Confessions about 'Abuse'

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oh my god I actually just past my fraud investigation course. far out!

Abuse, Hate

i wish i knew why so many men and people hate me!

Pride, Abuse, Hate

I am trying to plan my cruise- I went into this membership club where you buy one and a person goes free with you and onlyhas to payfor luggage and admin fees and I want to take my parents to nordic areas and baltic, meditarian and cario egypt. I would go to hawaii or bora islands but I want to have a good time and we can share a penthouse suite or balcony suit with the three of us. if I had a boyfriend or husband I would go with them but I want to take my parents on at least one decident holiday. we want to see mediterainian, greece, france and egypt and we would go to japan and iceland and russia. I just can't afford it all and have to really save money, I have never been overseas and neither has my parents so it would be nice seeing we have all had cancer. I wish I had a boyfriend to go with however, it would be a nice honeymoon alone.

I am trying to plan my cruise- I went into this membership club where you buy one and a person goes ...

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so I walked up the road and went to the pharmacy and my tablet script was out of date. I fussed around the cat food section because we had to buy 20tins for my cats on special. and I came home and gave them fresh chicken meat and salmon. I need more money just to feed my cats, my health fund does not cover the byopsies in the doctors surgery only in hospital. I pay top extras with top hospital and all the shit they can give me is massages that is ok but what about the serious things! I want to buy this dress and jacket and wedding veil.

so I walked up the road and went to the pharmacy and my tablet script was out of date. I fussed arou...

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I am going to a bonsai exhib this weekend and I am already planting a lot of spring and summer flowers. I just bought some blue cornflowers and salvia and white lavender. I enjoy taking photos of flowers because they don't complain and don't move.

I am going to a bonsai exhib this weekend and I am already planting a lot of spring and summer flowe...

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I just had a green and red lettuce with brown fig and carrot and salad onion, chopped celery and salmon salad and I wish I had of put some chopped walnuts on the fig but I added a little cider vinegar and just had water and a diet shake, I only have diet shakes on rare occasions because literally all my nutritian teachers in my associate degree have said they don't recomend diet shakes at all for weight loss or nutritional maintainance alone.

I just had a green and red lettuce with brown fig and carrot and salad onion, chopped celery and sal...

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I already have 2 dresses I could use in a portfolio as bridal and a small birdcage veil and lace piece. I have a satin white and gold evening dress never worn and a long victorian lace white dress for a boho style. I want to buy prettier veils - I mean if I was getting married for real I would want prettier dress and veil myself. I have a few posies and brooch boquets I collect so many things in case I need them. as if I would be invited out to wear the pretty 1950s things I have. I have no friends to be models for me or fake brides and I don't want to put make up on other people anyway. why should I make others look pretty when everyone made me feel so depressed and ugly and stopped me from getting married all these years. i mean anyway, if I ever get a portfolio of make overs together anyway, like all my projects half done!

I already have 2 dresses I could use in a portfolio as bridal and a small birdcage veil and lace pie...

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there is a deep loneliness and sadness in my life that is so painful. I cover it a lot but its there all the same. my life doesn't feel complete without a husband and children so don't even bother trying to convince me it should be complete when society does treat you differently if you don't and I always wanted to marry and have children and heaps of women still do that and have careers so stop selling me your pscyho-mumbo-jumbo lies.

there is a deep loneliness and sadness in my life that is so painful. I cover it a lot but its there...

Abuse

my father can't understand asian indian latino sales people and I can't either over the phone they gabble so fast if they talked slower it would help. its got nothing to do with racist. its just hard communications over the phone

my father can't understand asian indian latino sales people and I can't either over the phone they g...

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I am sick of hearing asian/latino and indian foreign voices in call centres for shop online and courses and products. I can't understand them.

I am sick of hearing asian/latino and indian foreign voices in call centres for shop online and cour...

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ken and his bitch lyne over th road have to understand I am not interested in their stupid bullshit. someone get these vomit bastards off me please.

ken and his bitch lyne over th road have to understand I am not interested in their stupid bullshit....

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you are banned from this site.

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I actually dislike bowie for all the insane abuse he was about- they are all crazy. she is illegal black corrupt like my sisters filipenos cookie and jen I reported them to australian authorities and polictians about them getting blacks into the country, I want nothing to do with these scammers.

I actually dislike bowie for all the insane abuse he was about- they are all crazy. she is illegal b...

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my relatives do not frighten me because I know all their dirty stories and lies and secrets and I can embarrase them any time. its like m peterson n don if those two where not scammers in 1977 abusing me. I have no idea why they were doing it I was only 5 or 6 but I think its evil. I am not taking the blame for anything, everyone has said to me I am not to blame for anything that happen or what that pedo got me to do as a innocent naive child, he did that to dad and ros and rose and others and I don't feel bad about it i was just a child less then 10. I don't know why I have been singled out but I don't like it and I am deeply resentful and bitter and I feel I have righteous anger over it all!

my relatives do not frighten me because I know all their dirty stories and lies and secrets and I ca...

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why should I hang around these bands who bullshitted me around and ripped me off. I lost interest in them in 2004. basically my attitude is I was expecting to be liked and complete my course and I might have got some help like others but I don't see why I was not given the chance to complete the course when I was one of the least bitching and least scoffy lot there who were making insulting references daily about teachers and admin at the college and their obvious preferences to certain students to be allowed pass and how some were allowed pre veligers and others were not. I did nothing illegal and I resent the way I was treated. no excuse for bowie and his bullshit they can all fuck off! I was good enough and pushed out on the dumb heap at 23 passed up by men and for work so you don't get over the hurt and the haters that easy. I own no one a thing!

why should I hang around these bands who bullshitted me around and ripped me off. I lost interest in...

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I was working for a podiatrist called trevor who would come out with dirty gloves after touching patients feet and grab the phone or pens with dirty gloves and I got cancer from that. I can't say out right it was due to that but the rash started in the area around that time and my doctor was disgusted when I told her. he would even hide the sanitising wipes on me, I should have bought my own or reported him. I am sure his partner was trying to bankrupt him with all the shoes she was buying in storage for the business that didnot make sense.

I was working for a podiatrist called trevor who would come out with dirty gloves after touching pa...

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I am sick of being accused of being in someones way for sex with a man, or a job, at home to use the toilet or kitchen, in the shop I seem to be in peoples way, yet if they are in my way do I complain? I wish people would get out of my way! I have hate and anger built up me for the last 38 years so get out of my way! I count too!

I am sick of being accused of being in someones way for sex with a man, or a job, at home to use the...

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a loss in love turned me to abnormal outlook on life. and I am supposed to believe I am all to blame for it all? I made the best choices I did based on the poor options I had, realisticly.

a loss in love turned me to abnormal outlook on life. and I am supposed to believe I am all to blame...

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I set my goals for myself you don't have a say in them so fuck off! hag!

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don't choose boring old old people to do things I think I would have hated my godparents for being such assholes as they were. I felt abused by them as much as I felt abused by rick katey n ken and joyce. no gooders. the world full of them. bloody rubbish on radios talking rubbish I refuse to listen to it or tv I rarely even watch news now days. all a load of rubbish! tired gags and loser hags on there. dumbest lot ever.

don't choose boring old old people to do things I think I would have hated my godparents for being s...

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