Confessions about 'Pride'

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like my relatives are probably just laughing at my illnesses and abuse issues, that is all they ever did was laugh at us, they made fun of my sister at her wedding reception and yet when its them its like "you have to be quiet and be thoughtful and so understanding" they are suffering and all this poor them you have to be like "I am so sorry you going through this" and show them love and yet when anything bad happens to me like being bashed or attacked just walking to university or the car accidents and the child sexual abuse or date rape - its all one big joke to them. sue laughs at others and yet we were all considerate to her about her childrens disabilities etc same with other relatives, they think its funny that I don't have a husband and they ruined my life and career and health and think its all one big joke, I can't relate to that. to me that is satanic. its just evil. that is why mum said I don't have to forgive them for what they did and how they didn't help me when I was being abused as a child and some of them knew. or with later stuff. mum said i don't have to forgive them.

like my relatives are probably just laughing at my illnesses and abuse issues, that is all they ever...

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I won't expect you to understand how it feels anyway!

Pride, Abuse, Hate

I won't expect you to understand how it feels anyway!

Pride, Abuse, Hate

so 2 wedding veils came and I bought a vintage scarf because I don't like a lot of modern scarfs I like the vintage designs more. I swear I ordered 1 of the wedding veils in satin white and one in lace detailed ivory but it came white so I guess I shouldn't complain. if I send it back I won't see it again like the pants I ordered. I have had a headache neck ache and back ache with rain and hobbling around in pain bent over, finally the stitches in my vagina are not hurting I mean the needle was painful the rest was ok but there was about 3-4 days bleeding I didn't expect from the surgery anyway, I have shoved needles in myself into my skin I just like the feeling of being in control the doctor said I handled it better then most would have. I just hope it is going to be ok. I have been in bed all this week but studying IT and legal subjects and signed me and my mum up to do some medical subjects because I signed her up for a psychology course and she completed her nutrition course as well. my mum came into the surgical room with me cuz I was so nervous. I asked her to come in with me. I didn't start shaking til I felt the stitches going in then I got the shakes and shivers.

so 2 wedding veils came and I bought a vintage scarf because I don't like a lot of modern scarfs I l...

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I have shoved needles deep into my skin to ease ganglion pain and it worked a bit however I had a massive bruise in my hip. I shoved needles deep into my skin a lot of times. heating them with fire or anticeptic before hand and just sticking it in to skin in legs, arms, genital area, I have cut out warts on my skin and then they went away using heaps of metho or whatever I could get my hands on and yet I still am terrifed on needles and blood but I have watched myself bleed sticking needles into capilaries as a child a lot I don't know why? mad and angery I guess.

I have shoved needles deep into my skin to ease ganglion pain and it worked a bit however I had a ma...

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pristine! as usual, always fresh hmm:) thankyou D.

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weddleshirley is a cold hag, there isn't much likeable about her. i think she is too efficient and too incontrol of herself and could do with some of the bashings I have gone through. it would do her the world of good.

weddleshirley is a cold hag, there isn't much likeable about her. i think she is too efficient and t...

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mac could be a 9/11 plotter, I mean so could a lot of people like joyce, ken, rick, db, pr william and any hr really. I know its not me and that is all that is important to me. I am not having someone try to make out it was me, I don't even trust my brother and his wife they could be 9/11 ny terrorists too. you just don't know. I met so many evil people I can't help pointing the finger at. I wouldn't trust our neighbors either they are evil - they would do a terrorist attack like ny 9/11. I live in fear everyday I am here near the fucking cunts.

mac could be a 9/11 plotter, I mean so could a lot of people like joyce, ken, rick, db, pr william a...

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don't thank me you social deviant dirty ken carey. I never liked you. I couldn't wait to get away from you. I just didn't like you. it was an annoying creepy experience and nothing will change that. you are a loser of the worst kind. go find a vogue model whore that is 20 to fuck and stop bothing me, cuz you sicken me. you made me ill. being with you was like being left in a room of greasy pigmes - and I so seriously know I deserved better, I could kill both you and leigh and william for what you did, you are stupid spastic people. you don't know how spastic you are. leigh morris should have been bashed up for that and ken should be murdered. russo should be publicly exicuted like mussolini and have a face masked for her family to look after she dies because she looks so ugly now anyway. and joyce should be left to rott in hell in a bali jail full of deadly snakes. i don't forgive people. mum said I don't have to. so I don't.

don't thank me you social deviant dirty ken carey. I never liked you. I couldn't wait to get away fr...

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I am sick of snotty asshole people. I have to learn to copy them and do it to other people to get rid of the feeling and pass it around. if they do it to me I do it to others.

I am sick of snotty asshole people. I have to learn to copy them and do it to other people to get ri...

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mum said june has a face like a prune it doesn't get any tighter or nose up in the air any higher and anna said "I felt sorry for her stuck with a old bastard mongrel pig like bob" I said "I don't care so long as I don't have to put up with him and anna said, yeh I agree, what a asshole he is spitting everywhere when he talks"

mum said june has a face like a prune it doesn't get any tighter or nose up in the air any higher an...

