i feel so sad all the time.... it was soon after I got a good job position. Can you tell me why?

I dont know why i feel so sad all the time.... it was soon after I got a good job position. Can you...

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accident I listen to so many hypnosis podcasts

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I like her, I have liked her for a long time. We were together for a while but I was the first girl and she was scared. I get that, I respect that. I can understand. I try to move past and months later I go out with a different girl. We click but she is super hung up on her ex and needs to deal with it. Talks of going on dates with lots of girls to just figure it out. Now I see that girl 1 and girl 2 have become friends...I was about to give a guy I was with for the first time a B/J. As I am bending over to take him into my mouth I sW he had red lip stick on it and in his pubic hair. Gross--I screamed at him to take a fucking shower and I left the room and the party. that girl 2 is going to take her out.I've gotten myself so far in debt that I just cannot breathe. There's no way out of it. Nobody knows, I feel so alone and like the world is crashing down on me. I can't sleep. I'm terrified every second of every day that my husband will find out. My marriage of 25 years is already rocky, at best- this will end it. I'll be starting over with nothing at 43 years old. I just want to go to sleep forever... All I want to do is say something. I dont want her hurt. But it seems woman scorned and self-serving to do so. Do I say nothing and hope she figures it out? Do I say something and look like an idiot? the girls assistant basketball coach used to be a student at my school and she was a senior when i was a freshman. we werent really friends then but we've started texting alot and talking on the bus on the way to games. shes 19 and im 17. and if the school found out she would be in trouble. what should i do?Today, I fell asleep in history class. I was dreaming about my history teacher. When I woke up everyone stared at me rather weirdly and the teacher wasn't there. Turns out I was moaning my history teachers name through my sleep.

I like her, I have liked her for a long time. We were together for a while but I was the first girl ...

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The truth in japan I have a job with a japanessee company in tn. I take trips over on a regular i am married an am over there at ruffly a month to month and a half at a time i have 2 kids with her but my confession is while i was two year i feel in love with a beautiful 23 yr old woman and wound up having a child with her and for you people who say bs story she lives in tokashima preficture i love that woman very much but love my wife as well i am just torn as to how to go

The truth in japan I have a job with a japanessee company in tn. I take trips over on a regular i am...

Lie

I hate myself to great measures . I hate myself to great measures .. sometimes I dream about slitting my wrists

I hate myself to great measures . I hate myself to great measures .. sometimes I dream about slittin...

Murder, Lie

What do I do1f5c6 I has recently dawned on my why I have been the way I am for so many years.. I was drugged and raped at 17.. The mind has some interesting ways of protecting itself.. It has never allowed itself to ponder the incident.. However all my insecurities have stemmed from this .. My problem is now, I do not know how to continue with my life.. Had I been able to address this years ago, I would most certainly have taken a different direction in life, rather the one which I seem to have chosen, which on reflection seems to have been all about concealing the truth.. I have to say that my mind is in turmoil, I question my beliefs and wonder what it was that I did so bad to have been a victim of that.. This is not something I could come out with so easily as it would disrupt the lives of those I love... Part of me is now attracted to Transsexuals and has been for some time. However the other part pf me keeps telling me that this is wrong and that I should resists my temptation and live a heterosexual life style... I feel more and more guilty the more I look at Transsexuals as I feel I am dishonoring my children and partner, however this urge sometime manifest itself in ways that I can not control so well. I am not ashamed of these feelings, but I am scared for my family a what they would think of me should they ever find out.. Being violated is not something that is so easy to deal with.. I can remember the night vividly, one minute I was in the club popping and E like most Saturday nights... The club was called Dungeons on Lea Bridge road... The rest is a blur, however I do recall waking up or coming round on the grass opposite the club with my Trousers and pants around my ankles.. Now I have done some bizarre things whilst on drugs but I can always recollect what I did.. Something I would never have done would have been to have left the club alone, walked over the road to an obscure area and then pulled my Trousers and Pants down... I almost feel like a slag.. my thoughts recently have been to just suck cock and get fucked my Transsexuals. I have joined Transsexual porn sites and Masturbated over men being fucked by Transsexuals and made a conscious effort watch and not be offended.. I have even thought about swallowing the cum of a Transsexual and acting like a real slut.. This is damaging behavior which I am sure will only result in my having metal health issues.. I can never make myself straight again and for the past 26 years have put so much effort into hiding what happened, even to myself.. I have no idea where to go for help and am beginning to feel a little suicidal .. There is nothing that can be done now ....

