Confessions about 'Hate'

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lonely farts club

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there are few good drs like DR F around who actually do care about the patient!

Abuse, Hate

i have known i have had a heart condition since the age of 19 but no one but the gp at the time i was seeing took it seriously, no one but him has taken my health needs seriously.

i have known i have had a heart condition since the age of 19 but no one but the gp at the time i wa...

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Abuse, Hate, Hacking

when I went to colour my hair light again the fat one wouldn't let me

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toilet flood

Hate

that judge doesn't come across as real genuine you can tell she knows she is hamming it up for the cameras, especially when she said "who put, 30 day repremain jail, no i don't think so" etc you can tell she is a just another fraud.

that judge doesn't come across as real genuine you can tell she knows she is hamming it up for the c...

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am I that ugly and undeserving and do I really deserve all this punishment? what does it do for you tony? please just fuck off and stop allowing nice men to come into my life you silly old bastard loser biker creep! stop stalking and abusing. if your so with god go bugger the cross then.

am I that ugly and undeserving and do I really deserve all this punishment? what does it do for you ...

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I am made to feel a failure in every way, I am supposed to give up my all for everyone else and I am sorry that I can't anymore. I have needs too like to be loved and to give love and with someone better then ken and those dirty comedians who abuse I have reported to police for stalking.

I am made to feel a failure in every way, I am supposed to give up my all for everyone else and I am...

Abuse, Hate

you stop abusing me you retarted creepy warlock sicko pedo creepy freak! stop abusing me scown or else, I have already reported you to police for abuse and stalking and helping others to abuse me. now stop abusing me you dirty fat creepy loser melomaniac nutter.

you stop abusing me you retarted creepy warlock sicko pedo creepy freak! stop abusing me scown or el...

Abuse, Hate

like number 1 bayside family christain church allow drugs to be sold on the premises that fucking spastic asshole wanker paster there is a complete fucking idiot moron rude arrogant loser biker who should be up and hit over the face for abuse. the man is unstable a nutcase and he has been stalking me abusing me getting people to abuse me and police know all about him and his drug trade and games and lies and pedo dirty act. he is a ugly loser I don't want to know. he is not a christain he is a very violent rude corrupt sicko running a ego show for himself.

like number 1 bayside family christain church allow drugs to be sold on the premises that fucking sp...

Abuse, Hate

if I don't get the things I want I am going to make a lot of people pay and abuse a lot of people. you can be promised of that.

if I don't get the things I want I am going to make a lot of people pay and abuse a lot of people. y...

Abuse, Hate

over the last 24 hours I have had 2 major heartbeat arrhythmias making me cough I can tell cuz it feels like a literal goulp sensation in the blood in the heart I get worried when I get these now, back years ago I used love them and just laugh but now they frighten me more. and for the last 48 hours I have had chronic pain which started the other day I literally pulled a muscule in my arm and the spasms caused a complete cramping all over my chest, diaphram and GI tract and I have had pain swallowing since, I go through this worst now then years ago I was told I have throat damage from having whooping cough as a baby but I noticed it worse after the vaccinations I had 3 years ago during my pnemonia and middle ear infection and serretonian to the point I was calling the ambulance a lot cuz i was having so much trouble swallowing, now I get like spams cramps I have to take medications for. I am just praying these crampy spasms ease up or I will have to see my doctor earlier, I have been putting off blood tests due to my phobia to blood tests needles and all the pain and trouble I go through with collapsing veins and I can't stand the vacuum needles at all.

over the last 24 hours I have had 2 major heartbeat arrhythmias making me cough I can tell cuz it fe...

Pride, Hate

I am wondering if I make stupid decisions over and over again when it comes to money and life choices that I think will be helpful and I read the advice labels etc and panic and I think later why am I constantly making what seems like good or sound caution and safe decisions most of the time but for a few which I do think were done completely irrationally in a state of shock, fear and phobia, why does most of my more seemingly logical cautious decisions end up looking stupid later, like I thought I was doing the right thing going to therapy when the issues arouse as a teen and at university and now realise I should have just projected my problems on to others unconsciously and bashed girls to get men and got drunk and gone out to night clubs more not been so cautious, and all the pharmacy and legal and business and allied health certificates etc just been a waste of time like university was. its strange that not many man valued what I value and they didn't think "well she is worth dating" I am confused!

