Confessions about 'Marriage'

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I broke with my ex. Immediately after our break up; we came to know that she was pregnant. I got married with another girl later but never had any love for my ex as she used to fight with me all the tim. I cheated my wife. I didn't tell her about my ex who was pregnant. she keeps asking me about her but cannot reveal her about her pregnancy. I dont want to talk with my wife about anything of my past. But she constantly asks me about it. If I tell her the truth we will have to separate each other and separate kids from us. I dont want to do that. and want to live happily married. But arguments with my wife sometime make me feel that I should tell her the truth. I am confused. i dont want to die.

I broke with my ex. Immediately after our break up; we came to know that she was pregnant. I got m...

Adultery, Marriage

Cheated after three days of getting together with someone Ok, I know the title sounds bad, but I need some help. I got with someone four months ago. We have pretty much been living together since then. We are very very serious about each other and have fallen in love very quickly. Lets call him 'Stephen'. Stephen knows that one of his good friends, James, flirted with me frequently for a couple of weeks (prior to Stephen and I getting together). (I swear I don't usually behave like this: I had only kissed 3 people before then and had sex with a long term boyfriend before Stephen) Let me explain what happened in chronological order: I had just gotten out of an emotionally abusive relationship, so I was very happy with being free to be my own person. Therefore, I wasn't really interested in getting into the dating scene. When I hardly knew him, Stephen told me that I was very pretty and that he thought I was 'nice'. I told him that I was "going to be honest" with him. I told him: "I'm sorry, but I am liking being single at the moment, and I just want to let you know that because I don't want to string you along and have you feel like I'm playing mind games." I honestly meant it. A few weeks later, one of my best friends (James) started flirting with me. I didn't mind because we got along well and we both had no intention of getting into a relationship, or going ANY further with the casual flirting. I also TOLD James that we should not do anything more than flirt. He agreed. In this time, Stephen and I got to know each other pretty well (I was basically living at their flat because we hung out alot). I also had the feeling that Stephen was growing very keen on me. Maybe two weeks after James started flirting, Stephen asked me if I could do him a friend-favour and go to the movies with him (he didn't want to go solely with James). He works a very hard job, so he said he wanted to 'chill out' on Friday night. So I said 'O.K.' and we went and saw a movie. In the theatres he touched my hand and held it for the rest of the movie and ran his finger across my palm. I knew he was keen on me then. I wasn't sure what to do. So basically we went back to mine, and he came inside, and we sat on my sofa watching awful 1am shows on TV. And I expected him to get up and tell me he was heading of. But then he kissed me. And we kissed on the couch and then he took some of my clothes off etc etc. To be honest, I had no idea what to do. I knew I didn't want to have sex because: A: James was flirting with me casually and I thought Stephen wouldn't like that. B: I wasn't sure if I wanted to let someone get that intimate with me when I only knew them as a friend. But a "hold up a sec" couldn't escape my lips. The last time I had said 'no to someone they didn't stop. And though, I thought Stephen would, I was terrified about how mad he would be if I said "maybe we shouldn't have sex; I'm not sure about this". In order to prevent that guilt and fear, I let him kiss and touch me. We kissed for ages (AGES) and