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i dont even think im gay i just like him!!!???? when i was 15 i met him he was 17 people would always comment on how much time we spent together we must of been the best of friends they would say it started when i went to his house for the second time his parents wer out and trying to find thing to do we ended up in his parents bedroom he said they might have some hiden alcohol after finding a bag of condoms he started to ask me questions about s and who i fancy i went all shy but i dint usually mind anouncing who i liked i avoided the quetions by asking him if he had had s he said yes i asked who with he said he would not say so i asked who he likes he said me i thought he was joking at first befor i knew it he was on his knees undoing my trousers he gave me a b******* then got up and acted like nothing had happened after that day i would go to his house everyday wherther his parents wer in or not and the same happened now im 18 and at my first year of uni iv not seen him in a while i dont know wat to do he has asked to come and visit me for the weekend and i said yes when he gets here a meets my girlfriend will he say anything we wer never going out or anything im to scared to ask if i scare him off and never see him again but if he dosent say anything im gona have to share a room with him anyway wat will he expect im not a cheat but could i say no so many questions i just dont dare answer i think of him every day mayb being with my girlfriend im just lying to myself but iv never been attracted to another man of ever considered myself to b gay i am attracted to women almost every day pfft wats wrong with me

i dont even think im gay i just like him!!!???? when i was 15 i met him he was 17 people would alway...

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oh this is a shit. don't shop at noni b, i bought 2 tops and they took the money out and couldn't find one ??? whatever that ment. and anyway, I rarely shop there because I can't afford it anyway. i never shop at myer or david jones and big label names. most designer things I have bought have been 2nd hand shops or used from ebay. but the company screwed me around and then the gym over charged me for 2 months membership so i ended up having to pay a $50 dishonor fee to the bank due to these businesses incompetence. I don't trust companies much now. its sad. I am so stressed out. i don't know where to begin to try to let it all out to a therapist. or find one ? they are so expensive and mostly useless. they can't get you a date or job or friends. that is what I need. i don't know why i bother to go but its a day out a someone to complain to. that is what they get paid to hear.

oh this is a shit. don't shop at noni b, i bought 2 tops and they took the money out and couldn't fi...

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I have lost hope in my life. I can't forgive QUT and other colleges I went to who we were lead to believe they were honorable private colleges with morals for what they did to us domestic students here in australia.

I have lost hope in my life. I can't forgive QUT and other colleges I went to who we were lead to be...

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the reality is most of you university students now are never gonna work in what you study and I hate to tell you that but you just have to find it out for yourself. its what they call lifes lessons!

the reality is most of you university students now are never gonna work in what you study and I hate...

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I had to drop my health fund last year and that was upsetting to me. I have to save for everything which means not buying food out as much, not going to hair dressers as much, not going to medical appointments as much, not going to massages for injuries (lucky to be 2 a year luxury now), not going out much. staying home more. less food, less electricity and air-con and less basic things like toothpaste and toilet paper and I have been lucky a few times to get given a few months free supply of sanitary napkins last year. right now, its like how do I afford these two kids (aging parents) and pets and all this worry on my shoulders and I don't even have a family or the luxury of a husband or credit card, the luxury of a job, all i have is these two old kiddies to pay out for.

I had to drop my health fund last year and that was upsetting to me. I have to save for everything w...

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sometimes I am sick of study and I told the college I need another holiday asap.

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they asked me what "occupation", so just put "loser".

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I am married six months and still masturbate.

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you can't meet intelligent men without work and money. you can't afford the places they go to socialise without money. kapish! LIKE DO YOU GET THE MESSSAGE FUCKFACERS. AND I DON'T HAVE TO DO THAT. I AM SO ABOVE EVERYONE ELSE I DON'T EVEN HAVE TO FUCK FACE. SEX IS TOO BELOW ME FOR GOD SAKE.

you can't meet intelligent men without work and money. you can't afford the places they go to social...