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if you really want a hot christain suppresive bitchy old sagging ass time go to 6 christain st wllopt. marg is a complete fucking mongrel annoying suppressive castro type dictator slut. who can annoy anyone who has half an idea about fun in about 2 seconds of meeting her you feel this annoying sensation and feeling come over you like you'd love to smash her snotty face in with some barbwire and she does this annoying overbearing teacher stance at you and makes the most annoying comments under her breath like "I don't know if the likes of you should have been allowed to do that" when I said I went out with my legal teacher to a 5star hotel dinning for lunch, I was afterall only 33 and we both women and she was married. dog faced marg, she has this seriously annoying suppressing mentality about her stuck in her english class system she spreads around in australia as if your shit compared to her, when she is just a whore with no personality and a freeloader spoilt bitch who needs a good kick and bash up! this old slut who was abusing women at the church who had been abused as kids and by husbands. she was playing games and I don't like her act. spastic whore! old whore hole!

if you really want a hot christain suppresive bitchy old sagging ass time go to 6 christain st wllop...

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margory dawes fat fighters methods, cut out the mayonasias replace it with Mao Zedong, cut out the politeness, cut out the sex, cut out the friendliness, cut out the pleasantries each morning after work, cut out the fun, and just have the nazi camp- hmm DELISH! and that;s your low fat opt----iii--- on! you have to make them feel guilty for everything possible, if someone falls overon the other side of the road, blame them, if a tree branch is the way blame them, you have to make them feel guilty they are alive and eating! to the point they have a nervous tic and twitch and have terrets syndrome. I am an expert they did their studies on me so I know it all. now I have changed over a new leaf! I have found myself like katy and joyce said.

margory dawes fat fighters methods, cut out the mayonasias replace it with Mao Zedong, cut out the p...

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MONGREL MONGREL MONGREL MONGRAL KIDS. KATE AND WILLIAM AND THEIR MONGREL MONGREL SHITTY CUNT KIDS, RICKY MARTIN AND HIS MONGREL MONGREL MONGREL SHIT GENES, MONGREL BASTARDS MONGREL USERS.

MONGREL MONGREL MONGREL MONGRAL KIDS. KATE AND WILLIAM AND THEIR MONGREL MONGREL SHITTY CUNT KIDS, R...

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GET ON WITH YOUR WORK MONGREL CUNTHOLES, YOUR ABSOLUTE RUBBISH, COMON COCKDOGS, GET ON WITH YOUR WHORE WORK DOGGY WHORE DOGFACES. FUCK YOUR CUNTS OUT AND FUCK YOUR FACE OFF FUCK YOUR MEN OUT OF LIFE, MONGREL MONGREL MONGREL SCUM POOOP CHILD WHORE ISABELLA SLUT.

GET ON WITH YOUR WORK MONGREL CUNTHOLES, YOUR ABSOLUTE RUBBISH, COMON COCKDOGS, GET ON WITH YOUR WHO...

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JOYCE IS ANOTHER SAGGING ASSED WHORE LIKE SALLY WHO THINK THEY ARE COOL AND THEY ARE SHIT PEOPLE. COOL SPEEDING AND RUNNING RED LIGHTS DRIVE DRIVING AND LEAVING THEIR KIDS WITH OTHER HONEST KINDER WOMEN WHILE THEY ARE OFF WHORING AROUND THE STREETS LIKE SLUTS DRUNKEN WHORES. THE BIGGEST USERS YOU COULD EVER MEET.

JOYCE IS ANOTHER SAGGING ASSED WHORE LIKE SALLY WHO THINK THEY ARE COOL AND THEY ARE SHIT PEOPLE. CO...

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pink things make you fat.

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its a proven fact people only lose weight when they are riddled with guilt and have nervous tics and twitches and have terrets syndrome if your not riddled with guilt for every spoon full of food you put in your mouth or for all your sins and all your ancestors sins and all you have compared to people in squaller and poverty you just won't lose weight. keep them guilty and they will lose weight. shame and guilt make people thin. so make them feel guilty and deny them sex its the only way they will lose weight. I know experiements were done on me so I know it all. you can't teach me a thing about anything.

its a proven fact people only lose weight when they are riddled with guilt and have nervous tics and...

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that mongrel manx of a dirty whore child slutting around naked in front of joyces clients during so called therapy sessions, I mean people who run a business from home need to learn self disapline and order and the child should not have been around when clients were there, then she wanted me to babysit and I did and couldn't wait to leave because instead of a fat slut old horse whore like joyce I should have been going out on dates not a fat married slut like her. talk about a user alright. the biggest user con slut whore this side of texas and cunt and a mouth the size of the grand canon joyce poorter had. that mongrel mongrel devil woman can rott in hell. in hell joyce poorter is hells woman. dirty dog of six pence! she couldn't bare to see me a married pretty young bride joyce poorter was insanely jealous of me, you can see the insanity on her face I could see it for years. the looney bin whore dog. look at the lives you have ruined slut? when will your fat gut repent?

that mongrel manx of a dirty whore child slutting around naked in front of joyces clients during so ...

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dirty slut isabelle whore. dirty slut slut slut slut dogfaced ugly spoilt brat whore.

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