Confessions about 'Abuse'

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I am sick of being disliked certain places I go and being made to feel unwelcome especially in social and romantic situations. its like people treat me as if I am someone to be avoided. I have gone through it most of my life. only very short periods of time I have been treated like I am welcome and liked and valued. I am made to feel unwelcome a lot.

I am sick of being disliked certain places I go and being made to feel unwelcome especially in socia...

Pride, Abuse

I need to find a husband and for certain people to stop treating me like I am shit! you got that!!! I deserve a husband I can love and a life and children, I deserve a nice house and career and friends that care about me. I deserve holidays and a attractive exciting husband and not some lame duck loser like ken. I was born for better and a therapist told me that yesterday. that I was born for better then ken and rubbish I have had done to me.

I need to find a husband and for certain people to stop treating me like I am shit! you got that!!! ...

Pride, Abuse

I feel pity for someone who is so bored with all there is to do in life to just stalk me.

Abuse

is it completely normal to love someone yet express annoyances?

Pride, Abuse

I use to work for a collection agency and I would make women and some men give me head to settle the bill. I had the authority to write-off the debt. If the chick was hot, she was doomed to suck me off and swallow. I even had several mother daughter blow jobs. Most of the men were straight but would do anything to not let their wives find out about the debt. On guy was so far in debt, he said I could fuck his ass everyday. I fucked him for 6 months bareback. I miss those days I got head 3 or 4 times a day.

I use to work for a collection agency and I would make women and some men give me head to settle the...

Lie, Abuse, Stealing, Sex

I am sick of the way he talks so sexually dirty and he thinks he can abuse anyone he wants. I just don't like that attitude.

I am sick of the way he talks so sexually dirty and he thinks he can abuse anyone he wants. I just d...

Abuse, Hate, Violence

I need a proper teacher. whatever happened to the mongrels- did they all go on strike or too lazy to work? I am sick of teaching myself everything and the attitudes of people. I don't have to be a niggar when I am white just to make some black bastards feel good - they are a ruthless evil lot they are. I wouldn't apologize for saying they are all scum shit. they even attacked me when I fell and were attacking me like a punch of cabbies. I did nothing to the scums. and that dog took 7-10 weeks to get back to me she was so stupid at that college. stupid indian whore. I used to be polite to them til a few were abusing me and I don't forgive the mongrel scamming scums. they take everything too far and think they are better then everyone. why can't they just stay in their own country and stop coming over to our country taking opportunities from us. we don't owe them anything and they don't care about us. they are so violent.

I need a proper teacher. whatever happened to the mongrels- did they all go on strike or too lazy to...

Pride, Abuse, Hate, Violence

will n kate are very violent abusive people you should stay well away from and harry is a complete waste of space I am so sick of hearing about the mongrel cheating rich lazy enjoying life bastards they all are. they are a dead loss at helping any one even themselves. I blame it all on those radicals ripping off weaker victims. the dirty sallys and sues and so called rights of black people, all these freaking black indian womens asses think the world should kiss their butts and they are shit. I found out how abusive indians are, its a waste of time being nice to the mongrels. they are evil. I mean I met real dirty evil sicko lying nigar bitches in those indian whores - they need pulling down. they are ugly bullying abusive, dirty. and I told a few to fruck off and told one guy who suddenly after 10 years of abuse wanted to act nice to "fuck off" I was coming back from a medical scan and screamed into the phone - like just fuck off ! ok... I have bigger conserns right now then your black loser abusive ass that failed to get your personality and behavior together suitable to meet my needs earilier in the piece so frcuck off. that is how i feel about dr macscum as well. that man is evil and corrupt and should be punished and attacked for his abuse on me. it went too far. idiots push things too far. so many people have pushed my life too far out of all the things I wanted everything is too late now. its too late to have kids and marriage. its too late to play contented families. we don't want to know each other. and I should have the right to attack back. you harm me and make me ill try to kill me I should be able to attack you. my brother and sister and royals and poop stars caused the car accident and my illnesses so they should pay for it.

will n kate are very violent abusive people you should stay well away from and harry is a complete w...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

a true sign of laziness is just ticking anything!

Abuse

I am not a raygay. I couldn't stand raeday!

Abuse

i want to lose weight and exercise and I know what works for me, and I know how I lose weight best and I can't find a clinic or gym that provides what I need yet. I wish someone would listen to me and stop the bad companies who are ruining the weight loss industry one company I was at all the women were complaining the diet, the exercise was not working and not losing weight therefore there was something more behind it and they stopped coming to gym to workout because the company was not giving the women what they wanted and needed.

i want to lose weight and exercise and I know what works for me, and I know how I lose weight best a...

Abuse

sales are all that matters to sally, not people she will make out she cares for a sale and she does do hard sell bullying I seen her bully and seduce people into the lies of the company my therapist said success in it is not possible at all. so why would he say that and say you didn't ask to be bullied and abused by her you wanted to join the company for yourself not to be attacked and abused. so just enjoy the products and stay away from sally and the people at the top are bullying you starters at the bottom cuz they benefit more then you do ! and the golden era of that business is gone he said. and I know chris would say the same. commisson jobs are not worth the train or petrol fare when I felt down about saying no to a part time commission job at night. chris said to me. you have to be realistic and its not worth it. and you would just be bullied.

sales are all that matters to sally, not people she will make out she cares for a sale and she does ...

