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I am sick of this lifestyle. I tell my mother everything I did as a kid and she said I should not feel guilty for what happened at all. I confide a lot in my parents and my dad always gave me good advice, may you never meet a friend on the way down. but i think it should be on the way up because some people that make out they are your friends really fuck up your life fuck up your love life, fuck up your career and job life and they have no morals for what they do,it is just jealousy= like joyce she was jealous of me from day 1 and I was too naive to see it. but she was the lesson I didn't need to learn, she was someone elses lesson that went the wrong way, just like i am someone some academics theises on morality and child sexual abuse - I wrote one myself, but i was this criminologists experiement as a child got wrong.

I am sick of this lifestyle. I tell my mother everything I did as a kid and she said I should not fe...

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I am studying accounting and arts and law subjects and some medical subjects very similar as before but moving on, I won't explain it all to anyone ever again when I was in a arts/law degree that was going to take at least 7 years full time to complete I was bashed and raped and had a stroke bullied and made fun of so I don't tell people now all of what I am doing I deliberately act vague so they are never too sure you learn from your past naivety when young. so my pride was wounded to fail more then half way through the double degree and the weird thing was I knew all the legal stuff from college days better so it must have been the quality of teachers in readan as well that made the difference. or maybe it was me, somewhere I lost myself and a few broken hearts over men and lost confidence and had so many nervous breakdowns from being assaulted just walking to university or attacked while studying and no real help. I had to drag myself back up, with a lot of physical illness and loneliness.

I am studying accounting and arts and law subjects and some medical subjects very similar as before ...

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TG: Our understanding is that the total investment pot was around £770m. How much had you invested by then? £250m? DB: [pause] No, not that much. £180m, 
I think. [pause] I have difficulties when 
I can’t understand why someone is behaving a certain way, or has made a certain decision. I knew they didn’t like my face, but at least take the car and 
make it a success. I don’t even care 
if someone else takes the credit! The engine is fantastic, there’s some amazing technology there, but they didn’t even look at it. They simply cancelled everything. [pause] I’m a realistic guy – it’s not exactly unprecedented for a company to get sold, and for a new owner or shareholder to arrive and change the CEO. ? wtf, no one could hate your face. you are cute.

TG: Our understanding is that the total investment pot was around £770m. How much had you invested b...

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i have never had a bed/sex ego about me, I was always reserved and shy about that but talked more about dates, haivng a fun time dancing and kissing and talk about careers and babies and what matters yet they got bored of me. so I decided to do it back to a lot of men and play a male boofoon clown at them when I hit 27 rejected over and over see how they like it back. next stop is to threaten to murder someone for a man like a grrl lesbot did to me. this woman tried to run me over in her car for this american guy, is that normal? joyce said it was normal that some women go crazy when in love, so maybe that is where I went wrong uh?

i have never had a bed/sex ego about me, I was always reserved and shy about that but talked more ab...

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i need more money.

i need more money.

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i am sick of studying workplace health and safety and teaching without a teacher, so far I have done floristry, art, heaps of therapy diplomas, business and accounting software i fell behind in some things and design and programming and other courses plus a degree I am struggling to find time to do it all. and I can't stand courses that are set out confusing and baffle me. I rarely give myself a day off but have been since I had surgical thing done. and I am sick of studying without a teacher. I am sick of teaching myself everything.

i am sick of studying workplace health and safety and teaching without a teacher, so far I have done...

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my therapist and doctor told me to be abusive to women who have kids and careers and husbands to make it clear that they can stop their airs and graces around me and I deserve as much as these whore murdering slutties! who sprongling produce mindless breeding! and I want to attack all women to get out of my way over men i like ! other women bashed me I should have the right to bash other women back and anyone who gets in my way. and I don't like people like that wanker actor low life rich bitchling! baldwin from usa. people making out I am like trump when its clear i am not i am a woman who has been attacked and battered and abused by women and male rapists and pedophiles and i am sick of bozo lowlife men getting in my way when i mean business and will attack! my therapist and doctor told me to verbally embarrase any woman or men who has more then me!

my therapist and doctor told me to be abusive to women who have kids and careers and husbands to mak...

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I can't stand the competition of young women around me, I am a mature woman with lots of education and i don't want some child lover i think its vulgar. I want the law to come in because I am 45 and I can't stand the competition anymore of younger sluttty whores stealing my limelight all the time or old cougar slut whores getting in my way! some of these women murder for husbands and sex, you guys need to be aware of the fact that its likely your wife and girlfriends from your past could have murdered for you. dob them in. I had a dickhead try to murder all the men around me I liked and i dobbed the bastards in to the cops.

I can't stand the competition of young women around me, I am a mature woman with lots of education a...