What do I do1f5c6 I has recently dawned on my why I have been the way I am for so many years.. I wa...

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FART SHIT SKEMP AROUND LIKE A MONKEY FUCKING DINGOS, PISS BANG -SNIFF FUCK SHEEP AROUSAL TRAINING. I am a blond 30 something wife with a 30 something husband. I have recently taught my husband to become aroused by the scent of my farts. It is to the point where he becomes completely excited when I cut the cheese and often asks me to fart in his face when we are intimate. I tease him by eating refried beans in public and then farting. He begs me not to because it turns him on too much and he cannot stand up in public after I fart near him. One of our hottest fantasies was where he wore a latex hood and I ate several bean burritos and farted inside of the latex hood. All he could breathe where my farts. My farts were his oxygen. CAN YOU TELL I AM ALREADY SICK OF THIS DEGRIDATIONAL ONE SIDED DEND END RELATIONSHIP"

FART SHIT SKEMP AROUND LIKE A MONKEY FUCKING DINGOS, PISS BANG -SNIFF FUCK SHEEP AROUSAL TRAINING. I...

Lie, Marriage

Affair with married maid. I am a married person, have 2 kids (9 & 5 yrs son & daughter). My wife is 18 years younger to me. I am in my late 40’s now. I am in love with my mother's maid, she is a mother of five and was married at a very young age of 13 as common in our country. She was raped by her married uncle before she got married to a person with no family and home just because she was stigmatized as a rape victim and her father thought that no good person would marry her. She works at different houses in our neighborhood to earn and feed her children and husband and to meet her household budget. When she asks her husband to work and support her, she is harshly abused by him (physically and mentally). But she doesn’t have the courage to retaliate. She is in her early 30’s now but very gorgeous – the hallmark of her personality which attracted me. Though I know her for years, have fantasized her many times in past but it was only 6 months ago (while she was working in our kitchen), I felt she was inclined towards me and I felt the same. She disclosed that she loved me. After that, we are having s** at regular intervals. When I move to other cities for work, we communicate on phone but she seldom shares her personal life with me. I know it’s hard for her because of a male dominant society and an oppressed and obedient wife. I have no idea how she exactly feels about her husband and me. Though she says she loves me but also says that her husband has the primary right over her life and she belongs to him. This hurts me very badly. It is so difficult for me to accept her husband as her husband and to thing that he is controlling her life. Though she says she loves me, but I wonder if it’s true. Even though I know we can’t be together, yet I often find myself thinking about ways to marry her. I know she wont leave her husband as it would not be acceptable by the society and she will be more stigmatized if she does and in presence of 4 sons who are now growing up. The eldest is already studying in a college. She is the most beautiful woman ever who came into my life, and I don’t want to lose her at any cost. No women have ever made me feel the way she does. Life feels deserted knowing she can’t be with me all the nights because of her husband. On the other hand I also feel guilty about cheating my wife and indulging myself in a vicious cycle of infatuation. She dominates my life. Her thoughts, her want has disabled my mind to think constructively about my life. I don’t know what to do? I need help, but don’t want to stop as well.

Affair with married maid. I am a married person, have 2 kids (9 & 5 yrs son & daughter). My wife is ...

Love, Lie, Abuse, Marriage

I use these online dating portals the other way around. The fattest and ugliest women get the highest or best rank. That's poetic justice!

