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Analysing my situation now have the impression that my life is being put on hold, so someone can live their life. It as if they are pausing my life, as in a computer game, except it is as if another player paused your character but continued playing their game. You know, when you pause your character so that you can plan and set things up to happen for the character, and then unpause when you planned everything, ¤ Except it's been years ¤ Not good things are being planned ¤ It is another "player" who is pausing my life ¤ It is real life and another person's life shouldn't be stopped so that you can live yours there's oxygen for everybody, and the sun shines for everybody is just that some can't understand it.

Analysing my situation now have the impression that my life is being put on hold, so someone can liv...

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why should I care? as if I could find a job or husband. why should I care anymore?

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there was a job I was interested in applying for but its strange that its display homes in my local area but the office is down the coast. I mean that is what annoys me, I only gave up my licence for a few factors, 1 medications I take its illegal to drive while on them, the stress after being road raged and bullied by some young guys and then when I was told take your 2nd hand car home and don't drive it again there is some leak in the radiator so I never got in it again. I felt so cheated by the car company I bought it from and in the end dad gave it to a tafe for machanic students to use and told them it is not allowed to be driven its dangerious until fixed. so I waved bye bye car! after it sat in the garage for 14 years. that was sad.

there was a job I was interested in applying for but its strange that its display homes in my local ...

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On the surface, my life seems quite happy, straight A’s, lots of friends and a happy family. But underneath, it's sad. At least to me it is. I only have one real best friend and about 2 real friends. One of my “friends” is a total jerk that ditches me all the time. Another “friend” complains about everything and keeps trying to suspended someone just because they're annoying. A group of my “friends” are keeping a former “friend” out of their group for literally no reason. That's all pretty messed up and annoying. And I would tell those “friends” that I don't want to be friends anymore, but they're all friends with my best friend, and if I told them I didn't want to be friends, my only best friend would ditch me. I also have the fear of being forgotten or abandoned. I often feel alone since I can't tell anyone this, because they won't understand. My life is pretty boring other than that. I'm scared that since I'm boring, my best friend will abandon me

On the surface, my life seems quite happy, straight A’s, lots of friends and a happy family. But und...

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the doctor I worked for told me never to take those over the counter vaginal fungal infection tablets because his father was an industrial pharmacist and he told me they cause cancer but one gp I was seeing made me because the infection was bad and all up I have had the antifungal treatment cream and pill 2 times now, and I prefer to really use a bit of vinegar and a few drops of pure tea tree oil and use coconut oil as its anitfungal and so on great for teeth as well anywhere on the body. I mean coconut water was even used as temporary drips intravenously during the war because of its cost bio-components to plasma and high in iron and vit c and electrolytes and minerals. but its high in carb and you have to watch the sugar.

the doctor I worked for told me never to take those over the counter vaginal fungal infection tablet...

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I live in USA and live neat, if you get me was molested by my brother for about 7 or 8 years. Over the course of those years he use to let his best friend abuse me. The older I got, the more I thought it was normal. Until I had a break and asked my mother why did she turn a blind eye to what was happening, but she still denies till this day of having any knowledge. Even though she caught him doing me one night. I am almost forty and ashamed to say that he was my first orgasm and that I have not experienced pleasure with anyone else. It makes me feel sick, disgusting and worthless. Recently, I been disconnected, loss and unfeeling and am afraid my relationship of 6 years is suffering. I don't know what to do or how to work through these things. It's so hard. I love Master very deeply and he knows I need pain to kill my internal conflicts. I just embarrassed, I want to be normal.

I live in USA and live neat, if you get me was molested by my brother for about 7 or 8 years. Over ...

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I fucked my sister's cunt.

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its been a year and I can't complete my bridal hairstyle assessment because I have no friends to be models for me.

its been a year and I can't complete my bridal hairstyle assessment because I have no friends to be ...

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no one has ever liked me. no matter how genuine or good natured I am I have never been loved accordingly as one would deserve or think just looking me you should think I deserved better and yet no one has ever liked me. I have never had a best friend who was true to me. what is it about me? why does this always happen to me?

no one has ever liked me. no matter how genuine or good natured I am I have never been loved accordi...

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i exposed myself to my 5 year old niece. She stared at my penis while I jerked off to her. I pulled her pants off and played with her tiny pussy. I licked her pussy and ass, which made her giggle and squirm, she pissed a little into my mouth, I drank it. She's to young to be penetrated but we can still have fun. I am watching her again in 2 weeks. I'm afraid of getting caught, but I don't think I can resist, I've had the taste of a child, I want more.

i exposed myself to my 5 year old niece. She stared at my penis while I jerked off to her. I pulled ...

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I am going to the bar club tonight to get smashed.

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Im jerking off to my mother in law on the couch across from her asleep in her recliner right now doing it out in the open to

Im jerking off to my mother in law on the couch across from her asleep in her recliner right now doi...

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came back from work and cooked dinner work was crappy, the traffic annoying and long. I dislike traffic now.

came back from work and cooked dinner work was crappy, the traffic annoying and long. I dislike traf...

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everything I own will have to go to my cats if I die, I can't give my things like clothing and goods and furniture away to anyone. it will all have to go for up keep on my cats or I will euthanise them with me. and have everything I owned burnt, I should put a curse on them should anyone misuse them if I die.

everything I own will have to go to my cats if I die, I can't give my things like clothing and goods...

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Jenn, I wish I had the courage to tell you I think your legs are hot.

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I like to donate blood simply because I love to see it leave my body. When the blood leaves so does all my anxiety, fears and depression.

I like to donate blood simply because I love to see it leave my body. When the blood leaves so does ...

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I have a condition called panic disorder which literally tortures me every second I'm out the door or around people. The symptoms are numerous and unbelievable hell yet nearly impossible to explain without people thinking I'm just using hyperbole. It resulted in agoraphobia and I have lost years of my life pretty much continously trapped inside. I fear it's made my life unsalvagable. I lost everything and the rare time I see another person and they hear about this condition they act like I'm making it up. Mental health treatment is slow and clumsy, I put everything I can into therapy but am utterly terrified that I'll never see the world again.

I have a condition called panic disorder which literally tortures me every second I'm out the door o...

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Confessions about 'General'

why should I care? as if I could find a job or husband. why should I care anymore?

I fucked my sister's cunt.

its been a year and I can't complete my bridal hairstyle assessment because I have no friends to be models for me.

I am going to the bar club tonight to get smashed.

Im jerking off to my mother in law on the couch across from her asleep in her recliner right now doing it out in the open to

came back from work and cooked dinner work was crappy, the traffic annoying and long. I dislike traffic now.

Jenn, I wish I had the courage to tell you I think your legs are hot.

I like to donate blood simply because I love to see it leave my body. When the blood leaves so does all my anxiety, fears and depression.

joyce leso affair with client hairdressor mary.

sister rose gets drunk with shelley and dave at shelleys house

sister walks around the house nude in front of dave when he visits his kids next door.