Confessions about 'Pride'

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I suddenly dislike those coffee machines turning up everywhere. they are fraud prizes sucking money out of people for rubbish - I won't be using it all the time, its still in the box. cuz I don't know how to make cappuccinos yet but I question the expense and over use and over productions of them.

I suddenly dislike those coffee machines turning up everywhere. they are fraud prizes sucking money ...

Pride

I was not interested in the games those choirs and shirley anita kelly and margie were playing. I don't have time or interest in stupid senile peoples dumb disgusting deviant games. you are gonna get caught with your pants down and caught out for stalking and abuse. I know your are a bad person shirley and maybe that doctor is also. no doubt he may try to use his so called loose charm on women after the fact, after his abuse and games but he has a lot to prove to me that he is worthy of my time before I go gaga over him. I am not completely convinced that all is so nice there in those choirs and medical practice and games of abuse are going on. only time will show evidence if any. causation and link are rather explicit and too co-incidential to be just a radom mistake of shirley and anita, kelly and margie and something did not add up at all. all these people were up to no good and had altera motives and it looks like they were helping someone to abuse me and steal my clothing and things and these so called pretty men you have to watch them, some attractive men are out and out murdering killers and have no scruples at all. how do I know if davo or macb or someone code named phil/ricky was not a very dangerious handsome killer? I have to consider this before I trust as something did not add up. shirley made a mistake being in that choir when I joined something told me there was some game being plotted when john said "the year before 2 girls were competing in the choir and we are glad they have gone" and I knew then it had to be a similar plot or pattern of events. this person repeats their pattern of abuse in those choirs.

I was not interested in the games those choirs and shirley anita kelly and margie were playing. I do...

Pride, Murder, Abuse, Hate

I just love aloe juice. the feeling and taste of the bits of gel feel so nice. its beautiful in your tummy and bowels but if you have too much you can get gastro but I love it. like I love coconut oil.

I just love aloe juice. the feeling and taste of the bits of gel feel so nice. its beautiful in your...

Pride

tonight I have the first time in years just spent the evening on myself- doing my skin with masks and scrubs and self facial massager and now I am just going to have a green tea, chili and carrot soup and just try and relax. the first time in ages I just dedicated the evening to me rather then study or other crap.

tonight I have the first time in years just spent the evening on myself- doing my skin with masks an...

Pride, Abuse

my doctor reassured me today that having the biopsy is the best thing but I am still afraid. I tried to pretend its all ok and bought some plants and make up. there has to be more to life then this.

my doctor reassured me today that having the biopsy is the best thing but I am still afraid. I tried...

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left my doctor and felt worried but a lot to think about.

Pride

I don't like kelly being abusive towards me. kelly is a evil person and all that pretend cutie act is a lie. she has a husband called garry and yet women have called her a slut because she flirts and she bullies and plays the passive agressive and she is looked for any excuse to attack me after anita would not help me. anita only wants choir listening to her complaints she doesnt want to be anyones real friend unless you can get her something she wants. I said to kelly- I just can't take anymore of the abuse going on in the choirs with people throwing books and then I find shirley the bitch there who told me to go away from the doctors surgery when I was sick and needed help and then anita was hiding and playing games I just don't need to be part of those silly games. I don't have time for that bullshit!. I knew anita and shirley wanted to get rid of me and I knew margie did not like me, she didn't care but she wanted me to listen all her issues with all her ex husbands and she has kids, had great careers and you I don't need those sort of people as friends. I thought kelly was more genuine but it turns out that she was out to undercut me I think I can't prove it but I just don't need to be part of their games and lies and circus acts. I don't have the time for their bullshit. I felt I was steering the choir in the right direction I seen it could go- I wanted to see the choir get ahead in social events at boutique wine resturants and events, and I specificly chose family orintated companies for sponsorship. I targeted media outlets that were suitable and not over the top for them. I choose medium scale businesses and family products and not rubbish. seriously kelly was just a bully in the end, she should be greatful to have garry and stop getting involved in my personal life and I didn't like her trying to shove garry at me and putting the phone on to loud speaker. I thought kelly was better then that. I guess I made a mistake I thought she would be someone who could be a friend but I never seem to have female friends for long, like I thought emma was better and she said a few things that upset me- maybe I took it too personally about smelly bums and a florist friend she felt was using her cuz I did floristry assist short course so I thought she ment me. then I seen her kids and they looked like bowie and I just don't want anything to do with that guy. he didn't give me a job when I needed it and destroyed things and he has to be stopped from trying harm me. I don't envy emma or any the women I have met in the last 2-3 years put it that way!

I don't like kelly being abusive towards me. kelly is a evil person and all that pretend cutie act i...

Pride, Abuse

why do the wrong guys keep persuing me- teens of 12 or old buggers of 50-70 and married men who insult me and are just users. seriously ! it can't all be something in me that is lacking.

why do the wrong guys keep persuing me- teens of 12 or old buggers of 50-70 and married men who insu...

