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Just wondering when I will hear back from the bosses about the project managment ideas I handed in to their company. nearly 2 weeks ago now. it does not sound like they will like it. I feel stupid now that I suggested it.

Just wondering when I will hear back from the bosses about the project managment ideas I handed in t...

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I have been reading psychology books since the age of 11.

I have been reading psychology books since the age of 11.

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I forgot to take my medications last night because I was so busy exercising and baby sitting the lap cat!

I forgot to take my medications last night because I was so busy exercising and baby sitting the lap...

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I feel awful that I ate sugar again today, even fruit sugar is risky I have been told. oh god when will these sins stop on my eating and cravings.

I feel awful that I ate sugar again today, even fruit sugar is risky I have been told. oh god when w...

Pride, Hate

went to the toilets at the shops the other day and the smell was awful and I have to hold the toilet paper to my nose, tonight I have been farting and need to hold a tissue to my nose it smells so bad. gastro yuk.

went to the toilets at the shops the other day and the smell was awful and I have to hold the toilet...

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Im in 8rd grade and im 14yrs old. I have a feelings on a girl who is one year older than me. Im always not brave enough to go and talk to her or say "Hi!" bc I always think that if I started talking to her she's going to think that im weird and maybe she'll start avoiding me or something... But I want to be friends with her......

Im in 8rd grade and im 14yrs old. I have a feelings on a girl who is one year older than me. Im alwa...

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people say I am wasting away my life on the net, I study just about every day or at night if I go out during the day. I have no social life and no friends that is true because my counsellor told me to dump them all when they were hurting my feelings so much. what else can I do with life? I can't force myself on people and make people employ me or like me. I don't know how to make drugs or how to do hacking or even make a webpage even though I have done some units in college in that crap, I don't know how to earn a living which I think is pretty disgusting and not the person I intended to be. I can't make men date me! I can't make them ask me out for sex or dinner or movies or whatever. I just don't know what else to do, what is wrong with me? am I bad for wanting love and employment and studying? is that the new bad ? these days cuz I don't know what is anymore. I don't know how people date and I don't do texting and talk shit street slang that much. I genuinly like people and I made all these xmas things and feel like giving them away. i would feel better if I was allowed to feel normal sometimes.

people say I am wasting away my life on the net, I study just about every day or at night if I go ou...

Pride, Hate

Working for a company thats going to lay you off eventually I worked for a toy warehouse as a warehouseman and it was a small operation. This company merged with another company and the person at the other company had senority and they said they couldn't use both of us. I got bumped big time.

Working for a company thats going to lay you off eventually I worked for a toy warehouse as a wareh...

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I matter, remember that!

I matter, remember that!

Pride, Abuse

cause and effect action happening can't explain this but double booking and angle patterns are happening all over the place. not friday yet and wanna leave for a long weekend already.

cause and effect action happening can't explain this but double booking and angle patterns are happe...

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I got divorced 2 years ago and can't find the meaning of life I once understood. I mean I chose to leave her, and work part time as a private HR consultant but anyways that's like and more access baggage

I got divorced 2 years ago and can't find the meaning of life I once understood. I mean I chose to l...

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i have no idea where i am supposed to get money for vet bills for surgery for pets and my teeth cleaned and eye surgeon appointments. where do these people think the money comes from ? fucking snowflakes? i didn't want this poverty life with no husband, no degree no children no job, no income in this house and no friends no way out of suffering and mysery and you expect me to smile and be happy and you can't see i need something out of life while all these whores have kids and husbands and cars and all they ever do is look down at me as if I am scum dog when they are just spoilt drunken sots.

i have no idea where i am supposed to get money for vet bills for surgery for pets and my teeth clea...

Pride, Abuse

depression depression depression. no proper relationship equals depression depression depression.

depression depression depression. no proper relationship equals depression depression depression.

Pride

I am sick of being abused and ignored and taking less then I deserve, I do care about people but how much do I have to care ? I need something back from people too and no one has delivered what I was expecting. i am probably one of the least pushy people around. but I just can't keep up being selfless for everyone anymore.

I am sick of being abused and ignored and taking less then I deserve, I do care about people but how...

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over the last 24 hours I have had 2 major heartbeat arrhythmias making me cough I can tell cuz it feels like a literal goulp sensation in the blood in the heart I get worried when I get these now, back years ago I used love them and just laugh but now they frighten me more. and for the last 48 hours I have had chronic pain which started the other day I literally pulled a muscule in my arm and the spasms caused a complete cramping all over my chest, diaphram and GI tract and I have had pain swallowing since, I go through this worst now then years ago I was told I have throat damage from having whooping cough as a baby but I noticed it worse after the vaccinations I had 3 years ago during my pnemonia and middle ear infection and serretonian to the point I was calling the ambulance a lot cuz i was having so much trouble swallowing, now I get like spams cramps I have to take medications for. I am just praying these crampy spasms ease up or I will have to see my doctor earlier, I have been putting off blood tests due to my phobia to blood tests needles and all the pain and trouble I go through with collapsing veins and I can't stand the vacuum needles at all.

over the last 24 hours I have had 2 major heartbeat arrhythmias making me cough I can tell cuz it fe...

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I am wondering if I make stupid decisions over and over again when it comes to money and life choices that I think will be helpful and I read the advice labels etc and panic and I think later why am I constantly making what seems like good or sound caution and safe decisions most of the time but for a few which I do think were done completely irrationally in a state of shock, fear and phobia, why does most of my more seemingly logical cautious decisions end up looking stupid later, like I thought I was doing the right thing going to therapy when the issues arouse as a teen and at university and now realise I should have just projected my problems on to others unconsciously and bashed girls to get men and got drunk and gone out to night clubs more not been so cautious, and all the pharmacy and legal and business and allied health certificates etc just been a waste of time like university was. its strange that not many man valued what I value and they didn't think "well she is worth dating" I am confused!

I am wondering if I make stupid decisions over and over again when it comes to money and life choice...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

I showed them the chocolate and cakes we made last night and I knew they wouldn't believe it was us who made them they looked too good for us to make.

I showed them the chocolate and cakes we made last night and I knew they wouldn't believe it was us ...

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looking for a nice reasonable priced dinner party location is not easy for end of year so many booked out.

looking for a nice reasonable priced dinner party location is not easy for end of year so many book...

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oh there have been black friday specials everywhere and I wish there were even more in other places, there is not enough black friday specials at the shops and online etc. thanksgiving, halloween, christmas and new year specials, mothers day and fathers day specials, xmas in july specials, this or that. should me more of them. I wish my bank and husband and my bosses would consider a black friday special or bonus or office party .

oh there have been black friday specials everywhere and I wish there were even more in other places,...

Pride

i don't like velvet cake but i didn't have the heart to tell her it makes me sick and i am allergic to it and get sick from it.

i don't like velvet cake but i didn't have the heart to tell her it makes me sick and i am allergic ...

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