I expected him to realize I didn't want to go much further (I still had my pants and undies on). I was waiting for him so stop and say "sweet, thanks for the night, I'll see you later :)". He didn't, so I said: "its going to be dark driving home so late". He didn't figure it out. So finally I said "you can stay here tonight if you really wanted, I have two single beds in my room. But we got to the room and he undressed me and himself and you can guess what happened next. He left when I left for work the next morning. I didn't know what the night meant to him. I remember him telling me that he thought I was hot, etc. So I made the assumption that it was more of a physical/sexual-gratification thing for him. He's a very hard person to get to know. Anyway, James was out of the flat for the rest of the weekend so he asked me to come over and we continued from where we left off for the majority of the weekend. I enjoyed it, but I still assumed he mainly wanted the sex. James came back and Stephen and him had a boy's night with all their mates (I was invited). Stephen was subtly stroking the side of my hand at some points of the night but I didn't know what to think about it. James promised me that he would show me the university we go to (but at night) he said it looked awesome, so we should make a trip. It is not unusual for James to suggest trips to places, so it does not mean that he wants to flirt, he just wanted some bro-time with me (even though I'm a girl obviously). To cut a long story short, he took me to the university and kissed and fingered me and then asked me to whack him off. I didn't want to do any of it. I had told him before that I didn't want to do anything more than casual flirting (and I was going to tell him to stop because Stephen seemed to like me more than something sexual). But I felt like he would be furious if I told him about Stephen at the time. And Furious about the fact that he had been flirting with me before Stephen and I went to the movies. So I let him do it and I gave him what I wanted. But, after getting to know Stephen, I have found out that he actually had wanted to be with me for a long time. And that he liked me a lot on that Friday night. We have now been together and living together for a while and we are very serious about each other. We work so well together. He's nearly thirty and he reckons that he could be with me for the rest of his life he likes me so much (he has never felt that way about someone before). Me neither, and I feel the same as he does. James is completely over me, he knows that I'm with Stephen now and thought it was 'awesome' and that he's "happy for me". He thinks that the University-thing happened BEFORE Stephen and I got together. But I feel so guilty about James. I should have said 'no' because I didn't want it and because I wasn't sure what Stephen wanted from me at the time. Should I tell Stephen? Factors to consider: - He has been cheated on by a long-term girlfriend before. She left him for someone else and it still hurts him. This revelation will hurt him even more: he never felt about her like he feels about me. - He is extremely against cheating and not revealing the truth/telling lies. - He had a big problem with the fact that James had flirted with me (he doesn't trust James any more and sometimes doesn't trust our friendship). - He has a big aversion to the thought of other men touching me in the future (he would love it if it was only him). - He doesn't know that I have quite big issues around saying 'no' to sex when someone is actively trying to have sex with me. (I have been sexually abused) Or the emotional abuse in my previous relationship that I received from my partner, especially whenever I told him I "didn't really feel like sex". So I would let him have his way with me to avoid feeling awful about myself as a person (because he would make me think I was an awful person). Should I tell SFen?