I use these online dating portals the other way around. The fattest and ugliest women get the highes...

Love, Lie

so i was at my dads place for new years and he lives on the beach. i had recently broke up with my ex so i went through a slutty stage. i got drunk with a mate and we picked up two boys. i ended up on the beach with one of them going at it, and half way through i swear i passed out! but then i ended up telling him to pull out because i couldn't feel anything! the next thing i know, i'm hooking up with the other boy and then he had me bent over, hitting it from the back!. the next day i checked out my girl and the sand had gotten in the way had actually cut me and man did it hurt to walk because of it. moral to the story, dont fuck on the beach when drunk, and dont go slutty after a breakup!

so i was at my dads place for new years and he lives on the beach. i had recently broke up with my e...

Lie

? I seduced my client during a photoshoot.

Lie

Dear (blank) . . . I miss you so very much. I'm sorry for breaking up with u for the wrong reasons . .. I wish you knew how much I want and need you back. (Damn, I sound desperate). Anyway, I hope you actually listen to what I have to say to you on Monday. Oh ya, and i don't understand why u say "how do I know you really miss me, how do I know you won't break my heart again?" Ok ??? If I didn't miss you then why the hell would I try getting back with u? Why did it break my heart when me and u hugged the other day ?? I miss you.

Dear (blank) . . . I miss you so very much. I'm sorry for breaking up with u for the wrong reasons ....

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Office cleaner So there is this tiny girl who cleans the offices I work at during the day. She is semi-attractive, but she is tiny (must weigh like 100lbs). Sometimes when I head to the bathroom I walk by the closet where she keeps the supplies for our floor and I fantasize about going in, closing the door and having my way with her. I imagine she lives a boring life so I think if I tried, she would do it.

Office cleaner So there is this tiny girl who cleans the offices I work at during the day. She is se...

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Child care career Well it's not really a confession..... It's more of venting and letting out steam. I really hope for true answers and not bull sht comments. I am male and I have been in the field of child care for 10 years. No matter what..... When everything seems to be going perfect....... Sht hits the fan. I work over and beyond my job and then the people I work with back stab me, talk behind my back and put on a fake front. Why is it that my fellow co-workers have to do this.... Is it a territorial thing..... Do woman have in there minds that men shouldn't be in the field.. Are they afraid that could and do a better job. I am not saying all woman in the field are like this. But honestly it needs to stop and people need to get past this and realize the need for males in the field... They need to understand that there can be stay at home dads too... I will continue to fight the good fight and prove that I am needed in this field... It is horrible how one can be treated when they want to do nothing but good. I hope that whomever reads this will take me serious and not write anything stupid.

Child care career Well it's not really a confession..... It's more of venting and letting out steam....

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The Office is More Fun to Ignore lion king intro I'm dating a guy named Hayden, we are in college. I go to a local college and he went far away and he only visits at most once a month. So, just over a year ago a particular guy named Arin (yes spelled like that) walked into where I work, he walks back to the kitchen. My heart stopped...he is the hottest guy I've ever seen. Soon I learn he's been dating some Latina chick named Reyna who I had known from high school. Casually I would ask about her every once in a while. After a year of wishing him and I were single my folks go out of town for a week. He spent the night twice but nothing too intense happened, however he left my house for about an hour to go dump his girlfriend and then came back and watched the office all night. The second time he spent the night he kissed me goodbye and we made out for a while and that was it. Fast forward a while my boyfriend Hayden took me to a small get together with friends where I drank an entire bottle of wine. My folks thought I was at my best friends house- Aurora (the best friend on the planet). I got super wasted and somehow drove to this s*** house downtown where Arin was hanging with some friends. The next moring I woke up in his dads RV in his grandmas front yard. (His dad likes to go camping on weekends out of town) Nothing sexual happens. FINALLY we spent the night on a Friday, went to two parties in Bloomington (IU town) and came back home. This is where things get spicy. I'm in his bed and we're making out and whatever and I'm taking off his clothes and he's taking off mine. He lays me on my back and takes off my running shorts, kisses me, and eats me out while fingering me, the whole 9 yards (all the things my own boyfriend never ever does) he works his way back up and kisses me while sliding his d* into my v***. From that moment I knew this was going to be a life changing s experience. I've never slept with someone so flawless. After an hour of perfect sexual intercourse we fall asleep in each other's arms and sleep in until noon, of course all this goes down while ignoring America's greatest show, The Office, I left his house and, you guessed it, drove to my boyfriends house. He still has no idea I sleep with this guy. The delima? I have so much time invested in this boyfriend, two years, we have pets and I think I've stolen his entire wardrobe. Idk if I should leave him for the stud muffin or shut things down with my muffin. Muffin gives me undivided attention and s*, plus the s is better than Jesus f****** Christ our lord and savior the son of god our one true king.

