Confessions about &#x27; Pride &#x27;

don't be misunderstood, ricky and bands and named people were never nice or caring towards me. they were rude, abusive, gamey, and cruel, unrespectful and if you gonna bother you should do it for genuine reasons which is something these immature guys could never be. if it takes a guy to turn 30 before they are mature to show care are they worth my time? no! I was a caring person much younger. so I just think that all these people who have abused me over being molested you need to take responsibility for your actions guys! stop causing confusing and it doesn't give you the right to treat people like crap.

don't be misunderstood, ricky and bands and named people were never nice or caring towards me. they ...

yeh that little jury were trying to kill me, they have been for ages. and I am sick of them cunts, they are bullies and loosers, assholes, the queen is a complete bitch I used to think she was nice but I have woken up and seen people for who they really are, after the last church episode made me see just how evil and how far some people will go - like I thought about this spastic niggar whore bitch at bayside family christain church who does healing, you really think whore niggar dog I am going to be so dumb to fall for your game of I need to do penance. like go eat your own shit whore! you must be so fucking idol or vain you think I am going to honestly fall for your bullshit and games you black user bastards that fucked up the world with all your niggar bullshit, life hard on a black niggar not likely. obama makes me want to puke that retarted bin landen lookalike.

yeh that little jury were trying to kill me, they have been for ages. and I am sick of them cunts, t...

no, no it would never occur to me to say someone really did love or care about them, I mean, I never wanted the love of david or ricky or ken or russell or old farts anyway. I only ever want love from those I loved not from shitbag users. but believe me that little jury of 3 they got the world all worked out manipulating people gaming and dirty little secrets and dirty little acts of theirs. they don't give a rats ass about people like us. they dont live in the real world to begin with. that is why I left qut- no one there lived in the real world. bunch of idiots that just believe their own publicity which is actually really pathetic.

no, no it would never occur to me to say someone really did love or care about them, I mean, I never...

you know like in rake talking to david- trust me, that little jury of 3 queen and william and kate or whoever, have heard all the bullshit out. naturally they will see anyone they want as a loooser and laugh at them and to them we are worse then pathetic. I mean seriously give me a break, look at that priest and what a retard he thought I was he was trying hard to pull the wool at me, I thought the hide of you. I wanted to see a priest ages ago like 15 years ago when I was sick and no one wanted to know. ricky had to wreck everything has he always does for dear fucking poverty shits in south america bunch of cunts. they are evil breed of germs not even people. anway, this fucking preist had this tude like "you want to give something back to the church" ? not really , they never gave me much but insults and put downs the whole time I was at school there. so no, I thought the hide of you to expect me as a single never been married, never had a job, don't own a house no friends or boyfriend, no ego to flaunt around with genuine friends like other women I see with their hubby and bubby being so loved and cared about and fussed after and their egos on high! their egos are their orgasms lets face it. and I am like, no! I am jealous so so so so jealous of all of them sluts you helped get nice husbands, what was your critera anyway to fit in here in this hell whole church anway? see that is why I call catholics "dirty little cum squats" that is all the females are tauht to be they play evil for sex and power and that ring on their finger and they will earn every penny of it when all their friends backstab them as most usually do somewhere.

you know like in rake talking to david- trust me, that little jury of 3 queen and william and kate o...

my cats are so pathetic I never allow them outside and they don't like being out anyway. no one else could love them like this. I know people see me as pathetic and my pets and parents as pathetic and looosssssssseers. and we are.

my cats are so pathetic I never allow them outside and they don't like being out anyway. no one else...

my cats are pathetic that they actually love me and trust me. I love them and I look after them. but yeh they are so pathetic no one else but me could love them. if died who would?

my cats are pathetic that they actually love me and trust me. I love them and I look after them. bu...

I have a persian gray cat who is a looser of a cat she had back surgery. she is so pathetic the way she walks is so scared of everything, I have a ragdoll he is pathetic all of my pets are like me pathetic. but only I could love them, no one else could love the pathetic and give up as much as I have for pathetic looosers of this world. yeh I told this black niggar teacher to go shove it and I made his black assed race feel better then me, I mean it orignially was ment as a joke a rabbling of morning papers but bowie or dickhead ricky or some fuckhole took it too seriously and actually thought I really ment it all. like as if? and I can see why prince william saw me as a complete loooser joke and him and leigh morris had a bet to get me raped by a ugly fat married tattooed bald retard I never could love if I tried to. I have no doubt they all went home laughing layed eggs in their underwear princess kate must have layed eggs in bra laughing over it, as if she could be anyones friend? what a joke!