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is there any way centerlink can help disability pensioners get part time work? the pension is just not enough to live on anymore. I have never owned a credit card and I actually do want to fucking well work and sick of this poverty. I have to fix my parents kitchen and pay for things for them and its always at the expense of my medical treatments or a massage or when I am in pain with back injuries or feet injuries etc and I can't get free things all the time, because medicare is a dead loss and so is a health fund. like i don't know how the govt expect women to lose weight look great, feel great and not even help you much. all these old bags in jobs who are like 60-100 who refuse to leave their jobs just to pay for 3 overseas holidays a year every year give me the complete shits. they have no care for how they are ruining the lives of women in their 40s who have never owned a home or never married. men with education simply will not go out with you if you are not educated and working. I was told this back in my 20s by an american man and I just shut down afterwards and gave up trying because of the money he was calling me lazy and lacking professional accomplishment and no worldly exprience etc. it takes money to afford one, like it takes money to afford to travel or to get education or have a nice hair do or a nice figure and good health. I can't help it that my father was long term unemployed and he has past the curse on to me and other people know what I am talking about how some people are deliberately discriminated against. I have nothing I own nothing. I bought clothes for interviews and jobs that clearly were never good enough to impress anyone enough. I paid for education into many thousands and its not my fault they decided to do the dirty on students. They have destroyed lives, dreams, hope everything. I was told as a mature age student I was taking up a place a young person could use at university when I was in my mid 20s so I left besides I couldn't afford it, i could not afford the fees, books etc. fares, my parents couldn't afford it. i couldn't get work to suit around my class hours and I couldn't afford to move out of home and i still can't. so i am very hurt that these old sluts are ruining younger womens lives.

is there any way centerlink can help disability pensioners get part time work? the pension is just n...

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In too deep, but not deep enough My confession is not something I am proud of but maybe just being able to publicly tell it will help me not feel so badly. At least telling it here I can remain obscure cause I would sure hate for family to find out that it’s me let alone what I have been doing. I’ve been married now for about a year, I was 16 when I met my husband, in fact we were in HS together and by my seventeenth year our parents had given us permission to get married because I was pregnant. Being young and having no money and having no place to live we decided right after we got hitched we had to moved right in with his parents cause they had the room. My honeymoon was in a furnished basement provided by my hubby’s parents which wasn’t too bad cause it’s a nice place.. clean too. Needless to say we had setup housekeeping with his mom and dad. We do everything they do, go almost everywhere they go, and watch TV together and play games, ect.. It’s been fun actually and they have made me feel so welcome and wanted outside my own family. The sad thing is I had a miscarriage shortly before my 12th week and that was h** me to have such a loss so young. Anyways my hubby was of little comfort to me cause all he could do was run and have fun with his friends, and my mother-n-law was always too busy with her work and life to spend any time with me.. I was depressed. Since my father-n-law had his own business and worked from home, he was a wonderful comfort to me. I didn’t realize it at first, but came to realize later that he is a very gentle man with a great personality. He would talk with me seriously and help me through my sadness always encouraging me and telling me how smart I was and how lucky my son was to have such a pretty wife, he made me feel like I was appreciated. Frequently he would tease me and make me laugh and I began to depend and look to him whenever I needed anything. He help me through my loss, and depression and I was very grateful because he was there for me. My hubby and I seem to always be kinda distant after we lost the baby, but we got along good so that made things easier to continue our marriage, and since his parents were fine with us living there with them it kinda made it simpler not to look for a place of our own. I was glad actually because I felt safer and more secure with his dad around and being under his roof. Here is the thing, I’ll just come right out with it, my father-n-law and I have been having an affair. We are doing it right under everybody’s nose and no one knows a thing about it. We only have s whenever everyone else is occupied, which is quite often. My hubby is quite happy hanging with his friends, and his mom is always busy with her life and her job, that’s when we make quality time for each other sexually. The s is awesome and he knows how to please me better than anyone I’ve had, even my husband. He introduced me to what it feels like to have o he has opened me up to so many things. My contribution which I happily offer to satisfy my father-n-law is my young body which he is totally addicted to. Life is so much more fulfilling with him, he’s a man, a real man, a caring man and I think I am in love with him because of those reasons I mentioned. I am ashamed to say this, but I would dump my hubby in a heartbeat for his dad, I married the wrong man! No! I didn’t marry a man cause I never knew what a real man was until I met and lived with my father-n-law. If he would devoice his wife I would marry him in a second and make a life with him. At least then I’d know I would be loved and cared for.. I wish it would happen. I know, call me a home wrecker, a s*, a cheater, a b**, a lousy wife.. You’re right I am all those things and I feel badly about it! I want to have a fulfilling and happy life and it’s right in front on me, but, it’s not up to me I don’t have the know how or the maturity to make it happen! It’s even crossed my mind to go off the pill and let my father-n-law f* me pregnant maybe that would help, but I won’t cause that would be a trap and he’d be displeased with me. In too deep, but not deep enough is an understatement to say the least. I don’t suppose there would be any intelligent suggestions out there that would help me to feel better an to get me on the right path.. would there?

