Confessions about 'Pride'

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she yells and throws tentrums infront of people, she attacks men and women and people you have not seen half of it not even a quarter of her act. its like my sister rose-mary, you have no idea how mental and spastic she will act in a tantrum you just have no idea you have only seen half of it what they can do.

she yells and throws tentrums infront of people, she attacks men and women and people you have not s...

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my mother only knows one emotion. anger. she reacts to most things with anger or hidden anger and pretend smiles. never doubt it all she knows is to react with anger to everything. its always been that way.

my mother only knows one emotion. anger. she reacts to most things with anger or hidden anger and pr...

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you are not a normal mother bitch. you are not a normal mother, you are not a normal mother! you fat violent short pigheaded bombastic rude aggressive male hating mental bullying troll! you are not a normal mother. you have poor mothering instincts.

you are not a normal mother bitch. you are not a normal mother, you are not a normal mother! you fat...

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i have chest pain and its frightening me. but does anyone care ? the chest and heart pain I got throw i used to complain to my mother after the car accident when I was 19 all she would do is yell at me and get aggressive and violent at me over me saying i had chest pain and heart pain. and all she did was get violent. that is not normal. its not normal behavior. its aspie autistic spastic.

i have chest pain and its frightening me. but does anyone care ? the chest and heart pain I got thro...

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no job, sarina russo job network threw me on the scape heap at 33. they wronged me I wish someone would sue them on my behalf I don't have the money but it never made sense to me sending someone who had legel experience to do truck driving and hardware shop work. can see that it all doesn't make sense and she was being abusive and she is satanic. she was trying to make me feel like a man and unpretty and i think she should be punished for it. my childhood and being sexually abused is none of her business to punish and abuse me over it she has been completely acting out of line and immoral. she is an evil devil woman. she is just a devil woman with evil on her mind. she looks evil ugly all that black hair black eyes and arab witchiness.

no job, sarina russo job network threw me on the scape heap at 33. they wronged me I wish someone wo...

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this pig poop house with junk and shit and over crowding and no one will help. i was always running after that slut sister and her cunt hole whore friends helping their whims and gutsaching gutsugg problems over hungry cuntholes week in and week out. the dirty dog whores they are, my neighbors should be helping me they caused this they stole men from us when they were children with their lustfulness and dirty sex trampoline whore shows. they should be paying for the house to be cleaned, they made me feel like no man would love me. they could have helped me and their constant verbal abusive yelling out at me and dirty looks over the last 10 years stealing men dirty girls.

this pig poop house with junk and shit and over crowding and no one will help. i was always running ...

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a mothers hate/love smothering love like joyce with her smothering love is too much. its actually sickening. and the way she would so gleefully and scoffyingly proudly say with a gloating smurk on her face. "on one will rescue you from that house" did working and having a boyfriend mean rescue, just having a normal life? why did i have to meet an insane spastic whore devil woman like you joyce. sarina should have given the job to me.

a mothers hate/love smothering love like joyce with her smothering love is too much. its actually si...

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that spastic violent fat forever angry little woman of a mother is a noose around my neck, my spastic violent older demanding sister is one as well.

that spastic violent fat forever angry little woman of a mother is a noose around my neck, my spast...

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now that she has upset me and made me in chest pain and worried she is as happy as can be now, this is the exact same thing joyce and russo where doing to me. my mother and these women are murderers. keep an eye on them they are murdering me!

now that she has upset me and made me in chest pain and worried she is as happy as can be now, this ...

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i am in pain. i have been suffering for years.

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sarina russo and my mother made me put on weight, I lost weight and they got me fat because they are insanely jealous of me! they were insanely jealous and envious of my thin slim lovely figure I used to exercise all the time, now I get server chest pain and I am not allowed talk about it because once again they get jealous because only they are allowed to get sick and be attention seekers. I am sick of spastic dog women like this abusing me. they have robbed me of everything. joyce robbed me of my heart and life, my husband and children and does she care? that selfish turdwoman!

sarina russo and my mother made me put on weight, I lost weight and they got me fat because they are...

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my cat just dumped a load in the litter box and took off. I swear this stuff could light up a whole city on methan engery from this cat seriously strong brewed worse then a babies nappy.

my cat just dumped a load in the litter box and took off. I swear this stuff could light up a whole ...