The Office is More Fun to Ignore *lion king intro* I'm dating a guy named Hayden, we are in college...

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I drink energy drinks and eat junk

Love, Lie

You think You are so special. Keep those women's numbers. Let them be the ones you climb on and poke on in the middle of the night while they're in a dead sleep and breathe on THEM with your bad f**** breath that smells like fresh s* and rot mixed together. Let them see hairy your protruding gut. Yes, go be 'Prince Charming' to them. I'M the one who REALLY knows your ASS. I'm the one that has BEEN HERE through all your s- but by all means, let THEM be the ones you TREAT WITH RESPECT and CHARM. F YOU. Guess what? My Prince Charming is coming, too. Because you're leaving the door WIIIIIDE OPEN for him. Won't it feel good when he waltzes me right out the door? So- go be a friendly charmer to your little hookers. They know they are causing a problem. You know you are causing a problem by talking to them but none of you wants to do the right thing and stop. Would they like it if I started the same s* with THEIR husbands? Hm? And YOU certainly don't care because 'getting yours' is so much more important than anything or anyone else. You want want you want when you want it- which is very TYPICAL for a momma's boy like you. And all you talk about is being worried about my leaving you. You don't NEED me. You need a pacifier and a security blanket. But think! Now you can f* that b** from work. Well, if you haven't already. You can get your d* sucked by her! IF you haven't already.

You think You are so special. Keep those women's numbers. Let them be the ones you climb on and poke...

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My wife makes sure that she wears an anklet wherever she goes. I didn't know it has a hidden meaning? she must be wearing for fashion. to think of it I do see men asking for a dance or so when we go out. But do you think she knows the meaning?

My wife makes sure that she wears an anklet wherever she goes. I didn't know it has a hidden meaning...

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Don´t know how I did this I am a straight man and work with cell phones and I was having a slow day when an older man walks in with a problem. His phone was going crazy and he confessed that he had alot of p* and I told him that it maybe the problem. Told him that I could fix it and probably put in some good p* on the way. At the end of the day he came back and I showed him the resaults, and he was very grateful, and I told him that I was just closing up, and he ivited me for a beer because he lived around the corner. I excepted. When we got to his house I showed him how he could watch the p* on his phone on his TV, and he was very happy. We talked a while and he told me how his wife had died years ago, and how he still felt he needed s. I understood because since my divorce I was the same way. We were watching p* on tv and I got very h and I could see the bolge in his pants. I told him that I felt like mastrubating and he told me to fire away, that he would do the same. I am ashame to say that after alittle while I started sucking his d*. I was so h**** and I really needed some one to touch me. I had not touched or been touched in such a long time. Plus, I know he needed some one to touch him too, because he never stopped me, and he returned the favor. We had a really good time, and even went out for more beer. We did it again later that night. We are not gay, we just needed to have fun, and we did. No regrets. I would do it again if he comes by sometime.

Don´t know how I did this I am a straight man and work with cell phones and I was having a slow day ...

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