Pride, Abuse

rape and child sexual abuse by adults touching little childrens genitals are never justified. I wish I knew why valentino and bugsy did this curse evil satanic thing to me. I am sure they are the ones behind it all. who plotted it. that is how evil sick they were. I hate all my relatives. I can't stand the thought of them. I just don't want to know them and nor does my mother and father cuz of how they made fun of them and abused my parents, my parents understand why I never want to see them again. there are some things you can never forgive, and their abuse in the last 10-8 years has been the final blow. you have to make stand and believe in me.

rape and child sexual abuse by adults touching little childrens genitals are never justified. I wis...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

i have never known real love and safety and how it feels to be liked by everyone. I used to get food thrown at me by boys and they would think it was funny to throw a pickle sandwich so it would slop all over my face as a child of 5, and call me ugly with red hair and a lot of people and some goons actually stalked me with knives and in a car calling me a ugly slug germ and heaps of people thought is was funny when I was attacked and raped by a ugly fat biker married and creepy and the opposite of everything I wanted. they would tail gate me in cars and it was road rage a gang of young guys looking to attack me. and they were all revolting thugs.

i have never known real love and safety and how it feels to be liked by everyone. I used to get food...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

I personally think kate is not that beautiful or elegant, and she is over rated and I am sick of hearing about those wayward lot. I think the younger ones are a complete waste of space and going to let everything they stood for down. they are very reckless and sick of media sensationalism about them and pretence of perfert lives and bodies etc. I mean if a common woman can breed why can't every other woman breed? she is just so arrogant looking and nasty mean looking. that cruel harsh face and there is a ignorance to them. i mean they fight and act dirty violent. they have no scruples at all which worries me that there is going to be all these young people who have never known deprivation, disappointment, neglect, isolation and emptiness who got given things too early in life and don't know how to go without things. they have a weird sense of what is right and what is wrong, all they do is attack attack attack. not much kindness in them. the irony is that I am probably the only she can really trust cuz I am never gonna want kates stupid husband now. but irony won't make me forgive them! they did this to me! so they should have to answer to it all.

I personally think kate is not that beautiful or elegant, and she is over rated and I am sick of hea...

Abuse

i wish my spastic crippled loser of a retarted brother would die like a cow hung til his blood comes out of his neck. that crippled spastic ! retarted spoilt smerking jerk always walking around throwing off at people and making fun of me and not allowing men to like me. its his only power, like my sister her only power is how she stops men from liking me. but they are two spoilt spastics. die in peace bastard spoilt brat! and your not welcome in my life you barking dogs. crippled disable losers! smoking and drinking and fucking and drugging and getting cars and friends and careers too easy! makes bad people!!!!!

i wish my spastic crippled loser of a retarted brother would die like a cow hung til his blood comes...

Abuse, Hate

I hate my brother and his whore slut wife and I hope they rott in hell for what they have done to me and my mother. I think all my cousins are whores. sue was always a slut. I hated her since i was a kid. I hate all my relatives for expecting me to live like this in hovel and squaller and neglect. this is all their fault. they should be punched. I wish I could punch them in the back like katy punched me. they need more then a punch they deserve to be put on a concord and left to float in space to their death! that is what you get for being so abusive to me when I did nothing wrong to you scum whores! and a spastic loser jerk younger crippled spastic spoilt brother who was a loser and deserves to be axed to death. that spastic crippled jerk loser of a kid he was. he was always a loser spoilt brat skanky dog barking shitbag gutter slime pig who should live in the gutter. he is fat, has ugly teeth, smells, rude and pigheaded and very abusive towards me growing up, he was a shit kid. and a dirty rotten spoilt teenager who should have been culled to death!

I hate my brother and his whore slut wife and I hope they rott in hell for what they have done to me...

Abuse, Hate

I am getting so angry I could murder someone. I never have enough money for my health needs, my cats health needs, bills and live in squaller and I deserve better then everything people have done to me. I know it, they know it. a therapist today told me I deserve better and keep fighting!

I am getting so angry I could murder someone. I never have enough money for my health needs, my cats...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

I am going to ask my mum to come in the surgery room with me when I have this done. only cuz I want to know what and where they are cutting- they are my genitals. I don't want to give my private parts to perranas and I have had enough of dumb things that have near killed me. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IJNR2EpS0jw

I am going to ask my mum to come in the surgery room with me when I have this done. only cuz I want ...

Pride, Abuse, Hate, Violence

I have a diary of all my appointments and events but after the news a few weeks ago about more skin cancer I just lost all focus on what was going on around me. forgot appointments and I go to see a skin cancer doctor a lot and I knew something was wrong for a long time. the gyno said the vaginal itch is definately not in my imagination. its embarasing and I just feel more persecuted and abused really. I did enough vaginal cutting on my self as self punishment as a child for the sexual abuse- this is just adding to the hurt and feelings of always being punished that somehow it was all my fault- but a therapist today told me its normal to go through this upset and fear. I have to do what ever treatment I can to heal and get better. I hate neddles I am scared of having to go through vaginal reconstructive surgery due to skin cancer and abnormal cells that showed up and I am just praying that it won't be so bad as all that or have to go that far. - what did I ever do to deserve all this? as a child of 4? what little girl of 4 looks for this abuse and neglect and harshness because I never did. I don't understand why I have never been really loved how I wanted to be loved. I wanted children and marriage so badly. I was just afraid to make a move fear of being attacked and bashed. I long to have a normal healthy sex life and love life, a love of my own! I don't understand what god does this to children? its making me question my faith and not that I could turn to satanism, I never could, even I used to laugh at some of those comedy things and other times I would cry because they actually werent funny for the real victims of it.

I have a diary of all my appointments and events but after the news a few weeks ago about more skin ...

Pride, Abuse, Violence, Sex