Confessions about 'Pride'

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if tiger keeps jumping on that thing she won't be able to carry a birth because her uterus will be damaged. Eventus stultorum magister.

if tiger keeps jumping on that thing she won't be able to carry a birth because her uterus will be d...

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what is sexy about having sex on a stinking sweat ridden trampoline, with bat and possum urine and rats walking over it and germs and viruses and bacteria all over it? nothing! only the stupid does it.

what is sexy about having sex on a stinking sweat ridden trampoline, with bat and possum urine and ...

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what brutus has to understand is I am not interested in him. I don't want him in my life. I don't want to know him at all. he fucked things up for me and DO. you fucking dickhead. and I reported the guy who looked like ken there to police. get the message fuck off! and stop wrecking the relationships I want, you have a wife brutus and it aint me, just like ken has a wife and it aint me. so bugger off. stop getting involved in my affairs of the heart or it will kill you!

what brutus has to understand is I am not interested in him. I don't want him in my life. I don't wa...

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last few weeks I have had heart and chest pain and headaches a lot. I wondered if it was because of the change on medication company - some generics are not all made equal, and I wondered if the cider vinegar was effecting the medication levels cuz it will detox the liver to the point you can give it to people for overdose reverse so I was just wondering if its kind of messing around with my medication levels then that is causing more heart and chest pain like withdrawal. I need to take my medications fairly consistant hours to avoid the heart racing withdrawal discomfort. I hate the feeling. I really would rather be exercising more but it is hard to do that and study as well sometimes.

last few weeks I have had heart and chest pain and headaches a lot. I wondered if it was because of ...

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working as a nurse for 6 years in victoria has been a dull expereince, so I went on line study and found law leaving this job has been the best thing and next i want to leave this town and go up to byron bay.

working as a nurse for 6 years in victoria has been a dull expereince, so I went on line study and f...

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I would work in beauty therapy but I can't afford the expensive labels most people want now in make up brands and I don't want to make other women feel beautiful when they don't help me feel beautiful.

I would work in beauty therapy but I can't afford the expensive labels most people want now in make ...

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bought a top with a cowl neck why do I like cowl necks? peterpan collars and ruffles and pussy bows? good for work

bought a top with a cowl neck why do I like cowl necks? peterpan collars and ruffles and pussy bows?...

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I admit I just often answer exam question not even reading the questions and just put anything in a hurry cuz its all too late to matter anyway. sometimes I just put anything, sometimes I do bother to read a bit more but after about 4 questions my mind switches off a lot. that is why I don't want to go back to university - everything is just putting in time now as a huge joke study does not mean the same to me as it used to, I just go through the motions of doing stuff and don't care anyway. i know i will never work in a thing i have studied anyway. that is fact and unquestionablely a truth that no one can change.

I admit I just often answer exam question not even reading the questions and just put anything in a ...

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if you don't want me to yell don't make me angry I get back ache and headaches a lot and if you get me in a mood I will yell when I am sick. people don't understand what I have gone through. I don't just take things now, I am a grumpy person who will up and abuse and yell at literally anyone. when I am sick all I care about is survival. nothing else.

if you don't want me to yell don't make me angry I get back ache and headaches a lot and if you get ...

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i had several debates with doctors over certain medications, one doctor had a complete fixation for one drug and I kept telling him its not working on me well. we tried another one and it wouldn't work either, it took a few goes before another doctor tried another one and it took a while for that drug to work on me. and eventually the choking sensations eased up by using another drug with it. i know I have to take these medications for the time being, maybe indefinately. valium is quiet safe in low dozes for some people and out of the two evils it is probably better then aclohol or say other illegel drugs. what medications I take a closely monitored by specialists and are highly regulated in govt and pharmacy as well but its works for me and that is the main thing.

i had several debates with doctors over certain medications, one doctor had a complete fixation for ...