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sorry to tell you this drew and your scotish crippled loser teenager acting mother with all the hardware around the face with rings in the eyebrows rather a childish stunt and she must feel one lucky punk ! but the pair of you look like homosexual transexuals to me. it is in the genetic disposition look at the boy george facial features of both and the ring in the ear and you all look a ugly pathetic dirty site of scum! that j looks like a fucking spasitc but look at you all, where do you all get your money from rich bitches with sprongling mongrel kids and weddings!!!! I hate you all! and if i want to be jealous of every woman around me attack them for having a husband and baby and career i can and there is nothing anyone can do about it. I even attack men now.

sorry to tell you this drew and your scotish crippled loser teenager acting mother with all the hard...

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i went to the beach today and seen a huge pelican and I ate some prawn thing and strawberries and fruitbreads and tea.

i went to the beach today and seen a huge pelican and I ate some prawn thing and strawberries and fr...

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i pushed every man I like onto another bitchy bitch bitch! I just had too much pride I guess.

i pushed every man I like onto another bitchy bitch bitch! I just had too much pride I guess.

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its so true people who are more interested in helping others and interested in others rather then themselves are the happiest people. if you focus on your incest issues you will never be happy or loved or liked. stop talking about, stop thinking about, get involved in other peoples lives and help others so you can be grateful for what you do have is what you will find. that is why I hav pushed fat spastic ugly bitches to men I like to teach them all lessons. people often do get a shock when I give them what they want and then they wonder why? I do...

its so true people who are more interested in helping others and interested in others rather then th...

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i told gloria off for her "excuse excuses" email and I said "I expected better from a professional teacher like you, I have just had cancer surgery and immune disorder issues and just don't you start on with rude titles on emails at me bitch, with excuses excuses, if its good enough for other mongrels to have them I am allowed to to!" why is it when its me ill or abused its no big deal but someone else its like a paper cut is a heart attack, so my mum and doctor said "well I am glad you told her off and stood up for yourself and don't let her pull that abuse on you" if others are assholes and allowed compasion then so am I and I am going to be more nasty now. I should dish out the abuse people have done to me on everyone i can and be like joyce and kelly and anita gossupy shirl and dr fuckface go around teaching everyone lessons everywhwere. anyone i get my hands on literally.

i told gloria off for her "excuse excuses" email and I said "I expected better from a professional t...

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please incest spastic loser learn your lesson and move on from this site your not welcome here. we don't have to tolerate your dirty incest bs. find a site of your own. make one of your own just fuck off and die! cuntface.

please incest spastic loser learn your lesson and move on from this site your not welcome here. we d...

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I am past needing ego status things, I don't have a need to drive cars or men or anything! unlike other manipulative control freaks like joyce or anita and kelly who are complete fucking idiots.

I am past needing ego status things, I don't have a need to drive cars or men or anything! unlike ot...

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i don't need hot cars to support my ego like some weak egoed people do! I need nothing! nothing! I don't even want friends or anything from anyone. I am completely free, unchained to anything!

i don't need hot cars to support my ego like some weak egoed people do! I need nothing! nothing! I ...

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just because you haven't done such a good job yourself raising a child and obviously he is no man to marry someone like that doesn't mean you have a right to walk over people you crimple selfish bitch from england. I mean for you it should be like winning the lotto to have a son so you don't need anything more of anything ok!

just because you haven't done such a good job yourself raising a child and obviously he is no man to...

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treveor i worked for the podiartist was expecting me to have a crush on him, it was so funny i used to look up at him pretending as if i did a few times cuz i was bored really, but i mean would in their right mind could love a person who looks at feet all day and one eyed purple people eater bitch of a man. its sort of like that fucking loser gyno, i mean all he is a wanker poofter who thinks he is some possy look up cunts all day and full of bullshit really. these fuck nuts making cd after cd can't yell and be verbally as insulting as me, like that gyno must have a raw ass by now anyway. loser! easiest asshole dickhead it insult out, the fake game of "oh if you need an emergency I can fit you in" then spastic simplton shirley temple the widddle grrrrrrrrrrrrl lolita all of what? 65 trying to play little lolita makes me sick. spastic whore what a retarted leziaban gossup slut she is. that spuzzybung hair and fat ass and anita and her twisted deformity and sorry I just don't hang out with deformed and retarted people who abuse. I only like mixing with up people cuz I get too despressed around other people. and my therapist said I am not less of a person that I can't stand being arround those people i too much of it in my childhood and if people had of considered my feelings I would have receiptricated but they failed to meet the guildlines and deadlines I specified clearly! I am all about fine print these days.

treveor i worked for the podiartist was expecting me to have a crush on him, it was so funny i used ...

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do i look like a woman who has got time to watch googlebox and other tv rubbish? all I do is study and go to exhibit shows and collect vintage goods.

do i look like a woman who has got time to watch googlebox and other tv rubbish? all I do is study a...

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you;re very impatient. hmm? wtf? sorry deaf, hear and say what? hmmm? I am 45 not 14 , I am a mature sophisticated woman with real life experiences as my new therapist says, "you have real life experiences compared to those childish spoilt brats and some men prefer women like you and your beautiful with all your courses and vintage colothing and style" they tell me!

you;re very impatient. hmm? wtf? sorry deaf, hear and say what? hmmm? I am 45 not 14 , I am a mature...

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