In too deep, but not deep enough My confession is not something I am proud of but maybe just being a...

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whats the deal? I love that when we first got together you hated giving blow jobs but now you not only love them you are unbelievably FANTASTIC at giving them. But you hardly ever let me stick it in your p anymore. I never thought I'd say this but... I'm frustrated. I miss your p and I'm getting to the point where I'm not going to let you give me another bj until you start letting me stick it in your p on a regular basis again .

whats the deal? I love that when we first got together you hated giving blow jobs but now you not on...

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Dear mom You're a terrible mother. You always take your anger out on us, your daughters. You flip out over everything and I HATE YOU

Dear mom You're a terrible mother. You always take your anger out on us, your daughters. You flip ou...

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I'm a terrible kid, I never want to lose my parents. I treat them like s*, yet I never change it. They are turning older, and I'm just being more of a b. If anything happens to them, I promise I will kill myself. They are my everything, and I love them so f**** much.

I'm a terrible kid, I never want to lose my parents. I treat them like s***, yet I never change it. ...

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I urinate on my wife and belongings My brother thinks i have issues but i dont maybe im entitled to spread my self around and mark my terrtory my wife know better than to speak against her husband i work she cleans i p* everwher but not in toilet i get up in morning i p* in cups pots vases even in her cats bowls i always give her some in coffee she knows to put cup out i p* a bit in it i am the boss and i go to work i come home after work i p* in the family dinner that all of us eat i do drinks too i have beer about 12 and i p* in washing machine aand if she looks at me wrong she goes to bathroom into tub and i p* in her mouth and over hair and body then she give me b***** and im good for the night my brother wants me to let up on her cuz she has bald spot on top of her head from my p* hitting same spot for about 5 yrs now but shes beneath me she is My wife but i love her and am not stopping

I urinate on my wife and belongings My brother thinks i have issues but i dont maybe im entitled to ...

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Summer s Ed. When I was 16 I had to stay at foster home. Not a bad thing. Great family. One summer my foster moms neice came up from Ariz. for the summer. She was my age and cute. We hung out and flirted a bit. That's when my 12 year old foster sister started taking interest too. I caught her once playing with herself. I just teased her. I told her cousin from Ariz. what I had seen. That's how the whole s subject between us three came up. We both were virgins. The cousins and started messing around after a few days of rubbing her pooch on top of the under wear I was finally able to get her pants and panties off. I really wanted to go down on her, but she wouldn't let me. We did end up having s. A few times that summer. My 12 year old foster sister heard us the bed room one day and teased us about it. One night her and I were watching a movie together. She came and sat on my lap in a flirting way. She was in her sleep shorts. I couldn't help it but I started rubbing her inner theigh. She didn't move her leg away or say anything. I started moving my hand higher, that's when she parted her legs to allow me more access. I knew she had already been masterbating so this was not new to her. I made my under shorts and panties and started rubbing her c*. I must have found her spot cause in about 5 mins she was rocking her hips and then got stiff and toes curled up. Then she caught me off guard and said lets have s. I told her no. But she had to let go down her. And she did. To this day I love eating p**.

Summer s** Ed. When I was 16 I had to stay at foster home. Not a bad thing. Great family. One summer...

