Confessions about 'General'

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I am not happy with my life and am stuck in the proverbial downward spiral.. Im just not sure how low i am gonna go. I had a nervous breakdown last week and was gonna go to rehab for drinkin but convinced my fam and friends i was just stressin about work and stuff. I live with a man that treats me like a roller coaster, nice one day a d*** the next.. i don't even love him anymore. i just live here because i have nowhere else to go.. Been seeing an old friend on the side and afraid to get too attached cause i know how messed up i am right now. I just can't seem to get myself together.. it's 8 oclock.. im on my 4th beer getting ready for work.... i dont have the strength anymore to be as strong as i was when i was younger...

I am not happy with my life and am stuck in the proverbial downward spiral.. Im just not sure how lo...

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Sexy step daughter Have a really sexy step daughter fantastic body keeps very fit well toned. I'm separated from her mother would love to have sex with her.

Sexy step daughter Have a really sexy step daughter fantastic body keeps very fit well toned. I'm se...

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I don't know who I am And I don't know how to figure it out.

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At least once a week, I meet a gal to give her a spanking. Very few words are spoken as I insist, and limited eye contact. We meet at a pre-determined location. We show up, I sit, she strips and rests over my knee, I spank her bare ass with my hand or other object, she thanks me, and we part ways. The only communication between us is 1 email instructing her where I'll be located and a time to appear for her weekly servicing.

At least once a week, I meet a gal to give her a spanking. Very few words are spoken as I insist, an...

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Had a gay old time I don't know why but I have this little alter ego in me. I haven't been with a man in a few years (since I have been married) and don't really want to. With women I like to be dominant. With men I like to be a cockwhore b**. My first time was about six years ago. I put up an ad on CL and within the hour showed up at this guy's house. He was a black guy and he answered the door naked. His c* was long but not very thick. I came in and he told me to strip. We went upstairs to his room and he shut the door and locked it. He then put me on my knees in front of chair and sat on my hands. I had his c* right in front of me. He took my head and said open up. I sucked, licked, and kissed his c*, b**, and inner thighs. He was smoking a joint while I was giving him head. The next thing I knew he grabbed my head and forced his c* deep in my mouth. His c was hot. I was told to open my mouth so he could see and then I had to swallow it. It was wonderful. I was told to lay on the bed on my back with my legs spread. He got on top of me and I dont like kissing but he pinned me there and started kissing me. Like wet spitty slobber kissing. He rolled me over and played with my ass for a little bit. I then went back on my back legs up. He lubed up (we went bareback, his choice because he is the top) and started pushing his c* into my ass. I was so tight he had to put his weight into it. Once he got in my a**** I tried to relax. He was furiously thrusting and it seemed like forever. It felt both wonderful and painful. He made me beg for his seed and then plunged deep and unloaded. His c was really warm. He pulled out and I felt relieved, but then he stuck a small plug up my butt. It was to loosen me up and keep his load in me. I laid on his chest while he smoked a few cigarettes and we talked some. He pulled the plug out and put his c* back in. Again after what seemed like forever he blew another load of c in me. I then squirted it out of my ass into my hand and swallowed it. I sucked his c* some after that too. He called me a nasty b and threw me out. I never saw him again. I f* one other guy too. He was sort of a friend and came by my apartment. He came in smacked my ass, plowed it with his nice c* and coated my insides with his seed. And then walked out. I am married now and haven't done anything gay since. A part of me wants to be a bottom b**** for another guy but it isn't worth it.

Had a gay old time I don't know why but I have this little alter ego in me. I haven't been with a ma...

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this indian cunt keeps ringing about wanting to put the college on the net and we are not interested it just out of date subject. no one has any interest in shit. stupid cunt. all these cunts ringing about engery and cunts ringing about my complaints call them bitches and cunts - so what? don't like it? stop acting like a bitch and cunt then!

this indian cunt keeps ringing about wanting to put the college on the net and we are not interested...

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when i go cruising i go straight to bed after 8pm cuz its all shit that is how boring i am. I like bed and i take my tablets early to make me sleepy early deliberately and then I wake up when I feel like it. I don't go to dance parties because I get asthma from the shit there.

when i go cruising i go straight to bed after 8pm cuz its all shit that is how boring i am. I like b...