Cheated after three days of getting together with someone Ok, I know the title sounds bad, but I ne...

Adultery, Marriage

You can use whatever excuse you want, but you don't love your husband. You are being a selfish whore. You should tell your husband and go from there. If not, he'll find out sooner or later anyway and things will be alot worse.

You can use whatever excuse you want, but you don't love your husband. You are being a selfish whore...

Marriage

i am not turned on by my husband but i love him as a friend and don't want to lose his friendship. he is terrible in bed and is weak as a person too. i don't respect him and that makes me feel so bad and guilty i hate myself for not loving him when he loves me.

i am not turned on by my husband but i love him as a friend and don't want to lose his friendship. h...

Adultery, Marriage

Holiday resolution I'm a 41 year old man who's had an erectile dysfunction for about two years. My wife Sandy has been very understanding and we've bought a number of dildo's to include on our sexual times together. On a recent trip away we didn't take them because of my wifes fear of them being discovered at the airport. So during our ten night holiday it was going to be my mouth and tongue, plus her fingers, which would bring off my 34 year attractive wife. That was until one evening when we were out eating and drinking lots of good wine, I noticed a local guy checking out my wife, who was dressed I must admit, in a very revealing low cut short black dress. What I didn't know was Sandy had gone out without any knickers on. And the local guy sat close by had a perfect view up her short dress and was deffinately becoming horny. What made it totally wierd was seeing him looking at her pussy, made me horny and had me imagining his, I guessed, long hard black cock fucking my wifes pussy and arsehole. Sandy isn't slow and had noticed the guy before I had. So when I told her what he was doing she siad "I know I've bee flashing him for over ten minutes". It not only surprised me my wife had owned upto flashing another man, it surprised me that I wanted her to do it more. In a complete of the cuff way I turned to Sandy and asked her "If I allowed you to, would you let that guy fuck you". Without missing a beat she replied looking straight into my eyes "Oh fuck yeah". Still with the nights wine flowing through my body and my "Dutch Courage" heightened, I walked over to the man and asked him if he could, would he like to enjoy my wife. In the taxi back to the hotel I explained to Sam about my/our predicament as he and Sandy began kissing. Our room wasn't a large room, so I was only four or five feet away when Sandy lay on the bed, spread her legs wide and high. I watched on as our new found black friend Sam, knelt down on the tiled floor, put his head between my wifes legs and began to lick out her pussy and arsehole as his fingers found her love hole. I know there is a conception that all black men have large cocks, but unfortunately for my wife and strangely myself, Sam doesn't fit into that stereotype. His cock was about six inches (The same as mine used to be erect). The one thing it was was though, was thick and very very erect, as I noticed when he stood up to allow Sandy to suck his cock and balls. It was then he told me to get undressed and play with my as he put it "Useless white cock". Hearing this, Sandy stopped sucking him, took out a condom Sam had bought in the hotels toilets, and unrolled it along his cock. Turning around she knelt on the bed, smiled at me, then presented Sam and my gazing eyes, her perfectly tight arsehole and pussy. It will stay with forever the first time I saw his cock enter my wifes pussy, as will after watching her cum hard on his thick black erect cock, I saw him slide it up her spit drenched arsehole. Over the next half hour I played with my flaccid cock. As they kissed, sucked and fucked one another. Only when Sam had fucked her arsehole again, making Sandy cum in a violent series of argasms, told me how useless I was, dressed and then left. Did I finally get to cum. Sandy sucking my limp dick, probably out of feeling sorry for me. Sam was the first, but he wasn't the only guy I watched Sandy fuck during our holiday. The second was over so quickly Sandy didn't cum, so I licked her oragsm. The last, her third different man, did fit every perception of what you imagin a large physically fit black man to be in the trouser department. It took place on a private boat trip I organised. One we wouldn't normally be able to afford. Talking to the person who owned it and letting him know he had my permission to get dirty with Sandy as she strolled up and down in her revealing bikini. I lay in the sunshine on the boats large seating deck a mile or so off shore. Watching my wife become his slut for over two hours. His super thick long black ten inches made Sandy a very very happy girl. As for me, I got to find out what a well fucked pussy and arsehole tastes like, after we got back to our hotel. We've spoken about the trip since we've been back home. And have agreed, twice a year we'll take a shorter break away. Each time I'll allow Sandy to fuck who and as many men as she wants. At home she's all mine and her dildo's of course.

Holiday resolution I'm a 41 year old man who's had an erectile dysfunction for about two years. My ...

Pride, Marriage

I like him, Alot.. And he plays on my mind because he knows he has me with him at work etc.. I feel like a fool for liking him.. Yet at the same time I won't walk away in case it turns into everything I ever hoped it would..

I like him, Alot.. And he plays on my mind because he knows he has me with him at work etc.. I feel ...

