Confessions about 'Pride'

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need I remind the catholics that my father was not called clement for no reason. just a wee little blood line during pope clements and royal blood line, and french irish royals on my mothers side, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MmSi3YOR3cQ maybe even further back! and the catholic fuckers wanted to kick me and my father up the ass for being victims of child sexual abuse, all the years my father worked for them and my mother father was with them in the order of the holy name society and mum in the other society and the bastards expect me to be a live in celibacy nun all the selflessness life I have lived in silence and pain going to waste. and I was offended by ft x lying about his name and how the church did not stand by me as a teen when I was sexually assaulted many times. forget this carmelite silence rubbish and the jesuits beating themselves to death and benedictines hovering around then the great opus dei fanatics sadistic I suffered living through. and yet they never wanted me in the church as a nun but I have been like a nun more then half of their nuns. what a hypocrisy! and bloody insult.

need I remind the catholics that my father was not called clement for no reason. just a wee little b...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

I like learning with webniars and video lectures and live lectures and visually explained things over boring reading, if they would just add more recorded talking to the reading material it would help in online courses with people with eye site issues. I am a visual learner and I am so sick of reading learning cuz I did too much of it at university. I liked lectures and workshops and teachers reaading out dictation of cases or acts or health I just prefer some colourful powerpoints and well explained information or if they do have paper add a recorded reading of it because i am sometimes a slow reader and like being promoted by a recorded voice with notes to follow, sometimes I can read fast but these draining slides you have to click several times should have a voice over or be in lecture video form to make them more exciting and fun. lesson notes plus lecture in video or live or workshops makes it more fun.

I like learning with webniars and video lectures and live lectures and visually explained things ove...

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I am angry at my back surgeon who treats me like I am spastic he says very cold things that make me feel the need to attack others back. he has been charging me for over 2-3 years and now i found out i could have got some of it paid for on my health fund. like i knew something was strange a few gps and specialist doctors have done this to me, there should be no excuse for medical practices not to have medicare machines and health fund machines i know of a few surgeries that still run on old paper filing only when i was working for a doctor he always kept 2 sources, computer and paper work and a written diary on the desk and a pc diary as well. i don't understand why some are so out of date with some things.

I am angry at my back surgeon who treats me like I am spastic he says very cold things that make me ...

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i am expected to be all things to all peoples - not likely.

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goodness, gracious me!

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I paid for a chocolate class for 2 and this woman who runs the class was making out I got the wrong day, she had no phone number on her webpage and I emailed her to confirm booking and gave her my phone number and email then she was making out I didn't give her a phone number and she had no way to email me and then she up and changed the date and didn't tell me and still has not got back to me, the woman is a nutter, so to be polite I said "well, out of politeness I will take the blame for the time muck up but I thought we did set it in the day and I double checked and you didn't call me, but sorry if it is my fault because I have been very depressed since vaginal surgery and skin treatments and the plumbing emergency" and she still has not got back to me. I knew she would blame me for it you can't fight with these foreigner arab italian latino types they think we are white english/irish australian trash idiots, and I am sure she said the time and date I wrote down in my diary. I feel like I am being abused by this woman. something does not add up in a business that doesn't have a phone number and all she does is rent out commerical kitchen when she would be better running it from her home or the better place that is not surrounded with construction everywhere.

I paid for a chocolate class for 2 and this woman who runs the class was making out I got the wrong ...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

its crazy that i can understand the format and cope with certain university subjects more then I can tafe? like I failed adult senior biology 2 times yet passed forensic ethics and genetic engineering ethics but couldn't pass senior biology but how can you if the senior course is only 15 weeks when really its 2 years normally. and i think tpc was better when subjects ran over 2 semesters and also I did paralegal diploma in 9months then they changed the curriculum and wouldn't let me pass the course after doing over 3/4s of it and it cost me over $8,000 (I had to beg borrow and slave for) and years ago tafe used to do associate diplomas over 2 years my dad was doing a business AD and my sister did a computer programming AD and they had it cheap and over 2years and here was me expected to do a full diploma with computer and business and justice of the peace in 9mths. I was hurt and I am still hurt about what they did to me, I dropped out of university a few times, humanities degree and a international business/law degree after being assaulted and getting sick. dropped out of pathology and its like I feel a failure. even though I went back and did sports nutrition and podiatry assisting and computer and pharmacy etc I feel inadequate. nothing I do feels like "that bliss point" I used to have.

its crazy that i can understand the format and cope with certain university subjects more then I can...

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why can't every one just stop bullying and abusing me. people are trying to kill me and I don't know why. they have been at it for years and I want them to stop or I will call the police again.

why can't every one just stop bullying and abusing me. people are trying to kill me and I don't know...

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he goes "oh I am just entertaining myself waiting to move" because 3 people were in the kitchen.

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I got sick of being pushed out to blind dates and arranged dates set up by complete fucking mongrel stupid idiots who didn't have my best interests at heart or in mind.

I got sick of being pushed out to blind dates and arranged dates set up by complete fucking mongrel ...

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I have longed to go on a date with a nice man for so long, none of the guys I went out with ever lived up to what I was expecting of them.

I have longed to go on a date with a nice man for so long, none of the guys I went out with ever li...

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I am in the heat on the bed most days thinking "how can I get out of here and find a better life? and get out of this heat?"

I am in the heat on the bed most days thinking "how can I get out of here and find a better life? an...

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detox - bacteria can't grow in sugar! lol

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My Parents keep giving me these expectations to live up to and comparing me to others. They don’t know how much I try my best in school and getting good grades for them. T

My Parents keep giving me these expectations to live up to and comparing me to others. They don’t kn...

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people talk to me like "oh have you done all your kids christmas shopping " and she went on about all the things she put her kids, I didn't have the hard to say I have never been married and went through cancer alone and in my late 40s and never had a romance that ment something to me.

people talk to me like "oh have you done all your kids christmas shopping " and she went on about al...

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I sincerly worry no man could love me and it hurts.

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I have had this dream before of futuristic flying objects that look black and silver and like cylinder shape sort of like a rocket but not concaved nose at top more round with some wheel like those air-conditioning vents in big tunnels, they fly and are huge and turn to land and I see them coming and think "this is the future, oh I am scared of those sort of planes" but deep down I am excited and up close and they look great and don't let off much sound so are highly navigationally well crafted and skilled dynamic development. I am like wow.

I have had this dream before of futuristic flying objects that look black and silver and like cylind...

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I am excited to be completing law this year my last year in this law school, its been so hard and self sacrificing but hopefully worth it

I am excited to be completing law this year my last year in this law school, its been so hard and se...

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hi ninja tutor!

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pschologists call these are doctor grunts- uh-huh, I see, oh, hmm, ok, yes, really, sure! wait and see, come with me, this way! etc..

pschologists call these are doctor grunts- uh-huh, I see, oh, hmm, ok, yes, really, sure! wait and s...

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