Confessions about 'General'

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hi if ur reading this I hope you can understand how I'm feeling right now. I'm 22 years old and about to turn 23 in two years which sucks then I can't be with guy I know I love. You may say that I'm just any teenager girl that went through this but ur wrong. I'm not like the other teenage girls, I don't think they have been raped by their older brother the whole elementary till when u were in 7th grade he stop. I don't think a teenage girl has been through that. And I want to tell the man I love but I'm afraid that he will leave me for not telling him. Now it has been worst because my mom knows that I'm in love with this guy but won't let me be with him. Which sucks a lot of ass. Now I don't know what to do now I feel like I should kill myself but on the other hand is telling me to wait for those two years and then you will be happy. I really hate my mom. All she does is make feel bad about myself since day 1 the day I was born which sucks too. But I guessi have to stay strong for him.

hi if ur reading this I hope you can understand how I'm feeling right now. I'm 22 years old and abou...

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When I was twelve, I and three other friends stole tomatoes from a store. I feel so incredibly guilty for this because my mom asked me if i've had ever stolen anything two years ago. Of course I lied and told her that I hadn't stolen anything. That's not the only lie i've ever told her, but the other lies was not for covering up a criminal action. italia

When I was twelve, I and three other friends stole tomatoes from a store. I feel so incredibly guilt...

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FIGHT WHAT?????? THIS CONCEPT MAKES ME angy...FIGHT WHAT???? i can not fight for family peeps need to travel their own paths, i cant fight for a life as clearly my path will go where it will...u cant MAKE people respect u or idk love u...i feel very unloved i guess....i see NOTHING that i can fight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my freedom i have it , as much as anyone does.. if i could fix everybodys life and make everything alll better...i would...but i cant so there is nothing to fight......if i have a fight it's to live and enjoy the life i have....lil more of the enjoyable would be nice but i can not say whats coming my way.....dread and self pitty go hand in hand.....gezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

FIGHT WHAT?????? THIS CONCEPT MAKES ME angy...FIGHT WHAT???? i can not fight for family peeps need t...

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Understand when I say this..... In my own stubbornness brought on by him and my stepdad I have learn to hold grudges growing up. Emotions are like light switches to me that I can turn off. Sometimes I don't think about who that effects around me. I'm sorry that I stayed so mad at him. Because if I'd of given him another chance to just be around you'd of got a chance to meet him again. Add the fact that I call myself not speaking to you either for so long was pretty much me being an Asshole. And not just letting shit go. And the next phone call I make to you after all that time is to tell you our father is dead. When I think of how I could have connected the dot on that it hurts me right now realizing what I could have done but didn't because of my own selfish pride. And you may not care right now. And I understand b/c I'm right there with you. But when I think about what didn't have to be. I realize the reason you never got to know your father was because of me.

Understand when I say this..... In my own stubbornness brought on by him and my stepdad I have learn...

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I'm only still alive for my little brother and little sister. I don't want them to live with leftover thoughts of me.

I'm only still alive for my little brother and little sister. I don't want them to live with leftov...

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I'm what you would call popular. I still have yet to understand how someone can have so many people around them yet feel so alone. My best friends of 5 years told me that I just wanted attention. That I'm selfish and too outgoing. Ever since I've been quiet. People ask me how I am and even tho I am not okay I won't say a word. I'm scared of what I'm capable of doing to myself.

I'm what you would call popular. I still have yet to understand how someone can have so many people...

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I'm leaving. I'm running away from home. Forever. Why? Internet addiction. It ruins everything. I'm getting more stupid. I don't understand a lot. School. It's loud. There are so many pointless stuff. I want to get out. Forever. I'm no doing suicide because I'm scared. I'm just leaving. i always wanted to

I'm leaving. I'm running away from home. Forever. Why? Internet addiction. It ruins everything. I'm ...