Marriage

Had a baby with my son's friend When I was 39, I felt strong urges coming on to have another child before it was too late. I had 3 children already at that time, and my husband was not very keen to add to the family. Plus, his drive had diminished. My eldest had a good friend, who had basically grown up half in our house. A tall, very attractive teenager, he was popular with the girls and a sort of leader of their little gang. It started when I came home early from work one day. The boys were all in the den playing games and horsing around. I went up to the laundry room to pick up some clean clothes, and saw my son's friend masturbating with my panties. I was shocked, so was he. We stared at each other, then I just turned and walked up to my bedroom, washed my face, and when I came back down, he was back in the den and we both acted normally. But I had seen him, he was attractive naked and had a nice c. After this, being baby minded, naughty ideas about him began to circle in my head. And I knew he was clearly attracted to me. Nothing happened for a few more months, until the family was away camping. I was supposed to go too, but had sprained my ankle and decided to stay back. On that day, my son's friend visited me, with some excuse of wanting to borrow something. It was the first time we had been alone together, and things were a bit awkward. Finally, I indirectly started talking about desires and hormones and how such things were natural and to be grown out of. But as soon as I started on this, suddenly he started talking about how sexy he found me, and how he'd fantasised about me for years. He was bold, and I got a bit tongue-tied. I also enjoyed the flattery, and got my panties in a twist when I realised I was getting wet. I opened my mouth to reply, when suddenly he kissed me. Not a gentle peck, but his tongue down my throat, with one hand on my back and the other gripping my bottom. Just how a woman should be kissed, in fact. Almost without thinking, I let my tongue fondle his and his hands run over me freely, and we stayed like this for a bit. When his hand reached my c, I managed to pull back a bit, but it was too late: he pushed a finger in, and felt my wetness. That was when he knew I was his. I protested, but he just picked me up in his arms and began carrying me to the bedroom. I had never felt so feminine in my life, and that was when my desire came back to me. A little devil whispered: fate's given this chance, why not take it? He laid me on the bed like a princess, and got over me, kissing me passionately while undoing my dressing gown and gently stroking my c***. I was impossibly aroused, the taboo act, the youth and handsomeness of my partner, my own wish of becoming pregnant, all had colluded. I helped him remove my gown and bra, and he began expertly licking and kissing my b. For a young man, he was clearly experienced. Soon, I was ready for him to penetrate me, and I told him so. He slipped off my panties and first licked my c* for a bit. This made me wetter and I literally began to beg for his c. At this moment, he broke off to strip, his c was long and rock hard, and I spread my legs willingly. But, then he pulled a condom from his jeans and I realised this wouldn't do. I asked him to f* me without protection, hoping he would just jump at the chance. But he didn't. He asked me if I could get pregnant, and I just said we'll see about this later. Then he shocked me, he confessed he wanted to impregnate me as well! I waa delighted, but I tried not to show it, instead giving him my most seductive look and daring him to knock up an old woman if he could. That did it, and he jumped on me and was soon pistoning away like an engine. I soon forgot my plans in sheer pleasure, and had an o* before he began to spurt his seed deep inside me. I guided him in keeping my knees up and placing a pillow under my hips to have a better chance of conceiving. Once this was done, his young p was up and ready to go and he promptly entered me again. This time he lasted much longer and I had several o** before he unloaded in me again. Then we slept for a while, just holding each other. It was a long weekend, and long story short, we had s almost all the time. Of course all of it was unprotected, and very pleasurable for both of us. I swore to him secrecy, and to his credit he upheld it. On monday, I made sure to ply my husband with drink, then seduce him, it went badly but just enough to make him think enough had been done. Only a week later, I missed my period. An initial test confirmed pregnancy, but I waited another two weeks before going to a doctor and confirming it. My husband was exasperated but good natured over my "manipulative ways" (if he only knew) to get what I wanted. My lover was excited and nervous, but I made it clear to him he would play no part in the baby's life, and he was quite happy with that. I was already past 40, hence it was a difficult pregnancy. Possibly, if I had not conceived with a young and virile man, someone of my husband's age might not have been able to impregnate me. Yet, after 9 months, I held my beautiful baby girl and was as happy as can be. I continued my affair with my son's friend, now with proper protection and precautions, throughout the pregnancy and afterwards. As far as I am concerned, his is the sperm, he is the father, and he has rights over my body as someone he had a child with. These rights I still enjoy giving up to him whenever we have the chance.

Had a baby with my son's friend When I was 39, I felt strong urges coming on to have another child ...

Marriage, Sex

I cheated with someone. Its over now and I don't want it to be. I'm married and he's single. I haven't loved my husband in a really long time but I don't want my son to get hurt.my heart aches to b with this other fellow however he still loves his ex-girlfriend. I think he thinks she will eventually come back to him. I have so many unresolved feelings. I have seen him once since we stopped talking and my heart just dropped.I don't know if he really liked me or if he is on a mission to see how many white girls he can sleep with.I wonder if because I am so lonely is the reason I fell so quick and so hard. I never told him I loved him but I wish everyday I had,but I wasn't sure if I would be able to walk away from my marriage.I had decided that I would if my feelings got any stronger for him.they say time will make it easier but its not.now I find I'm angrier than ever at my husband for not being the man that I want him to be. I'm so sad and lonely I hope my heart heals soon.

I cheated with someone. Its over now and I don't want it to be. I'm married and he's single. I haven...