I have a persian gray cat who is a looser of a cat she had back surgery. she is so pathetic the way ...

my black cat is so sweet, and I look at him and think "you dumb spas trusting thing" and deep down feel a certain hate for him for really trusting me, I could so easily harm him and torture him like people have done to me. people say all this stuff about gray or black cats or persians and fluffy cats being abused and last to be chosen cuz of color or furballs and I think thank god I actually do have a heart for my pets, I just know if I ever trusted men I do like they do look at me like "that dumb trusting spastic woman, that loser helpless in a car accident what a looooossseer! and being raped and bashed and molested etc. what a looooossseeer! right" so I might as well be untrusting and let them think "that spastic bitch who never trusts" cuz unlike me I don't hurt my pets but I know other people do deliberately attack them and women.

my black cat is so sweet, and I look at him and think "you dumb spas trusting thing" and deep down f...

at least I know I am not ever gonna get married or be vain.

what if they kill people sleep walking or drugging them and drowning them in the dam? I am so freaked out all the time about satanic groups. I reckon some satanic gang things went on there around that dam when I was a teen and I was so dumb niave I didn't know. cuz one night mum seen someone in our yard and then all the pillows a knife had stabbed into them and we came back down stairs and the stuffing was all over the floor, and doors slamming that are closed and someone definately broke in to the house a few times at night. one all saints night I swear I had a ghost swamp witch in the hall. it freaks me out. I was so naive and shy and numb to their games.

what if they kill people sleep walking or drugging them and drowning them in the dam? I am so freake...

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my new neighbors across at the side are so weird. a guy came in with a electric saw and I reported them to the police to watch them from afar long before that cuz something told my my mum and me they are weird, like its mostly men who go there, you see them 1 time and its like some weird drug or euthansia house or drop in house for homeless or druggies and it was like the final straw after other neighbors were dancing pagan dance around bon fires and killing and attacking men and sex on trampolines and evil satani stuff. so I know there is a dam at the back of their house where a block of vacant land is were grape vine yards were and I know they have these fake sea hawkes in the trees that I reckon has cctv cams on them. I think these cunts have been watching me and I want to exercise and wish I had a exercise buddy, I would prefer a man as a night jogging or exercise buddy, I dont care what people think I just prefer a man but I would have a exercise female buddy if they are trustworthy. I just don't trust a lot of people. I am going to be super looking out on halloween cuz these people freak me out. they maybe super normal and I am over reacting but I had to report it all to a govt officer, because it sounded like my neighbors were attacking a man and other things I can't bring myself to think about. I freak out and need support and the paranormal shit has been freaky my mum does not believe in ghosts but I do.

my new neighbors across at the side are so weird. a guy came in with a electric saw and I reported t...

Pride, Abuse

has anyone seen the film "hiding from a murderer?"

indoctrinated not

i wish i had a passion.

I woke up sick over night and had to have a calmative pill because my heart was racing badly I had a weird dream and heard someone outside. I couldn't eat breakfast so just had a drink of chocolate milk and a banana and 1 gingernut cookie and lunch some baked beans on toast and dinner I had lean heart smart pork and baked apple and steamed veggies and exercised and did a bit of study and did a few lectures.

I woke up sick over night and had to have a calmative pill because my heart was racing badly I had ...

sometimes I want to go around hating people because I have been hated for the last 12 years I have hardly had 1 real friend.

sometimes I want to go around hating people because I have been hated for the last 12 years I have h...

I workout inside the house but can't lose weight, even with diets and I blame my medications, I blame a lot of people who seemed to want me fat and I wanted to be thin. you can't understand the pain unless your in it and know it first hand people deliberately ruining your career, relationships and education and health. it became past the point of tolerance and funny over 10 years ago and these people wonder why I hate them all. you only ruined all the enjoyment and expectancy of love and fun and success and being appreciated in my life.

I workout inside the house but can't lose weight, even with diets and I blame my medications, I blam...

I won't be seeing megan. I don't trust female therapists at all. just her name annoys me, not going. oh, gee I must have forgotten my appointment. oh well!

I won't be seeing megan. I don't trust female therapists at all. just her name annoys me, not going....

what a loud of crock shit. a spirit told her to say this or that. about as spastic as that old tart margaret, that spastic doing a little masters degree on teaching children, wow, mild blowing research there. she said. 'god just spoke to me when I seen you in church- most of the things you want will happen but you will go through a few things to get thee and trials beforehand" - what a crock load of a crap. god does not talk to others about you. god talks to you. don't listen to other peoples bullshit. people can have gut feelings and intitution and just a feeling that they think something is a certain way but it is not fact unless proven. its like my gut feeling tells me scown and valentina and desley was all a hoax, a con job from avon for some little shit somewhere, to gossip in on my childhood issues that are none of their business. the childishness of these fucking idiots in power like dog face russo and spastic ugly scown. creepy big daddy pedo bible babble church full of idiots.

what a loud of crock shit. a spirit told her to say this or that. about as spastic as that old tart ...