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here's a good one, at the restuarant dad kept saying horseradish and so the waiter brings out a bowl. and I thought it was soup.

here's a good one, at the restuarant dad kept saying horseradish and so the waiter brings out a bowl...

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mum said the fireworks were coming out someone;s ass on POQ ship. then we arrive in the heads and mum goes "blind Freddy the fruit fly could see that" dad kept calling all the waiters comedians and I said they will think you have some fucking crush on them like they are all fucking gay you fucking idiot. shut up.

mum said the fireworks were coming out someone;s ass on POQ ship. then we arrive in the heads and mu...

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dad goes what did I have for dinner? I said "probably tomato sauce" mum laughed.

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i hate people for abusing me. I write down everything to remind me why I should hold a grudge. it helps when you do that, keeps you focused.

i hate people for abusing me. I write down everything to remind me why I should hold a grudge. it he...

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you're not missing much cruising either. the entertainment is crap, never enough room in the bars, everything is so expensive even the rich shake buying things or using a service. like massages went up double in last 12 months fuck that. and seeing the cuntz would not give me the onboard credit i deserved I punished them by buying nothing and not even using their day spa like last time. I rang up POQ and they hung up on me when I asked out the onboard credit and they said "we don't have time for that nonsense" . I don't think I will going with them too quickly again. If they can't be nice they even told us to get lost out of the marquee and we were abused by some fat american cunt and then by some yobo scum labor drunkard uneducated boozemug that looked like he just got out of the clink. and the staff, oh, the staff have more terrorist connections then the average aussie. seriously cuntshop bitch mongrels in their cuntshit whites. I hate the bastards. I hate them all.

you're not missing much cruising either. the entertainment is crap, never enough room in the bars, e...

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I mean i have been watching my wallet for years decades in fact and I watch it so much I have poor vision from focusing on it.

I mean i have been watching my wallet for years decades in fact and I watch it so much I have poor v...

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I really didn't like much about the cruise. There were a few good times but its never much without love. I couldn't wait to be home in a messy house falling over junk everywhere on the floor and seeing my pets and eating just some dam homemade meatballs and steam vegs instead of having cunts at you yelling "madm" and shoving stupid napkin in your face and lap and most mean well but god its like being in a prison.

I really didn't like much about the cruise. There were a few good times but its never much without l...

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I hate myself. hate seeing myself in a mirror. I used to vaginally cut myself as a teenager. there were no loving arms just monsters bullying and harming me.

I hate myself. hate seeing myself in a mirror. I used to vaginally cut myself as a teenager. there w...

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you are not missing much being single is not what its cracked up to be. you certainly not missing much studying either. the next generation are going to suffer harder with lack of love due to robot sex and robot workers, robot sex workers no need for human ones anymore. I can see it now no receptionist or retail sales person just a computer that spits a ticket number to you and asks you to write down your symptoms and there will be hardly any doctors either.

you are not missing much being single is not what its cracked up to be. you certainly not missing mu...

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omg I scraped a car So i was out driving my dad's car today, i haven't been driving very long and am still very uncomfortable with parking. when i was pulling out of a parking lot i misjudged it and scraped the car next to me. naturally i panicked and so i drove off without leaving any details. i feel absolutely terrible about the whole thing but i know my dad will go crazy if i tell him. i really want to set everything right with the other driver and pay my dues but i'm just so scared about what my dad will do. i'm also terrified about getting a knock on the door from the police if the other driver finds out who it was. i feel so incredibly guilty about it all, because i'd hate it if i were in the other driver's position.

omg I scraped a car So i was out driving my dad's car today, i haven't been driving very long and am...

