Confessions about 'Hate'

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i never deliberately made anyone fat, but joyce deliberately made me over weight with the wrong nutrition advice and her abuses that made no sense at all. she has cost me romantic love, income and self worth, friendships, trust in men, she has ruined chances of career and love for me and income and she sits like a rich wiccian witchpoo she is into all this clarvoyant rubbish with rev marilyn doing wicca abuses on clients to abuse.

i never deliberately made anyone fat, but joyce deliberately made me over weight with the wrong nutr...

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joyce deliberately made me fat and gain weight telling me to eat more bulk when she had no dietician qualifications and she enjoyed making men hate me as a fat old virgin of 30 she was saying nasty things to me and helping my sister rose to steal men from me and she was trying to breakup all the families of her clients deliberately, I now know this to be true as a number of her other clients have told me she did similar abuses in differing and similar ways trying to break up her clients marriages or remove her clients out of the family and breaking up families causing conflict and she just refused to address the child sexual abuse issues at the time which was a direct bullying and neglect abuse and causing me social exclusion and lack of quality young men interested in me my doctor has said led to me getting a psychological disorder at the age of 24 over not being sexually loved and having a baby. he has said I have felt deep pain over being denied having a baby and sexual love from young men and being abused by old men my sister rose and joyce were pushing on to me who were like 40 when I was 20 and the hospital said joyce knew what she was doing and was enjoying abusing me. my doctor told me he is so glad I reported her and another person said joyce should be in jail for what she did to me and forced to pay a duty of care compensation. joyce was plotting the whole time to have me fat, unloved, childless and the worst thing is she has been using my mother with joyces witch craft she got into with rev Marilyn and getting people to say terrible things to me and I can tell when its witchcraft. she found out I was interested in writing a novel based losey on a ghost and as usual joyce likes to take over any goals I have and tries to make them her own, other women do this to me also like anna-maria, sally at nutrajunk who drinks and runs redlights and speeds and is a awful mother and self bullying controlling nutter, and emma started it as well and so did michelle, all these women are crazy like my sister, then kelly started doing it also she started bullying me trying to steal my goals from me over men and push her husband on to me and controlling what I say to my doctors and joyce was just like kelly wanting to control everything like the time the death threats in the mail came she wouldn't let me take them to police and pick me up with them and actly take them to the police station just like she would not allow me and my relatives to make a formal complaint to the police about the great uncle pedophile while he was alive and she was deliberately stopping me having a university degree, marriage and baby and career, I have had no income all because of this woman saying we have a welfare menality and then men have even physically kicked me up the tailbone causing injury to me, rick decided to give joyce what she wanted and kicked and abused me to make her shut up her abuse week in and week out at me, cuz when I was working volunteer and going to university she kept saying someone wants you on your ass little lovely and you need kicks up the ass, this lead to back injuries worsening after the car accident. she caused all this, why? what is mentally wrong with that spastic insane animal my nurse I know has said joyce should be in a mental hospital perminantly she is a danger to other white single disability women who have been sexually abused as children, she does not allow them help in a timely proper manner causing retardation of life expectation to women who have invisible disability but she can't see what she is doing is wrong, I needs to learn the wrongs of her immorality against her clients.

joyce deliberately made me fat and gain weight telling me to eat more bulk when she had no dietician...

Abuse, Hate

I feel joyce did the wrong thing by me more and more as I have studied law and business and health and personality more I feel she deliberately wronged me and so did the hospital think that as well. she took too long over the discovery phase to gain money only, and it was setting me backwards deliberately and not helping me for anything at all in life.

I feel joyce did the wrong thing by me more and more as I have studied law and business and health a...

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flush and feeling faint. shouldn't be feeling like this.

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I just desperately need more money. I keep praying for a huge winfall to come my way I think I must be long over due for something good to come my way. I just am sick of being broke never having enough money for house maintainace, health, social life or vet bills, a holiday, I have not had a holiday away for a good part of 18 years to just go to a holiday appartment and not have to worry about things. we just never have enough money and the house is a hovel falling down with white ants eating it and termites are just taking over the grannyflat and we have no fence, no oven or stove upstairs in the kitchen, not working, dishwasher broke, everything is falling down and I need help from a man and I just seriously need a income booster I want to win a huge lottery to just get ahead, no car, no house, no job, no man, no child, no friends. so what is so wrong about me? just because I like to study and want to work but I apply for jobs and never hear back a thing most times. I am worthy of so much more then this sludgeheap life.

I just desperately need more money. I keep praying for a huge winfall to come my way I think I must ...