Marriage

Stephanie, Steph, is beautiful slim long legged, has long flowing brunette hair and deep bright hazel eyes. She's sassy, always extremely horny, amazing in bed and a total anal slut. She's also 20 years old and my step daughter. Myself and Stephs mom had been out at a restaurant. I thought Steph would be fast asleep as it was late, so when we got in, feeling horny I bent Stephs mom over the kitchen table. I didn't have any condoms, so after tonging her asshole for a few minutes and then unleashing all eight inches of my cock, I rammed it up my wifes asshole. She'd only just cum for the second time and I was about to when I looked over at the kitchen doorway. Leant against the door jam was Steph. She put her index finger to her mouth as if to tell me to be quiet, then watched as I came up her moms asshole. Her mom didn't see or hear Steph so I didn't say anything. The next morning my wife took the dog out as usual. She's normally gone about an hour, sometimes longer. So I settled back to sleep for a Sunday lay in. I was awoken by the covers being lifted off me and a mouth being wrapped around my cock. I didn't at first open my eyes, because I fully expected it to be my wife. When I did open my eyes I knew straight away it was Steph. I'd paid for the tattoo she had on her lower back. I could have stopped her, but I didn't. Instead I let her know I was awake by making her suck down harder and deeper on my cock. I knew I hadn't had a shower the night before and I also knew her moms anal juices would still be on my cock. It turned me on so much I came within a few minutes of Stephs wonderful sucking, filling her mouth. The dirty bitch only rose up and kissed me, making me take in some of my own cum. We continued kissing and fondling each other until I became hard again. Mounting me I thought Steph was going to let me fuck her pussy. Looking into my eyes Steph told me she wanted me to fuck her asshole as she'd watched me fuck her moms. Watching my stunningly beautiful step daughter bounce up and down on my cock, as her asshole took all eight inches of me was fucking awsome. If I wanted to stop I couldn't, as she fucked me like it was her last day on earth. Steph came all over my dick and I felt her juices running over my balls. That was the thing that made me cum up my step daughter, just as I had her mother the night before. Lifting herself off me Steph slid down my body and took my cock back into her mouth. I was becomeing hard again when we heard the front door oening and heard the dog running in. Steph calmly walked out of our bedroom and into her own. Its something she's been doing for some time now and every time I fuck her now, she appears to want even dirtier sex. I know I'm a lucky guy and probably a stupid one aswell for boning my step daughter, but if you saw how gorgeous she really is, you'd want a piece of her too.

Stephanie, Steph, is beautiful slim long legged, has long flowing brunette hair and deep bright haze...

Stealing, Marriage, Sex

My wife Lynn, was a virgin when we met at the age of 18, She had been touch by a guy but never penetrated, After 7 years of marriage I had an affair that she found out about. Her "revenge" was that I had to arrange for her to have a wild night of sex. I approached my cousin's wife asking for her help, I knew that she had several "male friends". She was very willing to help have Lynn screwed. She suggested a guy named Cory, saying he was very large and had great stamina, I talked with Cory on the phone, telling him what Lynn wanted. He asked if anything was off limits, I said only that he not cum in her. A date was arranged for the following weekend. Lynn was eager and I remember how she spent an hour soaking in the tub getting ready. When she left in our van, she looked wonderful. I really thought she'd back out. The arrangement was she would go meet him, bring him back and park in our driveway. I would be listening and watching from a bedroom window, listening to her having sex I was worried after almost 2 hours she hadn't come back, thinking that was a sign of her backing out. Then I saw the van approach our house. It wasn't long before I could hear the sounds of him pounding her. She kept yelling for him to fuck her harder, I could hear her cum time after time. About 20 minutes later I heard her say she had to use the bathroom. She came to where I was, her face and arms were bright red. She asked if I saw them and was disappointed when I said no, only the sounds. She informed me they had done it twice before they came back! I had to leave to go to my job working the grave yard shift. All night long its all I thought about. The next morning she told me they did it 8 times that night, in every hole. I thought it was over. A week later she informed me she had made another date with him. I begged her not to go. She promised she'd go tell him it was off and come right back. After an hour passed I knew she had gone. I knew where she was meeting him and went to the area. Sure enough her van was there, but they took his. I left a note calling her a whore. The next morning she came home looking like shit. Her clothing was wrinkled and dirty. She said again he used her completely in ever hole, but this time he came in her! Mouth, ass and cunt........all filled. I asked her how she could do that, not being on the pill and bareback. She replied that was what she wanted. She informed me that he took her to a friends apartment where there wasa water bed. She said they stayed there and fuck ed all night. I asked about the friend. She claimed the friend watched but didn't join in. I called her a liar. She informed me the friend was a black guy. I told her no more, she had her revenge. She promised no more. 3 months later she had to have an abortion. And to this day I believe she continued to be fucked by him. I ran into him at a bar where I bought him several rounds. He described the house we lived in......Its the house we owned some 20 years after the original episode.........He also informed m e that Lynn loved to have my Sharona on while having sex. Our marriage recently ended. She of course claims she had him only on 2 nights......what do u think.please comment

