Confessions about 'Pride'

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I have been depressed for years because I have had a real love, depression will happen without love in your life.

I have been depressed for years because I have had a real love, depression will happen without love ...

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they treat me like I am rich and I am poor. we are a poor family, we have always been poor. they treat us like "why can't you afford this or that" because we have never been rich, we were not allowed to marry young and have education and careers etc we have never had jobs that paid well, we have never won the lotto or anything actually unlike other relatives.

they treat me like I am rich and I am poor. we are a poor family, we have always been poor. they tre...

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I paid out a wack of money on holiday package and now I am wondering if we will ever use it. we always talk about travel or doing things or fixing things in the house but it always takes 20 years to be none. we talk about improving my life and health and finding a husband but it never happens. we talk about jobs and do shit courses and get nowhere so why would it ever change? as if we could be normal? as if we could go on a holiday or fix anything or look beautiful or get married and have a child like normal people. what a waste of money my university and college education and the furniture and the holiday package has been like the car. everything I do is a waste of time and money. it never works out ! why would it now when it never has?!

I paid out a wack of money on holiday package and now I am wondering if we will ever use it. we alwa...

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4th time divorced cougars are real trouble like sally. criminally insane and could kill any female competition in her way.

4th time divorced cougars are real trouble like sally. criminally insane and could kill any female c...

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incest is in a lot of families now I see girls asking for help to get them to have sex with close relatives and marry them and I think they are stupid wanting a parent or close relative for that. the men can only blame themselves and the women who allow it, you can't sue a erotic magazine writer or underwear ad or sex worker at the mall for you getting a hard on about incest and then blame it all on them. I tell girls to go marry a male model, hell I want to! I would marry a lot of men over my close relatives. I think its sick. I would rather a cute actor or model or some hot professional or cute teacher or boss play the part - i mean heaps of couples do play role to spice it up but there is a point to say - if you can't enjoy sex without bells and whisles and fireworks then maybe you need help, whatever happened to good old fashioned romance and courtship and real love, men should be schooled in courtshiping women to woe a woman is a pretty big thing these days. but first you should find out if there is at least mutual attraction and some compatibility and practicableness of the relationship then make a way for the two to be introduced without bullshit. a womans coming out time or debutant was a big thing in society once. she was schooled in social graces by aunts and grandparents and how to conduct herself gracefully, all people do today is want to teach women to act like pigs and male like and no wonder people are so confused, a lot of people don't know what to think anymore run with the heard or go it alone? hard choice.

incest is in a lot of families now I see girls asking for help to get them to have sex with close re...

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I said to wellpt gps sarcasticly - "what would make you think that I would need xyz from you? or a husband or job or help or to see a therapist or specialist? your the special important super intelligent expert in everything doctor not me!"

I said to wellpt gps sarcasticly - "what would make you think that I would need xyz from you? or a h...

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as if I need your shit you spastic human doctor! I am almighty alien !!! ah!

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I want a friend to go do bestie thing with. like go out to meetings and branches and chat at the steps til late and raindrops fall on us. I want to go driving with someone to a headoffice to meet some officals and party and talk with interested cultured people.

I want a friend to go do bestie thing with. like go out to meetings and branches and chat at the ste...

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I checked out my friends dude, wow !

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can't trust won't trust!

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i had an nightmere felt like a gollywog tried to attack me called wayne- be-boring when I was 16 he was always going on about wanting to have sex with a woman on a horse, which I as a virgin couldn't accomodate to so I left him and met other attacking idiots who would be drunk and creepy and grope at my ass or talk shit at me at college asking too do stupid things I just ignored that pig behavior from ceepy old dudes on bombs of cars and attack me pushing me against walls to fuck me standing up if they could stand up drunk or sober, so when he couldn't manage it he went and fucked alliah and rick instead, rubbin his mates balls in nightclubs for us all to watch was his thing of exhibition and more.

i had an nightmere felt like a gollywog tried to attack me called wayne- be-boring when I was 16 he ...

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yeh so? that aint no .....!

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i want to take omega oil capsules but when I do i get reflux and heart pain. this also happened with rosehip oil and I broke out in a allergic rash and itch from seaseme seed oil and rice bran oil. I bought that cleansing oil for the face and I just can't use it. I even have breathing problems from it. for years now I have said no to doctors about ventelin sprays I can't bare my heart racing madly or going too slow, that is worse.

i want to take omega oil capsules but when I do i get reflux and heart pain. this also happened with...

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mum and dad have already talked to the bank accountants about me to be protected from my sister and her weirdo deli's as dad calls them, her "asshole mate, not soul mate" dad says they don't trust them. they and joyce and a group of doctors have been trying to kill me with witchcraft. I felt it when I went to see the gyno like there was black magic going on around there and he seen me as a complete door mat and someone was doing some kind of wicca activity and it had been going on for a while with all the viruses, infections and car accident and stopping me from having friends and jobs and a husband and children whoever the group is they have been at it for decades maybe as far back as 1973 or 74.

mum and dad have already talked to the bank accountants about me to be protected from my sister and ...

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i didn't try to kill myself, a ghost or a evil omen got inside of me to get me to put that fucking thing in my ear, I swear I never tried to kill myself someone around me got something to attack me several times. and I don't have to talk about it. I heard things the cats seen and heard things ghosty weird things I just can't talk about. I don't like it anyway.

i didn't try to kill myself, a ghost or a evil omen got inside of me to get me to put that fucking t...

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i have been waking up with a lot of fast heart racing beats which worries me deeply and other things I can't really talk about.

i have been waking up with a lot of fast heart racing beats which worries me deeply and other things...

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why I won't say much about things going on in the neighborhood is because you don't think I already could guess I need more vril regularly?

why I won't say much about things going on in the neighborhood is because you don't think I already ...

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she had tears rolling down his face before I even asked

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number 1 stop comparing yourself with all these dirty ugly royals and pop star asshole and rich assholes who have nothing good to offer you at all. make it clear to them you don't want to know them that you are better then them and all these churches and stupid mental therapists who just want your money and these royals don't like you they are never going to like you or treat you right so ignore them absolutely as they have done to you. stop allowing your sister to abuse you and all her helpers. kick them up the ass back as much as possible because they are all fakers. forget these dumb little choirs and dumb little doctors and all these transinvestigation idiots. they put shit in your head to make you think they are all powerful when they are not! never will be! no matter what success you or they have they have no power over you at all by today deciding to never notice them ever again. as you said catherine- there is more to life than loving yourself, like working or doing something honest with integrity and its mighty unfortunate you have meet a lot of rather sad mad crazy people lacking in all those things you think you admire in them is actually not real and you will it for yourself one day; these lacking integrety people you have met and there are better people to meet then this scum lot.

number 1 stop comparing yourself with all these dirty ugly royals and pop star asshole and rich assh...

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this bullshit the caremilite nuns pull about your not worthy to say gods name or enter his house etc. and god serfices enough alone, is a load of crap. sorry but god is never been enough for me, god put us on earth to experience our life and my mum and dad said this penance crap with born again churches and catholic cum squats is not on! they said the catholics and the other churches can go shove it. these people are bullies mentally abusing me making up excuses and mum and dad don't support all these abuses and said they will tell them off.

this bullshit the caremilite nuns pull about your not worthy to say gods name or enter his house etc...

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