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sue is a pothead a real dumb one at that. an insult to pot heads. arrogant peterpan type with a serious attitude problem. she projects her faults tirelessly and raves on how great she is and that everyone else is a retard. the freaking woman is in her 50s for christ sakes but goes on like a silver spoon trust fund brat 9th. grade cheerleader. she has a band, the band sucks. she has a husband, he looks like she's sucking the life out of him. i ask her nicely to regard the rules of the home where i abode but what do i get instead, name calling, assaulting my integrity, bitchfests about how i'm the fucktard with the 'tude. man we got cops in the building along with NSA and some homeland security shit. do not toke in the fucking place you moronic sluthog. i also love the fact she'll rip anyone off, even cancer sufferers. then explain herself 'til the flesh drops from your bones in angst. nothing more to say, she just won't stop. i wish she'd either grow the fuck up, stay away or eat shit and die.

sue is a pothead a real dumb one at that. an insult to pot heads. arrogant peterpan type with a seri...

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this tall fat guy with down syndrome who has stalked me in shops his whole family all have intellectual disability and obesity, he is serverly overweight and has a lisp and constantly walks around with workers boots and he has trouble holding down a job or socializing completely as does the rest of the family. they seem to only mix with their intellectual challenged group and no one else. I find him intimidating because he is so big and fat and I usually just avoid him but I avoid most people, like I don't see why I should sign my name to businesses on facebook to help them I don't them from a bar of chocolate!

this tall fat guy with down syndrome who has stalked me in shops his whole family all have intellect...

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i hate you anna-maria you fake drunken mental bitch. you're a nutcase. "seeing you don't want any help!" you said. that was rude and abusive. you had me fooled that you cared for a while til your act at city bridge and your games. my doctor has said your a liar.

i hate you anna-maria you fake drunken mental bitch. you're a nutcase. "seeing you don't want any he...

Abuse, Hate

stop stalking and hacking into my server police have already been informed and so have the colleges and bank and govt depts. stop stalking and stealing.

stop stalking and hacking into my server police have already been informed and so have the colleges ...

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stop abusing me don! police know. stop abusing me.

Abuse, Hate

I am very selective about who I mix with, I sometimes I have to go to classes or go places for treatment, but I don't want to mix with most of the people from my past. they gave me nothing but abuse.

I am very selective about who I mix with, I sometimes I have to go to classes or go places for treat...

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my parents understand that this is my home and I have a right to be protected from the abuse of cousins who attacked me and verbally abused me, my parents know what my cousins and relatives did to me and they are not welcome here. I have a right to be protected from that sort of abuse and I won't have a problem calling police to remove them off the property if they come near me.

my parents understand that this is my home and I have a right to be protected from the abuse of cous...

Abuse, Hate

I have no intentions of helping you pooter mongrel child. I don't want anyones mongrel child around me, I will not even tolerate my brothers or sister mongrel children around me anymore. I want to be protected from their abuse!

I have no intentions of helping you pooter mongrel child. I don't want anyones mongrel child around ...

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the catholic church have offended me in the way they treated me being sexually abused as a child. they never helped me, never took my side against a dirty old man when I was a child, I hate the church for all the abuse they have put me through.

the catholic church have offended me in the way they treated me being sexually abused as a child. th...

Abuse, Hate

stalker caller ringing again. why? who? do I have to get the phones monitored again by the company and a warning sent out to whoever it is like last time? cuz they can track the caller.

stalker caller ringing again. why? who? do I have to get the phones monitored again by the company a...

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RECOUNT NEEDED

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types of tubes?

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need I remind the catholics that my father was not called clement for no reason. just a wee little blood line during pope clements and royal blood line, and french irish royals on my mothers side, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MmSi3YOR3cQ maybe even further back! and the catholic fuckers wanted to kick me and my father up the ass for being victims of child sexual abuse, all the years my father worked for them and my mother father was with them in the order of the holy name society and mum in the other society and the bastards expect me to be a live in celibacy nun all the selflessness life I have lived in silence and pain going to waste. and I was offended by ft x lying about his name and how the church did not stand by me as a teen when I was sexually assaulted many times. forget this carmelite silence rubbish and the jesuits beating themselves to death and benedictines hovering around then the great opus dei fanatics sadistic I suffered living through. and yet they never wanted me in the church as a nun but I have been like a nun more then half of their nuns. what a hypocrisy! and bloody insult.

need I remind the catholics that my father was not called clement for no reason. just a wee little b...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

i told a nun recently that I think the catholic church is too male dominated controled now and this silence non-sense is rubbish. there are times to speak and times to take your place and be silent. times when you ought to speak up to what is right even if its against the church.

i told a nun recently that I think the catholic church is too male dominated controled now and this ...

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i have deep animosities towards the catholic church and their abuse and neglect of my sexual abuse issues, down to the point i didn't even have sanitary napkins a lot as a teen and just their abusive ways and how they favored helping certain people and you always have to prove your godliness to the nuns and priests and if the truth be known I am more without sin and live more holy then they could. I am angry at the church and feel they let me down.

i have deep animosities towards the catholic church and their abuse and neglect of my sexual abuse i...

Hate