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Catfish Since I was 13 years old ( I am now almost 20 )I have been lying about who I am online, it started with msn, just adding my real life friends and pretending to be someone else while talking to them. It gradually got worse once I realized I could be anyone I wanted, when I started playing online MMO's during high school I constantly lied about who I was to any online friends I met, I was never romantically involved with anyone but I led a lot of people on. When things got more serious I was leading a double life, dating people in the real world and online at the same time, trying to micro manage each life. Recently, I ended the Catfish by buying a webcam. I am currently with one of the guys I had been lying to for almost a year, hes the reason I just want to be myself now and although he won't admit it, I know he shouldn't be with me.

Catfish Since I was 13 years old ( I am now almost 20 )I have been lying about who I am online, it s...

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Birthday spanking Went with my college girlfriends to a birthday party where birthday boy got bare butt paddled. Initially his friends where going to lower his sweat pants and boxers just enough to exposed his butt, but ended having both yanked down past his knees. I confess squatting down with other girls looking up at his d*** while they paddle him kicking and screaming 21 times. The guy was practically stripped naked and hung there long enough for all of us to take a good look at his pecker. His face ended up as red as his butt.

Birthday spanking Went with my college girlfriends to a birthday party where birthday boy got bare b...

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Loser I just feel like crap. I've been in a same s relationship for 24 years now. We met when I was 19 years old. I was pretty messed up then my choices in men were bad. Guys i would date would either be married or have boyfriends so when I met my current then I didn't have much faith that we were going to make it being together. At first I didn't take us dating serious the first time he said "I love you" I freaked a little. But as time went I fell head over heels over him. I started noticing little things at first always late not answering his phone not home when he should be. I would question but it always wound up him saying its just me being paranoid and I can't trust anybody. I always felt something not right back then. Fast foward 13 years. Our first house together a guy knocks on the door asking for him. This guy knew his name. My partner thinks I'm crazy has no idea what I'm talking about doesn't talk about causes a lot of drama. I let it go as best I could. We are out shopping one day and the store we are in there's the guy and I tell him that's the guy who came to the door asking for you. He gets real mad wont say anything to me he pays for his stuff and we leave. While in the car is say under my tounge That's the guy I'll never forget his face. That sucker tells me it's was a big mistake he made and it was one time. I was p*** after all the denying and lying. Well stupid me I forgave him. Fast foward to now. Tuesday morning he goes to take a shower and I look through his history on the lap top and see a bunch of Craig's list M4M profiles on there so now can't even speak to him I want to bash his head in with a crowbar. I feel like an idiot. Not sure what I'm going to do.

Loser I just feel like crap. I've been in a same s** relationship for 24 years now. We met when I wa...

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Friends With Benefits My hot neighbor just asked ME to be f*** buddies. I have a gf & she has a bf. What would you do?

Friends With Benefits My hot neighbor just asked ME to be f*** buddies. I have a gf & she has a bf....

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Confessions about 'General'

I have lost hope in my life. I can't forgive QUT and other colleges I went to who we were lead to believe they were honorable private colleges with morals for what they did to us domestic students here in australia.

the reality is most of you university students now are never gonna work in what you study and I hate to tell you that but you just have to find it out for yourself. its what they call lifes lessons!

sometimes I am sick of study and I told the college I need another holiday asap.

they asked me what "occupation", so just put "loser".

I am married six months and still masturbate.

you can't meet intelligent men without work and money. you can't afford the places they go to socialise without money. kapish! LIKE DO YOU GET THE MESSSAGE FUCKFACERS. AND I DON'T HAVE TO DO THAT. I AM SO ABOVE EVERYONE ELSE I DON'T EVEN HAVE TO FUCK FACE. SEX IS TOO BELOW ME FOR GOD SAKE.

Dear mom You're a terrible mother. You always take your anger out on us, your daughters. You flip out over everything and I HATE YOU

I'm a terrible kid, I never want to lose my parents. I treat them like s***, yet I never change it. They are turning older, and I'm just being more of a b****. If anything happens to them, I promise I will kill myself. They are my everything, and I love them so f****** much.

Friends With Benefits My hot neighbor just asked ME to be f*** buddies. I have a gf & she has a bf. What would you do?

I'm a terrible kid, I never want to lose my parents. I treat them like s*, yet I never change it. They are turning older, and I'm just being more of a b. If anything happens to them, I promise I will kill myself. They are my everything, and I love them so f**** much.