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You look at me from the outside and it seems like I am doing alright, put together, professionally stable and in control. But the truth is - I am overwhelmed. It's not the same as depression, and it's not all sadness. More of an overall emptiness with no clue how to move forward and still be the grown up with grown up responsibilities. My children are grown, but are still in need of me being a stable force - and since I am their only parent, it falls to me. I am alone in the world, surrounded by family in name only - without support or backups. I feel so much in limbo and wish I could find a trustworthy adult, adultier than me who can help me figure out where to go, or how to move forward. And, your wife called to tell me you passed away. And I'm not sure how to feel, or if I feel anything. I'm not sure it WAS anything.

You look at me from the outside and it seems like I am doing alright, put together, professionally s...

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I feel like such a reject. My family is always reminding me of how terrible of a person I am and they blame everything on me and it has psychologically ruined me. I started to abuse drugs and hurting myself and the people that actually did care about me like my boyfriend. I feel like I can't trust anyone. I stay up late at night every single night sick to my stomach about past sins and current situations. I spent my Christmas crying my eyes out because here's to another ,sloppy knight.

I feel like such a reject. My family is always reminding me of how terrible of a person I am and the...

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consider all options....i am stressed no doubt but i KNOW things will work out...i feel like i have alot on my shoulders and much more to come.......pot and money isnt the answer....gambling just escapism and digging the hole bigger....and idk temporary as most things in life are. arg...down for sure.....tired of being tired..tired of pounding away with no results......meh ife goes on...pick yourself up dust your self off and start all over again. :)

consider all options....i am stressed no doubt but i KNOW things will work out...i feel like i have...

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District fear here and I feel so attack...seriously...all the crap and garabae of the area has upset me and I wonder about this world...i idk check out crap and really some stuff interesting news seems worth a look...evil runs when you sing and i am FREE.....I AM GREATFUL everyday,,,,,i think it is ecentical to be warry, the wrld is a scarry place.....i see levels of security in every direction and level...i am blessed..... thug life...sighhh i KNOW why it exsists and that people brave and strong fight for what is right the dificulty lies in...what is right....idk maybe more of a THAT is just WRONG, i am greatful for the strong and dedicated to serve and protect what is right. i am happy for every indie who fights their own battles and every little win.....and i identify so much...my battles with smoking and gambling and procrastination are battles i fight every minute...i will not be defeated.....really sooner or later i am going to die and it wouldnt be an issue...lmao

District fear here and I feel so attack...seriously...all the crap and garabae of the area has upset...

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I jus ------- for money. Not sure how to feel. Not proud for sure, but need for money.

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I want to have sex with my older sister

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wake up in pain with restless leg sydrome and from the car accident and fall 2 years ago I re-bursed my leg that I injured in the car accident. I have been getting sciatica pain from the right leg more lately. all this pain is upsetting me. there is no comforts in life at all.

wake up in pain with restless leg sydrome and from the car accident and fall 2 years ago I re-bursed...

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Yes, I do want to go out tonight. But not with you. know what I mean.

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they say I keep making the same mistakes but I notice so is everyone else making seriously worse mistakes! at least I am not a scammer and fraud.

they say I keep making the same mistakes but I notice so is everyone else making seriously worse mis...

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I feel so annoyed at this little yappy dog my neighbors have. I can always tell when they have a stranger for a shag session going which is so annoying, his wife was off screwing with another neighbors husband while several couples were partner swapping for the night all around us, we were the only ones who were not into that dirty stuff. they have sex outdoors on trampolines which to me is disgusting with under age kids and one dude looked like that prisoner who was found for killing a kid. they just spook me out. I never talk to them.

I feel so annoyed at this little yappy dog my neighbors have. I can always tell when they have a str...

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I got this wild soap made of papaya and mango, pomegranate and peppercorns I don't know if I like it as much as when I first bought it however, the peppercorns was not as detectable but it how a wow sort of strange factor to it.

I got this wild soap made of papaya and mango, pomegranate and peppercorns I don't know if I like it...

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I hated the movie!

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