My wife Lynn, was a virgin when we met at the age of 18, She had been touch by a guy but never penet...

Adultery, Marriage

I'm married but I know that my husband doesn't love me. I've fallen for someone else that I'm forbidden from pursuing. I see the other person all the time, and I stay late at work to spend time with him. I have a child that I should be going home to, but I stay because I need the emotional fulfillment that I get from talking to the other person.

I'm married but I know that my husband doesn't love me. I've fallen for someone else that I'm forbid...

Marriage

my boyfriend gets mad all the time, next thing he does, is abusing me, slapping me,leaving me with bruises, punching me, calling me names, but i just dont understand something; i love this whole abuse thing, i am always provoking him so he can hit me even more, whenever he beats me up i feel like i love him even more, i am literally addicted to him abusing me, i feel like i need him to beat me up everyday.the other day he apologizes for this attitude and he said he wants to get help but i dont want him to stop, i want him to actually hit me even harder, i dont know why i am enjoying this.

my boyfriend gets mad all the time, next thing he does, is abusing me, slapping me,leaving me with b...

Gay, Marriage

I've been divorced for 5 years and talk to my step-daughter (she's 15) once or twice a week and she gets to visit me for two 1-week vacations each year. I've always thought of her as my own and I love her a lot. But as she's gotten older and with time's passing, I don't feel as close to her as I once did. The thing is, her best friend (she's 15 also) has continued to stop by and hang out a couple times a week since the divorce and my ex moving out of state. Over the years, I've helped with her homework, we've played games, I've listened to her complaints and even had her cry on my shoulder a few times. I bought those overpriced school cookies & candy and always got her a B-day and X-mas gift. I've done all the fun Dad things with her that I missed out getting to do with my own StepD and it's gotten to the point where I think of her more as my own than I do my StepD. I haven't seen her in 2 weeks and missing her hurts more than it ever has missing my own StepD. I've even considered driving by her house just to make sure she's okay. Is it "wrong" to have such strong parental feelings for her at this point? She does live in a fractured dysfunctional family, lives with her aunts most of the time, Mom & Dad only when they're not fighting or drunk. If I could, I'd adopt her.

I've been divorced for 5 years and talk to my step-daughter (she's 15) once or twice a week and she ...