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I only take on board what I want or think is right for me, like I don't agree with everything barbara o'neil says or dr berg, I don't agree with everything they say, but I don't always agree on what a lot of peope say either at church, or work or teachers or parents or media. like sure for some people if you are lucky to find the right person arranged marriages might work for you but there is no evidence to prove they work for all. its a bit like some peoples bodies react great to certain drugs while others don't. because you are not going to find a perfect world, no perfect fresh air or food, only as fresh as possible or practicablely sowed and modified. i just take what i need from medicine talks on youtube and what I choose to apply to me I do and what I don't I ignore. I found to be honest you with dr berg, its not wise to over do the cider vinegar i was getting almost a peptic ulcer from it and took some coconut oil capsules and it eased it up but i used to use just a small amount of cider vinegar on salads and not all the time. and I don't agree about needing to eat fat to loose weight, everyone is different when it comes to weight changes. because I have found that I often am not really eating more then what I did years ago but i still gained weight with age and medications and illnesses, i have added certain things new to my diet and not as strict but some days I am strict on how much fat and calories I consume. I don't eat cakes a lot or fast foods, I only allow myself those things once every few weeks at the most. and there is a thing of drinking too much water, since I had that infection I am careful on that as my medication does effect my potasium/sodium levels and I don't trust everything doctors say anymore. but I don't trust a lot of people anymore. and I do know someone around me has been trying to make me believe I am going to die or have cancer I don't know who it is but I have told police about it and I want that person out of my life. just like ken carey, I told police him and his wife anne go around deliberately raping a lot of virgins she helps him rape women a lot I reckon. like katy goes around bashing a lot of women as well. and joyce goes around abusing a lot of white girls who come from money that she perceives as lazy or desires kicks - shame someone didn't kick her up the ass and in the head that woman and that mongrel chris liley I complained about him and a number of famous people to police for gang abuse. I don't take things on board I don't want to anymore. I have up and told doctors off too, I told that mongrel indian bitch with her arrogrance where to shove it. i said to her "i have always been polite to you and ask you questions did what you ask but i am 45 now and I have been the perfect person perfect student abused too many times and i speak up now when I am not getting the service or what I expect and i am 45 now if I have not earnt the right to deserve better and have rights now, and say I don't like this or the way you are speaking to me or treating me, then i never will, already people have pushed things too far. long ago. and I will not take it from anyone trying to play games on me. they get reported quick to police so don't mess with me!

I only take on board what I want or think is right for me, like I don't agree with everything barbar...

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I am sick of the whole gangnam style secret silent cover up take over of other nations and foreigners in australia ripping off australians who ancestors came out here to get away from silimar things like persicution, famine and racial and religious injustices. the irish and other nationalitites went through pain too. I am sick of being walked over. not sorry if I offend. I mean can I go to foriegn nations and make a success in wealth and love and career etc over there? seeing they come here and walk over us?

I am sick of the whole gangnam style secret silent cover up take over of other nations and foreigner...

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i gave up study to pursue looking for relationships and everytime I did and was bashe so I dropped out of university - where are those people being punished and made accountable today for their behavior choices!? how about I bash every bone in your body and break you completely ! you think your so clever and your dumb, your way more stupid then I could ever be!!!

i gave up study to pursue looking for relationships and everytime I did and was bashe so I dropped o...

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what ticks me off with private health insurance in australia if a private specialist does a surgical procedure in his or her clinic they don't give a claim for much. if you go into a day hospital some cover things, like when I had my vaginal byopsies done and had stitches I couldn't get anything on my private health fund. I just think its wrong they ge et paid enough to cover all these things, my pet insurance pays for more then my own health insurance does. ? crazy. and yesterday I woke up with a lump on the inside of my vaginal wall near where the needle when in and I have to go to my gp who is a skin cancer specialist anyway but the point is I have to pay a fortune to see my gyno and its annoying. I don't mind that I can get a massage half price with all my back injures from car accident and assault but seriously they pay for nothing when i see the neurologist/back surgeon, or ent, or gyno, i have not tried dental yet but want to. I wanted to have a baby ages ago and have all dental work out of the way but the stupid dentist would not listen to me the asian control freak she is. like some asians have no hearts for white women single on disability. its all about their bloody asian black ass and I am sick of it most of them have degrees in health and get man after man. its not fair. what if I want to have my eggs frozen if I can't find a husband and have a baby soon. its going to be too late soon if its not already and everyone else but me is to blame for it. I can't help it if I am sexually shy and modest and don't push myself onto people like a bad rash! smother love over men. if they don't show interest in time I give up quick and move on, i don't have to take their bs.

what ticks me off with private health insurance in australia if a private specialist does a surgical...