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when I was thin guys were giving me advice about how I should put on weight and stop exercising and stop studying and I don't know what they expected me to do because they themselves didn't want me they just wanted to give advice and play a authoritive role that was boring to me, they would even say "oh you should be going out having sex more" but it was like "oh but not with me!" even the guy who date raped me he was like "you should be having sex more with guys and I will go check them out for you" and I thought "well why do you think you need to be so controlling you complete loser who has no sexual skills eventhough you think you do?" I thought what kind of dwip loser will he put me with some gorilla who is uneducated and lacking class and style? and so what before I was too thin now people say I am too fat, I called lazy, too busy and trying to do too much and fit in too much workload to down right lazy, boring to over excited, chatty to too shy and quiet. i mean I met guys in night clubs who didn't want to ask me out but wanted to get their mate to go out with me and I thought well why then don't you find an excuse to bring your mate over to talk to me where I feel safe and comfortable? I sometimes wonder what men are thinking? most times my attitude is "sex - thank god that is over and done with!" or just afraid to express much incase men i like don't like me. men always want to give advice but they are seriously bad at taking advice. I have told some guys who ask me for girl help... just be yourself! most girls will like you if you are nice to them, one guy i had to convince him to stop looking at every girl as if "she is such a snob look at her she thinks she is too good for me, her face is so stuck up in the air" and I said "most girls are really afraid to show kindness or even politeness and friendliness because they are afraid of men who go just too far, you smile and the next thing they are faceplanted into your bra which no girl wants. they want to get to know you. and its rubbish about girls decide within 5 seconds of meeting a guy if she will shag him, bullshit, she will make that decision 5mins after she has met you and hope to see you again, or at least I do if I am seriously in deep like of the guy because you don't want to come across like cheap and most women like a man that warms them to romance and courtship not forced into it. that is why it felt so wrong with k because i was not ready not interested and it was just a bullied into thing I would never do again. i have seriously learnt a lesson from that never ever go against your gut feelings, if are too sick to go to a cocktail party and they won't take no for an answer and make a time to see you when you feel better then forget it, all you will do is drink on top of heavy pills and get sick and vomit and get drunk too quick and do things you won't normally do and feel pressurized so I learnt that. never again! especially when the guy I wanted to meet that night no one introduced me to and no single guys would talk to me and if people arrange a party make sure you make people miggle and talk and dance and not just sit in one spot, make them move around and place nibbles in different parts of the area so they have to move to them and pass people and talk, have games or a prize. never ever have a party when no one is communicating and its strained its not worth it! you can tell a guy planned that party.

when I was thin guys were giving me advice about how I should put on weight and stop exercising and ...

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I got a nice dress and jacket today I just need to be asked out to wear it or just go out in it for fun.

I got a nice dress and jacket today I just need to be asked out to wear it or just go out in it for...

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i hate the way this house looks and smells like an old mans house, junk everywhere, he scatters shirts and books everywhere, listens to the radio to morbid wasted drivle and thinks we are weird going to flower shows and gardening and if I study its like "why are you doing that?" yeh, why, none of it ever got me a freaking job or man so why am I bothering?" I really want to go to the library and study, I am sick of teaching myself and I want a proper teacher who wants to teach and help genuinely. who has the time and care to want to teach.

i hate the way this house looks and smells like an old mans house, junk everywhere, he scatters shir...

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i've been making up excuses to not complete my college work and I got to get into it.

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how dirty I wouldn't feel jealous of that. I would not let a man fuck me in public like that, that is so disgusting and disrespectful.

how dirty I wouldn't feel jealous of that. I would not let a man fuck me in public like that, that i...

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look I am a conservos-conservo! really

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i am sick of the way people with degrees have jobs and fuck and have cars and houses and if they got bashed more they would all be levelled and equaled out some.

i am sick of the way people with degrees have jobs and fuck and have cars and houses and if they got...

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i don't know who was behind the whole thing with kelly walking all over me and the way she turned on me after I told anita to frapup and I had enough of the leso receptionist trying to man handle me with her crap and I could tell she and anita didn't like me. then this accountant mathew came over and was talking fresh all the time to a 8year old called steph anitas daughter and I thought it was a bit dirty to be honest. and wondered where thehell that was leading. leaving me confused. anita and phil and their creepy big brick house that had no egos in it - pull the other one! and I just felt a victim of mary and john and kelly and leanne and then maggiepies:) turned on me and I didn't like her gossipy put downs and the way kelly for a mongie thinks that she is the most super intelligent person around as if she can fligh a space craft and land it in her back yard or something. to be honest I felt someone was trying to push me out and I knew I would get hurt there. old mary and others were pushing kellies bandwagon to the hospital as a little helper of gordons full of trouble! she turned on me nasty just because I said after the book throwing incident,"I don't know how much more of all this abuse I can take in the choirs" and she was always like "you have to put your health first don't take the rapist to court you won't win think of your health forget about that doctor and lawyer you liked and the other guys you liked just think of your health" like what advice is that? when my love life is causing my health problems. as if she has it all together. mary the therapist didn't want me introducing male dates to my parents, like what is it to her? I have every right to and a friend said to me, if that is your rules for love you have every right to do that after the rape and stroke you have been through. and all this mary therpaist could say was how men need to chose independant slut whores like her and she walked around with a diet coke can the whole time and I thought -- wish you would piss off to ken and nick and let me get on with finding someone better, you go out with craig and ken and see how you like it you dumb self impressed stupid bitch! she really was so impressed with her self as so called professional and her little office like mirunda thunder bum was. yeh she was so indepanded and a young happy chic daddy bought her a office and school to work in and she knew nothing about real life, deprivation and how it feels to be left behind attacked or ignored.

i don't know who was behind the whole thing with kelly walking all over me and the way she turned on...

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