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I get annoyed by guys who make out- they are interested in me and yet they put in absolutely minimal effort. and then go "oh I am thinking about giving up on you" and I am like "I couldn't actually tell you were interested!" wow, hello like show you care by actually doing nice things like calling my home or turn up and ask me out to dinner, send flowers, be a secret admirer who comes across better then the rexona BO guy. I sometimes think I must be seen like him? I am not sure. but what is the point of makingout you care when you have not called to my house to see me and actually asked to speak to me or sent me flowers or asked me out! seriously guys its not mind science! I don't like fakes. yeh, I am at time complaining and you would too if went through the crap I have. you could show more genuine care to get your message across! this what I don't understand about legal and medical professionals and other difficult people like busy guys in business etc. you have to put in some effort to get a woman to actually feel and know you like them. for god sake. can't you work it out?

I get annoyed by guys who make out- they are interested in me and yet they put in absolutely minimal...

Pride, Abuse

I am sick of being disliked certain places I go and being made to feel unwelcome especially in social and romantic situations. its like people treat me as if I am someone to be avoided. I have gone through it most of my life. only very short periods of time I have been treated like I am welcome and liked and valued. I am made to feel unwelcome a lot.

I am sick of being disliked certain places I go and being made to feel unwelcome especially in socia...

Pride, Abuse

I need to find a husband and for certain people to stop treating me like I am shit! you got that!!! I deserve a husband I can love and a life and children, I deserve a nice house and career and friends that care about me. I deserve holidays and a attractive exciting husband and not some lame duck loser like ken. I was born for better and a therapist told me that yesterday. that I was born for better then ken and rubbish I have had done to me.

I need to find a husband and for certain people to stop treating me like I am shit! you got that!!! ...

Pride, Abuse

I hope no one said anything to bbc artist I was so upset about the pain and I don't want her to get hurt or angry I just was very afraid after the news I heard about perminant scars.

I hope no one said anything to bbc artist I was so upset about the pain and I don't want her to get ...

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can't wait to see the antif

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is it completely normal to love someone yet express annoyances?

Pride, Abuse

I am doing high school for the 4th time and I am 42. that tells you how slow and behind my abilities are.

I am doing high school for the 4th time and I am 42. that tells you how slow and behind my abilities...

Pride

last vote I wrote a heap of rubbish over the vote card saying how much I hated those rich bitches! how jealous I am of them. how overpaid they are. I called them all tarts, maybe its not right to say all that but from where I stand I just wish they would all suffer more. hating politicians is norm today cuz they only stand for themselves no for policy. they dump policies so easily for ego.

last vote I wrote a heap of rubbish over the vote card saying how much I hated those rich bitches! h...

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i am worried about my pets tonuges they look speckled and i never noticed it til a few weeks ago.

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I wonder if we are ever gonna met?

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I need a proper teacher. whatever happened to the mongrels- did they all go on strike or too lazy to work? I am sick of teaching myself everything and the attitudes of people. I don't have to be a niggar when I am white just to make some black bastards feel good - they are a ruthless evil lot they are. I wouldn't apologize for saying they are all scum shit. they even attacked me when I fell and were attacking me like a punch of cabbies. I did nothing to the scums. and that dog took 7-10 weeks to get back to me she was so stupid at that college. stupid indian whore. I used to be polite to them til a few were abusing me and I don't forgive the mongrel scamming scums. they take everything too far and think they are better then everyone. why can't they just stay in their own country and stop coming over to our country taking opportunities from us. we don't owe them anything and they don't care about us. they are so violent.

I need a proper teacher. whatever happened to the mongrels- did they all go on strike or too lazy to...

Pride, Abuse, Hate, Violence

will n kate are very violent abusive people you should stay well away from and harry is a complete waste of space I am so sick of hearing about the mongrel cheating rich lazy enjoying life bastards they all are. they are a dead loss at helping any one even themselves. I blame it all on those radicals ripping off weaker victims. the dirty sallys and sues and so called rights of black people, all these freaking black indian womens asses think the world should kiss their butts and they are shit. I found out how abusive indians are, its a waste of time being nice to the mongrels. they are evil. I mean I met real dirty evil sicko lying nigar bitches in those indian whores - they need pulling down. they are ugly bullying abusive, dirty. and I told a few to fruck off and told one guy who suddenly after 10 years of abuse wanted to act nice to "fuck off" I was coming back from a medical scan and screamed into the phone - like just fuck off ! ok... I have bigger conserns right now then your black loser abusive ass that failed to get your personality and behavior together suitable to meet my needs earilier in the piece so frcuck off. that is how i feel about dr macscum as well. that man is evil and corrupt and should be punished and attacked for his abuse on me. it went too far. idiots push things too far. so many people have pushed my life too far out of all the things I wanted everything is too late now. its too late to have kids and marriage. its too late to play contented families. we don't want to know each other. and I should have the right to attack back. you harm me and make me ill try to kill me I should be able to attack you. my brother and sister and royals and poop stars caused the car accident and my illnesses so they should pay for it.

will n kate are very violent abusive people you should stay well away from and harry is a complete w...

Pride, Abuse, Hate