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my mother is a born spastic dog dwarf pig headed and bullying and violent. she wants to put cupboards infront of doorways all the time. its her fucking shithouse not mine I want a house of my own and move all my furniture and things to have a better life with someone better then all the losers I keep meeting. I am done with bozo clown losers!

my mother is a born spastic dog dwarf pig headed and bullying and violent. she wants to put cupboard...

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we received all these death threats in the mail with all these big photocopy a4 in a number of colours with weird pen markings and grim reapers and beware of this and that, and photographs of places i had been for interviews in oct 2000 it had me spooked and when i went to tell that stupid rapist he didn't want me talking about it. it had a lot of hate in it with graveyards and like it waas some very disgruntled editor of some newspaper, joyce took over and contacted this place that had the RPK intials all over it some printing company and if she had really cared she should have told her police husband and got proper help for me and listened.

we received all these death threats in the mail with all these big photocopy a4 in a number of colou...

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I wish I had of whacked her in the head, she expected all the girls in the film group to call her "BIG KATY" and "BOSS" and then they all were picking on me and bullying me. it was hard to try to remain professional in temperment when I she attacked me, she bashed me, she tried to run me over, she sexually assaulted me, she was saying shit at me like "I am just afraid that you might think I am your evil twin" and "I need to get into your head" etc, the bitch was crazy, she literally sent my dad crazy, my sister crazy and me crazy. she spooked my sister off completely. this girl was driving our family nuts abusing all of us after my grandmother died when what I needed was a bit of fun and enjoyment and a serious relationship, Iike right then in 1999 I was 27 I wanted marriage and babies straight away and people just were attacking me everywhere.

I wish I had of whacked her in the head, she expected all the girls in the film group to call her "B...

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right this is my father- he hits the scotch and he has a rubbish bin obsession today I wanted to throw some rubbish out and he goes "no i am not throwing rubbish in the bin I just washed it out and its clean now" sorry I am fucking confused! then I got into trouble because I cut an orange on a plate that had just been washed and dried. just cuz I cut the orange peel? fucking hell is he freakin nuts... this obsession for the bin to immaculate like as if the rubbish collection people are like "wow, those people at bla bla street, wow do they have a really clean bin that smells like christmas bells and berries and their recycle bin is so nicely sorted" seriously this obsession has to fff well stop. he holds the rubbish boxes of jatz or tins have to be perfect he hugs the rubbish like they are babies. its not freakin normal. this is not normal.

right this is my father- he hits the scotch and he has a rubbish bin obsession today I wanted to thr...

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so I said goodbye to hans and fabian, I really liked hans a lot, well I liked them both they had very strong german accents. but we had a office party and I drank too much and near pasted out on the way home, this asian guy drove me home and I could barely walk and like maria was like have some more drink, and I kept saying, 'no I really can't I have had enough I am starting to really get dizzy now" she is like "no no us germans know how to drink" well they did drink more then me, but hans was pretty cute that night, or maybe it was just that I had drank so much but didn't want to. I am not big on office parties that is literally the first and only office party I have been to, when I worked for a doctor he took us out to dinner and I just don't drink anymore. i found it was making me feel ill in the stomach too much. I liked port but don't drink that. I still have a full bottle of shrminoff gold leaf cinnamon and a full bottle of absynthe and i want to try it cuz I have never tasted it. i don't drink much - like i have had a fluffy duck once and a cosmopolitian once, a martini once, a mostly drank tia maria breeze with cranberry https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fpHfgDDK9cc my version is in a tall glass less alcohol more cranberry and mint or baileys on ice or just vodka mudslides with milk https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JR2ZJ1cGxyw https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2HkH1glleNs it just sounds nice because its made of fennel seeds but it might be a let down? I still have champaign in the fridge that has been there for about 4 years I never touch the dam stuff.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oVlYfKv4we0 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HGJd-ZQK4os . I am not an expert on cocktails. I tried to make them only once and that was it didn't like it and won't touch the rubbish now, I am strictly iced herb tea or floral waters. the best wine I had was with a twist of apple and cuccumber flavor and one with honey ages ago.

so I said goodbye to hans and fabian, I really liked hans a lot, well I liked them both they had ver...

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I was told to stay away from the hospital when I was sick because you only pick up more bugs there. and I was told that even back in 2005 when i got into a volunteer work at hospitals and I got into nursing degree course and decided to knock it back.

I was told to stay away from the hospital when I was sick because you only pick up more bugs there. ...

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