I am wondering if I make stupid decisions over and over again when it comes to money and life choice...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

when the bayside family christain church said to me I had to do penance for my part in being abused as a child and this was said by a maori women (assuming one who sees herself as some authority on the matter or vested church disciple of soul authority as some black elder) I figured if they want to play niggar games with me and act as my elders they will be duely told that they are not and I am white and not maori however if so be it that one must do penance and pay their dues to the world and god and all asunder I should think I have done so long ago and might suggest that those niggars look in their own back yard first and stop making false claims about my grandfather as a meal ticket at my expense. its not up to them when I am allowed to marry and have the things I want - otherwise it may have to go to some referendum publicly or something for everyones opinion on the matter!

when the bayside family christain church said to me I had to do penance for my part in being abused...

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when the people the elders and others in the church and govt etc say I am allowed to find a nice husband and marry and have a baby and things then that is when I will be allowed to have those things so basically I am waiting on them to allow me these rights so if I don't have their wished and consented approval to do those things you will know and I will not have or will have them. its in other peoples hands me being allowed to have those things I want.

when the people the elders and others in the church and govt etc say I am allowed to find a nice hus...

Abuse, Hate

joyce has caused my health to suffer badly she expects me to be this woman I can't be without a husband and without love in my life, without income and other normal things and I am just sick from this woman and the rapists attackers she has got to assault me, it has cost me my health, income earning capacity and relationships, I have no idea what has motivated this woman to be so evil and vendictive but I think she was just genetic for her to be that sort of person. she gets off on abusing people. I seen her make fun of a lot of her clients on a bus up to toowoomba one day talking about their personal problems and it was a breach of confidentiality and client/therapy rights, I don't know what has made her like this and to be so disrespectful of people who have been loyal to her. the whole time her daughter was calling her a whore I never said anything, I never told anyone how she was living but I did tell police there was no way I would put my name to her that bi-sexual swingers documentary that they wanted to do. that is something I would never put my name to as I am not into that sort of thing. I can't understand anyone who wants to be like that. my doctors know and have said "I know you just want a health normal hetrosexual relationship not this abuse nonsense" and I said yes that is correct. when I was bashed it caused me to have a mini heart attack, when I was raped I had a stroke, I suffer regularly from chest pain and back other pain since I was a child. and I am sick of this woman and her evil fan-fair making me ill and someone has to be bigger enough to standup to her and make her stop this disgusting abuses.

joyce has caused my health to suffer badly she expects me to be this woman I can't be without a husb...

Abuse, Hate

I need more joyce clients to come forward to me and tell me what she did to them so far a few has spoken to me but I need more to gather more investigations into this womans behavior patterns and what she is thinking and why she does what she does and bait her and catch her out, and someone has to correct her. she is being rewarded for abusing people and the only way that changed is by her not being rewarded for her wiccian evil abuses. the morality of the counselling industry will only suffer if she is kept allowed to abuse and steal womens lives from them. all she does is critize and bully with occasional floaties of humor or the odd fake compliment with at least a dozen insults at the same time, the woman is crazy and I fear she is going to get away with trying to murder me, yes murderer, she has murdered before that is what led her to marry a police officer. did tony force her to have sex out of anger and why was she insisiting I had to have sex out of anger to overcome child abuse when every other therapist and doctor has said that is just absolute rubbish and not therapy they recommend at all.

I need more joyce clients to come forward to me and tell me what she did to them so far a few has sp...

Abuse, Hate

when I collapsed on the oval at the catholic school as a teenager after eating glass and being assault- once again this was a deliberate satanic attack at the same time my father was found collapsed at work in the office where footballers had spiked his drinks, no one helped me, all the teachers and church and people just bullied me, this also happened when I was a child. this is clear satanic activity and abuse and I don't know who is behind it but its cost me so much. and all joyce could do was giggle and make fun of my dyslexia and abuse or collapses or yell at me when I was assaulted sexually or bashed. why? this is clearly not therapy, I was told by hospital therapist and others.

when I collapsed on the oval at the catholic school as a teenager after eating glass and being assau...

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