Marriage

Guy at Gym at my university dorm while married. I cheated on my husband our senior year of college when we were dating. It was a one time deal with a stranger who I have never seen again. I do not know what came over me that day but I must confess to get it off my chest. It was a Saturday in the spring and my husband was visiting his parents. I was at the dorms for the weekend to study for finals. I decided to take a break and head down to the gym for a run. I was wearing a sports bra and tiny red shorts that showed off my ass nicely. My husband always liked when I wore them and I always caught other guys staring at me too. I went to a small college that usually emptied out on the weekend so I was surprised when I went to the gym to see a guy in there lifting weights. I had never seen him before but he was really buff and cute. I got on the treadmill to run my 3 miles and every now and then I would look up in the mirror and catch the guy checking my ass out. Nothing unusual because most guys did. The workout was uneventful but when I got off the treadmill to leave the guy came up to me and very boldly stated that he wanted to f* me. He did not say hi or introduce himself, just that he wanted to f* me. I was really surprised but also really turned on that someone would be so brazen and want me so bad to say this. Soooo... I gave him my dorm building and room number and told him to be there in 30 minutes and to walk in as the door would be unlocked. I was so h** and was not thinking straight, but I knew that I wanted this guy to f* me. He seemed like the type who would give it to me good. I went back and took a shower and then waited for him butt naked on my bed. When he came in I got on my hands and knees and stuck my ass up in the air and told him to take my p**. I did not want any foreplay, I just needed to be f. He obliged my request and pulled down his shorts. I then felt his ample c penetrate my p** and screamed out in relief to have his d* in me. All I can say is he f*** me like a stallion. He was very aggressive (pulling my hair, slapping my ass, and fish hooking me). I loved it and orgasmed 5 or 6 times for the hour he was there. We f* doggystyle first and then he picked me up by my ass and f* me against the bedroom door which I thought was going to break. Then we finished with him f me missionary and when he was ready to c I let him c in my mouth which I have never done for my husband. I am sure the entire campus heard us f or shall I say heard me moaning and screaming and c** like a w, but I did not care. It was such a hot, random, out of body experience that I almost think I dreamt it up. After he came in my mouth, he put on his clothes and left. He never said a word to me and I have not seen him since. It was definitely the best s of my life!!!

Guy at Gym at my university dorm while married. I cheated on my husband our senior year of college ...

Adultery, Marriage, Sex

Fucked Your Wife Yeah, I used to fuck your wife. Now she is a fat pig. Disgusting. The things she did were disgudting too. How many times did you kiss her after I ass fucked her and came in her mouth? You wonder why you got sick a lot back then. Thebenefit of "Open Marriage" you didn't think about huh? You deserve it for being married to such a vile, evil little cunt.

Fucked Your Wife Yeah, I used to fuck your wife. Now she is a fat pig. Disgusting. The things she ...

Adultery, Hate, Marriage, Sex

Great hubby but small penis My husband is wonderful in every single day but his penis is small....and he cums quickly. I always get taken care of by him sexually in other ways but I daydream of a good, hard ramming. I feel so so so shallow. Of course I'd never tell him this

Great hubby but small penis My husband is wonderful in every single day but his penis is small....a...

Marriage

It sems each time my husband travels away these days, I find myself needing to fill my time, pussy and ass with as many younger men as I can get to have sex with me. There isn't a shortage I can tell you. I'm still relatively young at 34, considered to be attractive and still have the sex drive of a teenager (More so if you ask me) So when his trips away for work started to last longer and longer last year I found myself bored, feeling abandoned and also feeling horny all the time. A chance meeting with an old neighbor of mine when I was dating my husband, lead to him inviting me out for lunch. He's eleven years younger than me and I'd always known he'd secretly fancied me. One thing lead to another after lunch and I was greedily accepting his small but thick cock up my asshole (I wasn't on any birth control then) in our bedroom. That affair lasted until I wanted someone who could match my growing passion for rough frequent and sordid sex. And sex with younger men who were well endowed (Vanilla sex just wasn't getting me there) A series of younger guys followed until I met Ricky, a mixed race 20 year old who my husband hired to tend to our garden. Ricky does tend the garden, but only when my husband is at home. When he's away on his trips, Ricky tends to my gardens, front and rear. His very impressive cock always has me cumming from our anything goes sex sessions. Ricky gets to fuck a real horny older woman and I get to have the kind of sex I now crave after.

It sems each time my husband travels away these days, I find myself needing to fill my time, pussy a...

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i'm laffin. lol.