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Occasionally I get these impulses. They generally happen when I'm having a heated conversation or I'm surprised by something or I get really angry at someone. I'm generally a thoughtful guy, I try to talk things out with people as getting physical is just showing that you can't express yourself with words and you don't want to try, which I look down on. Annoyingly, all throughout my life, I have been getting these completely instinctual, often savage impulses to do something without thinking. I will be having a conversation about something of a sensitive nature, usually about something that either I or the person I'm talking to possesses. Sometimes these conversations get to a point where the person I'm talking to becomes as stubborn as a brick wall. It really gets me angry when someone I literally say "Let's talk this out" sit down and suddenly thinks "This person knows I am flawed, I don't want to help myself by talking to this person" and becomes aggressive toward me. I'm not saying I'm perfect, but I make an active choice to try and remedy my shortcomings. When this happens, usually I have these sudden urges to utterly destroy the person I was talking to. To leap at them and tear their neck apart with my teeth and bash their head against the floor; completely rip apart their body. They are fleeting most of the time, but whilst I'm under these urges I tend to do things without realising; like I've become a different person. There is this one person that I am in class with (I am 18 years old by the way) and they have severe ADHD. The problem is, thy seem to be completely under the delusion that people view them as this dramatic character with a romantic and sad backstory and that they say things out in class and they are always right because they are so wise and love-scarred. I know for a fact that he doesn't take his medication ever and they are incredibly pretentious. I can forgive him for saying completely random things because he has ADHD, but having ADHD doesn't make you into an arrogant d* that thinks you are always right. He is the only person in the entire school that makes me angry every time he opens his f mouth when he hasn't even been asked anything. He just generally comments on anything he hears like he is somehow now an authority on identifying the species of animal a skull came from, even though he doesn't even do Biology. Or for instance, I was talking about Trisomy with my Bio teacher after class as we were walking down from the science block as it was then lunch time. We were talking about Trisomy 21 (which is what causes he most common form of Down-Syndrome) and how it affects the person that has it. This person however, just tries to slide into the conversation and says "Oh if it's not that bad, they would just have slightly lower intelligence" This is, in fact, completely and utterly wrong. Having a genetic disorder doesn't affect your intelligence. It can certainly affect the rate at which you can become intelligent or severely limit you, but it doesn't just mean "you have a lower intelligence". At that point, I almost did it; I almost just gave in. I had an impulse so strong that it was all I could do to restrain myself from leaping at him. I helped a lot that my science teacher was there as he is someone that I have shared my mental health problems with before and he could see my internal conflict. The teacher shooed him away quickly, but right at that moment when he forced his way into the conversation; I wanted to kill him. I wanted to take out my anger on him so visciously that I would kill him, I wanted to smash his head against the concrete, to do horrible things to him, to just let it out and get him out of my life. I hate it. I hate these impulses and how it limits me. I hate how every time I walk past the butcher I inhale deeply and feel a yearning for the meat. I hate how, when I see a rabbit or a hare, a feel an urge to race after it and eat it raw.

Occasionally I get these impulses. They generally happen when I'm having a heated conversation or I'...

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AO warning*** I ordered a rubber c* with b** for * I ordered a rubber c* with b** attached (called a Doc Johnson) from the internet for $40.00. I was gonna give it to my wife. When it arrived.... it was HUGE!!!! It also looked and felt very real. It was nine inches long, thick with veins and big b. Anyway, I never gave it to her because its bigger than my own d*! So.... I started to try sucking it and licking the b to see what thats like. It was a turn on which surprised me. When she was not home, I put a towell on the floor, stuck it to the wall (it has strong suction cup), oiled it up and oiled my ass and it happened. I backed into it and immagined that I was in jail and this was my cellmate who wanted s or would beat me up. I sloooooowly pushed the thick head into my a** and could not get it in. Harder and harder I pushed into it when.... OH MY GOD!!! The pain was unreal but the pleasure was tripple that!!!!!! The thick head s;ipped into my ass and once it was all the way in, the pain was gone. Then... Heaven!!!! The feeling of that THICK rubber c* sliding into me. Oh man! I wanted to see how much I could take and backed all the way up until I felt the rubber b** slapping my ass!!! Thats nine inches deep!!! I never thought and do not think that I am gay but f*!!!! I must admit... I bent over and f*** that rubber d* for twenty minutes and when I came.....it was a gusher!!! Now I know why guys like being f***! I felt bad and threw the d* away at a store trash can. BUT.....I just bout a video online called "Bend Over Boyfriend" that teaches women ow to f*** thier husbands in the ass with a strap on. I am gonna give it to my wife and see if she will get into this. Has anyone here tried this great thing?

AO warning***** I ordered a rubber c*** with b**** for ***** I ordered a rubber c*** with b**** atta...

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