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This spring my wife, 41, was diagnosed with breast cancer. She had the operation and is now on chemotherapy, and will be (plus radiation) for the rest of the year. She has been taking steroids to help combat her nausea for the chemo and they are starting to have an affect on her personality. She literally dropped a bomb on me over the weekend, that she is bi-sexual or has lesbian feelings (actually, the bomb wasn't coming out, as we had already spoken about the possibility), she had taken overt steps to light the bomb (she phoned a woman she thinks is gay that she is infatuated with for a lunch date, at least she was open about it) and that the marriage is probably over. She left me thunderstruck and I am still figuring it all out. While I knew about her sexual feelings I had no idea that she wants out of the marriage -- or at least to make it non-sexual. Fantasizing is fine, every one does it, but to hear her talk about leaving me for her friend (who may not even be interested even if gay) just hurts. Everything literally felt normal, aside from the cancer and chemotherapy of course, until this past weekend. Maybe this is a chemotherapy phase, but maybe it is not. And even if it is, what do those words mean? Does she really mean it or is it just her tongue loosening up from the drugs? Or maybe it is the cancer causing her to reevaluate her true feelings? She said she probably would have come to this conclusion eventually so I suspect it is more the cancer accelerating things. She has discovered some deep feelings, buried since she was a teen, coming to the surface as her body is filled with testosterone. If she were a man I'd suggest she was thinking with her little head and not her big head. For all I know this is just a side effect of part of her drug therapy and these mood swings will go away once her regimen is completed, however she said these feelings have been coming up since she went off the pill a few years ago due to blood clots. For the most part, she can't physically act on it due to her current physical condition, as the chemo starts drying her up and causing sores in unpleasant places, so nothing physical will happen for now. Mentally is another matter. I feel like I am being blasted from all sides. I expected no s** in the short term while she undergoes treatment, I did not expect it to be permanent. Just after I thought I got over the fears that breast cancer may take my wife away from me, she said something else may do the same and once again my emotions are all over the place -- about as bad as in the immediate days after she was diagnosed. Her mood is remarkably chipper, of course she has time to think about this. I haven't. As to the future, who knows? It is very upsetting to me, but so far, at least, it is not affecting our children. They are going through enough stress now and don't need more so I am keeping this all inside, aside from this. At the moment I don't have anyone to really talk to about all I'm going through. Sometimes I just want to cry. It will all have to come out soon, but I don't want to say anything until my wife is done with her chemo and radiation sometime at the end of the year, especially if her thoughts and feelings are due more to the drugs she is on. She has a habit on fixating on things and this is what she is currently fixated on. The question is, is this just a substitute to take her mind off of breast cancer and chemotherapy or is it something more. I sense it is the later. It wouldn't be so bad if we hated each other and were fighting like cats and dogs, but we don't and were actually getting more intimate again in the bedroom (you do have to spice things up after almost two decades), actually exceeding the monthly average for people our age (as time allowed). Maybe I am just blind to my own faults and didn't see what was really going on in our marriage, faults that the cancer brought to the front. Maybe it really is just the medicines. I actually feel like a humiliated fool at times and since I don't keep a diary, this is where it will all come out. Should I accept that she wants someone other than me? Should I just acknowledge that I am helping the mother of my children get through chemotherapy and not my wife? I had told her I'm OK if she wants something on the side (not that it is my permission to give, as she told me) but that I wasn't OK with the family being broken up. But with women, it is a mental thing, not necessarily a physical thing and she has told me she doesn't know if she can do that. Even she admits she may be making the stupidest mistake of her life, as an un-impartial observer I can't say I disagree. I actually feel like a humiliated fool at times and since I don't keep a diary, this is where it will all come out. Should I accept that she wants someone other than me? Should I just acknowledge that I am helping the mother of my children get through chemotherapy and not my wife? I had told her I'm OK if she wants something on the side (not that it is my permission to give, as she told me) but that I wasn't OK with the family being broken up. But with women, it is a mental thing, not necessarily a physical thing and she has told me she doesn't know if she can do that. Even she admits she may be making the stupidest mistake of her life, as an un-impartial observer I can't say I disagree. I am more upset about her wanting to end the marriage then just her having a little fun on the side. Sorry this wasn't an x-rated story -- I just needed to vent.

This spring my wife, 41, was diagnosed with breast cancer. She had the operation and is now on chemo...

Gay, Marriage

Im 30 years old today, Im divorced, unemployed, and living with my parents...I have no one to share this occasion with, I have wasted my life

Im 30 years old today, Im divorced, unemployed, and living with my parents...I have no one to share ...

Marriage